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Have a little Christmas Eve Stream!
Posted 9 years agoGoing to do a Christmas Eve stream because I have nowhere else to go tonight :D
So if you want to join, just click the link! I will have my mic on with music~
So if you want to join, just click the link! I will have my mic on with music~
CLICK HEREDoes anyone do friend codes anymore? =u=
Posted 10 years agoBecause I would totally give out my code if anyone wanted to be friends :D
Opening for commissions!
Posted 10 years agoI'm planning to finally start opening for commissions next week! I'll make a journal announcement when I open c:
NEED SOME HELP!!
Posted 10 years agoPlease take a moment and read my GoFundMe for my mate, 
AcetheBigBadWolf. He is in need of money for his car, but because of how little his job pays, he is unable to keep up with the raising price of the shop. He already had to borrow a lot of money, and still needs more.
And because he doesn't want to borrow more, he has to sell his Wacom Crintiq tablet, and even then he'll be short. So please, read my GoFundMe and perhaps donate so he can get his car.
His tablet listing: LINK
GoFundMe: LINK
AcetheBigBadWolf. He is in need of money for his car, but because of how little his job pays, he is unable to keep up with the raising price of the shop. He already had to borrow a lot of money, and still needs more.And because he doesn't want to borrow more, he has to sell his Wacom Crintiq tablet, and even then he'll be short. So please, read my GoFundMe and perhaps donate so he can get his car.
His tablet listing: LINK
GoFundMe: LINK
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Posted 11 years agoI'm back home..ever since August I've been away. So after I had stepped into the door, I cried in my mom’s arms. Once I had slowed, she walked me into my room so I can see my cat, Zoey, whom I missed dearly. And let me tell you..she has gained some weight since I last seen her..
They made sure my Zoey was fed o__o
And now I want to get her less fat…bleh :UMy reason for creating Niki
Posted 11 years agoFor me, Niki is the part of me that’s always happy and carefree. She has fun, and will always try to get a smile from someone, especially from those she cares about.
And then there’s me..Natasha, who, at one point, was what Niki is, happy and carefree, always giving a smile to get many more smiles. But, she doesn’t smile as brightly anymore, instead, she sits in a corner and cries.
She always puts the blame on herself, she hates herself. She often wonders why even bother being around, when no one wants her around in the first place. She wants to disappear and not have to feel alone anymore.
And that’s why Niki was created.
Niki would take over and let me smile, she would be the me that I lost long ago. She would try to cheer me up, and remind me that I was happy. That I’m not alone, and even though she isn’t exactly real, I have her and all the others that I created.
I don’t know why I decided to say this, but…maybe I’m not the only one who’s done this. I don’t know..
And then there’s me..Natasha, who, at one point, was what Niki is, happy and carefree, always giving a smile to get many more smiles. But, she doesn’t smile as brightly anymore, instead, she sits in a corner and cries.
She always puts the blame on herself, she hates herself. She often wonders why even bother being around, when no one wants her around in the first place. She wants to disappear and not have to feel alone anymore.
And that’s why Niki was created.
Niki would take over and let me smile, she would be the me that I lost long ago. She would try to cheer me up, and remind me that I was happy. That I’m not alone, and even though she isn’t exactly real, I have her and all the others that I created.
I don’t know why I decided to say this, but…maybe I’m not the only one who’s done this. I don’t know..
May be going on a very, very long hiatus...
Posted 11 years agoI know I haven't been posting much, but..now I may not be posting at all for a long while.. I won't go into any details..but I feel like absolute shit. I'm just sorry for everything.
I might be back one day.. But it's far too soon to tell..
So...bye guys..
I might be back one day.. But it's far too soon to tell..
So...bye guys..
Niki can't make journals for toes jam..
Posted 11 years agoYup, making a journal entry..why? Well, because I just wanted to let you guys know that..
1.) You're all are awesome for following me QuQ
2.) I have a blog in the making for some fun and junk
3.) I'm writing a fic and maybe you all would like to read it? Mind you, it's Transformers related because I went head first into a pool of robot obsession o//u//o
Sooooo..long not-so-much-a-story short, I'm doing things and I really appreciate you guys <3Free Head? Yes please!
Posted 12 years agoA possibly free FURSUIT head, that is! ;3
A survey is going on, and all you have to do is fill it out for a chance to win that head!
SURVEY HERE: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5203537/ <--- RIGHT IN THERE!
A survey is going on, and all you have to do is fill it out for a chance to win that head!
SURVEY HERE: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5203537/ <--- RIGHT IN THERE!
$100 Raffle is going on!!
Posted 12 years agoGo to dis here journal! http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5101472/ <--- DIS ONE!!
Good luck if you're entering :3
Good luck if you're entering :3
Need some artistic help?
Posted 12 years agoFollow this journal link! It has some links that will help you where you feel you need it! Pass it around if you feel like it :3
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5046823/
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Free Couple Art!!!
Posted 12 years agoHere's the link if you're interested :P
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4415497/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4415497/
Art, Garry's Mod, and I
Posted 12 years agoSo I have some stuff to post up, but since it's a three-part series, I won't.. at least not yet. And there is just more to come! I've noticed my fursona doesn't have a reference sheet, so that'll be something to look forward to.
Garry's Mod. A wonderful gift I got from my sweetheart, AceTheBigBadWolf some time ago. Recently, I've been looking at mod and maps, and that inspired me to want to make one. So, for the pass two days, I've been stressing myself over just trying to learn how to use the tools already /in/ GMod, along with the SDK Source Hammer. Once I get the hang of everything, would any of you guys like to try it out?
Garry's Mod. A wonderful gift I got from my sweetheart,
AceTheBigBadWolf some time ago. Recently, I've been looking at mod and maps, and that inspired me to want to make one. So, for the pass two days, I've been stressing myself over just trying to learn how to use the tools already /in/ GMod, along with the SDK Source Hammer. Once I get the hang of everything, would any of you guys like to try it out?Future NSFW art and Valentine's Day
Posted 12 years agoSo recently, I've taking a bit of a break from drawing. Ok, I got lazy and ran out of inspiration to draw. So I'm forcing myself to draw up some stuff to make my gallery look nice. What I plan to do is, finish up some works I already have, and draw up some 'mature' stuff. Because, having a decent looking naughty picture is worth having, right?
Along with the mature art, I also want to draw some cute Valentine's Day art of my mate, Ace, and I. <__< I have been thinking of just working on the gift I had for him last year, which I regrettably never finished nor posted, but that doesn't mean I won't draw up a lot of new stuff just for him. ^w^
So long story short, some mature art in the near future, and cute, lovey-dovey art of my mate and I, and....cats.
Along with the mature art, I also want to draw some cute Valentine's Day art of my mate, Ace, and I. <__< I have been thinking of just working on the gift I had for him last year, which I regrettably never finished nor posted, but that doesn't mean I won't draw up a lot of new stuff just for him. ^w^
So long story short, some mature art in the near future, and cute, lovey-dovey art of my mate and I, and....cats.
Oh..look at that. I'm back? :P
Posted 13 years agoSooooo I disappeared for a good while huh? It's because of Tumblr man,once you get into it,YOU CAN NOT GET OUT!! Hahahaha.. Anyway,how are you all doing? I'm doing really well. :33 So,what I'll be doing it dumping some artwork here so I can actually dust my gallery off with something new. It's mainly vent/unfinished works, so don't think I was doing some amazing stuff. ...Oh wait,I do have one piece of art that is amazing,but you'll have to see it when I post it. ;D Anyway, I'm back again, and will be trying to post my crap work more.
Is it that close to the end?
Posted 13 years agoSo very recently..me and my mate got into a fight =__= not too surprising really. But this figh was about to be our last...it pains me to say it..but i was about to leave. Of course i didnt want to, but at that monent, i felt horrible and really unwanted.
To be honest..i dont know how long we'll be together if either this happens again, or until I've had enough..
I'm not sure i remember how it feels to be single...i guess I'll just have to wait and see how things turn out.
To be honest..i dont know how long we'll be together if either this happens again, or until I've had enough..
I'm not sure i remember how it feels to be single...i guess I'll just have to wait and see how things turn out.
I don't know what to think anymore...
Posted 14 years agoAs of lately, I have been feeling like nothing but depressed and unwanted.. especially by my so-called loving mate. I'm not suicidal, but I don't know what else to think anymore. I doubt my abilities as an artist, I doubt myself as a worthwhile mate for anyone, I doubt that I'm worth anything at all, and i'm just wasting everyones' time. I highly apologize for this depressing journal, but I don't know how else to express what's on my mind.
I just don't know why I'm even trying anymore.
Damnit..I'm tired of crying.
I'll type someone less depressing for you guys later...when I actually happy for once in my life...
I just don't know why I'm even trying anymore.
Damnit..I'm tired of crying.
I'll type someone less depressing for you guys later...when I actually happy for once in my life...
Did someone say...FREE TAIL?
Posted 14 years agoPlease check out 
savageturtlestudios journal, http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2964659/ for more details on how to get a free tail!
savageturtlestudios journal, http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2964659/ for more details on how to get a free tail! Hahahaha....Asshole..
Posted 14 years agoWell,look who decided to ruin a good day...you just had to go and piss me off! Dumb BF...
YES! I'm sorry! I'm wasting your time again with another rant on how dumb my boyfriend is.. I'M SORRY!! I really am!!
Ugh,I was trying SO hard not to let him piss me off...but then he goes and fuck up that plan! Gosh...ya know, I'm going to just start drawing very violent things...because there is no way that all this pent up anger is going anywhere...
I'm so pissed,if he was standing right in front of me,I'd punch him square in the face!
Again,I'm sorry! If you even read this...*pulls tray out the oven* just take them all,you need to have all the cookies,because I'm still wasting your valuable time......I'M SORRY!!!!
*cries in corner*
YES! I'm sorry! I'm wasting your time again with another rant on how dumb my boyfriend is.. I'M SORRY!! I really am!!
Ugh,I was trying SO hard not to let him piss me off...but then he goes and fuck up that plan! Gosh...ya know, I'm going to just start drawing very violent things...because there is no way that all this pent up anger is going anywhere...
I'm so pissed,if he was standing right in front of me,I'd punch him square in the face!
Again,I'm sorry! If you even read this...*pulls tray out the oven* just take them all,you need to have all the cookies,because I'm still wasting your valuable time......I'M SORRY!!!!
*cries in corner*
=_= ugh...dumb boyfriend..
Posted 14 years agoToday I feel as if my BF is a total asshole.....ugh he pisses me off to NO END!! I can't help but love him..being with him for two years...I'm just now realizing just how A-hole-ish he can be....... Sometimes I wonder how my life would be if I was into girls =__=
I apologize for my mini rant,and for wasting your precious time reading this pointless rant....
Here's a cookie for your trouble
I apologize for my mini rant,and for wasting your precious time reading this pointless rant....
Here's a cookie for your trouble
I kinda need some opinions ^w^'
Posted 14 years agoHey guys, I want know what image editing/painting programs you all are using, or have used previously. Right now I'm still learning my way through Photoshop CS5,but I often hear how people don't like 'this and this' about it. So what I want to know, what program do you use the most, or which do you think is better?
Now, I am looking into them myself,and since my computer needs to be cleaned out(too many programs and what not) I want to download the one that I'm sure I will use during the whole free trail period.
(teehee don't have the money for the full thing at the moment)HEY GUY!
Posted 14 years agoSoooooo I have two deviantart accounts,but i'm only using one (it's the same name "NikiRave") for my serious art, future commissions and art trades. So I will be posting certain art there,and my mature art here.
Short journal is short.
But yes,if you ever want to contact me for anything, art, just to chat, anything!
THANK YOU FOR READING, UNTIL NEXT TIME!!!!
Short journal is short.
But yes,if you ever want to contact me for anything, art, just to chat, anything!
THANK YOU FOR READING, UNTIL NEXT TIME!!!!
