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Udapte and gonna reboot (Important)
Posted a week agoHey.
So where to begin.
First of all i would like to thanks the people who reached to me and commented on my previous post.
This "burn out/psychotic crisis" happened because of a cocktail of IRLs life events, chronics stress and a event that i cannot go into detail. This all together happened at a bad time and i wanted to delete all social accounts and end myself.
But i was able to stop myself before doing it.
So now i'm trying to sticks the pieces together and remake myself. With increased therapy and medicines.
An advice for everyone ; be careful of what you said on social media and servers. Some people will try to use what you say against you. There are good people in this fandom and all the other. But there is also some other people, that secretly hate anyone who try to do things and have things, and they will try to find a way to hurt you.
Also after some thinking, i decided that i wanna "delete" all my posts and start again ; for some time i've been procrastinating and didn't posted or udapted anything on my channels because i was lacking motivation but i also i was never happy with my posts. I've stuck myself into this "perfectionnist" superficial system trying to please people and posts things, even tho i'm not payed for it, and it's a passion more than anything else. I commission things and is in this fandom for me first.
So i'm gonna delete it all. And repost everything, WHEN i want it, and HOW i wanna do it.
Of course, you guys are free to comments and contacts as always. But this time, i will go with my flow. To not hurt myself anymore and suffer.
So where to begin.
First of all i would like to thanks the people who reached to me and commented on my previous post.
This "burn out/psychotic crisis" happened because of a cocktail of IRLs life events, chronics stress and a event that i cannot go into detail. This all together happened at a bad time and i wanted to delete all social accounts and end myself.
But i was able to stop myself before doing it.
So now i'm trying to sticks the pieces together and remake myself. With increased therapy and medicines.
An advice for everyone ; be careful of what you said on social media and servers. Some people will try to use what you say against you. There are good people in this fandom and all the other. But there is also some other people, that secretly hate anyone who try to do things and have things, and they will try to find a way to hurt you.
Also after some thinking, i decided that i wanna "delete" all my posts and start again ; for some time i've been procrastinating and didn't posted or udapted anything on my channels because i was lacking motivation but i also i was never happy with my posts. I've stuck myself into this "perfectionnist" superficial system trying to please people and posts things, even tho i'm not payed for it, and it's a passion more than anything else. I commission things and is in this fandom for me first.
So i'm gonna delete it all. And repost everything, WHEN i want it, and HOW i wanna do it.
Of course, you guys are free to comments and contacts as always. But this time, i will go with my flow. To not hurt myself anymore and suffer.
I think i'm done with everything. And this life.
Posted 3 weeks agoThere is something funny with people. You try to be good to them, for years and years, but then you do a mistake and they suddenly it's all over.
It happened so many times in my life ; school, jobs, relations, family and internet. You try to be good and supportative for years and years. But you do a mistake. And then, at the first ocassion, they jump on the moment to get rid of you.
I'm sad. I'm sorry. And i'm tired. So i think i will stop... Things. I don't know. I will think about it.
It happened so many times in my life ; school, jobs, relations, family and internet. You try to be good and supportative for years and years. But you do a mistake. And then, at the first ocassion, they jump on the moment to get rid of you.
I'm sad. I'm sorry. And i'm tired. So i think i will stop... Things. I don't know. I will think about it.
I'M BACK !!! With some news !
Posted 3 months agoHello everyone ! How you doing ?
I'm back from my Therapy and my Hiatus ! With some news that i'm going to explain now :
-The therapy went well, i'm gettign followed by a psy, and taking some anti-depressant. Which overall help me deeply. Of course, there is more to do to get fully better. But's it's a start.
-I will try to be more active on my socials. And post my stuffs. But i realized that i was kinda addicted to porn and to collecting commissions. So i'm going to slow down a bit, be more careful. And this is a passion, not a job or a devoir. So i will post when i want to, write when i want to and now follow more my mood and energy rather than compromising myself.
-I wanna be more active, make more friends and contacts in the furry community. So if you wanna chat, do a commissions trades, shares your ideas and others with me ; pls come chat with me ! I would be happy to socialize. But pls, don't start with just "Hi" or "Do you Rp ?"
I might add more things to this journal. But for now, i'm back. A new Niamoru ! :D
I'm back from my Therapy and my Hiatus ! With some news that i'm going to explain now :
-The therapy went well, i'm gettign followed by a psy, and taking some anti-depressant. Which overall help me deeply. Of course, there is more to do to get fully better. But's it's a start.
-I will try to be more active on my socials. And post my stuffs. But i realized that i was kinda addicted to porn and to collecting commissions. So i'm going to slow down a bit, be more careful. And this is a passion, not a job or a devoir. So i will post when i want to, write when i want to and now follow more my mood and energy rather than compromising myself.
-I wanna be more active, make more friends and contacts in the furry community. So if you wanna chat, do a commissions trades, shares your ideas and others with me ; pls come chat with me ! I would be happy to socialize. But pls, don't start with just "Hi" or "Do you Rp ?"
I might add more things to this journal. But for now, i'm back. A new Niamoru ! :D
VERY IMPORTANT JOURNAL : Udapte, revelations and hiatus
Posted 5 months agoHey everyone. This journal might be my most important, serious and hard journal yet. It's hard but i prefer to be honest. Don't worry, i don't plan to quite or delete my gallery but i gonna be honest and get it off here. Will do a big vent, some honesty and other stuffs. Pls read and don't post rude comment.
So i'm a men, and got Autism Asperger, ADHD, OCD, Anxiety, and probably other stuffs.
I endured lot of bullying in school and endured some rough moments. I got some problem with my physics and i got self esteems issues and problem with my physical shape.
When i was in highschool, one of my best friends, if not, my best friend, commited suicide. And his parents never shared his letters, so to this day, i don't have a closure or know why he did this. I did my grief, but i'm still deeply affected by it. That traumatised me, and with my already introvert nature, i'm deeply scared to go toward people, cause i'm scared to love and get close to people. I'm scared that i'm not good enough, or that they will hurt me somehow.
But i went with the flows. Trying to do stuffs, even tho with my problems, trying to find motivations to do stuffs.
But i got low energy and big procrastinations problems. And i even comtemplated doing the unthikable. Multiple times.
For sometimes now, i've been feeling, really bad. I've been a bit bad for the last years, but those last months. It got worse.
I went to my doctor and psy and i got diagnosed. I got clinical Depression.
With my already neurodivergent brain, my depression made things even worse (got holes in my brain, even more problems sleeping or concentrating or doing anythings, always feeling like shit and bad about anything)
I accepted that i'm not okay. So i'm going to get interned in a hospital for sometimes, to get healed and support.
I will also take a hiatus from porn and social medias. And will limit my posts until a determined. I will answer to message and note. But gonna take sometimes to myself.
I do not know how long will it takes. I don't know how it's gonna turn out but i will try to get better. And come back as a new me.
I apologize to all the people i might have hurt, make feel bad or cold and to all the chances i missed or friendship i neglected. I'm sorry.
To all the people that feel bad and isn't doing okay. Please, i know it's hard. But go see a doctor. A good one. Find someone and talk. And be better and get help. What i endure, i do not wish it on anyone. Please, take care of yourself.
That is all. I might udapte this journal.
See you all, everyone. Take care. :)
So i'm a men, and got Autism Asperger, ADHD, OCD, Anxiety, and probably other stuffs.
I endured lot of bullying in school and endured some rough moments. I got some problem with my physics and i got self esteems issues and problem with my physical shape.
When i was in highschool, one of my best friends, if not, my best friend, commited suicide. And his parents never shared his letters, so to this day, i don't have a closure or know why he did this. I did my grief, but i'm still deeply affected by it. That traumatised me, and with my already introvert nature, i'm deeply scared to go toward people, cause i'm scared to love and get close to people. I'm scared that i'm not good enough, or that they will hurt me somehow.
But i went with the flows. Trying to do stuffs, even tho with my problems, trying to find motivations to do stuffs.
But i got low energy and big procrastinations problems. And i even comtemplated doing the unthikable. Multiple times.
For sometimes now, i've been feeling, really bad. I've been a bit bad for the last years, but those last months. It got worse.
I went to my doctor and psy and i got diagnosed. I got clinical Depression.
With my already neurodivergent brain, my depression made things even worse (got holes in my brain, even more problems sleeping or concentrating or doing anythings, always feeling like shit and bad about anything)
I accepted that i'm not okay. So i'm going to get interned in a hospital for sometimes, to get healed and support.
I will also take a hiatus from porn and social medias. And will limit my posts until a determined. I will answer to message and note. But gonna take sometimes to myself.
I do not know how long will it takes. I don't know how it's gonna turn out but i will try to get better. And come back as a new me.
I apologize to all the people i might have hurt, make feel bad or cold and to all the chances i missed or friendship i neglected. I'm sorry.
To all the people that feel bad and isn't doing okay. Please, i know it's hard. But go see a doctor. A good one. Find someone and talk. And be better and get help. What i endure, i do not wish it on anyone. Please, take care of yourself.
That is all. I might udapte this journal.
See you all, everyone. Take care. :)
Udapte
Posted 6 months agoHey hello.
Been a while since i used this.
So where do i begins. I got commissions, gonna post them later when i feel like it.
I'm working on old stories, i plan to do them, but i'm busy, depressed and procrastinating so pls be patient.
I'm dealing with clinical depression. But still trying and wanna do stuffs.
Also, pls tell me all the things you wanna see more in my galleries and coms pls
Been a while since i used this.
So where do i begins. I got commissions, gonna post them later when i feel like it.
I'm working on old stories, i plan to do them, but i'm busy, depressed and procrastinating so pls be patient.
I'm dealing with clinical depression. But still trying and wanna do stuffs.
Also, pls tell me all the things you wanna see more in my galleries and coms pls
If you are a "Sperm Donor" pls DM me all the details ! X3
Posted a year agoBasically the title, I still have my hyperfixation on "Sperm donation/Breeding" ; if there is any Sperm donors here who often go make donations, pls feel free to DM me all the details ! Even better if its nsfw and if you actually sired kids !
In exchange, I can RP with you as a thank ?
Also im going to post new pics soon stay tuned !
In exchange, I can RP with you as a thank ?
Also im going to post new pics soon stay tuned !
Are you a "Sperm Donors" ? Can you tell me how it feels ?
Posted a year agoHeyy !
Basically, after a few chats about this kind of stuffs, i was wondering if any of you were a "Sperm Donors" who often did give their sperm ? And if any of you actually become a dad from it ?
Is it okay if i ask you question about it ?
About some details ? How you live it mentally ? And if you actually got a kink or get excited from it ?
I prefer to asks my questions now so my curiousity is satisfied :3
Feel free to DM me if you prefer to tell me about it in private.
Thank you in advance. :D
Basically, after a few chats about this kind of stuffs, i was wondering if any of you were a "Sperm Donors" who often did give their sperm ? And if any of you actually become a dad from it ?
Is it okay if i ask you question about it ?
About some details ? How you live it mentally ? And if you actually got a kink or get excited from it ?
I prefer to asks my questions now so my curiousity is satisfied :3
Feel free to DM me if you prefer to tell me about it in private.
Thank you in advance. :D
Needing idea and inspirations ! Pls gimme your idea :3
Posted a year agoHey everyone ! I'm searching for inspiration for ideas of commissions pics or story, involving my OCs or others. Anyone is interested to share the idea they got for my OCs or the same kinks we have ? So like that you can inspire my for future commissions/storys AND anyone who can see this journal can be inspired too :3 So feel free to share your ideas and kinks that you may have ^^ This journal wil be udapted and on for all the time.
Kinks ; Tickling, feet, gay, my ocs, bara, hunk, school theme, tribal, science, mechanic, cock milking, breeding, impregnation, captured, villain, hero, teacher student, incest, boss worker, cuckhold and flip flops.
NO ; piss, shitplay, feral, underage, gore.
You may share pic refs but NO SHADY LINKS, Watch out
Kinks ; Tickling, feet, gay, my ocs, bara, hunk, school theme, tribal, science, mechanic, cock milking, breeding, impregnation, captured, villain, hero, teacher student, incest, boss worker, cuckhold and flip flops.
NO ; piss, shitplay, feral, underage, gore.
You may share pic refs but NO SHADY LINKS, Watch out
Guess who want to make you fail NNN ? :3
Posted 2 years agoHey heyyyy :D Long time no see ! How it's going ?
Gonna posts some new pics soon ! Hope you gonna like them, check the original artists and have a good fap to it ;3 Who try NNN anyways ???
Also, yes, there will be a lot of non-OC characters, but don't worry, i'm not abandonning them ! They will still get a lot of love ! Just trying to do other ideas with others characters i got in mind !
(PIC SPAM IS NOT OVER ! Don't worry there is more to come ! Will try to find to the best time to make you fail NNN ;3)
Gonna posts some new pics soon ! Hope you gonna like them, check the original artists and have a good fap to it ;3 Who try NNN anyways ???
Also, yes, there will be a lot of non-OC characters, but don't worry, i'm not abandonning them ! They will still get a lot of love ! Just trying to do other ideas with others characters i got in mind !
(PIC SPAM IS NOT OVER ! Don't worry there is more to come ! Will try to find to the best time to make you fail NNN ;3)
Posting time !
Posted 2 years agoSoon soon....
Also should i start posting on twitter too ??
Also should i start posting on twitter too ??
Spam but one by one
Posted 3 years agoGot a LOT of new pics.
Need to post them.
But rather than doing a big spam, i will do it little by little.
Need to post them.
But rather than doing a big spam, i will do it little by little.
First half done !
Posted 4 years agoFirst half of the spam posted !
I will post the rest when i got enough horny energy for it !
I will post the rest when i got enough horny energy for it !
BIG PIC SPAMS
Posted 4 years agoGot so much pics in the wait !
Need to find the strenght to post them all!
Need to find the strenght to post them all!
Happy New Year !
Posted 5 years agoHappy New Year to everyone who deserve it !!! ^^
And that new FA's design is fancy !
And that new FA's design is fancy !
Merry Christmas !!!
Posted 5 years agoA very merry Christmas to you all !!! :D
Gay Discord server "The Cool Ranch !" OPEN
Posted 6 years agoHey people !
The male gay server "The Cool Ranch" is officially open !!! (Thanks Doritohead for the great name and logo idea)
This a male gay server dedicated to ;
-MEN
-FEET
-TICKLE
-MUSCLE
-BONDAGE
-And other related kinks !
Pls come in if you are interested in those kinks !
https://discord.gg/bTYN2TR
https://discord.gg/bTYN2TR
https://discord.gg/bTYN2TR
The male gay server "The Cool Ranch" is officially open !!! (Thanks Doritohead for the great name and logo idea)
This a male gay server dedicated to ;
-MEN
-FEET
-TICKLE
-MUSCLE
-BONDAGE
-And other related kinks !
Pls come in if you are interested in those kinks !
https://discord.gg/bTYN2TR
https://discord.gg/bTYN2TR
https://discord.gg/bTYN2TR
Twitter and other stuffs !
Posted 6 years agoI'm making this journal to reveal that i've created a twitter page where i plan to be active and do stuffs !
https://twitter.com/Niamor
Also i think now i'm going to create adoptable characters and maybe do some commissions ref sheet or something similar in the future. I will see.
And also maybe a discord server dedicaced to ;hunk, feet, muscle, bondage, tickle and other gay kinky stuffs. What do you think ?
https://twitter.com/Niamor
Also i think now i'm going to create adoptable characters and maybe do some commissions ref sheet or something similar in the future. I will see.
And also maybe a discord server dedicaced to ;hunk, feet, muscle, bondage, tickle and other gay kinky stuffs. What do you think ?
What's coming ?
Posted 6 years agoAfter a week where i needed to be concentrate on work and irl stuff, i finally got more free time and i will be able to return on drawing !
And also, i'm actually waiting for this month payday, so i will have enough saved money to commission a lot of commissions without any prob !
And also, i'm actually waiting for this month payday, so i will have enough saved money to commission a lot of commissions without any prob !
And what is coming ?
Posted 7 years agoPfiou ! Finnally ! I've finished the big commission story ! Now i can start on other things !
I'm gonna finish the two gay story i have in the making.
I'm gonna finish the two gay story i have in the making.
Actually !
Posted 7 years agoI'm actually doing a very big commission story for 
jimmythereptile
It's quite a big commission and he already paid so it's actually my first priority !
But don't worries, some other things are coming soon too ; the intro of a big gay family chap 2, a new commission and some other things.
jimmythereptileIt's quite a big commission and he already paid so it's actually my first priority !
But don't worries, some other things are coming soon too ; the intro of a big gay family chap 2, a new commission and some other things.
Coming next
Posted 7 years agoHi !^^
For the people interested ;
-1; i'm waiting for two commission in the making.
-2; i'm still rewriting all my ancient story to correct the bad spelling and make them better to read.
-3; i'm still writing the INTRO of chapter 2 of the big gay family fanfic and one other gay tickle story.
And-4 ; i'm actually writing the second part of a commission for Jimmy the reptile ; https://www.furaffinity.net/user/jimmythereptile/ i will post the first part of his commission as soon as i can and i will try to finsih the second part as soon as i can
I hope everything gonna be fine ! :D
For the people interested ;
-1; i'm waiting for two commission in the making.
-2; i'm still rewriting all my ancient story to correct the bad spelling and make them better to read.
-3; i'm still writing the INTRO of chapter 2 of the big gay family fanfic and one other gay tickle story.
And-4 ; i'm actually writing the second part of a commission for Jimmy the reptile ; https://www.furaffinity.net/user/jimmythereptile/ i will post the first part of his commission as soon as i can and i will try to finsih the second part as soon as i can
I hope everything gonna be fine ! :D
What's coming ???
Posted 7 years agoHi !
For the people wondering what is going to come soon ;
-1; i'm waiting for two commission , for one it's already commissionned and it's already in the making, i hope, and for the other i'm in the slot list of the artist and i'm waiting for my turn. One is a impregnation pic (yes even if i'm gay, vaginal sex with cum inside and impregnation is one of my big fetish) and one is a pic of my sona getting tickled.
-2; i'm actually rewriting all my ancient story to correct the bad spelling and make them better to read.
-3; i'm actually writing a the chapter 2 of the big gay family fanfic and one another gay tickle story.
I hope all of this gonna be abme to come soon and without problems ! :D
COMMISSIONS ARE STILL OPEN
For the people wondering what is going to come soon ;
-1; i'm waiting for two commission , for one it's already commissionned and it's already in the making, i hope, and for the other i'm in the slot list of the artist and i'm waiting for my turn. One is a impregnation pic (yes even if i'm gay, vaginal sex with cum inside and impregnation is one of my big fetish) and one is a pic of my sona getting tickled.
-2; i'm actually rewriting all my ancient story to correct the bad spelling and make them better to read.
-3; i'm actually writing a the chapter 2 of the big gay family fanfic and one another gay tickle story.
I hope all of this gonna be abme to come soon and without problems ! :D
COMMISSIONS ARE STILL OPEN
And now ?
Posted 7 years agoPfioooouuuuu !
It's been pretty long, but finally i've been able to make the first chapter of my future fanfiction (i hope i will be able to make more chapter in the future).
I hope you are interested by it and you have appreciated the first chapter.
Feel free to comment ; say what you think of it and don't hesitate reveal some error or things that could get corrected.
Before starting chapter 2, i'm gonna make some other stuffs.
But actually, i'm all free and taking commission ; so if someone is interested, he can note me ;) I'm currently taking commission.
It's been pretty long, but finally i've been able to make the first chapter of my future fanfiction (i hope i will be able to make more chapter in the future).
I hope you are interested by it and you have appreciated the first chapter.
Feel free to comment ; say what you think of it and don't hesitate reveal some error or things that could get corrected.
Before starting chapter 2, i'm gonna make some other stuffs.
But actually, i'm all free and taking commission ; so if someone is interested, he can note me ;) I'm currently taking commission.
It's coming soon ! I hope :3
Posted 7 years agoHey people ! Sorry for the wait ; my new (very) big story and chapter 1 of my fanfiction is coming. Probably my most big story until now. I will try to make it the most good and correct possible. I will try to do my best !
Pls, just wait a little ;)
And btw, commissions are still open !
Have a nice day ;)
Pls, just wait a little ;)
And btw, commissions are still open !
Have a nice day ;)
Free badge art raffle by Siberio
Posted 7 years agoHey ! Siberio is making a Free badge art raffle ! Go check it if you want ; https://www.furaffinity.net/view/27.....#cid:129365390
And go check also his work pls ! He is a great artist ; https://www.furaffinity.net/user/siberio/
And go check also his work pls ! He is a great artist ; https://www.furaffinity.net/user/siberio/
