Commander... Single weak... Must be quick
Attach is a link to a poll on which Mass Effect game I should stream on N7 day...
Reaper forces are moving in... Not much time... Please send help...
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Hey, everyone I am going to be streaming some Undertale. Never finished the game. So join me and have some fun before staying inside drives me any more crazy than I already am. I named my chair Garrus. He is blue
https://www.twitch.tv/chakat_newme

Today I had a hard drive hit the point in its life where it just could not go on anymore and failed. So along with a few mistakes, I might have made on the way to try to fix the problem. I have lost all the commissions that I had saved to the drive. I failed to have a backup to make sure that I would not lose my art. So now I can recover a few that I have posted here and some that I didn't. But a lot has been lost. Please press F in the comments for my dumb mistake and the poor hard drive.

It has been seven months since I started HRT and I feel amazing. The changes are slow, but there are days where I can see them. I am looking for to see all the changes. I think the change I can't wait to see more of is my breast growth. So now with the other part of this journal. I want to invite any writers or support of writers to a little discord group that I have started up. Everyone is welcome to join. https://discord.gg/EkabttH

I am going to start streaming some Surviving Mars at 6 PM EST. Come on in and have a good laugh as I try and get a colony off the ground. It should be a blast.
https://www.twitch.tv/chakat_newme

I am playing some Destiny 2 on Twitch. Watch the fun as I knock off the dust
https://www.twitch.tv/chakat_newme

I am streaming some Oxygen is not here at the moment. Come check out this game with me and have a fun time.

https://www.twitch.tv/chakat_newme

I am streaming some Oxygen is not here at the moment. Come check out this game with me and have a fun time.

https://www.twitch.tv/chakat_newme

I am streaming some Monster Hunter with some good friends. Come check us out as we hunt some cool looking monsters.
https://www.twitch.tv/chakat_newme

Where are you staying?
The DoubleTree

What day are you getting there?
Sometime on Wednesday afternoon

How long are you staying at the con?
Wednesday and leaving sometime Sunday

How are you traveling?
Driving...

Who are you rooming with?
Three others who I don't have on FA.

Who will you hang out with during the convention?
I don't know yet. I have some people I hope to meet up with some people.

What is the best way to find you?
I am not sure, I will be roaming around the con, but the good chance I might be in the tabletop game room when I am not at a panel I like.

Are there any panels you might be attending?
There are a few that I would like to see.

What do you look like?
Girl/dude

Will you be suiting?
I wish, but I don't have one yet.

Do you do free art?
Sorry, can't draw yet

Do you do trades?
Nope

Do you do badges?
Again, nope

What is your gender?
?

How tall are you?
I am not sure

Can I talk to you?
Sure, I am always open to talking to new and old friends

Can I touch you?
Uhm, why would you want to touch me for?

How can I find you?
Discord/Telegram is the best

Can I visit your room?
I don't know, I have to know you a little better

Can I buy you drinks?
non-alcohal please

Can I hug or snuggle with you?
I am always open for hugs, snuggles will need me knowing you better

Can I give you stuff?
Why?

Are you nice?
I hope so, I try

Can I stalk you?
oh my

Do you have an artist table?
I do not

Will you be going to parties?
Never been to one before, so I don't know

Will you be performing?
Nope

If I see you, how should I get your attention?
Say hello and I don't know why anyone would want my attention

Where will you be most of the time during the day/s?
Tabletop gaming room

What/where will you be eating?
Not sure yet, but Furlands is on the list in the mornings

Can I come with you for food/fun/etc?
I guess it would be a good chance to get to know new people. The power of food

Can I look in your sketchbook?
I don't draw, but I will have one on me

Can I draw in your sketchbook?
Sure

Can I take your picture?
I guess I don't know why you would

What's your goal(s) for the con this year?
To have fun, meet old friends, and make some new ones along the way.

I am about to start streaming some OBSERVATION, come check out this amazing new game with me. https://www.twitch.tv/chakat_newme

I just feel that I needed to get my thoughts out there. Almost a month ago I started HRT and I am overjoyed that I got started. But now everything feels so slow and it's so madding. It is like being a kid on Christmas eve night and not being able to see cause you know there is a bike downstairs waiting for you. But then there is the fear that it won't be the bike that you wanted. I so I am trying to say that I know changes will happen at some point, but I wish they would happen faster. And I am scared that I won't look close to what I was hoping for. I feel so lost and I don't know what I am doing. I wish I knew how to put on makeup to hide my facial hair outline, I wish I knew how to deal with so many other things. Sorry for the dumb of so much. So everything seems to be going well.

I am streaming some Jurassic World Evolution. Come and chat with me while I try to do a better job at handling the dinos.
https://www.twitch.tv/chakat_newme

Hey there,

You should swing by my stream and watch me playing some Skyrim. I know the game has been out for a while, but I have yet to make it to the end game yet. So come by and watch me try and get there. Who knows, something funny might happen.

From

Newme, the dragonborn

https://twitch.tv/chakat_newme

Today I had an appointment with my doctor and they gave me the go ahead and so today I start my HRT and I couldn't be happier.

I was going to wait to see if my doctor will let me start my HRT before I would write this. But seeing what day it is, I feel this may be the best time to say this. It took me a long time to come to a better understanding of myself. The right word on how to say it escape me, so I am just going to get right to the point. I am trans and it took me so long to come to understand that. I don't want to overload this journal with a whole lot of backstory, but this is something that has been nagging me since I was 13 years old. Just last month I came out to my family and they accepted. On the 18th I hope that I can start my HRT. I want to thank anyone who reads this, it took a little bit of time to even start writing this.

I am going to start streaming Satisfactory. Come hang out and chat with me while I try building the best factory setup ever of all time... or something that would hurt the soul of anyone watching.
https://www.twitch.tv/chakat_newme

Going to be streaming some Satisfactory early Access. Come check out this amazing game with me.
https://www.twitch.tv/chakat_newme

Going to be streaming some Fallout 76. Come and chat with me while I try surviving in the crazy world in the hills.
https://www.twitch.tv/chakat_newme

I am streaming some World of warship on my twitch channel. Come and hang for a bit.
twitch.tv/chakat_newme

I am gaming it up with  Amara_Burrger
twitch.tv/chakat_newme

Redtail and I are at it again. Trying to take over a world. If you want to join in on the fun and chat with us we run in fear... I mean take over the world. Come hung.

https://www.twitch.tv/chakat_newme

Here is a link to the stream where me and my friend Redtail are playing some Civ 6.
http://twitch.tv/chakat_newme

I want to wish everyone a Merry Christmas and hope everyone enjoys the rest of the year.