Look, ill make that clear...recently ive been too empty with myself then i realized my actions were getting out of control.
Too needy, too much desperate for some attwntion or even some caring and affection, and i ended up behaving like a real annoying and insuferable stalker like being...I think i really need take some time off, maybe cool down my head, maybe distract myself with something else without involving that entire stuff right now.

For that i apologize everyone who i bothered in these days, weeks, months or years ago, i really hope you guys can forgive me and give me a chance some day....But for now thats it, i think i should take a time from this all.

Once again, im really sorry for being a such annoying prick. Maybe some of you were right, im becoming ill and i need take some vacation or even get some help.

Thats all i need for now i guess..i need some time..

Thanks for some people who just made my steam acc banned. I hope they are proud after that all. Mainly other stuffs. I just wont say or point fingers. They dont deserve that kind of attention, dont even deserve my time.

All i want now is being in peace, its hard handle anger issues and frustations,ive done some bad stuff, so what? Everyone makes mistakes when they let emotions take over instead thr logic.

For real sometimes is hard to keep cool, i treat everyone well but when im SICK (figure speech), im having tough moments i tend to be less patience MAINLY when its about drama. A funny guy thought i was angry or someshit for him didnt talk to me and started a drama saying "i didnt want waste your time", he didnt so i thought he would stop talk to me for this and i tried make a different way to talk or even do a slightly rp, dude im not in mood for lewd for these days, the halfwit thought other thing and said something like very prejudice, like why everyone who has shark is a rapist and he blocked me and now is playing thr victim in his profile.

I wont expose this dipshit because he knows very well im talking about them and dont need to ask me about this for witch hunt that guy. Let him being with his delusional accusations.

Im too busy and stressed about my university than a braindead who claims random shit about me, know what? Feel free to say whatever you want. I wont WASTE my time with a person like you.

Hey guys, how shall i beguin...?

Welp...recently ive been having some emotional problems months ago since my grandpa's death, i started to have some constant stess last month, but for these days, i started to have more difficulties, one of them is try to get a job, and my laptop (my only way of entretainment) started to stop working...it was sent to a bud who knows a lot how to work with computers, he managed to fix it.

Unfortinelly i was testing these days and it started to show the same problems aa before but now i was too limited this time, ive been trying to get a job but in my country we are having a hard time too, i did a small research, i went to an expert store with gamer content and they made me an estimate about a new computer (A desktop this time, because i discovered in worst way, laptops are horrible for games or anything like streaming or try to make YouTube content), and here it costed almost 11k Brazilian Reals or 2,200 Dollars...and earn 11k here in my country is nearly impossible or very very hard (because the taxes or the price to Live is high).

Ive been thinking to sell my garbage laptop for earn some coin but im too limited and its the few ways i have to watch my university classes. Im very new with that stuffs about Paypal but ill try to see what i can do...i hope you guys could at least help me with that...i wish i could give you guys more stuffs, and even more arts or maybe someday give Live Stream content or Youtube content but sadly i cant do anything with that laptop..i hope i can get a job soon..

Hey guys ! Recently I've got without any ideas for submissions or something like that! I've been needing some suggestions or help for it !
That's all for now :v

Hello Everybody! I wanted wish you all merry xmas! This year was the toughest one! But we all are here ! We survived so far! Let's keep going and I wish you all a Merry Christmas!