Damn. I lost a whole handful of watchers in this latest round of banhammering. That's a first.

It's beginning to get cold here. This morning, the sky was the mottled, rippled grey of beaten tin, and as I walked through the blasted post industrial warehouses, all smashed glass and rusting razor wire, I was acutely aware of the holes in my shoes, the torn-out sides of my socks. A drifter with one hand didn't bother to ask for change, merely pulled his tattered scraps closer and gazed on. Reptile, played over the insulating safety of earbuds, never quite seemed to fit so well as today, the jittery, jarring tempo seeming to perfectly match the feverish pulse of the waking city. We are all so impure.

I just spent 45 minuets diking tongues out of brackets ;p

Reading a good story at work. Especially when it's beautifully romantic. And the sex helps too ;p.

I hate them. Gods, they are annoying. Next time the science museum asks me to give a presentation, they can bugger right the fuck off

Another raffle! I did'nt know these things happen as much as they did, but there ya go!
this time it is the wonderful  NightlineZ, who did one of the first pictures of me ever! so go, watch, support, commission and look at the wonderful arts!

here is the journal: https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3835375/

 Kaylii is holding a raffle, details here:

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3815751/

There will be three prizes, the window for entry lasts from now 'til midnight of the eighth.

So, i promised i'd tell everyone what the big secret was today-most of you guessed porn, apparently because you have such high opinions of me ;p Turns out you were closeish! For christmas, i decided to snag Damus a Wolfblade slave stream-for five hours he's going to be drawing stuff that Damus wants/desires/just has to have-and you guys can influence his decisions! Just head on over to https://inkbunny.net/Wolfblade at 3pm central 4pm eastern to jooin in! Only you know what you can trick Damus into!

Sooooooo...my big announcement that i promised?
It's almost here!
If you are interested, mark your calendars, this friday at 3! I'm not gonna tell you what is it yet, so you'll have to just guess...

I know I very rarely update, so I imagine not many of the wonderful friends I have following me pay attention to this very much, but keep your eyes open, I've got something I think you may like in store for you next week. So, do svidaniya till then, gentle readers
liquid~

To the Fandom

Cross-posted from  happyhuskykoma

September 4th – 10th is National Suicide Prevention Week, and, what shall become a Suicide Prevention/awareness week across Furaffinity, but, we need your help! As many of you know, we have lost several members even in our own fandom, those for whatever reasons, chose to take their own lives.

From the artist:

High School was hell, for me. . . and for a lot of us, I'm afraid. College was just as asinine, and there's times in my adult life I feel like nothing ever really changed. People are dicks. Life can really suck. Sometimes folks need to be reminded that it doesn't suck 100% of the time. I'm not usually fond of memes, but this is one I can get behind. Spread this info around, if you all can. It could help some people.

For sources or help, please see

http://www.suicidology.org/web/gues.....about-aas/nspw

http://www.yellowribbon.org/

http://www.suicidepreventionlifeline.org/

National Suicide Prevention Lifeline:

1-800-273-TALK (8522)

I know sometimes it's trying dealing with drama, and unfortunately, a lot of people fling around suicidal threats nowadays for the sole purpose of attention. But the bottom line is, whether they're blowing smoke out their ass or mean what they say, they probably need to talk. If you have a friend or just know someone who's been making threats of hurting or killing themselves, talk to them and encourage them to talk to others.
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I know that stuff was just hell for me for a really long time, and i contemplated/attempted suicide a few times. Looking back now, I can see how overwhelmed i was, and i know having people to talk to saved my life. Stuff may suck now, but it does get better. If anyone at feels like the need to talk, I'm always available. I'm not a professional, but sometimes just knowing people care is all that you need

Stolen from  AdolfFockes, i figured i'd finally post something here ;p

Kissed any one of your Facebook friends? No
Been arrested? Yes
Kissed someone you didn't like? Yes
Slept in until 5 PM? Yes
Fallen asleep at work/school? Yes
Ran a red light? Yes
Been suspended from school? No
Experienced love at first sight? Yes
Totalled your car in an accident? Yes
Been fired from a job? No
Fired somebody? Yes
Sang karaoke? Yes
Pointed a gun at someone? Yes
Done something you told yourself you wouldn't? Yes
Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose? Yes
Caught a snowflake on your tongue? Yes
Kissed in the rain? No
Had a close brush with death (your own)? Yes
Seen someone die? Yes
Played Spin the Bottle? No
Sang in the shower? Yes
Smoked a cigar? Yes
Sat on a rooftop? Yes
Taken pictures of yourself naked? Yes
Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes? Yes
Skipped school? Yes
Eaten a bug? Yes
Sleepwalked? Yes
Walked a moonlit beach? Yes
Ridden a motorcycle? Yes
Dumped someone? No
Forgotten your anniversary? No
Lied to avoid a ticket? Yes
Ridden in a helicopter? Yes
Shaved your head? Yes
Blacked out from drinking? Yes
Played a prank on someone? Yes
Hit a home run? Yes
Felt like killing someone? Yes
Cross-dressed? Yes
Been falling-down drunk? Yes
Made your girlfriend/boyfriend cry? Yes
Eaten snake? Yes
Marched/protested? Yes
Had Mexican jumping beans for pets? Yes
Puked on an amusement ride? No
Seriously and intentionally boycotted something? Yes
Been in a band? Yes
Knitted? No
Been on TV? Yes
Shot a gun? Yes
Skinny-dipped? Yes
Caused someone to need stitches? Yes
Ridden a surfboard? Yes
Drank straight from a liquor bottle? Yes
Had surgery? Yes
Streaked? Yes
Taken by ambulance to hospital? No
Passed out when not drinking? Yes
Peed on a bush? Yes
Donated blood? No
Grabbed electric fence? Yes
Eaten alligator meat? Yes
Eaten cheesecake? Yes
Eaten kids' Halloween candy? Yes
Killed an animal when not hunting? No
Peed your pants in public? Yes
Written graffiti? Yes
Still love someone you shouldn't? Yes
Think about the future? Yes
Been in handcuffs? Yes
Believe in love? Yes
Sleep on a certain side of the bed? Yes


Apparently im way worse than you ado~

Been stupidly busy, plus had a job in the wilderness with no utilities, I'm going to try drawing and posting more now that I have some free time. We'll see what happens