I'm now accepting Commissions :D
For pricing details visit my Deviantart page http://ernz1318.deviantart.com/
For those who doesnt have DA, you can PM your request here :)
For anthro characters... I'll do my best to draw them ^_^

For those who has twitter... tweet me at BaraNess1318 :D

Hi guys, its been well, 3 years i guess that I never gave much attention to FurAffinity and with all my issues with Y!Gallery...

Anyway, like I said on my "Cry Underwater" post... eversince 2012 entered, it all nothing but mostly hell for me... Got a job but since its media, I never get to do anything I want in my free time... thus pressure and tired with both school and work. Resigned after 5 months... Was ready to court my ex-bf... but ended up having a relationship with his Best friend... and I cant stop comparing things that they do that we never done when we were BFs... and now Hates me for wanting their attention... My family is struggling with expenses... I should be graduating this year and if not, I may have to force myself to work and earn my own tuition and study a course that I really want. I was courting someone but I have to wait for him for 2 years... and I kept my promise to wait for him... we still see each other though but very rare. Kept seeing my friends together having fun without me coz of our lil misunderstanding... and seeing them all together without me in their pictures... kinda hurt... Unemployed, un-friend, left out, feeling like a total loser... I sometimes even want end my life... so, if you have been following my Deviantart account (Ernz1318) and at my last journal? Well, I was about that moment where I really attempt to end it all...

So what saved me from doing it? Nothing to be honest... I just kept thinking everything will be better... and I was trying to be optimistic. It is really hard... for 9 months I've been holding this depression. It is scary coz at first, it just creeps in... and as time goes by... it consumes you entirely... well almost...

I vented out, submerge myself in the pool... do evening runs just to keep my body fit... and trying to stay away from FACEBOOK coz in my case, facebook is giving me pressure and stress... I spend alot of time in facebook and I never been really productive and seeing my Ex and his BF and their friend's status and pictures is what kills me... As for my DA... I just want to stay away from it for a while, I cans still see their accounts and journals...

My DA gallery are just stored and never deleted... I'll return when I'm ok... when everything fades... I do wish these "BER" months will be good to me... and hope that 2013 will bring me the exact opposite of what I'm going through this 2012...

its been 2 weeks since I lessen my time on Facebook and Deviantart...
and I guess... I;m slowly getting back to normal... and a bit optimistic :D
I just do hope I'll maintain this attitude forever... hehehe

I do thank everyone who were concern about me when they notice that my DA is empty and I'm not on Facebook anymore... Thank you guys! :)

well, I guess no one remembers me now hahahha
I'll try to come back drawing more yaoi stuff when I have alot of private time :D

Sorry for being away for err... so long... things were not going the way I wanted to be...
I'm trying to change bit by bit...
Nice to see every one again :D

Thank you for all who Faved, Liked and watched even when I was away :D

Guess I should tone down...
bye...

This was funny...
I was wondering why I cant seem to view some artworks...
then Zeldrin taught me how to turn on the "View Mature Contents" On...
I was a bit annoyed because of the wrong password...
then tried viewing the link again...

I though "The View Adult content is on but why I cant still find it?"
The Answer was on the Birthdate... it was set to January 01 2010...
I remember it filling it with my real birthday February 11 1987
but why the heck is it set to January?

So that means I just popped out of no where and started drawing Yaoi / Bara XD
Anywho... I'll post some of my old works here for a while...
It would take long for me to get back on making new ones...

YEP! I've joined FA, that's what this day is... hahahah...
No more multi-taging or multi-clicking just to classify your submission...

Im still in the adjusting mode, because from the other site I joined
Female drawings are not allowed... but here... all those facts that
my friends were telling me were soooooo true...

hope I wont get suspended or get banned here...

Oops... Where are my manners... (here it is! XD)
Thank you for those who warmly welcomed me with open arms and soon open legs in this site... Thank you!!! XD NEW FRIENDZZZZZ~!

But I have one problem... I cant draw anthro... :(
But I'll try to... Bear!!! Bear!!! Bear!!! XD
Wait!!! Bears are huge... hm.... sexy bear!!! Sexy Bear!!! XD