Im still here just not as active and Lurk more than anything, Anywho Happy New Year

Yeah hey ive....not been right mentally for a very very long time.....My physical Health Sucks....But hey....guess what....I made it to 30......There was a time in my life i didnt think id make it past 18.... But Here i am....despite all my fuck ups and Fighting against my depression and the demons that come with it, All the self harm i did both mentally and physically, allowing myself to be Beaten Mentally and physically because i deemed myself Unlovable by Myself and those who tore me down to keep me by their side, Those who Helped me rebuild and patch up the scars left by those and myself and even if they arent with me now i still think of you and teh great times. Any way peace out 2021 Hello New Year. Lets just keep living guys <3

I've stayed Quiet for Far too long on political issues but after today I've had it. I'm done My silence is ended. If you Support someone Like Trump who would rather use His Own Fucking supporters to do your dirty deed in prolonging your God damn temper tantrum then You shouldn't be in the Oval office and should be Tried as a terrorist, along with all the other legal bullshit that's just WAITING for you when you're out of office. You will only be missed by the poor fools you have Ensnared in your Honeyed words. I will not debate I will not stand for hate and i WILL not stand for you, Trump. GTFO already and I sure as fuck hope that door slams you right in the ass and onto your face on the way out...

This is NOT a Journal for debate, I'm simply using this as a Vent. If you cant keep your Dirty fucking fingers from starting a fight then Fuck off and unfollow me you won't be missed. Period. Paragraph, and Sayonara Sucker...

So Ive quit my day job cuz fuck that noise of immigration! So im back here drawing arts for yall! I wanted to start off with a YCH but id like to know what yall would wanna see? I have an idea withh my Panda girl i need to draw called Breeding program But That is one for another time so im asking yall, aWhat yall wanna see? share and get as many friends who have Bitched about not seeing a certain YCH !!!

who knows a Good artist that can draw both humanoid and anthro characters

I got a Job, went through teh whole shebang of security clearance and alot of Hullabaloo ...I start Monday the 4th of November. I could cry Finally after 8 years a REAl job I can be Proud of.

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Refs start at 25$ | Complex chars to color or draw will be 5 - 10$ extra | shading +5
Ive come into hard times after an accident busted tire and missing kitten....Im Broken and I need some Cash, I Have 5 slots open for Refsheets i will do Fursonas, Monster sonas, Humanoids , and OCs

No wings multi limb head Super and Overly fat or muscular and Children

you can contact me via:
Telegram : (@)DumplingOfWar (no spaces ) | Discord : Dumpling of War#2602| Note Me here on FA
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Hahahaha this past week has been REALLY shitty....First a car accident Then my Precious Kitten Beanz got out and is now missing, Financial Issues due to ignorance and said car accident....I....Im just emotionally and mentally dead....I I dont really know what to do ive done ALL the "tricks" that ive read and have been suggested to me and no sign of My cat The car had some minor damage ( got backed into while parked and dropping off roommate ) So Yeah Commisions are open please share n what not you dont have to spread this nonsense around but please spread it out there :

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Sketches : Bust: 5 | Half body: 10 | Full body: 15 Per extra Char: +10 | Color + 5 | shading + 10 |
Inked: Bust: 10 | Half bod:15 | Full Body:20| Per extra Char: 15| Color:5 | Shading: 10 |
Refs start at 40 | Complex chars to color or draw will be 5 - 10$ extra |

Telegram : DumplingOfWar | Discord : Dumpling of War#2602| Note Me here

Sketches : Bust: 5 | Half body: 10 | Full body: 15 Per extra Char: +10 | Color + 5 | shading + 10 |
Inked: Bust: 10 | Half bod:15 | Full Body:20| Per extra Char: 15| Color:5 | Shading: 10 |
Refs start at 40 | Complex chars to color or draw will be 5 - 10$ extra |

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Sketches : Bust: 5 | Half body: 10 | Full body: 15 Per extra Char: +10 | Color + 5 | shading + 10 |
Inked: Bust: 10 | Half bod:15 | Full Body:20| Per extra Char: 15| Color:5 | Shading: 10 |
Refs start at 40 | Complex chars to color or draw will be 5 - 10$ extra |
Music today : Lo-fi Mic: No
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Resfs start @ 40$
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You can Contact me via Discord For Commission Questions! im not shy Or mean so hit Me Up!!

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i had to go to the emergency Room yesterday for intense pain, Please Please Spread the word if you cant afford this I really need to start saving up Money
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Badges ~ 5$ ( inked colored and shaded +5$ )
Half Body ~ 10$ ( inked colored and shaded +5$ ) ( Add a char +5$ )
Full body ~ 15$ ( inked colred and Shaded +10) ( Add a char +10$ )

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AND COMMISIONS ARE OPEN ASK FOR DETAILS ON DISCORD ITS EASIER
Lil War Dumplin#2602

well both are dead but Im more active here anymore

https://www.furaffinity.net/user/naerasi/
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https://www.furaffinity.net/user/naerasi/

ITS MY BIRTHDAY KINDA LOOKING FORWARD TO SOME CHINESE FOOD AND IF YALL WANT TO CHIP IN FOR A NEW COMPUTER THAT BE COOL :3

https://paypal.me/pools/c/87yyYFAY90

Its wensday Sept 5th and i cant play many games on this old dusty laptopp soo oive had my eye on a referbed one from HP and well Ive started a Birthday pool if any one wants to donate https://paypal.me/pools/c/87yyYFAY90 If yall wanna share and donate more since im also currently visiting outta state with my Goblin ( rl bf now WOO ) It be appriciated <3

Im pretty sure im just done with This account, So i will move to a New one Ill post it here when its made

edit: Here Is the new Account, Follow watch or dont  _Naerasi
https://www.furaffinity.net/user/naerasi/
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https://www.furaffinity.net/user/naerasi/

Im like 5-10 Dollars short of A Ticket to my Goblin, Any one wanna Help Out?

My dad went into the Hospital yesteray git tests done because he was in pain and they found he has a kidney full of cysts and a growth on it
thats not all Guys, He also has Two Abdominal Aortic Aneryesms Like My fucking god This past Year and a half has been super fucking hard Ive lost my Cousion My grandmother an dmy uncle last year in the span of 6 months....6 MONTHS! My dad goes in this next week or so to get that all dealt with But Like In a month I would LOVE to just come into lik 250 300 bucks to go on a little two week vacation......Insurence will cover all surgeries and hospital stuff on my dad so not worried there Just Need a Good Long Vacation

Yeah you reading this Sup? Wanna know something? you mean something to some one even if you barely know them they like seeing your face everyday :D.

Now something a bit negitive with positivity. When you start to talk to people some one you all mutually know start to come and talk to you After literal YEARS of not talking to you thinking that they were the toxic person As they Villanized and told you how bad they were and a POS...When in reality they have been going behind Your back and saying Similar shit to those people THEY STILL TALK TOO BTW How much of a Bitch you are and that you Are a Cunt and a gold digging Attention whore. Welll Whattya Knoooww Shit comes back to bite your ass when you Burn them Bridges Dont they? I am Happy again TRUELY happy Happier than ive been in Several years Now that This truely Toxic Person is out of my life and i can See the truth they tried to hide.

Its that Day Merry Christmas Happy holidays and a Joyous New year!

Im not really feeling all that great mentally it seems more and more like im having a major fall into a Big black pit. Nothing makes Me feel Happy Not even my loved ones, Not even family or pets. I just sit here feeling empty and it makes me angry and annoyed how i feel no matter what i do And just feeling teh pain creeping over me from nearly all over my back Having more migranes and just in general feeling Just feeling Like a Fragile empty Bottle that could break at any second. I hate this shit If its not physical Pain Its Mental And it feels less Cared about or even acknowledged by any doctor And would rather shove some shitty Hop it makes you happy Pill down my god damn throat. This Ladies and Gentlemen Is What my depression Combined with MS Feels like. Yes i can Smile Yes i can Laugh But maybe about 60-70% of the time Its fake And my mind Is Elsewhere. Yes I kow i am Loved I REALLY do I Know i am wanted Thats not my issue ,Nothing will Fix that Immediatly There isnt an Instant Cure And the people Dont get that. The BEST thing you can do for your friend or family memeber that has Depression is be there for them Let them know its okay and that their loved. Im lucky That the darker thoughts dont creep in that much or when they do they are easily pushed out.

I am very and terribly sorry to inform you that my vision is To the point i cant see well enough to draw and see the stylus on the screen, I am working on seeing if i cant gather enough Money to pay yall back. I dont know how i can do this since i have no other income but ill figur eout a way......Im so very sorry i wanted to work on this but well....life and health happens ......im so very sorry