Working on the soles under  frekeleilon s feetpaws. And possibly getting high from the glue 0.o

http://www.livestream.com/kaosengelsworkshop

hope to finish them today! http://www.livestream.com/kaosengelsworkshop

http://www.livestream.com/kaosengelsworkshop

gawd I am so ineffective!

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I'll be working for a small eternity today. So come watch me trying to fur some feetpaws, and possibly starting some other stuff as well!

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http://www.livestream.com/kaosengelsworkshop

Trying to furr some feet-paws

Working on  Frekeleilon s paws, and maybe a bit progress with the head. REALLY sleepy today, so I might be a bit lost and easily distracted but what the hey!

http://www.livestream.com/kaosengelsworkshop

I'll be going live in a few mins or so

Dunno!!! Maybe I just should fire it up... Random fursuit progress will be sendt live at

http://www.livestream.com/kaosengelsworkshop

....so she answered: yes there will be stream. And more headbase work plus misc shall be seen. Thus sounds.. oh never mind, I'm just writing random stupidity. anyways. I'll fire up my livestream

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Starting about now

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I'll be starting to make the pattern for  FrekeLeilon s feet, maybe get some more work done with carving the head etc etc...


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Trimming the head of  DaxCyro
Finishing lions tail

aaaaand progress  FrekeLeilon

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Those of you who have me on facebook, msn or skype, might have noticed that my status has been R.I.P Nanok since thursday...
I just write this in my journal, so you'll know, and don't have to ask, cuz explaining is getting more and more painful..

Nanok was a good friend of mine. Last winter, his father died in a freak accident, and they were very close. This is only one of many reasons why I understand Nanok did what he did.

Only 24 years old, he decided to commit suicide.

We lost him the 19.th of january 2012

May your soul finally rest in peace

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TRYING to do something constructive here... But I'm still a bit shook up after the fire-alarm went off earlier. AND KEPT ON RINGING FOR 1 and 1/2 HOURS!!!

oh well

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Testing out a new (to me) way of making paws!

And possibly a pin cushion..


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...to keep the effectivity up!

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The last few weeks = KAOS!! (finally got rid of that ball and chain often known as the "puppy")

The days to come = Reorganizing, and doing stuff I WANT TO! (haven't had a lot of time or energy to spare with that dude in my flat)

oh. And I got all of my supplies. Both very promising, and a few disappointments, but hey thats life!

So I finally took the time to sit down and order some new supplies for my fursuit-building. And yay! It's all ordered now, and I can't wait to get the stuff over here and start working with new completely different materials!

to be continued.... ;)

Last friday. I was at home, but just about to go to work when the first shock-wave hit, the curtains moved and I heard the huge explosion... It scared the living shit out of me, and on my way to work, my mom called me to tell me that a government building had exploded. I got of the subway, and I could almost taste the heavy smell of gunpowder in the air..

Working in a bar not far away from all of this, was not very much fun that day, less than a week ago..

But the real shock hit me only a few hours ago, when I recognized a picture in the newspaper.. A picture of an innocent guy, who were just passing by the place where the bomb went off... A guy I suddenly realized I knew...

I'm not dealing very well with this at the moment, and I'm sorry, but right now I'm gonna need some time alone.. That means, sorry for not picking up the phone or responding to sms, and there won't be much or any socializing at all for at least a few days....



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My private sponsor just gave me 5 big vacuum-bags! So maybe I can start storing all my extra fur, without it taking up all of my living-space as well! Yay

YESS! So I actually DID finish on time! (almost)
And here is the result! (guess which one I made :P)

http://www.vimeo.com/25859299

Deadline WAY to close and I'm FREAKING OUT!!! (this is completely usual just before a deadline in my case)

BUT! The good news is. I'm finally finishing a full bodysuit, and it is actually sewn together, and NOT glued. HURRAY! I'm finally making progress!

Yeah! So I finally posted that suit I've been talkin about for a while. And I'm overwhelmed by the feedback!

*thankyooou*

..because I couldn't keep my last deadline, and couldn't finish my attempt of a white tiger in time either..
Right now I'm just trying my best not to give up at all..

It's just.. that every time I get a good workflow or something, it's with something different than what I'm supposed to be doing. Take today for example. My last chance of finishing the white tiger... I've had visitors, my sister came over unannounced (she's choking me), and now I need to get ready for work. And NOW I wanna paint, or cut out ear-patterns and all sorts of stuff...

*sigh*

I'll come back to all of this when I'm feeling a bit more positive towards the world in general...