I've revitalized my love for drawing! While I'm still a busy body irl, I'm going to fill this world with MY love for the craft, no matter how old or frustrated I get. It's fun, I've forgotten that, and now I've remembered in full swing.

I have plans for dedicated OC ref sheets, more big dudes, and just drawing for the hell of it. It gets frustrating at times, yes, like all things. But it's perseverance, man, not a race. We're in this together, and I don't need an algorithm to tell me that.

So, let's make some art :)

TL;DR: I'm doing pretty okay at the moment! Things will change for the better since this is my ongoing journey with art. Other than that, here's to the rest of this year and the future!

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Hey everyone!

I'm hoping everyone is safe and stable in these trying times. The roaring twenties are no joke; everyone is starting something new, revisiting early projects, and wondering what tomorrow will bring. Change. It's everywhere.

Speaking of, let's get into it. I'll be honest, big guy furry art is still VERY fun— you can't go wrong with a friend-shaped dude. It's fun and I enjoy the characters I'm drawing/creating, truly it is a great pass time. Recently, however, I've slowed down due to general instabilities in life, shifting schedules, mental health, etc. Unfortunately, with how I am now, I don't necessarily have that erotic drive anymore to draw more of what y'all like to see and what I enjoy doodling.

Thankfully, my mindset has shifted to more contemporary things, like abstract, concept art, and backgrounds because I feel like I've burnt myself out on fat guys and the NSFW. Right now, with my current mentality and, frankly, lack of libido (or what's left of it lmao), I'm looking to delve more into the creative rabbit hole. That, and taking my time to learn things instead of rushing to make something for the sake of traction (y'know, getting the Pavlovian response to post right after finishing a drawing, constantly checking socials, purposefully not checking, and having the nagging reminder in the back of your head)—it SUCKS, man! So, I'm taking a step back.


What does this all mean from here:
- Art will still be a thing I'll do, but infrequently
- Commissions will come back down the line, but info/details/prices will change significantly
- Real-life stuff is happening (freelancing, taking courses, meeting people, traveling, getting on with my damn life).
- I'm still me! I just have more hair on my chest now to write all of this down.

This DOES NOT mean:
- I will go on hiatus indefinitely.
- I'm open for requests or trades (I'm always up for chats! Just don't lead it into RP, please.)
- I'm all of a sudden extra stiff on anything NSFW (I'm not! I have boundaries now, if I don't like it then I'll probably have a tough time liking/drawing it).

Finally, with all this being said, I will potentially begin storyboarding and worldbuilding the shenanigans that go on in my head. This is all a longwinded way of saying "I'm learning how to have fun with my art again because the world is scary and I'm embarking on a new chapter that would make teenage me proud of who he'd become." It's the little things, is all.

Stay safe and keep going, I'm proud of you.
Cheers!

Hey guys! I'm gonna start posting here more frequently, finally being out of college and all. I've been here for quite a while with barely any action. Time to change that. My twitter is linked, so I'll be posting here and there so y'all won't be left out! Thanks for enjoying my stuff <3