Not sure why...rarely here.

May not even follow through with it.

Just call this account dead, because it is.

 Crescelius

Here is the new account page. Deleting this one soon.

Mkay, so, I'm making a new account on here. No one talks to me, this account is basically dead. My fursona needs a name too, so help me with that. xD

Anyhow, My IM's are on my page if you wanna keep in touch. I'm cleaning out my list because only a 3rd of the people on there talk to me and are online, ever. :/

So yeah, thats what's going on. See ya if you care. :p

Oh, by the way, 4 year furry! woo and stuff. :3

Artwork of my character. Star is his temporary name untill I can find a better one. Any suggestions?

Also, a story idea: Unit 49. It's about an android who falls from the ship it was on into a "Garden of Eden", as the anthromorphic beings call it. A flower petal slips into it's brain and scans it. It then seeks to stop the damage the other androids have caused and save nature before it's all gone.

There is more too it, but you get the gist so far.

Until I practice more, I won't be taking requests.

I doubt you want art from me anyhow...need so much work...

Anyway, that's what you can expect! :3

Also, if anyone who doesn't have my e-mail and still wishes to contact me, it's Nintega_X[at]yahoo.com. I'm usually on IMs on wednesday evenings and weekends!

As you may (or may not) have noticed, I've been gone for a while. I'll be making a new account and starting fresh. I'll be doing more art and practicing. I am wondering how many will care if I move or not, but I am. Post here if you do care, and when I make the new account, I will send a note.

In other news, both my mom and I had a freaking terrible weekend. My cat died of cancer, my phone broke and my Step mom and dad are pissed at me. I didn't do anything to make the piece of crap break either. They only paid 20 bucks anyhow, but they won't buy a new one, even if I do happen to get into trouble. And my mom's phone was stolen by some kid. As usual, no one I live around or work with has respect what-so-ever, so now I need to make up a few classes because the teachers stopped teaching class and gave everyone zeros. People don't know respect anymore and I'm ashamed to be in my own generation. Not to mention I feel like I haven't slept for 2 weeks straight...Now I have state testing coming up and I'm stressed to all hell. My step mother has the audacity to take everyone shopping, buy junk food, cosmetics, and other things for the snobs she calls children. But when I ask for what I want, she says "Are you paying for it? With what money? No you can't have it!" So yeah... Terrible weekend and a start to the week...

Anyhow, if you care, Just post. At least let me know you are there and wanna talk.

News! Oh...more suicides. Weather! Oh...More boring weather such as partly cloudy, maybe a sunny day, and temperatures at a "balmy" 23 degrees. T.V.! Oh...Crap is on almost all day. Video Games! Can't play them. Dad sucks like that. Look out a window! Oh...Nothing happened.

OH! I GOT IT! Check the fridge! ...No soda...No more lasagna...This must be hell.

Happy New year to all of you. :3

Hope you guys have a good night.

My Mate Tsukie is gonna have a Mario Kart 7 Party, so Imma leave my friend code here for anyone to add me 'n' stuff so we can race, or just shoot messages back and forth from Swapnote. x3

3DS FC: 1805-2373-1772

I have been gone awhile, as you could probably tell...Things are changing for me. I can't seem to recognize that boy looking back at me when I look into a mirror. 3 Years ago, I was someone who was blissfully ignorant. Someone who cared for nothing but himself. Now...I'm not. I care for others, and wish to be around others. I don't want to be the big guy, or the coolest kid in town. My inner child has taken a long time to realize who I was, was really mean, inconsiderate, and in general, a brat.

I've matured from then, and learned what love really is. Not the looks, and not what they have. Personallity, kindness, and support is rather what it could be. I've realized that I prefer males over females. I've learned to accept who I am, and what I've done.

I've also experienced a few deaths in these past few years...And those hit hard on the heart...One of my cats; Hazy, died...She wanted to follow the ones she loved on a walk, and was brought to a sudden end...She died later that night. I cried for hours...and fell asleep thinking of her. She was barely 2 years old.

I've been through loss, love, and growth. Things have been hard for me, and I'm lost. I'm trying to understand myself, and do what's best for myself and others.

Lately...people at school have been making fun of me for being a furry and being gay...And I've been thinking about someone I was upset with a while back...I don't know if I wish to never speak again or to go all out on them...

So, yes. I've been through a lot. Things are changing, and I see less of all my friends. I don't want to lose them...I basically rebuilt myself by being able to talk with them.

I'm getting close to being an adult, and the real world is coming fast. Do I take it head on, or move out of the way and grab it from behind? I'll find out when the time comes.

I'll try to be here more often, but don't expect to see me too much. I hope to talk to you all soon!

FA...why? Dx

At least the mascots don't seem happy about it. Seriously...It was bad enough as a meme.

Now it's full blown AIDS. Where is Peter when you need him? >_>

Anyway, I hope this ends soon. I'll never look at the banner again. I'm so ashamed of america. =w=

And the title says this because I have things I'd like to make clear to a few people.

Rant 1: Disguises.

Seriously, don't think just because your on the other end of a computer, I can't figure you out. I'm nice to anyone I meet, until something turns sour. I may notice something I don't like about you. I may first address it with you, or I'll hint you. When I change my attitude around you, I'll leave it to you to figure it out. When I'm done with you, you will know. You would have officially pushed me over the edge.

2: The "hormones" comments.

Yes, I understand I'm a teen and I get horny. But if you think me not RPing with you means my hormones are acting up and I'm ditching you, I will bitch you out. I have a mate, and I'm not gonna have pixel sex with you because you're horny. I'm loyal to the ones I love. I don't HAVE to get it on with you. Deal with it.

3: Saying something you'll regret.

Watch it around me. Say anything about my mates I don't like, expect to feel my wrath. I may be some kid, but my feelings are real, and strong. Don't fuck with anyone I care about, or someone innocent. I WILL come after you and give you a piece of my mind.

4: Not so much a rant, but a...reassurance. :3

I know you guys out there like me and wanna take care of me, but you don't have to say sorry so much. Just know I love you guys like my bestest friends, and I will almost always forgive you. Scratch that, I'll always forgive you for little things. I'm a kool kat, I only get pissed when you hit my buttons. x3 And I don't have many. So you're almost always in the clear. :3

That's all for tonight!
Hope to talk to you guys more often!

I must be...he thinks i'm gonna just drop out...he thinks i'm manipulative, and i'm a screw up...He wasn't there for me when I was young...And now he's trying to make it look like he is the only true parent...

I feel like a slave...I feel like a terrible mistake being put to use...And even then, he isn't happy...I'm not important...to him at least...I hear about people loving their fathers. I try to make him happy...but I'm a failiure...

I've been a furry for 3 years now. xD

I'm trying to remember to get on here more often...but nothing exciting happens. . -.

And I can't draw for crap, so I can't do trades, and I has no money, so I can't get commishes. . -.

I'd love art, but I can't do anything to get it. But whatever. :p

Happy furry-versery to me. And I think it's been almost a 3 year relationship with me, Tsukie, and Jake. :3

So, hooray! Another year. x3

I'm sick of being shit on...I'm sick of being asked stupid questions...I had a good early life, until age 10, when EVERYTHING fucking fell apart. My great grandmother dies. My sister-in-law goes insane, and I am subject to nasty spirits that no one thinks are real. Later on, i'm thrown into therapy, my brother gets cancer, my nephew is visited by his long dead grandfather that he never met, and then I lose my nephews to a psycho bitch, and I'm taken from the only place I was cared for...
If you think it's bad to start with nothing, try starting with everything and watching it all go away. Broken bonds, trust turned to dust. Love seemed to be just a lie. Here I am now...lucky to communicate with anyone...I'm slowly re-building something I once had and trying to escape those who abandoned compassion for personal gain. I have 2 years left to put up with. And as for you Bluu...I warned you that you wouldn't understand it, and when I had to leave, you decided to leave as well...Yes, I admit, I overreacted, but even still, you push me when I'm upset. I forgive you, and I will talk to you when you feel ready to. But if you are gone for good, I love you...I really do. I just want people to understand me...I'm not here to hurt anyone...I'm here for what I lost...And with a bigger goal in mind...to keep everyone I meet in my heart, and care for them. Yes, I do have mates. 2 of them. I'm sure they will post here...I can't remember how to post them up on here...
I want everyone to be happy. The word "Love" means so much to me...and I won't let anyone stand in the way of true love.

I need some way to contact Dullahan!

My SL was shut down, and I need to talk to him...

King is gonna be so worried if I don't...I don't want him to cry again...

Please. I need someone to help me contact him. I need his Skype or something.

Will you guys please help me?

This is my furry family we are talking about here. It's important! >_<;

If he asks who it is, tell him it is someone Cerius sent.

Why not learn about my fetishes? xD

I have: Foot/Paw fetish. :3 Sometimes with musk, and sometimes socks~

Belly fetish

Fat fetish

Macro/Micro fetish. (Absolutly love size difference. x3)

Vore fetish

And I think that is about it for the major stuff. o.o

I have no idea why I felt like doing this, but I did. So there! x3

And I'm 16 naow. :3

I got pokemon white for my B-Day, and I'll post my friend code sometime soon. x3

I wonder what other presents I shall recieve for living yet another year. :3

The 30th! x3

Imma be 16. :3

Happy birf-day tew meh~

I am so flattered that so many people would want to get me gifts. >//////<

I can't be THAT special...can I? x3

Hey everyone. I'm back with a new fursona, and maybe some poetry! :3

Haven't been on here in fureverrrr! D:

I miss you guys! x3 I just hope no one has forgotten me! xD

It was only a matter of time before I got knocked off my peak...I'm losing everything...there's no getting it back...

I guess this means goodbye...

I sometimes wonder if it's worth living, if everytime you get up, you get pushed over again...and again...and again...

Will I ever escape the torture...?

It's the end for me...

This is it. This is where I stand up and take action!

This is the end of my agony. I'm gonna take life head on!

What matters most to me now is Love, Friends, Work, and Strength.

I'm gonna get through the hard times and break into a new life!

Is it normal to remember yourself dying or...leaving your body?

I remember some things before I "died"...but not a lot...

Could I be a "Nobody"? (Kh reference! Google it!) Or am I just a soul, inside another shell?

I remember drifting away from a body lying on the floor...A knife by the body...it was young...but no blood. I drifted into blackness...and can't remember anything but that...

What...or who am I?

I tried to run away today...I was brought back to this prison my dad calls "home".

I don't want to be abused anymore...Someone...please help...

Welcome 2011!

Well, it's been another year! Can't say it was the best, but it definitly wasn't the worst! I've gone through hard times, and my life has gone downhill. But thanks to some furries, I have been much better than without! Well, in other news, I probably won't ever be able to submit anything but journals...That really sucks, because I was considering writing...and now, that all has to go away...
But it isn't all bad! The new year is coming, meaning a whole new set of chances, wonders, risks, and mysteries!

My picks for Furries of the Year!

 jacobphoenix
 tsukun
 sophora
 cruizer
 kiwitwist
 fiver16
 jxn
 2dogsandaDJ
 xXpuppyrawrsXx
 fardru
 breeze

(more to be added!)

What wonderful people they are!

They all have a place in my heart, along with the memories of this year.

May you all have a great new year!

Well, my step mother decided to make sure my yahoo can't chat anymore...

So you have to add my new one: Monokhrome_Kat

So, yeah, my parents are assholes and want to make sure I'm not "damaging" the computer in any way... >_>

I used it once here, and it broke one time, but now they think I will break it again, so I have to be EXTRA careful with whatever I do that "damages" the fucking precious piece of shit. >_>

It's Monokhrome_Kat :3

Please be aware I may also change my FA account soon!

Well, I have a second life account now, and I have heard stories of a Twilight Town being in there. People said it was a blast and it went away sometime after.

Well, I was dissapointed that I didn't get to go there and have fun too. So, I had a plan, to make a new Twilight Town, or even make Destiney Islands, or Traverse Town.

I call this: Project Rebuild/Rebirth

The name came from the Reverse/Rebirth mode on Kingdom Hearts COM. Clever, is it not? :P

So anyway, I need some builders, and scripters to help with the project, since I, myself am terrible at those things. xD

But anyway, I will be the head director of the project, and will handle groups and such.

If you know anyone who likes Kingdom Hearts and plays SL and is a good builder or scripter, let me know!

This is gonna be tough to work out, what with, who is going to own the land and such, because I cannot make enough virtual currency for anything. xD

But, any major sim owners don't do it ALL on their own, so I bet I can work things out.

Remember to get help!