Merry Christmas everyone,

I hope everyones doin well, I just wanted to say thanks for everyone throughout the year that talked to me and whatnot and to all the great old and new artists I've found renewed appreciation for.

I hope everyone has a fun and safe holiday and new year.

*Gives everyone ottery hugs*

Also I've been getting more active on Twitter if anyone from here wants to follow my main account NevvilWildman or my AD @Nevvil_AD, I can be nsfw on both but the later a little more so on the second one ;3.

It's been a long time since I made a journal on here, Ive been doing okay and feel like I can do furry stuff on here more actively. Ive been mostly active on twitter and I've started to write stuff like I wanted to. I'm starting with making a full Bio for Nevvil with extensive details and updates for the last decade, along with a few other sonas that I wanted to make so I have some variety to write future stories and to express some other elements of my personality\interests. I'll probably write short stories as they come to me and eventually work on a D&D campeign as more long term goals.

Anywho, thank you to those who have kept in contact with me or connected with me recently, and sorry to those I have neglected

so... damn its been a while since I've made a journal here. lets start out positive, its my Birthday, so I am 24 years old now. That's really the only positive thing unfortunately. Now onto the shitty side of things. Along with being out of my home since Sept of 2012 I also left my current job and am now unemployed since late May 2013. *sigh* well I have to go back to finding a job and junk. Sorry for the lack of otteryness from me and I want to make it up to all of the furs I talked with a lot in the past.

*curls up into troubled otter ball* >w<

Well an update on my stress filled crazed life, so brace yourself lol.

Well first, I got a new car about a week or 2 ago. Its a nice Hyudai Elantra GLS 2008 only has 34k on it. and the gas usage is amazing used to fill up 2 times a week or more, now its only once a week XD.

Now for the thing I've told a few of the furs about. My lease is up on Saturday (oct 22nd) on my apartment. I can no longer renew the lease on my own. My mom (who i have lived with for all my life is leaving for a while (we both need to separate). Worse news, I wasn't able to line up a place, so ima gonna bum it at my dads (not far away from where i am currently but he really doesn't have room for me at all). so...so...im freaking out, 23 first time on my own...and with my student loans I cant afford to live on my own.

Now onto the biggest thing, I may not be able to remain active on here and what not. so...for now, I am going non-responsive, those who have my number to txt me by, feel free i will still be able to communicate through that. I will try to get on every weekend to fave submissions and comment when possible (still have 1600 subs to get through @w@)

I am sorry and I will be back once i stabilize and bring all my pent up ottery love ;3

As I txted many of you that have my number, Friday Night i hydroplaned on the highway and went up the embankment and rolled my car 2-3 times.

Car status = Totalled

Otter physical status = Bruise on r temple (no internal brain injury or bleeding), and minor cuts and scrapes and aches.

Otter mental status = Okay, Im KCCO, but I am still having some anxiety and insomnia and trouble sleeping and i was awake for the whole thing so the trauma is pretty vivid and when i was on my way home from hospitol I was scared to be in a car again...albeit i know my mom can drive perfectly well.

I'm sorry, and tank you for all of those that already know and have wished me well *curls up and rests*

So yeah...its my birthday, turning 23, and my ass of a coworker was sick all week and decided to come in anyway, so now i have a sore throat and a snout full on my birthday...Thanks Phil, jackass. But anywho sorry I've been away a lot, I feel so stupid that ive neglected the loving furs that I speak with. Hopefully soon I will move closer to my work, and I can start having some time to make for everyone, but thats not for a few more months -3-.

*curls up as a sick little ott ott*

Fuck you Phil.

Hey everyone, I was gone for about 1 week, my Cousin was on spring break and was staying with me for a week...so I was hanging with him and was unable to check my submissions or comments since. I have now followed up and back to the normal ottery routine.

Sorry for such a late update on those who left me messages, I feel horrible about not getting back to you in a timely manner.

*gives ottery hugs to all*

I cant stop laughing at this skit, I am not a huge fan of wrestling but the ref to otter is amazing. EDIT: the link below was not the full skit I am trying to find the full skit

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=toaJmf0080I

Also their thunder lol cats is also hilarious.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ndA69KiffJE

Also on a more personal note, I would like to say I am sorry that I have been such a distant otter as of late. life has been more restrictive and stressful than normal and I feel like I have neglected some of you that I should talk to more often and care for. *gives you all tired ottery hugs*

go john Stewart for awesome lines, fast foward to about 5:00 to bypass all the not very important stuff. XD lmao

http://www.thedailyshow.com/watch/m.....--for-fox-sake

YAY OTTER BIRTH DAY :3 *huggles everyone who reads this*

I am now 22 :3

Nabbed from

You clicky boxes and then you post it and then I clicky your boxes.

WOULD YOU....
[_] Lock me in your room and take advantage of me?
[_] lick my cheek?
[_] miss me if we went out then broke up?
[_] dance with me?
[_] let me make you breakfast?
[_] tap me on the a**?
[_] help me with homework?
[_] tickle me to death?
[_] let me tickle you?
[_] stick up for me if i was being put down?
[_] caress my body?
[_] play strip poker with me?
[_] say yes if i asked you out?
[_] let me wear your pants? (panties? :O )
[_] get wasted with me?
[_] instant message me?
[_] greet me in public?
[_] hang out with me?
[_] bring me around your friends?

DO YOU...
[_] think im cute?
[_] think im hot?
[_] want to kiss me?
[_] want to cuddle with me?
[_] want to hook up with me?

ARE WE...
[_] acquaintances?
[_] friends?
[_] in a relationship?
[_] gonna have kids?

AM I...
[_] smart?
[_] cute?
[_] funny?
[_] cool?
[_] lovable?
[_] adorable?
[_] compassionate?
[_] annoying?
[_] great to be with?
[_] attractive?
[_] mean?
[_] odd?


HAVE YOU EVER...
[_] thought about me?
[_] thought there might be an "us"?
[_] thought about hookin' up with me?
[_] found yourself wanting a kiss from me?
[_] wished i were there?
[_] grabbed me?
[_] had a crush on me?
[_] idolized me?
[_] wanted my number?
[_] had a dream about me?
[_] been distracted by me?

ARE YOU...
[_] happy you know me?
[_] mad at me?
[_] thinkin' bout me?
[_] going to repost this in your journal so that i will return the favor

Now get to it :3

Just got a job over in Lancaster doing PC and Printer inventory for, Lancaster General Hospital. It's only for 3 weeks but heck I need something to do besides sit on my rudder butt and collect Unemployment. yippee *dances around happily* And this is something in my field, not some stupid burger joint or retail crap job.

Although this means I might be less available online for you guys, but I still love you all. *huggles each person who reads this*

Update: well the hospital decided they wanted someone with a more profession history of work than me, so I didn't get the job. T-T I am pretty depressed and thoroughly pissed off at not moving forward. but I luckily have another opportunity and an Interview Wed. (19th, of Jan.), so that might yield some more positive results.

Update 2: well the interview went exceptionally well *jumps around happily* they seemed to like me and they are such a laid back place. they will be calling me Fri (21st, of Jan.) to get all the small things in order and a start date.

Update 3: well once again, the employer selected someone with better exp than me. so back to square one T-T. this is getting very old very quickly, and very agitating. *otter is getting a little pissed now*

I just got done my last class for my associates degree, and I passed, so I am officially done and all i need to do is walk the stage. I am so very, very, very happy, i could explode, although exploding otter is not good. I hope to receive a job soon in the field and I might be going back for my bachelore degree sometime before I have to start payments on my loans, pending again if I get a job in the field.

*begins to happily dance around celebrating*

found this on 's journal thought it's be funny.

1. YOUR PORN STAR NAME: (first pet & street you grew up on)
Bebe capehorn (Bebe was the best damn hamster ever)

2.YOUR GANGSTA NAME: (fave ice cream flavor, favorite cookie)
cherry sugar

3. YOUR "FLY Guy/Girl" NAME: (first initial of first name, first three letters of your last name)
Aarg (I'm a pirate)

4. YOUR DETECTIVE NAME: (favorite color, favorite animal)
purple otter (bitches)

5. YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME: (middle name, city where you were born)
Dawson York

6. YOUR STAR WARS NAME: (the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 letters of your first)
Argan

7. SUPERHERO NAME: ("The" + 2nd favorite color, favorite drink)
The Blue White Russian

8. NASCAR NAME: (the first names of your grandfathers)
Carl Joseph

9. STRIPPER NAME: (the name of your favorite perfume/cologne/scent, favorite candy)
Axe Rancher

10.WITNESS PROTECTION NAME: (mother & father's middle names )
um...i don't know their middle names

11. TV WEATHER ANCHOR NAME: (Your 5th grade teacher's last name, a major city that starts with the same letter)
The fuck I'm gonna renember that name? (I agree with on this)

12. SPY NAME: (your favorite season/holiday, flower)
Fall Hydrangea

13. CARTOON NAME: (favorite fruit, article of clothing you're wearing right now + "ie" or "y")
Pear Shorty

14. HIPPY NAME: (What you ate for breakfast, your favorite tree)
French Toast Maple

15. YOUR ROCKSTAR TOUR NAME: ("The" + Your fave hobby/craft, fave weather element + "Tour")
The Swimming Hail Tour

I has been tagged by for this tidbit meme. basically 5+ little things about my fursona.

1. Nevvil is my first and only, and he is still only in preliminary trials (he may change slightly in my next ref sheet)
2. the purple bands around his tail, ankles, and wrists are dyed that way. Along with his hair.
3. I got the style for his hair from my current game I play "Maple Story" http://www.maplewiki.net/index.php?....._%26_Tough.png In game my character has this hair style and it is dyed purple as well.
4. the purple coloration on his soft flesh (peen, anus/rectum, tongue, maw, nose, webbing) is from a rare cat fish he eats that easily dyes the soft flesh that color, for a couple weeks.
5. Collar's medallion is made of silver and has "Nevvil" written on it, and the V shaped collar design is borrowed (with permission) from .
6. Nevvil shares my sexual orientation, mainly pansexual (google it), I run easily with the theory "like a person for who they are not what they are".
7. I wanted Nevvil to have a sheathed penis at first, but I just rolled with it for now (this will be the thing that most likely changes in my next revisional ref sheet)
8. favorite things Nevvil (myself) loves to do on dates or with friends is see movies, bowling, and just general hanging out, either public or private hanging out.

Other then that, Nevvil is you basic otter, fun loving and cute and remarkable easy to get a long with :3, but a bit nieve though, and can be a little dense.

I am unsure who to tag next... o three of my favorite otters, , , THIS IS ENTIRELY OPTIONAL GUYS, so do not feel preassured to complete this.

so, yeah, I have the house to my self, time to be nude. all glory to the nudity. It's so relaxing, fun, and freeing. I am in such an upbeat mood today.

And no, I will not cam myself out. XP

http://www.cracked.com/article_1879.....-internet.html

look at number 4, I almost died from laughing (and not being able to breath)

Enjoy

Appearance:
[] = You have blue/green eyes.
[] = You blush a lot.
[] = You giggle.
[] = You're quiet.
[x] = You say random silly things.
[] = You have a baby face.
[x] = You wear a more down to earth style of clothing.
[] = You don't wear halter tops or anything to showy.
[] = Your under 5 feet 6 inches tall.
TOTAL SO FAR: 7

Innocence:
[] = You're a virgin.
[x] = Just thinking of sexual things makes you blush.
[x] = Your idea of a date is really romantic.
[] = You sleep with a stuffed animal.
[x] = You like to cuddle.
[x] = You've never played the Nervous game.
[x] = You don't even know what the nervous game is.

TOTAL SO FAR: 11

Colors:
[] = You like the color pink/light blue.
[] = You tend to wear bright/girly colors.

TOTAL SO FAR: 12

Personality:
[x] = You can be ignorant/oblivious.
[] = You'd consider yourself shy.
[x] = You like happy upbeat music.
[] = You like "Cutesy" music.

TOTAL SO FAR: 15

What YOU think is cute:
[x] = You like small animals
[] = You like babies a lot.
[] = Small/mini versions of things make you go "Awww"

TOTAL:

Multiply how many you got by 4
Repost as: "I'm ____% Cute"

10 * 4 = 40%

I, personally, LOVE zombie flicks and comics, especially "the walking dead". And random luck has it, I turned on AMC to watch some awesome horror films, then during the commercial they played an advertisement for "the walking dead series", and I instantly flipped out in excitement for this. I will definitely be watching it on Halloween night at 10pm/ 9pm central.

here is the main site on AMC for the series: http://www.amctv.com/originals/The-Walking-Dead/

Well I cam home form college, to a nice surprise from :Leo_Stenbuck: , and saw my fursona he helped me develop and make a preliminary ref for, was complete and posted here on FA. happy otter is beyond happy. Thank you Leo, so much for making a new fur feel like he has a new identity and life.

here is a link to it (warning: nudity) http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4658123
enjoy :)

:flying_bailey1: had this in his journal, and I felt it could be useful for me.

just copy paste the whole questionaire into the comment box and fill it it out. (this is optional so no preasure)

01) Are you currently in a serious relationship?
02) What was your dream growing up?
03) What talent do you wish you had?
04) If I bought you a drink what would it be?
05) Favorite vegetable?
06) What was the last book you read?
07) What zodiac sign are you?
08) Any tattoos and/or piercings? Explain where.
09) Worst habit?
10) If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride?
11) What is your favorite sport?
12) Do you have a pessimistic or optimistic attitude?
13) What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me?
14) Worst thing to ever happen to you?
15) Tell me one weird fact about you.
16) Do you have any pets?
17) What if I showed up at your house unexpectedly?
18) What was your first impression of me?
19) Do you think clowns are cute or scary?
20) If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be?
21) Would you be my crime partner or my conscience?
22) What eye colour do you have?
23) Ever been arrested?
24) Bottle or can soda?
25) If you won $10,000 today, what would you do with it?
26) What's your favorite place to hang out?
27) Do you believe in ghosts?
28) Favorite thing to do in your spare time?
29) Do you swear a lot?
30) Biggest pet peeve?
31) In one word, how would you describe yourself?
32) Do you believe/appreciate romance?
33) Favorite and least favorite food?
34) Do you believe in God?
35) Will you repost this so I can fill it out and do the same for you?

Well, as of recently i have been becoming a lot more active on both FA and DA, hopefully i will start drawing again, I will most likely post work on DA, unless i actually do something anthro/furry.

Also on a side note I am graduating college this December with an associates degree from ITT tech Harrisburg, PA, I am studying computer networking systems. wish me luck on finding a job afterwards.

I will be planning in 2011 to be going to both Otakon and AC, and possibly Gen-con if my financial permits. (I live in south-central PA so those are both not far from my place)