a simple thought for the future~

for now as the art an project evolve on my other page ill partly shelve my files here, or rather i did. alot has changed since iv been gone, alot in the world, so while it seems i couldnt write something to keep up with the madness of reality.

the real story i wanted before or the original world has taken new form over on my new page. an yet i wont go quietly into this silent night, this shall be a simple clear space to share ideas an thoughts. speaking to everything i should keep very subtle in my main work, i have still lots to do here still in the spirit of my experimental work~

with any luck the world will last long enough for us to come back around to, a lil irony X3

an still as always all the safety, luck and bunny love to all out there~ 🌲💖🐇🐇🐇🐇🐇💖🌲

with a resent heat wave its hard to be active anywhere *giggles* regardless iv been seeing though my new direction an slowly plucking away at the first bit of art id like to share. alot of the work is in concepts an some odds and ends like clothing style after which geing into quick textures an simple odder things like product an item design to fit the world or style. maybe it feels a lil foolish doing so much back work but once im done everything for a first test comic will flow smoothly.

been taking alot of time to learn story structure from different angles and how to use it to my advantage even if story just comes to me how it wants to xp in the end once i get a good work flow ill dive in an see what comes out.

i have a new flow it seems between my other art, perhaps ambitious i believe itll become much easier to avoid burnout, even after a much heavier picture left me half dead a bit of inspiration to draw small floofers helped. being able to see out a simple picture in a few hours an not worrying feels quite good ^^

my art for pony stuff will mostly be based around my mates stories that i feel are really good, drawing more pony art brought out new designs for eyes and expressions her an on my small floofer art. this would allow me to keep improving and finding better techniques without focusing on a second story or characters.

in the end most of it comes back here artistically, it maybe my least active or even liked art but its where my passion is so i will see it though, knowing good art, takes time~

Hiya there tis been a while *giggles* I needed alot of time as it was but in the meantime iv been slowly working away. Realizing my work really took stepping back in life an living for a while, making new friend, gaining confidence and meeting my mate.

It took a long time before I felt ready an understood what I wanted, so partly in style and tone my art will change as I start again. Anyways I'm really excited with alot on the works, for now it'll be slow as I find a good flow but will speed up as I go.

I'm all too excited aswell to peek about at all the new art an artists ^^ this is sure to be a blast wiff lots of fun times with friends *giggles* I'm ahead of myself x3

Thanks so very much if you read that or stoped by and so much bunny love to you 🐇💖💖

*rises from the ground*

Tis time, alots happened but I'm not keen on talkin about it. Samhain is approaching day by day an that means prep for the magical work of that night. But it also means some fun art I don't wana miss ^^

I'll be quietly geting back into it, taking it slow as the past few months have been really hard. This won't keep me from building a positive outlook, I still have plans but made them more reasonable with a longer time to complete. So no more total burnouts an sorry for not being on it just wasn't the right time, I hope your all well out there though an enjoying the month ^^ 🐇💕

Ello iv been meaning to write this journal fora bit now so ill give it a try, alot has happened in this rabbits life that brought out a change. I'd rather not dive into it to much now though, life kinda fell apart an got really dangerous for a bit. It made me realize all I have and value through it, bringing me to feel feel whole again something I haven't felt in years. Without overcoming these challenges fate brings us we never grow.

I had to take time to focus on these problems in life and dive back into my study to find the right path again. That took a while yet I feel confident in the future.

In this time My art seemed to change as I was just drawing for myself or rather drawing when I felt inspiration, mostly when I got emotional but it was interesting I'll just have to see where it brings my art. It should be actually fun for once when I start up I was to serious or self concious about my skills without seeing how far iv come. Looking back on my first drawing when I returned made me realize I can draw scenes I only dreamed of then. I'd like to focus on enjoying my work a bit more personaly and to share my odd ideas with friends ^^

Art aside I've been as I'd see it awful on here, being to shy or not wanting to say the wrong thing made me rather awkward, it's been difficult adjusting to things online fora bunny that spends her time so far from humans with wild animals, and a pet bun. Just relaxing and being myself iv learned though is plenty interesting enough without having to know about art. There's such wonderful people here that I wouldn't have gotten to talk to and know if there was only since. I have a tendency of holding friends incredibly close, that's hurt alot in the past yet what would be worse is to be alone. I will do more to be a good friend and to lower my defense atleast here.

In my time puting things back together and studying iv been keeping my head up from my work so to speak finding new and old places on the internet, gotta admit I apparently don't like popular spaces lol I'll leave it to the younger crowd, I'm not really old but they make me feel ancient x3 never the less iv been having fun discovering things I forgot and new things I'm loving all the same.

Hmmmmm anyways I'll write these more in the future there personally useful, for now I'll start a slow process of posting what iv been working on. It's not super impressive but it slowly became my own ^^ I'll end it with my unending picture, for real iv been working on it so long and it won't just be finished already, tiring but exciting :3

If for some reason you read all that, thank you I don't really deserve it but I'll try my best to. Much love to you I wish you light on the horizon~

I found it! ^^ ima be flipping my work on its head a bit. By more or less untethering the aspects I really didn't like and letting the world be it own everything came together in a wonderful way. It'll be much needed atmosphere, I can't say to much at this point but I'm excited to show the art coming out of it.

Also found a beginning that has me wanting for more, I'ma really happy bun 🐇💕

I'll have one sketch I quickly drew with a character I kept hidden till now ^^ tis unfinished while I'm working on a larger picture. Maybe a bit quite as I work on it as it'll be challenging ^^' after I'm finished I'll get to work on what concept art I want to try while beginning the comic. It'll take time to show what's in mind but it's quite different from what iv been working with in a good way.

Trying to keep it short ^^' just feel so ecstatic I had to write

Bunny love to all you floofy critters 💕💕🐇🐇🐇💕💕

Alright gonna write a crazy journal like everyone, wait things are too quiet. Ok while no one's looking.

Life fluff~

This month has been so busy with pre planing for autumn, sorry for the inactivity. It hit me at the beginning of the month that I wasn't in a good way. I wasn't understanding the future or seeing clearly so I haven't been walking my path, I was lost in the unknown.

I know the way through comes from focused intensive planing and change, a reorganization of all aspects of life starting with the order of my home and then future protections, a new spiritual structure an lastly a new artistic structure to better express what's felt and learnd in a constructive positive way, even if the context is extremely dark or bleak.

Baaa goodness it's been alot to work on yet this has made life feel more stable ^^ as such it makes me feel free to creat.

Art fluffs~

So here's the curious thing, I don't think I'd come into my own as an artist so to speak, it's a confidence I was missing. It feels like I finally found my path with art, what's been draw lately feels like my own.

there has been alot of drawing iv been siting on my current finished work for reasons. I was debating moving to a new page, i got several signs to make a choice eather way and go all in. After alot of thoght, alot lol I decided it's best to stay I'd like to write about it later as it's interesting to a mad bun like me x3

Nevertheless there will be a variety of new pictures coming followed by more focused work that I'm loving ^^ my art isn't gonna be so bland meaw. There's more personal work better character relationships, active world building wiff some comics and a piece for a trade that's easily my most complex picture yet. Should blow my adventurer picture outa the water, an it'll be in color! Lol fuff it's gonna take forever though xD I'm done my longest journal now :3

Ohh yes bunny my bunny tancy is binky an healthy bun of the forest. There might be bun pictures, they'll end up in my scraps ^^

I'm just gonna post this so no overthinking. Buns, nettlebuns off to the moon 🌙 leaving you with only all the rabbit love in the world 💖💖🐇💖💖

Ohh my, had to make a quick move a couple days ago an finally got unpaked. Moved from a small valley to an open mountain range, it took some time but I got to my odd spot from last year. We're siting high above a small village with near perfect internet connection. Since there's only a hard foot path up I don't think we'll be bothered much ^^

It's strange being here and feeling so different after winter, yet it's time to bask in the sun. To relax, grow and create. What's beautiful by day can be loanly and desolate by night, good inspiration :3

Also all the cotton tails xD ima try and get some pictures next week, there incredibly curious an get really close ^^ so cute with giant lunchers <3

Gonna be trying to play more games this summer too, it was pointed out to me that all I seem to do is work, magic and art. I mean I watch a show for an hour each night but.. ya, playing more games with some friends is gonna be good x3

Lots of art in the works aswell but I'll save that for a future journal. I'll be continuing to post every day or two next week, after I'm rested

Thanks for reading an so meny bunnies for you ⚡💕🐇🐇🐰🐇🐇💕⚡

Bun reached 1000 views ^^

Alrighty, while the numbers don't mean much to me those viewing my art do. There's a small list of floofers in mind and you all kept an keep me going.

Honestly if you reading this You're one of those wonderful floofers and I couldn't thank you enough for the support ❤

As a bit of appreciation for the next while I'll be posting at least one picture a day ^^ fairly ambitious considering my work lately yet it's day four so let's see how far we get

Most if this will be a mix of sketches, traditional work and some digital color work likely with some variety in style as I push to grow my skills.

Thanks again for the support, all the bunnyist loves to you 🐇💖💕

Alright back to work, I stalled out fora bit as I wasn't to sure what to work on. After running through scraps from last year I got more focus. It took alot longer to get the spark back though it's only been recently that I feel satisfied with the results. I'd like to post more finished work as well so after building up a bunch of sketches at once then take the time to work on my coloring. That should mean I can post art more then once a month xp There's a bunch of basics I should work on as well so hopefully this will be a time of growth.

I should apologize for the lack of activity as well, me an my bunny moved to a quiet little valley but there's not much connection here, the next spot will be better ^^

That's all for now thanks for reading an all the bunlove to you 💖💖🐇💖💖

Ello again, just a quick journal since it's been a while xp

Winter wasn't to fun for the bun, but I'm getting things together to be ready for adventuring in spring, I haven't had much inspiration or data for that matter to post, I hope that will be changing in the next few weeks ^^

For some reason iv recently wanted to draw nettle in some scenes that inspired her creation, so I took the opportunity to try a new method of drawing, it took a little trial and error but it's been exactly what I wanted so far, I'll just need a bit more practice as always :3

Anywho it'll take a month or so to get a good pace, it'll be a little slow an for a while the art an bunnys maybe odd x3 I guess that's normal though

Thanks for reading, I hope your all well and safe an as always the bunny love to you ^^ 🐇💖💖💕💕

Ohh kay.. I'm not dead yet xp nor did this bun give up but fuff, nearly everything that could go wrong did, from the power failing to my water filter busting. I think I spent to meny nights alone in the fading light of a candle, seem to have made it though the worst I hope xp

Iv been just trying to keep positive at this point, it took all my funds just to fix everything I was given a bit for the internet but I had to make a decision, so at some point soon ill be working on adoptable characters on a different page or maybe site, that way I can keep connected and buy hay an rabbit food. Other then that iv been working on a side project for future commission stuff.

Anywho that's a bit of a jumble but I wana keep my personal projects here so I likely won't link them directly, with that said all these worrys kept me busy an kept me from the art I love, so once the sun's up an shining I'll begin scanning art to submit tonight iv been working alot on a mixed media idea too, tests for that should be up soon aswell ^^ *sighs* while iv been on for a peak when I was in town its really nice to be back <3

I hope this new work will be a bit more interesting ^^ I have been really enjoying drawing it, it's a bit relaxing diving into a world of floofers x3 after everything iv missed it alot. And I missed messing about here more then I thought, life started to feel real cold again so It's nice to get this chance.

It's getting long again x3 thanks for reading, much love to you all! bunny love! 🎉💕💖🐇💖💕🎉

Also happy holidays, whatever you celebrate keep warm and well fed ^^ enjoy the celebrations! we all need it this time of year~

Floof x3 things are so dang cold, it keeps dropping to -20c pfffft *sits on furnace* fire bun 🔥🐇🔥

Anywho iv been having alot of fun sketching, it's actually enjoyable now that iv relaxed ^^ so there'll be a torrent of those coming, I had to take a brake after the digital stuff xp

So I did a bit of browsing recently and realized how bizarre things are here, ohh the rabbit holes xD I think it'll be fine if i just have fun an play around. There's something odd I forgot, I'm not really an artist or I dont want to be onebina way. It holds you in a box I think I'd prefer to just be a furry who loves drawing ;3

The whole point should be to meet like minded floofers have some fun playin around and enjoy yourself, atleast I think so. So I'll embrace it as I once did when I was happy ^^

On a random note iv been a furry for fifteen years..well more now, that's half my life x3 while I stepped away from being as active online a good eight years ago it's oddly comforting coming back even if alot is different now :3 something funny I joined fa in 07 my first time since then there didn't seem to be a format change. And all these years after leaving I still made it back in time to see it finally start changing xD the fuff, took them what fifteen years just to offer name changes lol

Much bunny love to all you an thanks for reading 🐇💖💕💕

Elloz~
I've been rather busy but not active so I thoght it would be a good time for a journal ^^ I'll make this one more on direction so I can keep track :p
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Alrighty I set out a couple weeks ago to accomplish a few thing with a full gole of bettering my skill, as I really need it x3 I wanted to get quick with my sketches while retaining quality an working on style in general untill i was happy with it, all good an well but there was one more. To push my art, what I'm alright drawing xp never the less I spent nearly two weeks pushing in these directions, to put it simply I didn't like it

Oddly iv accomplished my goles yet after about thirty pages of comics, scenes references an tests nearly none of them I want to submit five I love but I gotta wait a bit the rest I'll toss in the scrap file as I learned alot but dislike the tests with my characters xp

Something major I learned is I can't reach my goles with traditional art, after an absurd amount of failed tests I see I'm going to have to make a hard push towards building digital skills, I'll slowly ramp up as I did with my last run but as it's no longer just experimenting I'll happily submit all of it ^^

So while I'll begin rapid firing sketches soon my main focus will be on figuring out color and shading that I like aswell as increasing general skill to become quicker :3
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out of focus fora moment, this may have been the most draining and negative experience iv had with art, hammering out sketches one after another only feeling worse as it went on untill I felt physically sick, I was really angered that I couldn't get anything, I wanted I guess.. I kept doing stupid things I dono. Iv rested for four days now, I'm feeling better and seen what I really want, I was just overthinking, ima just draw in my own direction. What I gotta do is open my heart a bit to my art to just see what happens.

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This one's getting too long but thanks if you read it, so much love to you all! the supports keeps me going every favorite comment an interaction means alot to this bun ^^ *hugs all floofers*
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Normally I don't delete stuff but I wasn't feeling my last journal it was over thought, I'm overthinking alot. Taking things to seriously. So ima just relax an finish the things iv been working on ^^ I gotta just go random directions to warm up, tis gonna be a mess :3

Hiya hiya =3 I hope your well today~

A random update as I'll be fluffing about alot, to be quick we got to a nice safe place, my bunny got sick and I walked away from my hooman job, also the snow is here x3

Well my bunnys alot better and I'm happy to just be home to keep the fire going, it's our first winter in this little trailer an I think it's gonna be beautiful ^^

Without the job weighing on me I'll have alot of time for drawing this winter :3 so I'd like to reboot with a new small series an random art, my drawings got boring so let's start with a sweet bunny I like alot x3

On that note we're low on electricity out here so I can't run my scanner, sorry for the lower image quality xp they'll be updated on a sunny week ^^'

Alright, good day an night to you thanks for everything much bny luff~<3



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on a good role, I do hope to keep it ^^ spent the day sketching and inking, it was wonderfully enjoyable :3 I have alot of random ideas I'm into at the moment, so ill be experimenting for a bit.

I'm not sure how it'll turn out but it'll be fun never the less. I think I have some work on my gallery an profile to do aswell but for now, rabbit arts~<3

Alrighty, due to resent events I have to be truthful. To start I must say iv been operating with a broken mind, my memory was shot from a horrible incident. I remember everything but for the past three months it seems I was traped in a haze and mental box, amnesia maybe. It's been clear for the past five days or so. Everything is. I can't describe what happened I just know for my well being I'm going to be honest as I regain myself so ill start here.

My name or the one iv taken in this life is thistle Moonstone cheesy I know yet it's grown on me. Iv spent the past decade mostly disconnected from the human world, spending my time studying spiritualy and magic with a small group of friends. Discovering the mysterys hidden in this world, to find them with our own eyes. As of this time iv been working on my own, keeping the fire for my friends so at the end they may find there way home. A metaphor yet seeing the world, fluff that time maybe soon. So it's odd that I find myself writing a journal on fur affinity, why is simple and broken I once worked on my anthro style here. Subconsciously in that haze I must have seen this as a safer place to interact with others, despite it being against my rules pertaining to the internet I must have forgotten.

Anyways this is too long so for now I'll end it here, I'd warn that with my whole mind I'm not as, soft. I am a hare after all x3 I'll begin tomorrow, as I woke up some hours ago an nearly ended up in the middle of a good old shoot out, I really gotta get outs these woods lol so ima hava paranoid sleep, not really ina drawing mood tonight xp

Fluff with that oddity done let's run forward, thanks for reading to those that do~

Figured a short general update would be good for this bun x3

Stuff was troublsum for a bit with connection and power out here, got it fixed an had a small adventure searching for odd creatures xp welp a mishap occurred and my hand got a deep cut. I finally have to down to a light bandages so ima try drawing a bit, its killing me not to make floofers :p

Other then now literally having too meny apples and getting ready for samhain there's not much to talk about, the spirits are rowdy this year >:3

Despite the stuff this hares very excited an happy~
Much of the bun love to you all
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Hiya hiya, this bun has to be simple but nope. x3 I needed a good break to clear and centere myself, after a small breakdown I had to deal with my past. As well as see my present clearly.

When I started on fa it was after a three month spiritual meditation, I hadn't realized it but I mayhave lost a bit of myself. Yet posting art here, interacting with others and seeing art that feels familiar helped heal me. Thank you all for that.

Now the bunnys here. It's like life is a dream I keep waking from.

Feeling rather clear im going to move forward now with ambition, my art has become rather uninspired. I recently scraped about 9 hours of work, nothing was working untill I found my roots. I'm currently working hard on more challenging sketches I can be proud of, not compromising and they will be finished in detail, though it's going to take work to get a good flow with my art.

Also this bunny will be around once more, it'll be great to get back to my softer ways~ also leaving those weird comments on everyones submissions x3

I do hope your well and thanks for reading, your all awsome, much bunnies and much love~💖💕🐇🐇🐇💕💖

Thought I should write something soooo x3

I made the move of the mountain tops into the lower valley, hid my home pretty well in a temporary spot, but it has no connection so ill likely be quiter for a little bit while unpacking yet this bunny will make the short drive to connect an post art or replay, all the fun stuff ^^

I'll be puting my electrical system back together tonight and with luck my signal boosters will work in a couple days x3 never the less it's been alot of work over these days so I'm off to home, too floop, relax and draw ^^

Hava good night or day an the bunny love to those reading 🐇💖💕💕

Just a Few more drawings to finish befor being a naughty bunny x3

Should be more to this journal, there isn't *hops off*

With winter coming I hadn't expected the sudden fear that croped up, so this bun needed some time to herself x3

This'll be a short update, why not xp finally got a good flow going so its time to work on some ideas, gotta finish stuff this time tho so we'll get the fire roaring an a hot strong coffee, it's bunny power time >:3

Lastly this bunny is busy preparing for winter in the woods, yet definitely back to do all the floofer stuff ina calmer fashion ^^

..Maybe less late night browsing aswell, I get sleepy an slow minded xD

Loads of the bunny love to all of you 🐇💖🐇💞🐇🍁🐈‍⬛

Welp iv posted everthing I worked on today xD I'm runing out of data tho so I gotta wrap it up :3

I still have a ton of stuff I'm working on, this bunny is in an artistic fury right now x3 an I'm so looking forward to posting the character iv been working on for a week now <3 but alas coming to you soon is infinite bunny power ⚡🐇⚡

In a couple days ill have infinite data at my settlement so I can browse comment and submit without limitation, ima be a very active bouncy excited rabbit ina bit

So for now all the bunny love to everyone who reads this~
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Hiya hiya 🐰 just finished my second day of work for the hoomans, last night it wiped me out xp yet I found time an energy to sketch out a character im super ecstatic about ^^ I hope to finish the reference tonight~

I mainly made this journal to say I'll be a bit tired for a little bit while I adjust to a new life, a little less bouncy x3 and yet I'll still keep busy drawing, I literally can't stop xD

So I may have some slow responses, it's not carelessness I'm just really tired, I loves you all an ill try my best to be fluffy 💖💕

There will be much bunny loves to come, I wish you all a wonderful day an night 🐇💝💖💕💕