Today I had a toasted egg bagel with light butter for breakfast and lunch (brunch) after waking up at 1 pm, and I finished some paperwork and homework. After that, I dropped of the paperwork at my professor's office at 6 pm then left to go to the pool at 7 pm until 9:20 pm for lifeguard in-service training (not too bad). When I got back home, I drove my brother to Giant to get his sleep medication and some cake (for me) before heading back to the house to watch that god-awful movie "Don't Blink" (terrible ending, no fucking explanation); don't see it. Now I'm going to shave off the pubic hair that I call a 'beard' so I'm presentable at my job testing session before being admitted to an interview and polygraph screening; that should be quick and painless for now.
I'll try to keep my hands out of my pajamas but I should be fine for now. Haven't ripped it off yet so I'm still in this to win it. Someone give me some encouraging words...

It's official, ladies and gentlemen... this is the beginning of the end and my dick has yet to begun to fight back.
Seriously, I spent the majority of the night yesterday with a "throbbing member" that refused to go to sleep. I was afraid I might have to sleep with a bag of ice to the groin, I think my penis has it in for me now. And I'm starting to hear voices, "You better not go to sleep or I'm gonna fuck you up boy!" I was up till 5 in the morning, thinking if I went to sleep I'd get another sneak-attack wet dream on my "unarmed defenses" like last time but only worse.
Aside the ice treatment and terrible hangover, I got up at 1:30 pm and left to attend a mandatory Sexual Harassment course for employees (get your mind out of the gutter) from 3 to 4 pm. I went to the pool for some swimming exercises afterwards, and got out at around 5:30 pm to get ready for work at 6 to 11 pm as usual. For lunch, I had Burger King (got to lay off the burger-junk) and I had a on-going "dinner" between breaks in the shift. I did some homework and writing, and now I plan to go to In-Service Training tomorrow from 7 to 9 pm; I might leave earlier to drop some paperwork and swim some more in preparation but not going to wake up no earlier than 1:30 pm if permitted.
I haven't "cream my pants" for now, and I plan to use tranquilizers for tonight so hopefully that works out for the better.

I got up at 1:45pm and left the house to withdraw $30 so I can get a haircut for my interview, and later get dinner at Five Guys around 5 pm before going to work at 6 pm. I just got back from work at 10:50 pm so now I'm going over tomorrow's schedule in terms of appointments and work; I may volunteer to cover an early shift from 4:30 am to 6:30 am. Don't ask me how I manage that, I just do it so it looks good on me since no one else would take it (cause no one is that crazy). This Wednesday shift would cover a military water-combat training so it demands a lot of attention and report writing. If it's not taken by tomorrow, I'll take it since I can go back to bed afterwards, I don't have work later but I do have a mandatory in-service for lifeguard training from 7 to 9 pm (not a issue).
I'm getting antsy in my pants but I haven't fucked up yet; clean boxers this month so far.
(Seven days...)

The 3rd week out of four weeks, and I've driven myself insane from waiting and preserving my manhood. I think it's getting worse now that I know how short of the time I have left, and I also don't know what the actual outcome will be; kind of like waiting for the test results from an important examination or waiting for Christmas presents. All and all, my penis has joined the Dark Side in retaliation against me while becoming a Sith Lord; strike it down and it'll become more powerful with rage...
As for tonight, I got to work some hours (late notice) at the pool so I'm making up for the lost hours later this week. It's occupied myself as next week will be somewhat busy and stressful but that's a good thing and I'll still have plenty of sleep-time. I got some headway in my homework to not worry so much about that, and I went to the store to get printer ink and more cookie dough :3. Now I'm waiting for the oven to finish baking the cookies as I write this. I imagine that I'll take a shower afterwards, take a sleeping pill, and go to bed after watching the Mike Tyson cartoon show.
I haven't given in to the darkness, I'm still "pure" in the sense of the word... so yeah, I haven't fapped the "dark one. I hope you find some humor in the Star Wars reference and metaphor, I'm kinda of regretting now.

Snow storm caused a blackout in my neighborhood so I ended up taking a shower in the dark (without any girly screaming I might add). Long story short, I'll haven't done anything out of the norm. I did do a little exercise and homework but that's it. I'll try to post this now with the limited power and connection.
Didn't masturbate tonight, going to bed without Toonami with the fear of looters breaking into our home during the night v_v,

During the night before, I nearly succumbed to a 'wet dream' and woke up with a twitching hard-on boner. Not going to lie, it was close and I was about to blow but I was lucky to wake up in time and run to the bathroom for some cold water. I don't remember the details in 'visuals' of the dream but I could feel that guilty "sinking" feeling about it. Now, I have a profound-new longing to masturbate more than ever, work and exercise don't seem to cut this time.
Other than that, I went to work at 9 am (grudgingly) till 2 pm and then I went to a teamwork session (complete bullshit) that was required of me at 3 to 4 pm.
After that, however, I am VERY pleased to say that I bought tickets to the circus for mid-April so there's some good news. Now, I'm beating my sore-loser brother at games, waiting on dinner, and then hopefully end my night with studying and homework.
I'm really scared about going to sleep this time so I'll have a ice-cold bottle of water nearby my bed; I spent the past three weeks in this commitment in and I'm not going to lose it now . I WANT THAT COMMISSION!
(I'm still golden, haven't voluntarily give up the chase yet)

I've had a long day, I have a headache, and I have to get up earlier than usual tomorrow for an equally long day so I'll make this short to go to bed early; the next day should be more exciting.

>2:00 - 6:00pm: Work
(Made a $300 deposit to my Saving "Ireland-Trip" account)
(Made some new additions to my ever-developing schedule)
>6:00 - 6:40pm: Dinner
(Burger King)
>6:40 - 6:45pm: Bought an apple and Kit-Kat bar
>7:20 - 10:00pm: Professional Writing & Rhetoric class
(Main reason why I get headaches)
(Professor took her time releasing the class tonight)
>10:00 - 10:30pm: Refueled the car and drove home
>10:30 - 11:00pm: Made a $200 deposit to my Mutual Fund account
>11:00 - 11:30pm: The Simpsons (where Homer goes to India and becomes a god)
>11:00 - 12:00am: "Tried" to sleep

I'm too tired and preoccupied to think about "pleasing" my penis so I didn't.

I slept till 12, I got the family some Five Guys while getting groceries, I got some flowers for my parent's anniversary, I did some interview-rhetoric homework while the plumber fixed the water heater, procrastinated a little by internet-surfing and destroyed my brother in Super Mario Kart (getting better at it), and now I'm wasting time some more. I'll try to finish some more homework and work on my shift schedule for the pool but other than that I don't see much happening... I've got a stuffy nose and I HATE IT!!! I rarely get sick, my last time being when I was 10 years old.
I haven't fapped today, and I'm starting to forget what it feels like in my groin anymore.

It wasn't a particularly "good" day, I got cut off work by 5 hours because of "inclement weather" so I only got 4 hours; it was "holiday pay" hours at least. Before that, I had to get up at 10 am (OUTRAGEOUSLY EARLY) to shovel the sidewalk, driveway, and cars from the lite snow; Virginia can't handle itself in a few inches. No hot running water since the pipes broke and the heater is broke too. I did have hamburgers, fries, and peas-and-onions (surprisingly a good combo) for dinner and I had fun playing at Super Mario Kart; I used the Nun-chuck this time and it helped not relying on the sensor. Putting the finishing touches on my story and reviewing my interview questions & answers before bed. I'm also waiting on fresh-baked chocolate cookies now :D
I haven't masturbated, swear to Saint Nick on it.

I got to sleep in till 12 am this time and I had to do some grocery shopping due to "inclement weather warning" causing the whole neighborhood to become doomsday-peppers. After that, I drove my brother to 2nd & Charles to find some Wii equipment since he's got exciting playing Mario Kart (I hate driving games, the steering is shit-stupid sensitive) but at least I got a soda and some holiday Reese's (I love the egg-shaped ones). I found out later that day that I had work off since the facility closed early at 6 due to the snow so I had a "day off" too. Finally, I TRIED to focus on completing some online reading assignments and evaluations but I had a bad case of OCD and couldn't concentrate on the task at hand; makes writing very difficulty and I might need some help with that 'bad habit.' I'm also thinking of planning a trip somewhere for the Summer to a beach-city with some friends and party while I'm still young; suggestions anyone?
I haven't touched myself so I'm still in the game

Well, another week down and I have around two more weeks, and with my schedule as it is I'll be too busy to notice the pain in my loins; I'm actually surprised/proud that I've lasted this long without too much trouble. I got some interview projects and reading assignments to do tonight but other than that, I didn't do anything remotely exciting other than sleeping till 1:30 pm this morning. I went to Five Guys for an early dinner then went on the trend to work off those calories. Thinking of going to the movies next weekend, Hot Tub Time Machine 2 and/or The Kingsmen or wait for others to show up but if anyone has any suggestions by all means comment below.
I haven't caved in, I'm clean and being honest about it.
But you ever see Deadpool waiting in line on the PS3? Yeah, that's me right now.
Deadpool: "eh heh heh heh I'm-I'm kinda losing it here..."

Today, I've worked 9 hours instead 4 hours which is a difference in paychecks. After that, beer and PizzaHut with cookie pie for dinner. Now, Toonami and its excessive use of fan-service and then bed... Shouldn't watch it.
Nevertheless, I havent rubbed one off yet.

FRIDAY THE 13TH! Better than what comes after it...
Nothing happened today, I got work tomorrow so there will be more to "tell" in the grand scheme of things. What I don't appreciate about today is how my brother is being open about going on porn sites and setting them on the television to whack off OR the fact that he dismisses No-Fap-February as an 'actual thing.' It's like a test of faith or something like Satan on Jesus or... the other way around... where Jesus... is telling off.... Satan.... or Satan laughing at.... Satan? Lucifer on Satan? How does this work out? It's not like a good-cop-gone-bad, maybe a rare case of bad-cop-gone-worse like in the Power-puff Girls show... :S
Didn't whack off myself, want to make that clear. I'm still going strong.

Good news: I went to Fuddrucker's, World's Greatest Hamburgers for dinner.
Bad news: The month of February is going to get longer and more stressful for me than I had anticipated. After my classes were done tonight, I have a few more reading assignments as well as preparing for two projects by next Thursday, followed by an important job interview and test during a Thursday past my class period; meaning I have to miss a class meeting to attend this job application. Furthermore, I'm going to need to make new rearrangements concerning my work schedule since it conflicts with the time again. I also have to make sure I have time to attend some classes required for training at my current job during the month of February; I have to keep in mind that I have in-service training required to attend on an upcoming Wednesday. Plus, I got to remember to get those tickets to Ringling Bros. and Barnum & Bailey Circus in advance for April (A MAJOR PRIORITY ON THE LIST!). Sooooo... yeah, alot of dates for a short span of time concerning schedule provisions... March 1st seems farther away now :C
Apart from that, I'm cum free on the boxers.

I'm back, I got my leftover pork loin and potatoes for dinner (again, we have a lot), and I'm finishing up with some assignments. I'll have tomorrow off from work but I'll be busy with taking my brother to lacrosse practice from 2 to 6 then leave to go to school from 7 to 10 at night so I'll keep myself up for awhile. I'm going to have the house to myself for awhile so there's that to look forward to as well. I don't know if I should leave my short story on my account like this, I feel like it's less likely that people will see it if they have to 'Download' so I might change something by the end of the night :P
I'm "dry," there I said it...

So I worked 2-11pm tonight, didn't get up till 1pm, and I plan to do the same thing tomorrow; I took some extra hours since I'll be busy this weekend and the upcoming week. I only had a few Cheez-Its for breakfast while my afternoon lunch consisted of an apple, pear, and potato chips with some water so naturally I'm starving and waiting on dinner to be done in the oven now.
Studying again, but I'm also having these distracting thoughts: what makes for a better title with an Irish-Leprechaun story? "The Shoemaker's Daughter" or "The Gold(en) Clover?" Which is a better male Irish name for the main character, Michael or Ryan? What's a good Irish female name for the Leprechaun? And why am I fascinated by huge fictional breasts at the moment with a web comic?
Moving along, I'm going to post a story on this account soon so if anyone is bored with these journals or would like to read something before bed, by all means enjoy this short story. It's weird but at least it's something new, right? :P
Oh, and I haven't touched myself (just going to say straight up, so to speak).

I decided to stick with daily journal entries, as someone mentioned that it takes a short length, but nothing too exciting to report.
I like to sleep-in a lot so I didn't get up till 1:30 pm until I had to fix the laundry dryer, then I got to work from 6 to 11pm; tomorrow is going to be 2 to 11pm. I did finish my short story and I'll be making some revisions to shorten the word count so I can submit to a contest. I might also submit a short story here and see where that goes, just so I can say I have something on it.
I had some of the leftovers from dinner last night (pork loin, potatoes, and carrots) and I'm going to study a few minutes before bed. After that, nothing... I haven't a dirty thought for the world. I feel good about this week :D

I hate that Tinder/Non-Smoking commercial by the way.

I slept till 2 pm, went to the pool, submitted my work hours, burned 300 fat calories on the trend-mill, had some pork loin with carrots and potatoes, did some pushups, situps, and weights, watched Mike Tyson Mysteries (it was okay), and off to bed with some light writing... didn't break under pressure but did nothing out of schedule or ordinary.
I might start doing weekly submissions instead of daily submissions, I don't seem to be getting any other material.

I've decided to up the ante with exercising, try to get exhaust before going to bed to sleep better and lose some pounds. Did some writing for a short story and thinking about writing stories, post them on Furaffinity so I can say I have something on my page. That's it.
Oh, and the agony, oh oh how it hurts, etc etc etc.

Nothing but sleeping and grocery shopping, survived a zombie apocalypses (figuratively) and watched Netflix. I might get some sleep this time and go to bed by 3 am without looking at the computer for twerking videos of Miss Diamond Doll and/or Jenna Shea, causing pain and crying myself to sleep at 6 am in the morning...
Why did I agree to this again? To show people that I have the "balls" for it...

I hate research methodology of professional writing & rhetoric at a graduate studies level obtaining a Master's Degree in technical writing and communication... makes me feel like a complete jackass dumb-shit. I don't know, I've been working long, late hours and going to class afterwards has been creating some pent-up stress and tension.
If only there was someway, some common ideological, biological method, to release that stress and tension into a safe, natural outlet in order to relax and stimulate relief...
........ yeah, I know... fuck me, right? v_v,

Don't get me wrong, I'm still clean. It may be getting a little bumpy, but I'm hanging in there

Don't ever be a lifeguard unless you can withstand the urge to kill all of humanity and/or have the patience of a saint. It helped me be occupied at least, what with the old geezers bitching about everything, the kids being spoiled bratty delinquents, the teenagers cussing out loud, and so on and so fore.
That's all for tonight, sleeping with clean sheets tonight again :P

Nothing to report; came to work at 2 to 11pm. I did buy a couple of iced sugar cookies and a soda, that was fun but sadly they were shaped like Valentine hearts......... I HATE THAT HOLIDAY!

Slept in, ate Five Guys for lunch, worked from 6 to 11, and I thought that'd be the end of it.... but no, of course not.
The first withdrawal symptoms began to surface which include but not limited to: fantasying women of fictional and non-fictional variety in various positions. Luckily, I was able to sustain the "urge" and "bulge" during working hours.
Honestly, look up the "Watermelon Girl" or "Jessica Kylie," THAT'S whats been on my mind for some time now!
But another day pulled through, thank God...

I figured I'd make daily journals since I don't have the talent to draw or have the smarts to get any half-assed drawings of mine posted on the computer out of respect for my fellow participants; good luck to everyone by the way.

The idea for me is to sleep-in as much as I can during the mornings, then work some nights shifts at the college pool from the afternoon to the late hours. For the most part, I did that for tonight and that took my mind off things, got some free pizza and cake from a "swim party," and got some homework and writing done. Now I'm just distracting with Newgrounds and YouTube, maybe do some weights before bed, until 2 am when I finally decide to go to sleep (I'm terrible at maintaining 'normal' sleeping patterns that way). Other than that, I'm just going to use "Out of sight, out of mind" tactics with no urges to speak of today.

How is everyone else doing tonight?