Sometimes people suck. And sometimes I get really sick of people who suck. Especially when I get screwed over in the process. So %$@* them and bring on the goblins. I feel like killing things.

Suffering from some severe frustrations today. No not that kind ya perv. ;) Ok maybe a little of that. *cough* But in the main it's a combination of nostalgia and growliness. I was reading some old roleplays I did several years ago. The people I did them with are no longer friends of mine. In fact I kinda hate most of them. At the same time though I really miss the world and the characters we created together. So I am wanting to get back into roleplaying as I used to but I want nothing to do with them but I do not know anyone else to play with. I had been doing a lot of writing on my own in story form to help, but I've come to the conclusion that I am just not that good at writing on my own. I need someone to at least discuss plots with who isn't listening only because there's nothing else to talk about. Someone who is enthusiastic about the characters and story lines, y'know?

Bah. I think what's really the worst part is wanting to play with a character that frankly tends to irritate most people and really does not fit into any kind of group RP setting. I can constrain him and change him but its just not the same. He is awesome in one on ones, but even then only with someone who is as weird as me and loves him. Apparently that's a lot harder to find than I realized.

http://gprime.net/flash.php/youareapirate

I can't get it out of my head. Halp?