I don't know how many people I knew from way back when are still active on here, I've definitely changed since then on this ancient account. But I'm thinking about posting on here and possibly taking commissions and what not for drawings. Umm so yeah, I'm here and if you guys still are too I miss you.

Guess Who's Back and ready to Photo Dump Everywhere... No Seriously guess Cause I Haven't got a clue.
Just Decided to Get back on here and maybe use it to store my art and Bring back some Good Friends and Connections. Lol
This Journal Won't be long. Unlike Many things, hehehe.
Anyway Just wanted to drop by and Say Hi Before I get back into the swing of things.

Hello. Yes after almost not being on here at all for a few months I find my self back on here. And this time I plan on being here for quite a bit longer.
So Rather if you missed me or not It's nice to see you all. And I will be taking all the PM's I can. I love hearing from you all. Hope you all are still doing well as well. I'm going to be trying to post more of my art.

But there's a slight problem. I love drawing furries. But I find myself drawing more of anime people with cat ears and tails and stuff. If you wouldn't mind me posting this please say so. If you do I'll try and make some Anthros and ferals for you all as well. Just trying to see where I can Take this page.

As For all of you who requested sculptures. I deeply apologize that I could not get them to you nor I think I ever will be able to. Due to their current state and lacking of means to get them to you. If in the future you want them redone and shipped I will try my hardest to get them to you. Other then that I really enjoyed making them and seeing all of your loving comments.

Thankies and Kisses

This Page has alot of memories and lots of good Times.
But I have loads of Inactive Followers and I personally don't like my username anymore.
But then Again I've heard that the gods and moderators of this sitee are thinking of making an update to make allow you to do just that. but then again they might not.

But I'm still contemplating it because I'd like a name change and I can't do that.... hmm.

Otherwise. How are you all doing.

There are some people who are getting too fake here on FA. They only wan posts, comments, or to see how many friends they can get,. So let's see who will actually re-post this. This is a test to see who's paying attention. This is a test to see how many people in people in my friend list actually pay attention. Copy and re-post in your own bulletin. Let's see who the true friends are... Re-post this is you are a friend... Don't reply... Just copy and paste this in a new journal as "Fake Friends."
5086-0716-5715 is my 3DS friend code!
Dream town code: 5300-2120-8245
My mom's dream town code: 5800-5546-1034

Just Wondering how you all re doing and if this site is still buzzing. like are you all still using it or are you using something else a little more often. cause if you are I'd love to have an account there that way I can continue being supportive of all you amazing and beautiful people.

And Yes I know I haven't Been on lately. shoosh. I know. Hehehe ;p

Yeah Seriously. I finally found some in a local hobby lobby.
I'm Soo Excited cause I think My clay is collecting some dust. Lol
Only thing though..... I don't know what to make first. I'm sure something will hit me eventually. But seriously. WIRE!!!!!!

First of all. Hello to all of you that actually ned I've been away for a while.
I hope you all have been well. If not please clarify.
Because frankly I miss and care for alot of you. Alot of good laughs were held here or have some connections to this site. and I would love to be able to talk to you all again. and interact with you all. cause I love this fandom and all the people I have met within it. but to be honest I've been busy doing other things. Like recently I have been thinking about signing up for an early collage.

Oh yeah sense the last time I wrote one of these. Man have the months lfown by.
I've been introduced to High school. and Now I know why People say that this is where your life really begins.
I love it so far and met alot of nice people.
but somethings have gotten out of hand and I'd like to further my education. cause to be honest. I'm bored in my classes. even though I'm in all honors. planning on AP classes. anyway.

I hope you all have been well. and I hope you all are still using this site if not. I would love to know where this better site is so I can use it. Lol

Oh another thing. I've been introduced into the Brony fandom.
I know it's not all that far from us. But still. I'm glad I made that tiny little leap.
I LOVE THE SHOW!!! The Show is probably one of the best cartoons I've evere seen in my life including animations and story line. and it's written by one of the best cartoon story writers world.
If you haven't given the show a chance cause of earlier versions I highly recommend giving friendship is magic a chance. It's amazing. As the seasons go by there's only more and more character development and action.

Okay now that I'm done with my updates about me.
Why don't you all please tell me how you all have been. I'd really love to hear form you all.

IF YOU DON'T GIVE A SHIT ABOUT HOW I'VE BEEN JUST READ THIS AT LEAST TO ANSWER MY QUESTION :D

Okay now for the reason the journals named this.
I've looked around on furaffinity and so far I'm kinda depressed.
I look around and all I see is... Porn... Porn... Porn porn and more porn.
Now I know what you all are thinking just turn on SFW..
well I do that and all I see is vent art. normally depressing or it just doesn't get the same enthusiasm as the porn or more violent are gets.
I mean I was looking for MLP stuff earlier today... THERE'S NOTHING THAT DOESN'T INVOLVE DICKS AND SEX. OR VORE.

I don't mind these piece's of art. It is very hard to think of the best camera angle and positions for the characters. and normally the art style is amazing.

Just... I wish I was able to see some really nicely done Clean drawings.

But here's my question. Does this fandom corrupt artists. because no one will look at the clean stuff. and only want to see porn...
cause I bet you. If I started drawing porn. I would get a flood of new watchers. but to be honest I want to keep my art clean of that. I don't want people fapping to my art. I want people to go awe. or maybe a few jaw drops here and there. or at least . Nicly done.

Am I done please tell me. cause If I am. I'll look around some more.

Also if you know some clean amazing artist's I'm all ears.

Thanks All and it's awesome to be back. ^_^

So yeah. if your a close friend of mine on here or would like to be. Please leave your skype name and age in the comments ^_^

Okay I've been looking for the camera to show you all my new savannah monitor. and Guess what I woke up to this morning.
After she's been acting weird for a few days
And I woke up this morning to her laying up to 20 egg's.
I didn't know she was pregnant nor was I prepared for this.
But still. I"M SO EXCITED.

Soo... I'm not going to school today cause My lizard Ember.... Just died.
I help her last night and woke up this morning to find her dead....

I've Been Just Soo Busy with trying to bring up my grades, and just plain working at school. with band and plans of cheerleading. It just has overwelmed me I guess.

But Hay I want you all to know I still Love you all. And Hay If I get that video camera or I-pod for Christmas You'll all be seeing alot more of me. ^_^
Of well. I'm soo sorry for not even writing you guys I really should work on doing something for all of you.

As For The Clay Sculpting thing..... I am Sooo so sorry I couldn't do it for the people I promised I would.
But I don't have any wire clay or time. And as for the people I did do them for I'm sorry I can't ship them to you. I wish I could. and Hay maybe When I'm able to get my own money and work on my own time. I could get back into the swing of doing it again.

But a positive is my drawing's are going really well. I'm doing more human stuff If that's okay. I know I'm not really supposed to post that here. but if you all don't mind I'll post it if I'm able. Not that I stopped drawing furries... Just alot less then I used to. I guess furry was another challenge that I succeeded in being able to do on a Okay level. so I wanted to conquer the challenge of our favorite species. Humans.. Yayyyy. for nothing here would be possible without them. Lol

And I Promise I'll try and get on here some more often and reply and comment on some of your stuff. cause from what i've seen some of you have improved immensely and other's. You were already amazing. Lol. I'll be looking on all of your pages from time to time to like and comment on things. >)

Well let's call this my opening to a comeback.

Comment anything you'd like. Links to your favorite recent stuff. or perhaps something of great importance. And tell me please if you'd like to see some of my human stuff. Lol

Well Byee all Love every single on of you. Byeee!! ^_^

My computer screen broke and it probably won't ever be fixed so i might have to use my parents or my sister's computer... which I don't mind... just it's a matter of when will ever get on these computers.

I'm soo sorry all of you, I have a funny drawing almost done and I'll find away to post it.

My webcam on my computer finally works for some reason but Guess what I don't care.
Yay!!!!!

My webcam on my computer finally works for some reason but Guess what I don't care.
Yay!!!!!

Sorry all for the inactiity. I don't mean to be niglecting my favorite people.
But for the past week I've been going to Marching band camp. And It was Exhausting.
But now it's done and I can start my art again.

How Shy Are You?

[ ] You don't like public speaking.

[ ] You find it hard to talk to strangers.

[ ] You don't like to look people in the eye.

[x] You hate using public restrooms.

[x] You hate to go shopping alone.

Total: 2

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[ ] Being introduced to new people makes you nervous.

[ ] When you're in a group of people, it's difficult to think of what to say

[ ] You have a lot of trouble talking to the opposite sex. (Absolutly not)

[x] You hate to be teased.

[ ] You hate answering the door.

Total: 3


[ ] You can't stand people watching you.

[ ] One on one conversation makes you nervous.

[ ] You don't like to ask people for help.

[ ] You hate to read out loud. ( I do it in many different voices ^_^)

[ ] You don't like answering questions.

Total: 3
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[ ] You dread ordering food at restaurants.

[ ] You are uncomfortable at parties, unless you know everyone well.

[ ] You don't like to talk, because you're afraid of being embarrassed by what you say.

[x] You wish you were more outgoing.

[ ] You hate being in the center of any room

Total: 4
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[ ]You don't know how to react to compliments.

[ ] You prefer reading, writing, or listening to music than being around too many people.

[ ] You blush easily. (It really dpends on what the situation is)

[x] You spend a lot of time in your room.

[ ] You don't like talking about personal things with people you don't know very well.

Total: 5


5/25... I guess I'm only a little shy. But I'm not shy at all.... I'm confused.

Literally I need to get more active cause my day's are just flying by. XD

Oh well I just wanted to say Hay To all my beautiful friends and furs here.
I'm trying to get to talk to you all more and trying to work more. XD
now that I have some wire Freaking FINALLY. I'm able to get to work.
thanks guys and Love you all.

You all know the what to do. ask me anything you'd like to know about me.
*run's around with my rainbow banner*

Hay it's Another day and I'm feeling alot better. so I wanted to just write a journal asking you all some questions.

First on my list. I really want to get out into the world. but I can't do that so I've been wondering if I made a Vlog channel on youtube how many of you guys would watch it. and if you'd guys would send in some Ideas for me. I really love talking to people. and love bringing smiles to people's heart's and doing that is just another step to being able to spread some more joy to people and also It can really benifit me emotionally.


Secondly... Do any of you have any tips for me and my art. I mean something as simple as make your lines cleaner would be an over abundance of help to me. I love all of your comment's on my drawing's but it really does help me when some of you put some input on my drawing's. Even my sculptures I'm open to any critization on my sculptures as well. as long as it helps.

Thridly- I just want to say I love all of you. ever sense I first got to chat with you. I have truely loved all of you in the best of way's. I may not know any of you that well. But I love you all and I love being able to call you all my friends. thank you.

For all of you that to this day still can't find beauty in yourselves. Everyone of you are beautiful. you've just been looking in the wrong mirror

Sorry for all the serious journals laterly. had alot on my mind and I'm just trying to gt it out. I promise the next one will be alot more cheerful.

Actually I'm just giving you some updates on my side of the screen. So YAY!!!
and sorry if the title kinda scared you. XD

Well first thing first. let's start with the negatives so I can end with a smile. YAY!!

My dad is a complete and udder.... Dick.
I thought he was cool with me being gay but appearently he's not. he's doing that parent thing where they don't want to show they don't approve. or hate it. but yet they don't like what your doing.
I've been going to my friend's houses for the last few day's.... straight. XD
and he has the nerve to ask me when I get home if I like any of them. Like what the FUCK.
then we had THE TALK. ow how I love out talks cause they never end well they just... don't go very well and he doesn't get it.
He gave me the whole talk about how he doesn't want me telling my friends I'm gay. cause he doesn't like the fact I'm hanging out with a group of girls that all have boy-friends. so he's kinda like... okay what the hell do they want with josh. as if I'm not a good person. -_-
and he gave me the whole speech of how I found out he doesn't approve.

THIS IS NOT A RANT ONLY SOME JOKES I MADE UP.

"Being Gay Is an Abomination" Like okay then why are their so many of us.
" God Created Adam And Eve Not Adam And Steeve" Well yeah he wanted us to ultiply so he could have more gay people.

the highlights and good thing's about this week will come later.

SO I'm waiting on an order of wire my dad was supposed to get for me cause we had picked out some.
2mm aluminium wire cause that us the best you can have for armitures.
so we picked out a place we could get it really cheep.
SO here I am waiting for a few day's wondering when it's gonna get here and my dad tells me...
ow yeah I didn't get it......O_O
You didn't what.....
I didn't get it cause i thought I could get you something cheeper at lowes....
WAHT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU.... THIS STUFF WAS ALREADY DIRT CHEEP FOR WHAT IT WAS.... THEN YOU TELL ME YOUR GONNA GET ME SOMETHING THAT SHOULD ACT SIMULARLY GOOD.

Well It's copper wire and I thought that would be okay..
here's my problem with copper. it's too springly. when you bend it unless it's reallt thick it want's to go abck and it spring's.
aluminum wire doesn't.
and steel well let's just say only a machine could bend that stuff bare handed.

I'm soo mad with him. cause I have still 7 order' to get out and you all are counting on me for these.

one guy is gonna make this a gift for his friend and I'm now gonna have to make him wait even fucking longer....

I'm so sorry I'll try and catch up but I'm soo pissed with now.