I miss my friends... :'(

Just... I'm so tired.... Physically tired... And just generally tired of things. I just wanna sleep, all day would be nice, and not have to worry about anything... Disappointing anyone or keeping them happy, frickin responsibilities and other things along those lines. I still need to decide what I want to do with myself.... I don't even know, just know a few people may not be happy with the decision I may make at first, but they'll come around I'm sure... Think that's all I'm gonna say for now, since it's a little ramble-y and disorganized.... And I have to go into work right now -w-

whooooooo! Alright, no one else watch me!

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10693658/ asked if I could share this for him. if anyone is interested, go check it out

And I finally get my own room again ;u; no more couch for me!

page: http://www.furaffinity.net/user/ziggy-zerda/
journal: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4165396/

HERES HOW IT WORKS,
Fill it all out to the best you can, then tag 3 random people to also make this journal!

1. Do you smoke? Nah
2. Drink? Sometimes, but never get drunk/wasted
3. Are you a virgin? No.
4. If not, How old were you when you lost it? 16.
5. What is something you wish you could change about yourself? Wish i could grow a mustache/beard combo
6. Are you happy right now? Heck yeah! My baby comin home
7. Favourite tv show? Psych
8. Kissed a member of the same sex? Yes
9. Done more with someone of same sex? Nah
10. Had sex with a member of the same sex? Nah
11. What is your biggest fear? Fucking Birds, Fucking Clowns, and Fucking Smelling Bad... and people secretly hating me :I
12. Taken a naked picture of yourself? Lol Oh Yeah ;D
13. What is your height? 5'11
14. What are you wearing right now? a towel... :I
15. Do you have a crush on anyone right now? Lol i guess we can call it that

TAGGED:

you're tired of being obsessed with me? ha! this goes both ways babe. there's never a moment in the day that i dont wanna talk to you. i love hearing you talk, which is why i try to talk to you as much as i can, despite "us never having anything to talk about." and for that, im sorry i dont always have something to say, i just enjoy knowing that you're there, and it makes me happy. i can assure you that the only reason you have to contact me to talk, is for the sole reason that when i want to talk, you're busy, or your friends will drag you away to do something, and i detest that last one... you know, when you were here, you were never needy or were attention seeking... and i wanted you to be, it would've made me feel a lot more special, you know i like affection, so trust me, its not like you're driving me away with that or anything... and dont act as if you're the only one thats lonely, i mean, what do i have here back at home? nothing. everything that was truly important to me left when you did. and the thing is, you know this. i wallowed around in my own sorrow for the longest time after you left... you say im your best friend? well, as sad as it is to say, you're my only friend and the only person i talk to everyday, i dont even talk to my mom everyday, and i love my mom... and i know you tell me everything, and i do as well... the little bit that ever happens in my life since you left... and you're the first and last person i talk to, and i like it that way....

:/ you think you're hurting? i hurt alot, all the time, and i was feeling this pain before you were. sometimes the things you say make me feel like i'm good enough, or i dont make you happy... and then you'll come and say something that makes me thing the opposite... and then i just get emotionally confused. yeah, i'm busy, but i only started doing stuff because i decided to listen to what you said. you urged me to get out more, because you're busy with school stuff, so i got out, and all it did was make you upset...

you know how you said you were like this because i spoil you? well, i'm sure you're right, but i've only spoiled you in hopes of you opening up more to me. even though we've been together for so long, you still haven't completely opened up to me. yes you tell me everything, but the amount of time it takes for me to pull something out of you when you're upset is substantial. i just see that it wont work...

i suppose i can agree with you. no more, and i'll always love you, to death and even after...

i suppose one of us had to give up first...

Natural Hair Color:
[x]Brown - $10.00
[ ] Blonde - $7.50
[ ] Black - $1.50
[ ] Bald - $0.50
[ ] Other - $5.00

$10.00

Eye Color:
[x] Brown - $5.00
[ ] Green - $10.00
[ ] Blue - $15.00
[ ] Hazel - $7.50
[ ] Other - $1.50

$ 15

Height:
[ ] Over 7′ - $20.00
[ ] 6′8″ to 7′ - $17.50
[ ] 6′0″ to 6′7″ - $15.00
[x] 5′5″ to 5′11″ - $7.50
[ ] 5′4″ to 5′10″ - $8.50
[ ] Under 5′4 - $9.50

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Age:
[ ] 50 to 56 - $17.50
[ ] 46 to 50 - $15.00
[ ] 41 to 45 - $12.50
[ ] 31 to 40 - $10.00
[ ] 26 to 30 - $7.50
[ ] 21 to 25 - $5.00
[ ] 19 to 20 - $2.50
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Birth Order:
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[ ] Only Child - $25.00
[ ] Second born - $15.00
[ ] Middle child - $10.00
[ ] Last Born - $10.00
[ ] third born - $55.00
[ ] fourth born - $30.00
[ ] fifth born - $40.00
[ ] sixth born -$21.50

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Drink?
[x] I did like once - $40.00
[ ] Only Holidays or Occasions - $25.00
[ ] Sometimes - $21.50
[ ] YES - $20.00
[ ] only weekends - $30.00
[ ] Every other day - $5.00
[ ] Once a day - $1.50
[ ] I live from the bottle - $Bankrupt$ [[back to $ZERO]]
[ ] No - $60.00

$104.50

Vision?
[x] perfect vision $40.00
[ ] need/have glasses/contacts but don't wear them $20.00
[ ] No correction $10.00
[ ] Glasses $5.00
[ ] contacts $2.50
[ ] Surgical correction -$10.00

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Shoe Size:
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[ ] 12 and a half to 13 - $25.00
[ ] 11 to 12 - $40.00
[x] 7 to 10 - $50.00
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Favorite Colors (two):

[ ] Green-$75.00
[ ] Red - $60.00
[ ] Black - $10.00
[ ] Yellow -$47.50
[ ] Brown - $30.00
[x] Purple - $22.50
[ ] White - $40.00
[ ] Aqua - $35.00
[ ] Orange - $30.00
[ ] Blue - $30.00
[ ] Pink - $10.00
[x] Other - $50.00

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Letter your middle name(s) start with:

[ ] a-f - $5.00
[ ] g-k - $17.50
[x] l-p - $30.00
[ ] q-u - $35.00
[ ] v-z -$25.0

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Bedroom walls- select all that apply!
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[ ] green - $33.00
[ ] black - $11.00
[ ] purple - $22.00
[ ] orange/red/yellow - $33.00
[x] blue - $22.00
[ ] other - $35.00

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First letter of the person you last talked to

[ ] a,b,c,d,e,f,g,h,i - $10.00
[x] j,k,l,m,n,o,p,q,r - $5.00
[ ] s,t,u,v,w,x,y, - $20.00
[ ] z - $25.00

$324

Did you use a calculator to add it all up?
[ ] Yes $0
[x]Nope- $100.00
[ ] some- $75.00

Final Total: $424.00

Re-Post as "I Cost $_________ a night"

(Species)~ Dychrophis
(pronounciation)~ (Die*crow*fist)-t
(singular)~ Dychrophis
(plural)~ Dychrophie

Over-view~
The Dychrophis species is a very unique and complex one, with each individual Dychrophis consisting of two minds (Thus, causing them to have MPS) and possibly two colors (excluding standard/special markings), one of both of these is always more dominant than the other.

Data log~
Scientists gathered many stray dogs and various other canid creatures in a very horrible attempt to try and create the perfect domestic animal. At first it seemed to be a success, though offspring of every creature experimented on came out snow white. They uthanized all canids involved in the initial experiment and kept all offspring for further study. after a while, the scientists had began to notice each of the pups show extremely different characteristics than those previously recorded. Though they did retain all the best abilities of their parents, they didn't nessesarily retain any of the best qualities of them. The scientists continued study. Not much longer after the first personality had show its face did the scientists begin to notice most of the pups developing new personalities that they considered unusual for each. They seemed to be content with being alone or playing with the other pups, where as before, they were inseperable. Further study was conducted. The pups begin to expectidly show enhanced traits, such as; better hearing, sight, smell, agility and intellegence. Shortly After, pups became uncontrolable and could no longer be contained, they escaped into the wild. The Scientists decide to name the species Dychrophis, due to the two personalities each pup hed shown.

Development~
During the time of the mother's pregnancy, She carries four embreo, thus giving her the potential of having two offspring maximum. After about the first two weeks after conception, the pups begin to either fight for dominance, by either killing the others or eating them, or by peacfully merging together. over or under stimulation in either of the cases (I.E. one dies and three merge; only one of the four remaining; if only two merge and two dont, only the merged pair is alive at birth; all four merge together) results in still-birth. At birth, Each Dychrophis pup is born pure, unmarked, uncolored, and showing no signs of a distinct personality for the first two months of their lives. After the first two months, they begin to develope their first and more dominant personality as well as their first color. The pup's second personality comes some time after the first, it varies depending on the dominance of the first personality.

took long enough for me to come up with an idea, but whatever right? ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

And now for the character idea that started it all!!!!

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Name~ G.I.D.E.O.N.
Species~ Dychrophis
Generation~ Two

Gideon Was born of the two lead Dychrophis of Generation One, which inherated the
the best abilities from their parents involved in the initial experiment.

Genetically
Inhanced
Dychrophis
Encrypted
with
Omnipotent
Nerd-ocity

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Well, while helping come up with the acronym for her new android species (Artist equivilent of product placment right there) i wanted to make a character with an acronymed name, and i even took the extra step of making it a nerdi name ;p Well anyway, i had came up with Gideon and filled out all the letters except the 'D' :/ so i came up with Dychrophis to have something to put for the 'D' XD yeah, im complex like that :I so you can all thank for sparking the whole acronym idea that lead to all this XD

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character designs along with more species details will be done soon, probably gonna work on it today since i already have an idea for them :D

just wish i was artistic as i was creative :'D

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Oh! and feedback would be nice... if anyone reads this :P

~Nerd-ocity~


Dychrophis©

1. Who eats more?
Haha, me, for sure, she eats like a bird XD

2. Who said "I love you" first?
Pfft, i did, like a B.A.U.S!!!

3. Who is the morning person?
Hmm...... well i know i'm not, dont think she is either :P

4. Who sings better?
I..... Don't sing :/

5. Who's older?
She says she's older because she was born in January and i was born in December... =_=... XD

6. Who's smarter?
We're both pretty smart... but im sure its her

7. Whose temper is worse?
It depends :1

8. Who cries more?
lol Hmm... we've both done our share.... probably me... is that bad? ._.

9. How did you meet?
Back in middle school, kinda glad i had to switch schools back then, wouldn't have met her ;_;

10. Where are you both from?
Transsexual, Transylvania

11. Whose feet are bigger?
Mine :1

12. Whose hair is longer?
Hers :P used to be mine >:1 ima grow it back out

13. Who's better with the computer?
LOL depends what you're talking about... I'll just say she is

14. Do they have pets? How about you?
Well she has her Siberian Husky Rayne, and i have two dogs... i had cats but... stuff happened ;_;

15. Do you plan on getting married?
Mmhmm

16. Who's the most stubborn?
lol she is, never try to convince her that she is wrong XD

17. Who is the first one to admit when they're wrong?
And you can probably tell by my last answer that i usually admit i'm wrong... though there are special circumstances :P

18. Who asked who out?
Me --> Her

19. Who's more sensitive?
She is more sensitive... deep down anyway

20. Who's taller?
Me :P

21. Who has more friends?
lol She does.... i dont really like people... so i make things awkward with most people so they will leave me alone :D

22. Who has more siblings?
I do, 5, and they all suck :1

23. Who wears the pants in the relationship?
lol well, she does, in public... and i let her, cuz i'm nice like that ~♥ and i know she likes to be in power >:D
but i tend to wear the pants when its just us two >:9

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lol i guess this was kinda fun :P