Tonight i found out my doggie tilly died tonight, she has been around for meny years and we knew it was comeing but it still dosnt stop it so im a down hoss, Tilly live on in heaven there will be alot of snow and running around for you.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CRj-1fiDrmA


Me biggie time lover of reba and this is just one of her songs i love alot

I'm a Survivor

I was born three months too early
The doctor gave me thirty days
But I must've had my mama's will
And God's amazing grace

I guess I'll keep on livin'
Even if this love's to die for
'Cause your bags are packed and I ain't cryin'
You're walkin' out and I'm not trying
To change your mind 'cause I was born to be

Chorus:
The baby girl without a chance
A victim of circumstance
The one who oughta give up, but she's just
Too hard headed
A single mom who works two jobs
Who loves her kids and never stops
With gentle hands and the heart of a fighter
I'm a survivor

I don't believe in self-pity
It only brings you down
May be the queen of broken hearts
But I don't hide behind the crown
When the deck is stacked against me
I just play a different game
My roots are planted in the past
And though my life is changin' fast
Who I am is who I wanna be

Repeat Chorus

A single mom who works two jobs
Who loves her kids and never stops
With gentle hands and the heart of a fighter
I'm a survivor

But I must've had my mama's will
And God's amazing grace


MY GOD I LOVE YOU REBA

dont ya hate it when ya some time pay or do something for art and the artist never comes threw or even acknoliges it, pisses me off a little i gotta say

Patrick Swazy has passted away today from pankratic canser god i loved him in some movies this is a sad day for big fans. This year isnt good for stars it seems

YES OMFG YES DONNA IS COMEING BACK ALL

thos who havent known in dr who donna is bloody comeing back im so happy really OMG i hope she becomes a timelord agen OH and as another thing THE MASTER is allso comeing back this xmass specal will be the best in the world i really mean that

I know you all seen it in difrint ways but the best way to show it would be the way the horse has it in this pice NSFW http://www.furaffinity.net/view/1070837/

I just love it so much and some times one eye can show

Yesh me horsie ear is in a shit load of pain at the moment im gessing a ear infection XD dammit

But i should be going to the Dr's soon and stuff to get some meds but right now im going to dope myself up on nurifin + to stop the pain

yay lol got to 30,000 hear :P intresting

i really gotta get something done for it

Well im fealing alot better after that and i had a farely big talk with some one which made me feal alot better on the inside. It allso made me think on how i relate to my fursona and which atributes i gave him. so i dont know if you would call this a meme but List down what are the things which you have in commen with your fursona and things you wish to and why you made your chose.

I made night to mostly be a gental giant because god knows thats farely how i am in real life i go out of my way to be nice and try never to do anything bad and never hert people. Most people would look at night and think wow his big and feerse looking but he in truth wouldnt hert a fly let alone another person. in most ways his a clear coppy of me on a emotinal lvl but as for a physical lvl which is what i would wish to have in commen with him its difrint. Night is built like a brick house mostly to look like some one truely handsome but for me in real life i dont hold myself up with such prase. Im allwas told im good looking but i know people are trying to be nice to put down there is one thing that i do like and thats my eyes which both me and my fursona have incommen truely beautifull blue eyes alltho you dont see nights much . In saying that stuff about me tho i am changeing and hopfully for the better before i met my furry friends i was horbaly shelterd and silent person but now im fealing alot more happy and well to say i have a slight flame hehe and looking at this none of it would had happend unless i made night so he is the reson im like this today.

Wow i whent something bad offtrack there but long story short im fealing alot better and exsited for this weekend. Good night or day to where ever you all are but im getting some sleep ^^

Im doing this because of the actions some people have taken towards me rescintly and some other things just building upward inside me.

Im getting horbaly sick of some people and the lies they say like Oh i care for you or i wanna be your friend still were good friends or some other things. i just wish people would treat me how i treat them im allwas most of the time a verry good temperd person and i feal i just get walked all over a fare bit. I take on alot of responsablity and keep alot of stuff in confadince But as soon as its my time to get something off my chest the people i go to just brush it off say im stuped and crap.

At times i feal like im horbaly used in some things one big thing was when i was "ages ago" doing art trades and stuff i never got them back or if some one needed to borrow money off me i would lend it and never get it back or they would say something like oh i just cant pay you back yet and then they forget and it keeps going on. One thing which happens which i feal bad for is asking about art trades or even commsions i get the people normaly say oh im really bunked down right now im sorry yet then i see them uploading all these fast little commisons. like if i pay money i exspect it soon not over 2 or 3 years

One thing with Fur affinity which well dosnt really hert just feals bad. When i used to try and draw porn or have drawn stuff of me i had alot of people commenting and stuff and yet now for some reason i get no comments on anything at all and its just shit sorry but it is like so meny people i used to talk to barely even start conversations with me and i go around and see artist and stuff draw one little thing and then theres like tons of comments...just makes me feal well i dont know really just makes me feal something.


Last of all was just like a i dont know sortove enoying thing but its not really something for people on hear but when my birthday was on it was a big thing for me only the second time i celebrated it and well not alot of people remberd ON HEAR there were alot which im thank full for but like if i know its some ones birthday hear i try to go out of my way to get them something and two of my friends did but then alot of people i did get something for WHICH all the time get stuff for others just didnt do anything on the friday when rollabladeing was on with my birthday i got food and snacks for people and on that night out of every one that was there only 5 people sead happybirthday yet the others just ate the food and didnt do anything.

Im sorry if you feal you got put into this catagory but the truth is if you read this your most probly not one of the people i just really wanted to get shit off my chest

Today as most know MJ has died of a heart attack.

Well a angel has died of colen canser i bleave

BUT BRAKEING NEWS ALLSO jeff goldblum has died in NewZeland from him falling off a clif while filming a movie




This is sortove scary BUT SPREAD THE NEWS


[UPDATE ON GOLDBLUME]

Apparintly was a big hokes from some Ftards on the net
http://www.stuff.co.nz/entertainmen.....Goldblum-alive

YESH ding ding ding its 12am but still hehe :P

I be 20 this morning and lovely hehe

What i got instore for today well working :P but once it hits 7 I be going to skate city with cakes and foods for a sortove party thing ^^

Its going to hopefully be a good day :P


And send all Presnts to Night is greedy pobox XD sorry couldnt help XD


Have a good day all and now for some sleep

Watching it now GO STONER that is all

The yes or no meme

Kissed any one of your Furaffinity friends? — no
Been arrested? — no
Kissed someone you didn't like? — no
Slept in until 5 PM? — no
Fallen asleep at work/school? — yes
Held a snake? — yes
Ran a red light? — no
Been suspended from school? — no
Experienced love at first sight? — yes
Totaled your car in an accident? — no
Been fired from a job? — yes
Fired somebody? — yes
Sung karaoke? — no
Pointed a gun at someone? — no
Did something you told yourself you wouldn't? — yes
Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose? — yes
Caught a snowflake on your tongue? — no
Kissed in the rain? — no
Had a close brush with death (your own)? — yes
Saw someone die? — yes
Played Spin-the-Bottle? — yes
Smoked a cigar? — no
Sat on a rooftop? — yes
Smuggled something into another country? — No
Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes? — yes
Broken a bone? — no
Skipped school? — no
Eaten a bug? — no
Sleepwalked? — No
Walked on a moonlit beach? — Yes
Ridden a motorcycle? — Yes
Dumped someone? — Yes
Forgotten your anniversary? — No
Lied to avoid a ticket? — no
Ridden in a helicopter? — no
Shaved your head? — no
Blacked out from drinking? — No
Played a prank on someone? — Yes
Hit a home run? — no
Felt like killing someone? — Yes
Cross-dressed? — yes
Been falling-down drunk? — no
Made your girlfriend/boyfriend cry? — no
Eaten snake? — no
Marched/Protested? — no
Had Mexican jumping beans for pets? — no
Puked on an amusement ride? — no
Seriously & intentionally boycotted something? — no
Knitted? — yes
Been on TV? — yes
Shot a gun? — yes
Skinny-dipped? — no
Given someone stitches? — yes
Eaten a whole habenero pepper? — no
Ridden a surfboard? — yes
Drunk straight from a liquor bottle? — no
Had surgery? — yes
Streaked? — no
Been taken by ambulance to a hospital? — yes
Tripped on mushrooms? — No
Passed out when NOT drinking? — no
Peed on a bush? — no
Donated Blood? — yes
Grabbed electric fence? — yes
Eaten alligator meat? — No
Eaten cheesecake? — Yes
Killed an animal when not hunting? — yes
Peed your pants in public? — no
Snuck into a movie without paying? — No
Written graffiti? — no
Still love someone you shouldn't? — yes
Think about the future? — yes
Been in handcuffs? — no
Believe in love? — Yes
Sleep on a certain side of the bed? — Yes


There ya go happy all truthfull

WOOOOOOOOOO stoner Placed 1st in the GP today HELL YEAH WOOOOOOOOOOOO. perfict tire change to, The race was in Italy and he owned that track with his Ducati he FRICKEN OWNED

i loved it alot, really a movie which could play my emotions like a well tuned harp. alot of happyniss and then allso sad BUT MOSTLY HAPPY

Birthday time this year YAY *dances* cant whate.

This will be the second year i celebrate it ^^ and the best thing its on a friday so friday night the 19th of june so me and a bunch of friends go skateing so i can bring a cake to it and skate alot to work off the cake :P

Basicly as some know i have been loseing weight and other things, BUT dureing this time i knowticed that i really need to have a idea on how meny calorys i can have.

Im a 19 year old male and weight 113kg, each day i walk 2.4k and try to work out for 20-30 minits a day.

So what im asking is How meny callorys should i have a day .

What foods i should and shouldnt have BUT KNOW THIS im EXSTREEMLY PICKY with food.

Lastly What other things could i do to lose weight and posably gain muscle

Tonight was the last episode of boston legal, to sound odd i was a bit sad. i truely loved the show it allwase brught a smile to my face because it just has truely some funny and amazeing parts in it.

To Point out some spoilers Dany and allan get hitched "in the non gay way" and well was just awsome.

Ok im makeing a meme a wish one

Basic rules are as followed:

1. Make a good wish for some one and tell them E.G. (I wish you had a red apple)
2. Make a bad wish for some one E.G (I wish a monkey would throw poop at you)
3. The people you make a wish for you tag if they wish so to be.


I wish  jaleo to win a new suzuki with lovely good colors

I wish  foxymalone to get a face full of scary tonight >:3







Allso i gotta twitter XD

Today is the day australians rember the dead and people away on duty, the men and woman of the Australian New Zealand Army Core fight every day to keep people safe so i ask that you keep them in mind on this day the day of ANZAC.



Hears a recipy for ANZAC biscits there really something lovely.

Makes

about 24
Add ingredients to shopping list
Ingredients

* 1 cup (150g) plain flour
* 1 cup (90g) rolled oats
* 1 cup (85g) Ward McKenzie desiccated coconut
* 3/4 cup (155g) brown sugar
* 125g butter
* 2 tbs golden syrup
* 1 tsp bicarbonate of soda

Method

1. Preheat the oven to 160°C. Line two baking trays with non-stick baking paper. Sift the flour into a large bowl. Stir in the oats, coconut and brown sugar.
2. Put the butter, golden syrup and 2 tbs water in a small saucepan. Stir over a medium heat until melted. Stir in the bicarbonate of soda.
3. Pour the butter mixture into the flour mixture and stir until combined.
4. Roll level tablespoons of mixture into balls. Place on the trays, about 5cm apart.
5. Press with a fork to flatten slightly. Bake for 10 minutes or until golden brown.
6. Set aside on the trays for 5 minutes, then transfer to a wire rack so it cools completely.

Well first off because i cant sleep at the moment i desided to do a little jornal, As some of you know RivFur is happening in july a local fur meet (NOT A CON) that happens once a year in my home town brisbane, it runs from friday till sunday and well unofficly allso on the next tursday at coffee night.

This year my friend  Black360 offerd to draw a banner like art for us, useing my and  foxymalone's brillent brains we desided to make it into a fund raser for the meet (because nothing is truely free in life) in which the winners would be depicted on the banner art being made and in the end we sold about 80 tickets give or take and it gave us some much needed money for the meet.

The Winners Where Sparksie a local tiger that lives around this place and a malamute called Smokey a british fur who will be hear for the meet ^^


BUT DOWN TO BUSNESS

As a last ditch search for some more funs for the meet were going to be holding Auction's on FurBid (fingers crossed) of art commisons where going to be getting hopfully from you lovely guys out there .

So in this im asking all the furry artists around to possably lend a hand and offer there time for a basic commison which we could put up on the auction bord, It could be anything Line art, basic sketch, full on commison it dosnt have to even be art it could be storys or music. I ask if you can open your hearts and post a reply hear saying if your willing or even send a Note to me.






On a teenie little side note since xmass i lost around 30kg give or take ^^ yay for me but more work to go

i have seen alot of his movies even liked a copple but well in his new one against the darkness well its just a little over the top.

I watched it today it was a allright movie alot of gore and alot of blood and catchy liners but i dont know steven in this i think could had played better, he is a hunter some one traned to kill these zomby or vampire things (not verry well descibed in the movie) but he basicly does one thing some how shoots them with a shot gun with one hand holding the thing as it dosnt move or slice them up with his katana.

Basicly i just thort him doing that for atleast 20 minits strate got a little borning. DON'T GET ME WRONG HEAR, because over all it is a allright movie i didnt mind it but just a bit of the same thing over and over got a little tiersome.

Over all i give this movie a 6.5 yiffs out of 10 (yeah saying yiff makes it more furry you dirty dirty boys )

Well as some knew last week i got a good job at a caffee, as a barista (some one who speclises in coffee makeing). On saturday i whent to work got there a hour early and trust me thats something not nice when there are alot of coffee drinkers around XD. There was this other guy working in the store all day, doing stuff i had been doing and helping out. At the end of my day the maniger sead sorry but i had to be let go........LIKE WTF you higher some one and then let them go.

They sead it was because they got some one elce that could work for $10 instned of $15 and that it was the guy i was working with all day. this guy was idean allso and i bleave was a relivtive of the boss from the way i saw them talking. Like i dont get it if your going to higher some one that is family why would you higher some one elce then. But like yeah sufice to say i wasnt happy at all and so far they havent payed me for the work i acualy did so like if they dont i will be pist off. But i think one of the reason was because i asked them on one sertin thing on there store highgeeen, They used one choping bord for everything veggys, raw chicken, bread and everything and they only cleen it once at the end of the day....like hallo can you say Salmonella O.O.

But any way something good is that im getting my glasses this week ^^ so it meens i can see alot better and shockingly enuff they look good on me ^^.

And happy easter day to all of celebrate it, i got myself a egg a lint one hehe was nice.

And well i been working on some art or trying atleast so i will try and upload if ya want

You know in my life i have been scared of offending people or makeing people mad, threw all difernt things. One thing which had made me change alot was my fursona.

I wanted to make alot of people happy trying to make a fursona which every one would like, all the time not thinking about what i really wanted. So im takeing some what of a stand. Im makeing nights body size what i want....personaly i dont care if anyone dosnt like it. A fursona to me is something not what you see only on the outside but allso something you are on the inside and what even you would wish to be.

Nights colors and stuff are the same and will not change. BUT i am going to make his body mass change. i like muscles and other things alot and i like them large so i will be like what i like, Personly if you dont like it please keep your comments to yourself. It dosnt mean that night dosnt have to big a muscly in everything he could be small if he wanted to because it depends on the artist themself.

If you persoanly dont like this i couldnt give a flying Fish its my chosie my personaitly and not yours.

Thats all