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Posted 12 years agoSo just reposting from my ~al account :3
Yes, I see FA's up, yes, that means I get to get back to it, no, I'm not starting tonight. Gonna have to wait til tomorrow, or better yet this weekend x.x
Until then, love and hugs!
Yes, I see FA's up, yes, that means I get to get back to it, no, I'm not starting tonight. Gonna have to wait til tomorrow, or better yet this weekend x.x
Until then, love and hugs!
Thank You v.v
Posted 12 years agoI have such awesome friends. You know who you are. From the emotional support to the lovin's and all that, thank you from the bottom of my heart <3333 Means more than words can say ;.; I promise someday I'll find a proper way of thanking you, really I will!
Writing Slave/Loan
Posted 12 years agoI need $200 to avoid bouncing my rent check thanks to both the credit unions I use screwing up. I need it, well, today if possible. Sooner the better.
If anyone's willing to loan it to me, I can pay it back by this Friday. I'll put a note in my phone for an alarm to go off to remind me. If you'd rather though, I'll be your writing slave. I'll write about anything you want, whoever you want, no restrictions. Just note that I won't be able to provide as high of a quality as I'd like if it's on my Not There Yet list, but I'll still write it. Any genre, any rating, any content. I will set aside my next weekend for this, which will be this Friday, Saturday, and Sunday. We can either do a set amount of time or a certain word count. If we go through word count, that will be around 20,000 words I'll owe you, broken up into a number of different stories or all as one. I'll even throw in an extra 5,000 words for free.
This could be your only chance to get a few of the things on my Not There List, as well as your only real chance to get that many words for me for so cheap.
If you're interested, and you have the money to send me today, please reply below or note me. First come first serve. We can iron out the details from there. Depending on how quickly I get a reply, I'll even start on it today.
This offer is only good until tomorrow. Thank you.
If anyone's willing to loan it to me, I can pay it back by this Friday. I'll put a note in my phone for an alarm to go off to remind me. If you'd rather though, I'll be your writing slave. I'll write about anything you want, whoever you want, no restrictions. Just note that I won't be able to provide as high of a quality as I'd like if it's on my Not There Yet list, but I'll still write it. Any genre, any rating, any content. I will set aside my next weekend for this, which will be this Friday, Saturday, and Sunday. We can either do a set amount of time or a certain word count. If we go through word count, that will be around 20,000 words I'll owe you, broken up into a number of different stories or all as one. I'll even throw in an extra 5,000 words for free.
This could be your only chance to get a few of the things on my Not There List, as well as your only real chance to get that many words for me for so cheap.
If you're interested, and you have the money to send me today, please reply below or note me. First come first serve. We can iron out the details from there. Depending on how quickly I get a reply, I'll even start on it today.
This offer is only good until tomorrow. Thank you.
December Determination
Posted 12 years agoI refuse to let the most recent events ruin what's supposed to be the most wonderful time of the year, damn it! I'm going to immerse myself in holiday spirit no matter what it takes! Okay, I won't have my Spirit this year... or a tree... or money for gifts... or decorations... but I can still soak up the holiday spirit downtown, and watch Christmas specials, and listen to Frank Sinatra and Bing Crosby sing Jingle Bells, and drink hot cocoa, right?
And I can still wish for one more thing. Whether you just finished celebrating Chanukah or are decorating to celebrate Christmas or get to celebrate a bit early with Winter Solstice or have to wait the day after Christmas to celebrate Kwanzaa or you've decided not to celebrate anything at all until the first brings in the New Year, whether you're spending it with family, friends, a special someone, or on your own, whether you're traveling far and wide or just a few miles or staying at home, whether you have gifts by the hundreds to give or receive, a few special somethings, or nothing but your warm company and kind well wishes, whether you're rich as Bill Gates or poor as a pauper, I hope everyone, every single one of you, find the joy of this season and hold on tight!
I hope everyone has a very happy, warm, and safe December to bring in the New Year with! Happy Holidays everyone!
And I can still wish for one more thing. Whether you just finished celebrating Chanukah or are decorating to celebrate Christmas or get to celebrate a bit early with Winter Solstice or have to wait the day after Christmas to celebrate Kwanzaa or you've decided not to celebrate anything at all until the first brings in the New Year, whether you're spending it with family, friends, a special someone, or on your own, whether you're traveling far and wide or just a few miles or staying at home, whether you have gifts by the hundreds to give or receive, a few special somethings, or nothing but your warm company and kind well wishes, whether you're rich as Bill Gates or poor as a pauper, I hope everyone, every single one of you, find the joy of this season and hold on tight!
I hope everyone has a very happy, warm, and safe December to bring in the New Year with! Happy Holidays everyone!
Wtf December... wtf....
Posted 12 years agoI'm done with this month. Can it be over already? Please?
I just called my landlady again. See, I've been having trouble with the bank, trying to transfer money from one account to another so I can pay rent. The bank I'm transferring from is a credit union that doesn't give cash out. The first time, the bank I was transferring from took the numbers of the second account incorrectly, even though I had given the check for the second account to the clerk so she could copy it down directly. The second time, the bank I was transferring to rejected it saying the names didn't match. By this time, with rent due that day, I was already so frustrated that I didn't bother tracking down what it meant. The first bank warned that another wire transfer wouldn't be able to be done until this Monday (last day for rent was the 5th), and we wouldn't know if it was cleared until Tuesday, and if something ELSE goes wrong then we'd have to resend it Tuesday, and it wouldn't be through until Wed. He said the safest bet at this point would be a bank check sent over night. I wouldn't get it until Tuesday, but at least I'd have it in my hands and can just deal with things myself.
I'd been trying to keep my land lady updated, but got her voice mail every time. Well, I finally managed to get ahold of her today. She hadn't gotten any of my messages. She took the checks in yesterday. If the check bounces, there'll be a $40 fee from my bank. Since the rent will be late, that's another $60 late fee, and I'll only be able to submit rent payment through money order from there on out.
So now I have to find some way to shit out another $100 extra.
Between this and the trigger from last night and the money problems I've already been having... I completely lost my appetite. The cheery mood I was building with the whole adopt give-away on my other account is gone. I'm just... can it be January yet? I'm so done with this month.
I just called my landlady again. See, I've been having trouble with the bank, trying to transfer money from one account to another so I can pay rent. The bank I'm transferring from is a credit union that doesn't give cash out. The first time, the bank I was transferring from took the numbers of the second account incorrectly, even though I had given the check for the second account to the clerk so she could copy it down directly. The second time, the bank I was transferring to rejected it saying the names didn't match. By this time, with rent due that day, I was already so frustrated that I didn't bother tracking down what it meant. The first bank warned that another wire transfer wouldn't be able to be done until this Monday (last day for rent was the 5th), and we wouldn't know if it was cleared until Tuesday, and if something ELSE goes wrong then we'd have to resend it Tuesday, and it wouldn't be through until Wed. He said the safest bet at this point would be a bank check sent over night. I wouldn't get it until Tuesday, but at least I'd have it in my hands and can just deal with things myself.
I'd been trying to keep my land lady updated, but got her voice mail every time. Well, I finally managed to get ahold of her today. She hadn't gotten any of my messages. She took the checks in yesterday. If the check bounces, there'll be a $40 fee from my bank. Since the rent will be late, that's another $60 late fee, and I'll only be able to submit rent payment through money order from there on out.
So now I have to find some way to shit out another $100 extra.
Between this and the trigger from last night and the money problems I've already been having... I completely lost my appetite. The cheery mood I was building with the whole adopt give-away on my other account is gone. I'm just... can it be January yet? I'm so done with this month.
About the Last Journal....
Posted 12 years agoSorry it was so outta the blue. I think that was part of the problem for me with tonight. It's been about five or six years since the events that brought on the trauma occurred, yet I seem to still be learning about what the possible triggers can be. Well, one blind-sided me tonight about halfway into my shift. I managed to keep it together when it counted the most, but fuck that hurt. I came so close to just calling in and begging for them to send a replacement, but I can't let it gain power over me like that. I CANNOT and WILL NOT. I refuse to. I promised myself long ago I wouldn't let it. To give into it is to give it power, and I WON'T give it anymore power than it has already had over me. I WON'T.
I... I know this isn't the healthiest way to deal with PTSD. I know. But... I never really was able to seek counseling for this, and it's the only way I've found so far that works. I get angry at it. I raise hell. I turn that fear into anger, and that anger turns into hate (maybe I'm of the Dark side xp). That hate drives me. It motivates me. The fear becomes an enemy that must be beat, and I won't lose to it. It may not help me move past whatever the trigger might be. Hell, it may even be doing me a whole lot more harm than good in the end. But at that moment, when I'm drowning in memories and tears, the anger burns it away enough for me to function and focus and do my job.
So yeah, that's what that was about >.> If you have no clue what the last journal was, just... ignore this xp
I... I know this isn't the healthiest way to deal with PTSD. I know. But... I never really was able to seek counseling for this, and it's the only way I've found so far that works. I get angry at it. I raise hell. I turn that fear into anger, and that anger turns into hate (maybe I'm of the Dark side xp). That hate drives me. It motivates me. The fear becomes an enemy that must be beat, and I won't lose to it. It may not help me move past whatever the trigger might be. Hell, it may even be doing me a whole lot more harm than good in the end. But at that moment, when I'm drowning in memories and tears, the anger burns it away enough for me to function and focus and do my job.
So yeah, that's what that was about >.> If you have no clue what the last journal was, just... ignore this xp
Hard Night
Posted 12 years agoI hate you ptsd. I hate you with a bloody fucking passion. I hate remembering how cold it was, I hate remembering the fear. I hate remembering how much I shivered. I hate remembering the pain. I hate remembering that night in Sacramento. I hate remembering all this in the middle of my damned shift. I hate giving the memory that much power over me. But most of all, I hate reliving it.
Burn in fucking hell where you belong ptsd.
Burn in fucking hell where you belong ptsd.
Adopt Account, Go!
Posted 12 years agoI managed to unbury my old adopt account. I cleaned it up and out and I'm going to be spending the next couple of hours to upload each and every adopt I ever bought that I still have files of >.>
Once they're all up, I will post a journal on here asking everyone who has ever purchased/been given an adopt from me to reply to the submission they had purchased. I do have records in notes and such; this will just make it far, far easier for me to hunt down said records x.x People will be given one month to do this. After one month, I will scrap all the adopts that have been claimed and resubmit the ones I want to and have permission to sell for an equal or lesser value.
Though all the adopts aren't posted yet, feel free to keep an eye on the account for when your adopt is submitted :3
The account is
~al if you're interested. Thanks!
Once they're all up, I will post a journal on here asking everyone who has ever purchased/been given an adopt from me to reply to the submission they had purchased. I do have records in notes and such; this will just make it far, far easier for me to hunt down said records x.x People will be given one month to do this. After one month, I will scrap all the adopts that have been claimed and resubmit the ones I want to and have permission to sell for an equal or lesser value.
Though all the adopts aren't posted yet, feel free to keep an eye on the account for when your adopt is submitted :3
The account is
~al if you're interested. Thanks!The Assumption Game
Posted 12 years agoIf you have any assumptions about me, or have heard any assumptions about me, feel free to throw 'em at me! Now's the time! Promise I'll either verify them or deny them Honestly.
Now that I'm back in the saddle at work and am getting more familiar with my permanent sight (day shift, w00t), my 'favorite' scheduler just threw me a swing shift for some OT x.x Best part, it's just doing roves checking for squatters >.< Chances are I'm going to be bored out of my gourd, so figured this could be fun to answer during my down time :3
Now that I'm back in the saddle at work and am getting more familiar with my permanent sight (day shift, w00t), my 'favorite' scheduler just threw me a swing shift for some OT x.x Best part, it's just doing roves checking for squatters >.< Chances are I'm going to be bored out of my gourd, so figured this could be fun to answer during my down time :3
Yes, I Had To Go There XD
Posted 12 years agoLooking For Advice
Posted 12 years agoSo I started toying around with Dreamselfy and I'm coming up with some great character ideas. I don't want to break any ToS or rules or anything, so I was wondering if there was a way I could offer up these characters I'm coming up with along with a small blurb on each character. Each blurb will be at least 500 words long, some longer like this one character that's been fascinating me. Some will even come with a few different pictures - different outfits and hair style depending on where they are in that point of their life's story. There might even be the chance to nab siblings, or lovers, or vowed enemies XD
Here's where things go into the grey area. Would it be possible for me to make a bit of money off of them? I would be essentially selling their story, charging less for them since they're pre-made (might make it so the buyer chooses the sort of ending :3), and throw in the illustration of the character for free. I was thinking maybe $3 for closer to 500 words, and $6 or $7 for closer to 1000 words.
So, is this something that seems fair, or will this be stepping on too many toes? Should I maybe give the designs to an artist and work on collabing with them? Would mean I would have to charge more since I'm not going to ask the artist to work for free xp
Thoughts?
Here's where things go into the grey area. Would it be possible for me to make a bit of money off of them? I would be essentially selling their story, charging less for them since they're pre-made (might make it so the buyer chooses the sort of ending :3), and throw in the illustration of the character for free. I was thinking maybe $3 for closer to 500 words, and $6 or $7 for closer to 1000 words.
So, is this something that seems fair, or will this be stepping on too many toes? Should I maybe give the designs to an artist and work on collabing with them? Would mean I would have to charge more since I'm not going to ask the artist to work for free xp
Thoughts?
Another Meme, because why not xp
Posted 12 years ago"Waited In Line For Blotch Porn"
Parameters: Go/went to a furry convention.
Score: 50
Completed?:Yes! Thanks so much to pseudoart7878 I was talked into RF '13 and I sooo want to go again next year!!! Already pre-reg'ed and everything!
"Rug Burn"
Parameters: Do/did the business, with one or more partners in a fursuit.
Score: 50
Completed?: No. No no no nononononononononono. No. For one, full fursuits don't do it for me. Partial, like maybe the ears and tail and maybe even the arm and leg warmer? Possibly. But never a full suit x.x For another, I'm greedy. So is amenthor That's why we work so well together. So nyah!
"It's Like A Miniature Convention!"
Parameters: Go/went to a furmeet.
Score: 30
Completed?: Yes. It... really wasn't like a miniature convention >.<
"FURtune 500"
Parameters: Have over 10,000 views.
Score: 30
Completed?: YES, since I'm basing things off of the account I've had a whole lot longer than this one? Almost to 20,000 actually <3
"High Roller"
Parameters: Have your character drawn by an artist that has over 100,000 views.
Score: 30
Completed?: Yes! Took me a bit to mull over, but I was gifted a lovely picture from kojiroV that was done by arcticsekai HERE
"Friends In High Places"
Parameters: Have gift art of your character from an artist.
Score: 20
Completed?: Yes, and they're such awesome people <333
"Different Strokes"
Parameters: Own/owned/used an animal-molded, or furry-oriented, sexual toy.
Score: 20
Completed?: No I think. I... don't remember o.o I know someone was supposed to send me one, but I think it was intercepted, so I never got it >.<
"So, Yeah"
Parameters: Have more furry friends than non-furry friends in real life.
Score: 20
Completed?: Yeeeeah, we'll go with the loose definition of friends and say yes on this one.
"Stalker"
Parameters: Be friends with an artist.
Score: 20
Completed?: Heee yes. Happy to say I am <3 Great people, every one of them.
"Connected"
Parameters: Have a total combined buddy count [on AIM, MSN, Skype or etc.] of 200 or more.
Score: 20
Completed?: Yyyy-no. I like keeping my lists trimmed, thank you.
"Just For The Art"
Parameters: Draw anthropomorphic art.
Score: 20
Completed?: Yeah, though it always came out crappily xp
"Dramatic"
Parameters: Have a LiveJournal, Facebook, FurAffinity, DeviantArt, and a Twitter account.
Score: 20
Completed?: Yep. Doesn't mean I'm active on all of them though xp
"Get Over It"
Parameters: Have/had a spouse/partner/significant other/mate/whatever, in real life, that is a furry.
Score: 20
Completed?: YES!!! It's so awesome amenthor is a furry <333333
"Vanilla"
Parameters: Have nonsexual art of your character.
Score: 10
Completed?: Yep, that's what most of the gallery of my Nitetigrezz account is composed of xp
"O MURR"
Parameters: Use/used the word 'yiff', 'scritch', or 'paw' when talking to a non-furry friend in real life.
Score: 10
Completed?: Scritch, yep.
"And All I Got..."
Parameters: Own a distinctly 'furry' t-shirt [something made by furries and/or for furries].
Score: 10
Completed?: Heee, yeah, a couple of them <3
"I'm Not Even Trying"
Parameters: Have some form of furry porn on your desktop [whether as wallpaper or a file].
Score: 10
Completed?: Yarp. I have a file somewhere on there.....
"UNLESS IT'S A FARM!"
Parameters: Play/played Team Fortress 2 on a furry server.
Score: 10
Completed?: Nope, never even played the game.
"Such A Cock"
Parameters: Listen/listened to a 2 the Ranting Gryphon rant.
Score: 10
Completed?: YES. Oh man, I used to listen to him all the time XD Damn it, now I want to try to hunt that down again.....
"Friends With Benefits"
Parameters: Commissioned/commission artwork of a friend's character.
Score: 10
Completed? Yep, one of the easiest gifts to give when there's the money to spend <3 And giftart always gives warm fuzzies, at least for me xp
"Anti-Uppity"
Parameters: Have sexual artwork of your character.
Score: 10
Completed?: Mmhmm, not as much as I might in the future though....
"Don't Knock It 'Til You Try It"
Parameters: Roleplay/roleplayed your character over a messenger service/in a game of some sort.
Score: 5 for having done it at all, +5 for having done sexual roleplay.
Completed?: Used to all the time, with a whole lot of bonus >.> amenthor and I still do *coughcough*
"NO FRATERNIZING WITH THE ENEMY!"
Parameters: Post/posted on 4chan or SomethingAwful.com
Score: 5
Completed?: Yeah, once or twice under my old bf's account on SA.
"Furries Ruin Everything"
Parameters: Post/posted a furry image on 4chan.
Score: 5
Completed?: AHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA no.
"You're Doing It Wrong"
Parameters: Post/posted on fchan or TGFB [http://dammitfreehaven.com/].
Score: 5
Completed?: No on this one.
"The Greater Good"
Parameters: Post/posted an image on e621.net.
Score: 5
Completed?: Yep. Still doesn't mean I want anyone posting pictures of any of my characters ANYWHERE without my permission unless it's the original artist.
"O.. murr"
Parameters: Use/used the word 'yiff', 'scritch', or 'paw' when talking to a furry friend in real life.
Score: 5
Completed?: Yeah, scritch in the non-sexual manner. The use of those words in sexual ways just feels so... adolescent to me x.x I guess because I used to use them online when I was new to the fandom.
"How Did That Get There?"
Parameters: Have a folder dedicated to furry porn.
Score: 5 for having a folder, +5 for having a folder of 1gb or larger.
Completed?: Yarp, no bonus though. Most of my harddrive is taken up by movies >.>
"THIS IS THE REAL ME! YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND!"
Parameters: Commission art of your character.
Score: 5
Completed?: Yep. Too much x.x
"SRS BSNS"
Parameters: Tell/told a parent/friend that you are a furry.
Score: 5
Completed?: Yep. It's funny, in a way. I've found that as long as the person is willing to listen long enough for me to explain what part of the fandom I'm into, and explain my own experiences with it, I haven't really lost any friends because of it. My parents are even thinking up fursonas of their own XD
"Ding, DONG"
Parameters: Have a male character.
Score: 5
Completed?: Yep, far more than I've gotten artwork of. Ishaan and Brone are my favorites who I have art of so far.
"Tits or GTFO"
Parameters: Have a female character.
Score: 5
Completed?: Yes. Soooo many x.x XD
"It's A Trap!"
Parameters: Have a herm/shemale/transgendered/etc. character.
Score: 5
Completed?: Yep, though so far only Mocha has really connected with me.
"Dime A Dozen"
Parameters: Did/do another furry meme.
Score: 5
Completed?: Yep too many xp
"You're It!"
Parameters: Tag at least 1 person after doing this meme.
Score: 5
Completed?: Nope. If you want to do this one, I'd love to see your score though :3
Total: 390
No clue what that means! So shoot me your own scores for comparison, neh?
Parameters: Go/went to a furry convention.
Score: 50
Completed?:Yes! Thanks so much to pseudoart7878 I was talked into RF '13 and I sooo want to go again next year!!! Already pre-reg'ed and everything!
"Rug Burn"
Parameters: Do/did the business, with one or more partners in a fursuit.
Score: 50
Completed?: No. No no no nononononononononono. No. For one, full fursuits don't do it for me. Partial, like maybe the ears and tail and maybe even the arm and leg warmer? Possibly. But never a full suit x.x For another, I'm greedy. So is amenthor That's why we work so well together. So nyah!
"It's Like A Miniature Convention!"
Parameters: Go/went to a furmeet.
Score: 30
Completed?: Yes. It... really wasn't like a miniature convention >.<
"FURtune 500"
Parameters: Have over 10,000 views.
Score: 30
Completed?: YES, since I'm basing things off of the account I've had a whole lot longer than this one? Almost to 20,000 actually <3
"High Roller"
Parameters: Have your character drawn by an artist that has over 100,000 views.
Score: 30
Completed?: Yes! Took me a bit to mull over, but I was gifted a lovely picture from kojiroV that was done by arcticsekai HERE
"Friends In High Places"
Parameters: Have gift art of your character from an artist.
Score: 20
Completed?: Yes, and they're such awesome people <333
"Different Strokes"
Parameters: Own/owned/used an animal-molded, or furry-oriented, sexual toy.
Score: 20
Completed?: No I think. I... don't remember o.o I know someone was supposed to send me one, but I think it was intercepted, so I never got it >.<
"So, Yeah"
Parameters: Have more furry friends than non-furry friends in real life.
Score: 20
Completed?: Yeeeeah, we'll go with the loose definition of friends and say yes on this one.
"Stalker"
Parameters: Be friends with an artist.
Score: 20
Completed?: Heee yes. Happy to say I am <3 Great people, every one of them.
"Connected"
Parameters: Have a total combined buddy count [on AIM, MSN, Skype or etc.] of 200 or more.
Score: 20
Completed?: Yyyy-no. I like keeping my lists trimmed, thank you.
"Just For The Art"
Parameters: Draw anthropomorphic art.
Score: 20
Completed?: Yeah, though it always came out crappily xp
"Dramatic"
Parameters: Have a LiveJournal, Facebook, FurAffinity, DeviantArt, and a Twitter account.
Score: 20
Completed?: Yep. Doesn't mean I'm active on all of them though xp
"Get Over It"
Parameters: Have/had a spouse/partner/significant other/mate/whatever, in real life, that is a furry.
Score: 20
Completed?: YES!!! It's so awesome amenthor is a furry <333333
"Vanilla"
Parameters: Have nonsexual art of your character.
Score: 10
Completed?: Yep, that's what most of the gallery of my Nitetigrezz account is composed of xp
"O MURR"
Parameters: Use/used the word 'yiff', 'scritch', or 'paw' when talking to a non-furry friend in real life.
Score: 10
Completed?: Scritch, yep.
"And All I Got..."
Parameters: Own a distinctly 'furry' t-shirt [something made by furries and/or for furries].
Score: 10
Completed?: Heee, yeah, a couple of them <3
"I'm Not Even Trying"
Parameters: Have some form of furry porn on your desktop [whether as wallpaper or a file].
Score: 10
Completed?: Yarp. I have a file somewhere on there.....
"UNLESS IT'S A FARM!"
Parameters: Play/played Team Fortress 2 on a furry server.
Score: 10
Completed?: Nope, never even played the game.
"Such A Cock"
Parameters: Listen/listened to a 2 the Ranting Gryphon rant.
Score: 10
Completed?: YES. Oh man, I used to listen to him all the time XD Damn it, now I want to try to hunt that down again.....
"Friends With Benefits"
Parameters: Commissioned/commission artwork of a friend's character.
Score: 10
Completed? Yep, one of the easiest gifts to give when there's the money to spend <3 And giftart always gives warm fuzzies, at least for me xp
"Anti-Uppity"
Parameters: Have sexual artwork of your character.
Score: 10
Completed?: Mmhmm, not as much as I might in the future though....
"Don't Knock It 'Til You Try It"
Parameters: Roleplay/roleplayed your character over a messenger service/in a game of some sort.
Score: 5 for having done it at all, +5 for having done sexual roleplay.
Completed?: Used to all the time, with a whole lot of bonus >.> amenthor and I still do *coughcough*
"NO FRATERNIZING WITH THE ENEMY!"
Parameters: Post/posted on 4chan or SomethingAwful.com
Score: 5
Completed?: Yeah, once or twice under my old bf's account on SA.
"Furries Ruin Everything"
Parameters: Post/posted a furry image on 4chan.
Score: 5
Completed?: AHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA no.
"You're Doing It Wrong"
Parameters: Post/posted on fchan or TGFB [http://dammitfreehaven.com/].
Score: 5
Completed?: No on this one.
"The Greater Good"
Parameters: Post/posted an image on e621.net.
Score: 5
Completed?: Yep. Still doesn't mean I want anyone posting pictures of any of my characters ANYWHERE without my permission unless it's the original artist.
"O.. murr"
Parameters: Use/used the word 'yiff', 'scritch', or 'paw' when talking to a furry friend in real life.
Score: 5
Completed?: Yeah, scritch in the non-sexual manner. The use of those words in sexual ways just feels so... adolescent to me x.x I guess because I used to use them online when I was new to the fandom.
"How Did That Get There?"
Parameters: Have a folder dedicated to furry porn.
Score: 5 for having a folder, +5 for having a folder of 1gb or larger.
Completed?: Yarp, no bonus though. Most of my harddrive is taken up by movies >.>
"THIS IS THE REAL ME! YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND!"
Parameters: Commission art of your character.
Score: 5
Completed?: Yep. Too much x.x
"SRS BSNS"
Parameters: Tell/told a parent/friend that you are a furry.
Score: 5
Completed?: Yep. It's funny, in a way. I've found that as long as the person is willing to listen long enough for me to explain what part of the fandom I'm into, and explain my own experiences with it, I haven't really lost any friends because of it. My parents are even thinking up fursonas of their own XD
"Ding, DONG"
Parameters: Have a male character.
Score: 5
Completed?: Yep, far more than I've gotten artwork of. Ishaan and Brone are my favorites who I have art of so far.
"Tits or GTFO"
Parameters: Have a female character.
Score: 5
Completed?: Yes. Soooo many x.x XD
"It's A Trap!"
Parameters: Have a herm/shemale/transgendered/etc. character.
Score: 5
Completed?: Yep, though so far only Mocha has really connected with me.
"Dime A Dozen"
Parameters: Did/do another furry meme.
Score: 5
Completed?: Yep too many xp
"You're It!"
Parameters: Tag at least 1 person after doing this meme.
Score: 5
Completed?: Nope. If you want to do this one, I'd love to see your score though :3
Total: 390
No clue what that means! So shoot me your own scores for comparison, neh?
Happy Gobble Day!!!
Posted 12 years agoThe origins might not be very good, but the holiday is still a great excuse to take a little time with loved ones to remember things to be thankful for.
I'm thankful for my family, for my love, and for all my friends old and new. I'm thankful for good health, a roof over my head, food in my pantry, and a great new job that pays more and leaves me with a smile instead of stressed and frustrated in tears.
So whether you're celebrating with a huge family, lots of friends, or just a few members, whether there's a ton of food to be shared by all with leftovers to last for weeks or are sharing a modest meal to last the day, even if you don't celebrate at all, please be sure to take a few minutes to let your loved ones know you're thankful for them. It's something most people do so little, so it's good to take every excuse we can.
Have a Happy Thanksgiving folks, and know I'm thankful for each one of you <333
I'm thankful for my family, for my love, and for all my friends old and new. I'm thankful for good health, a roof over my head, food in my pantry, and a great new job that pays more and leaves me with a smile instead of stressed and frustrated in tears.
So whether you're celebrating with a huge family, lots of friends, or just a few members, whether there's a ton of food to be shared by all with leftovers to last for weeks or are sharing a modest meal to last the day, even if you don't celebrate at all, please be sure to take a few minutes to let your loved ones know you're thankful for them. It's something most people do so little, so it's good to take every excuse we can.
Have a Happy Thanksgiving folks, and know I'm thankful for each one of you <333
Want to be a Guinea Pig?
Posted 12 years agoSo a good friend of mine, 
leetmonkey33 wants to help me with my writing commissions so that they can actually get, well, done x.x It will also give him the chance to get some practice in so he can eventually open his own writing commissions. I know he's a great rp'er, but as I'm sure most folks know, there's a huge difference between rp format and story format. He doesn't even have any idea how big of a word count he's comfortable with x.x
So, this is where you come in! For $14, you'll get a story that is at the least 1500 words long, which is already a bit of a deal from what I normally offer. I know for a fact he'll be able to do that much, no problem, but this will give him the chance to see just how many words he's comfortable with. The commissioner could wind up with 3000 words, or maybe even 5000 words, which is nearly four times the amount of words I'd normally offer at this price.
Once written, I'll run through and edit the work and clean things up to make them nice and shiny. That way the commissioner will still be getting the quality of work that holds to my own standards, so you won't have to worry or fear that the work will be of a second-rate nature.
He's willing to work any rating, most any genre. His only limits are vore, bathroom activities, inflation, and sparkly vampires, though he's open to pretty much everything else. So this could also be your chance to get a story that is normally of a subject I either won't tackle or you'd need to pay extra for me to write!
If interested, please reply below with the following form completed. Payment won't be expected until we're able to send you a rough outline of what the story's going to be about. The secret words are "More writers, more words". And if you're not able to commission, then please please please feel free to spread the word :3 Thank you.
Character Name/Ref:
Gender/Sexuality:
Rating:
Genre:
General Idea:
Read the TOS:
Secret Words:
P.S.
Before anyone asks, the reason I don't just use one of the commissions I have lined up for this is because those people were promised works from your's truly. Until I can show them that they'll get the same quality of work through this arrangement and get their okay for it, I'm not going back on that promise. However, if you're one of those people and you're okay with this, then please let me know. Thank you.
P.P.S.
I admit, another reason is because after almost a month without pay, I need money v.v If this somehow works out well, we'll open up a few more slots for a word count more lengthy so I can afford to go grocery shopping at some point. I start up work again this Monday, but I won't get any money for a couple of weeks thanks to the way the pay periods work. So, yeah, any help is really appreciated guys.
leetmonkey33 wants to help me with my writing commissions so that they can actually get, well, done x.x It will also give him the chance to get some practice in so he can eventually open his own writing commissions. I know he's a great rp'er, but as I'm sure most folks know, there's a huge difference between rp format and story format. He doesn't even have any idea how big of a word count he's comfortable with x.xSo, this is where you come in! For $14, you'll get a story that is at the least 1500 words long, which is already a bit of a deal from what I normally offer. I know for a fact he'll be able to do that much, no problem, but this will give him the chance to see just how many words he's comfortable with. The commissioner could wind up with 3000 words, or maybe even 5000 words, which is nearly four times the amount of words I'd normally offer at this price.
Once written, I'll run through and edit the work and clean things up to make them nice and shiny. That way the commissioner will still be getting the quality of work that holds to my own standards, so you won't have to worry or fear that the work will be of a second-rate nature.
He's willing to work any rating, most any genre. His only limits are vore, bathroom activities, inflation, and sparkly vampires, though he's open to pretty much everything else. So this could also be your chance to get a story that is normally of a subject I either won't tackle or you'd need to pay extra for me to write!
If interested, please reply below with the following form completed. Payment won't be expected until we're able to send you a rough outline of what the story's going to be about. The secret words are "More writers, more words". And if you're not able to commission, then please please please feel free to spread the word :3 Thank you.
Character Name/Ref:
Gender/Sexuality:
Rating:
Genre:
General Idea:
Read the TOS:
Secret Words:
P.S.
Before anyone asks, the reason I don't just use one of the commissions I have lined up for this is because those people were promised works from your's truly. Until I can show them that they'll get the same quality of work through this arrangement and get their okay for it, I'm not going back on that promise. However, if you're one of those people and you're okay with this, then please let me know. Thank you.
P.P.S.
I admit, another reason is because after almost a month without pay, I need money v.v If this somehow works out well, we'll open up a few more slots for a word count more lengthy so I can afford to go grocery shopping at some point. I start up work again this Monday, but I won't get any money for a couple of weeks thanks to the way the pay periods work. So, yeah, any help is really appreciated guys.
Frustrated and Restless
Posted 12 years agoI can feel it. That need, that drive, that desire. I want to write so much. I guess I could blame it on Lindsey Stirling's version of The Phantom of the Opera. She brings such a fun twist to it, and manages to bring in elements of some of the other major songs in a way that works oh so well. Though THIS ONE is pretty freakin' amazing too, considering it's nothing but violin and voices.
But back to my point. I want to write, but the What of what I want to write eludes me something fierce. Not just anything. I toyed with a few commissions and requests and everything I've worked on today has been scrapped crap scrapped. I tried free-writing, but nothing is surfacing. It's frustrating as all hell. It's like I have my fingertips just barely brushing into the idea, but I can't quite dig my fingers in and it makes me want to rawr!
But yeah, no, sorry. I know there are tricks and everything... I think I still have a few of the journals. Just felt the need to rant xp Good news? Hopefully will be starting work again this week :3 New sight too. High profile, lots of customer service involved, and the HR at my job things I can really thrive in it, so yay!
But back to my point. I want to write, but the What of what I want to write eludes me something fierce. Not just anything. I toyed with a few commissions and requests and everything I've worked on today has been scrapped crap scrapped. I tried free-writing, but nothing is surfacing. It's frustrating as all hell. It's like I have my fingertips just barely brushing into the idea, but I can't quite dig my fingers in and it makes me want to rawr!
But yeah, no, sorry. I know there are tricks and everything... I think I still have a few of the journals. Just felt the need to rant xp Good news? Hopefully will be starting work again this week :3 New sight too. High profile, lots of customer service involved, and the HR at my job things I can really thrive in it, so yay!
100 Questions
Posted 12 years agoBecause why not?
001. Real Name: Laura
002. Nickname[s]: Munchkin, Munchy, Nite, Nitetigrezz, Leah, Shorty, ShortShit XD
003. Zodiac Sign: Taurus bay-bay. The only thing that beats our laziness is our loyalty and stubborness XD
004. Male or Female: Female, last time I checked.
005. Nursery: Pilgrim Lutheran Church and School. Yeah, laugh it up. I got an advanced education either way since I was there through the second grade xp
006. Primary School: PLC&S as well as Joan F. Sparkman Elementary School, and for middle school Temecula Middle School.
007. Secondary School: Calaveras High and West Point Alt (it... wasn't a very happy time in my life x.x)
008. Hair Colour: It can't seem to decide XD From a distance though it looks somewhere between blond and brown xp
009. Long or Short: Growing out! It's almost down to my elbows now :D
010. Loud or Quiet: Introvert who enjoys occasional bursts of being extrovert XD
011. Sweats or Jeans: Depends. Day to day outside wear, jeans. Feeling sick or really cold and in my own home, jeans.
012. Phone or Camera: Phone, unless it's a special trip. Camera takes better quality pictures xp
013. Health Freak: No, but working on it!
014. Drink or Smoke: Never smoked and drink even less than I used to o.o
015. Do You Have A Crush On Someone: Does amenthor count? XD
016. Political Orientation: Independent, though I vote based on the individual than the party since the parties don't really mean jack anymore in the states x.x
017. Piercings: Just my ears. I know, how boring xp
018. Tattoos: Behind my left shoulder. The =^.^= symbol with my initials worked into it, so it looks all fancy and stuff, but it was still a very simple design in case I panicked and couldn't handle the pain for very long. Turns out it wasn't near as bad as I expected, but still really like it.
HAVE YOU EVER [BEEN IN]:
19. Airplane: Yes.
020. Car Accident: A couple of times. Nothing bad, just isn't smart to ice skate with a car x.x
021. Fist Fight: Not unless you include sparring matches.
FIRSTS:
022. First Piercing: Ears, when I was liiiiiiiiiiiiiittle.
023. First Best Friend: Oh lordy... umm, first one I remember would be... Megan? Though she's not someone I'd call a real friend x.x First real friend would either be Josh Roque or Liz Ramos.
024. First Instrument Played: The funky percussion instruments they have you play in preschool.
025. First Award: Graduating Kindergarten xp
026. First Crush: OMG... Jimmy Hope, son of our second grade teacher XD I thought he was soooo cute xp
027. First Language: American.
028. First Big Vacation: First one I can remember would be Disneyland in San Diego.
LASTS:
029. Last Person You Talked To: My ma.
030. Last Person You Texted: amenthor
031. Last Person You Watched: I... don't remember the name of the artist, and I'm too lazy to look x.x Great artwork though!
032. Last Food You Ate: Blue corn tortilla chips :3
033. Last Movie You Watched: DR. WHO: DAY OF THE DOCTOR!!! I so fangasmed over it XD
034. Last Song You Listened To: Wake Me Up by Avicii <3
035. Last Thing You Bought: A 2 liter bottle of Mug rootbeer for my Ma xp
036. Last Person You Hugged: My dad.
FAVES:
037. Food: Depends on my mood. Fruit's always a great failsafe though XD Or dark chocolate o.o Though I've been craving fruit more lately, tbh.
038. Drinks: Cranberry juice (soooo good), tea iced or hot is always great, v8 is always good, or Aloe Juice with bits of aloe. Oooh, or the chocolate milks with protein in them, or the protein shake concoctions amenthor used to make. Wow, I'm starting to sound more like a health freak x.x For alcoholic, Angry Orchid hard cider, specifically Elderflower. Godfathers are lovely with the right brand, and amenthor's special punch XD
039. Clothing: V-neck shirts or comfortable low-neck blouses since I don't like having things near my throat usually; it takes a special sort of t-shirt for me to actually wear it. Comfortable jeans, sneakers or my boots. Summer lends to comfortable sun dresses or shorts and sandals. Love sandals.
040. Book: Name of the Wind by Patrick Rothfuss, hands down. Also enjoy Game of Thrones series, Codex Alera series, Black Jewel trilogy, Children of Chaos trilogy, and the Night Angel series. That's all I can think of off the top of my head x.x
041. Color: Still not sure, even after four or five years XD If I had to choose though, Indigo, Teal, Dark Teal, that peach/flesh color tone, maroon, and deep dark midnight blue.
042. Flower: Lilies of different sorts, Morning Glory, Baby's Breath, Protea (King), Buttercups, and various other ones >.<
043. Music: Depends on my mood. Right now enjoying Lindsey Stirling, Rise Against, and Fun.
044. Movies: There isn't a genre I can't find a movie I like. Completely depends on my mood xp
046. Subjects: In what? Back in school? Hated math though I was really great at it, loved english though my perfectionism made it painful, and science was always interesting. Hated history until my US History teacher actually made it fun.
IN THE PAST YEAR I ...
047. [x] Kissed In The Rain
048. [ ] Celebrated Halloween
049. [ ] Had Your Heart Broken
050. [x] Went Over the Minutes on Your Cell Phone
051. [ ] Someone Questioned Your Sexual Orientation
052. [ ] Came Outta the Closet
053. [ ] Gotten Pregnant
054. [ ] Had an Abortion
055. [ ] Done something you've Regretted
056. [x] Broke a Promise
057. [x] Kept a Secret
058. [x] Pretended To Be Happy
059. [x] Met Someone Who Changed Your Life.
060. [x] Pretended To Be Sick
061. [ ] Left The Country.
062. [x] Tried something you normally wouldn't like, and liked it.
063. [x] Cried Over The Silliest Thing.
064. [ ] Ran a Mile
065. [ ] Went To the Beach
066. [ ] Stayed Single
CURRENTLY:
067. Eating: Nothing
068. Drinking: Sierra Mist xp It soothes the stomach
069. Getting Ready To: Go to sleep.
070. Listening To: Creepypastas by Mr. Creepypasta on Youtube >.> I'll probably switch to Rhett and Link after this one xp
071. Plans For Tomorrow: Talk with Leet about commissions, hunt down Fidelity so I can get a checkbook from them, talk with amenthor, and call into work about starting again this week.
072. Waiting For: A reply from amenthor though it looks like he fell asleep XD
YOUR FUTURE:
073. Want Kids: Yep, eventually.
074. Want To Get Married: Mmhmm.
075. Careers in Mind: I really don't know at this point.
WHICH IS BETTER ON A BOY+GIRL:
076. Lips or Eyes: Eyes.
077. Shorter or Taller: Taller.
078. Romantic or Spontaneous: Why choose when I can get both from amenthor? <3
079. Nice Stomach or Nice Arms: Stomach. Arms can be built more easily than stomachs can be flattened.
080. Sensitive or Loud: Sensitive.
081. Hook-up Or Relationship: Relationship, all the way. Even better than having a hook-up every day of the week XD
082. Troublemaker or Hesitant: Neither. A guy can be confident in his decisions without constantly getting us into trouble xp
HAVE YOU EVER:
083. Lost Glasses/Contacts: I lose mine all the time XD I'm just glad I find them each time!
084. Ran Away From Home: No, though came damn close to it once when my s-mom threatened to kick me out. I was so sick of empty threats that I finally said screw it and started packing. Long story short, it was a looong time before she used it as a threat again....
085. Held A Weapon, For Self Defense: Yeeeep.
086. Killed Somebody: Not that I know of x.x
087. Broken Someone's Heart: Yes, though not because I wanted to....
088. Been Arrested: Nope.
BELIEVE IN:
090. Yourself: Yeah, thanks a whole lot to amenthor
091. Miracles: Yes, in the non-traditional sense. Small miracles happen everyday, just in the way the five major systems of the human body work so well together. And I'd like to think we make our own miracles.
092. Love at First Sight: Yeeeee- no. Hell no. Lust at first sight? Of course! Infatuation at first sight, why not? But to actually love someone, to truly be in love with who they are, you gotta know, well, who they are. Otherwise you're just falling for their looks x.x
093. Heaven: A form of, yes. Just going to go right out and say I'm Agnostic. I cannot bring myself to believe there's nothing to this world but to be born, to live, and then nothingness. It doesn't feel right in my bones. I won't claim to know what lies beyond though. We'll all find out the truth in the end, so why waste our time on this planet arguing it?
094. Santa Claus: Mr. HoHoHo, no XD But people who selflessly give, just for the sake of kindness within their own heart? Yes, of course.
096. Magic: Depends on your definition >.>
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is There One Person You Wanna Be With, Right Now: amenthor so much so ;.;
098. Are You Seriously Happy With Where You Are, In Life: I will be once I get my wolf back v.v Then, yes, I'll be happy, both job-wise and domestically <3
099. Do You Believe In God: I believe the idea that stuff just kinda started existing doesn't make sense to me. I believe there's something out there that goes beyond our understanding. No clue if it's God or Zeus or Allah or Ding-a-ling-a-doo-dong, but... something....
100. Post as 100 Truths and Tag People: If you read this, would be fun if you linked me to your own :3
001. Real Name: Laura
002. Nickname[s]: Munchkin, Munchy, Nite, Nitetigrezz, Leah, Shorty, ShortShit XD
003. Zodiac Sign: Taurus bay-bay. The only thing that beats our laziness is our loyalty and stubborness XD
004. Male or Female: Female, last time I checked.
005. Nursery: Pilgrim Lutheran Church and School. Yeah, laugh it up. I got an advanced education either way since I was there through the second grade xp
006. Primary School: PLC&S as well as Joan F. Sparkman Elementary School, and for middle school Temecula Middle School.
007. Secondary School: Calaveras High and West Point Alt (it... wasn't a very happy time in my life x.x)
008. Hair Colour: It can't seem to decide XD From a distance though it looks somewhere between blond and brown xp
009. Long or Short: Growing out! It's almost down to my elbows now :D
010. Loud or Quiet: Introvert who enjoys occasional bursts of being extrovert XD
011. Sweats or Jeans: Depends. Day to day outside wear, jeans. Feeling sick or really cold and in my own home, jeans.
012. Phone or Camera: Phone, unless it's a special trip. Camera takes better quality pictures xp
013. Health Freak: No, but working on it!
014. Drink or Smoke: Never smoked and drink even less than I used to o.o
015. Do You Have A Crush On Someone: Does amenthor count? XD
016. Political Orientation: Independent, though I vote based on the individual than the party since the parties don't really mean jack anymore in the states x.x
017. Piercings: Just my ears. I know, how boring xp
018. Tattoos: Behind my left shoulder. The =^.^= symbol with my initials worked into it, so it looks all fancy and stuff, but it was still a very simple design in case I panicked and couldn't handle the pain for very long. Turns out it wasn't near as bad as I expected, but still really like it.
HAVE YOU EVER [BEEN IN]:
19. Airplane: Yes.
020. Car Accident: A couple of times. Nothing bad, just isn't smart to ice skate with a car x.x
021. Fist Fight: Not unless you include sparring matches.
FIRSTS:
022. First Piercing: Ears, when I was liiiiiiiiiiiiiittle.
023. First Best Friend: Oh lordy... umm, first one I remember would be... Megan? Though she's not someone I'd call a real friend x.x First real friend would either be Josh Roque or Liz Ramos.
024. First Instrument Played: The funky percussion instruments they have you play in preschool.
025. First Award: Graduating Kindergarten xp
026. First Crush: OMG... Jimmy Hope, son of our second grade teacher XD I thought he was soooo cute xp
027. First Language: American.
028. First Big Vacation: First one I can remember would be Disneyland in San Diego.
LASTS:
029. Last Person You Talked To: My ma.
030. Last Person You Texted: amenthor
031. Last Person You Watched: I... don't remember the name of the artist, and I'm too lazy to look x.x Great artwork though!
032. Last Food You Ate: Blue corn tortilla chips :3
033. Last Movie You Watched: DR. WHO: DAY OF THE DOCTOR!!! I so fangasmed over it XD
034. Last Song You Listened To: Wake Me Up by Avicii <3
035. Last Thing You Bought: A 2 liter bottle of Mug rootbeer for my Ma xp
036. Last Person You Hugged: My dad.
FAVES:
037. Food: Depends on my mood. Fruit's always a great failsafe though XD Or dark chocolate o.o Though I've been craving fruit more lately, tbh.
038. Drinks: Cranberry juice (soooo good), tea iced or hot is always great, v8 is always good, or Aloe Juice with bits of aloe. Oooh, or the chocolate milks with protein in them, or the protein shake concoctions amenthor used to make. Wow, I'm starting to sound more like a health freak x.x For alcoholic, Angry Orchid hard cider, specifically Elderflower. Godfathers are lovely with the right brand, and amenthor's special punch XD
039. Clothing: V-neck shirts or comfortable low-neck blouses since I don't like having things near my throat usually; it takes a special sort of t-shirt for me to actually wear it. Comfortable jeans, sneakers or my boots. Summer lends to comfortable sun dresses or shorts and sandals. Love sandals.
040. Book: Name of the Wind by Patrick Rothfuss, hands down. Also enjoy Game of Thrones series, Codex Alera series, Black Jewel trilogy, Children of Chaos trilogy, and the Night Angel series. That's all I can think of off the top of my head x.x
041. Color: Still not sure, even after four or five years XD If I had to choose though, Indigo, Teal, Dark Teal, that peach/flesh color tone, maroon, and deep dark midnight blue.
042. Flower: Lilies of different sorts, Morning Glory, Baby's Breath, Protea (King), Buttercups, and various other ones >.<
043. Music: Depends on my mood. Right now enjoying Lindsey Stirling, Rise Against, and Fun.
044. Movies: There isn't a genre I can't find a movie I like. Completely depends on my mood xp
046. Subjects: In what? Back in school? Hated math though I was really great at it, loved english though my perfectionism made it painful, and science was always interesting. Hated history until my US History teacher actually made it fun.
IN THE PAST YEAR I ...
047. [x] Kissed In The Rain
048. [ ] Celebrated Halloween
049. [ ] Had Your Heart Broken
050. [x] Went Over the Minutes on Your Cell Phone
051. [ ] Someone Questioned Your Sexual Orientation
052. [ ] Came Outta the Closet
053. [ ] Gotten Pregnant
054. [ ] Had an Abortion
055. [ ] Done something you've Regretted
056. [x] Broke a Promise
057. [x] Kept a Secret
058. [x] Pretended To Be Happy
059. [x] Met Someone Who Changed Your Life.
060. [x] Pretended To Be Sick
061. [ ] Left The Country.
062. [x] Tried something you normally wouldn't like, and liked it.
063. [x] Cried Over The Silliest Thing.
064. [ ] Ran a Mile
065. [ ] Went To the Beach
066. [ ] Stayed Single
CURRENTLY:
067. Eating: Nothing
068. Drinking: Sierra Mist xp It soothes the stomach
069. Getting Ready To: Go to sleep.
070. Listening To: Creepypastas by Mr. Creepypasta on Youtube >.> I'll probably switch to Rhett and Link after this one xp
071. Plans For Tomorrow: Talk with Leet about commissions, hunt down Fidelity so I can get a checkbook from them, talk with amenthor, and call into work about starting again this week.
072. Waiting For: A reply from amenthor though it looks like he fell asleep XD
YOUR FUTURE:
073. Want Kids: Yep, eventually.
074. Want To Get Married: Mmhmm.
075. Careers in Mind: I really don't know at this point.
WHICH IS BETTER ON A BOY+GIRL:
076. Lips or Eyes: Eyes.
077. Shorter or Taller: Taller.
078. Romantic or Spontaneous: Why choose when I can get both from amenthor? <3
079. Nice Stomach or Nice Arms: Stomach. Arms can be built more easily than stomachs can be flattened.
080. Sensitive or Loud: Sensitive.
081. Hook-up Or Relationship: Relationship, all the way. Even better than having a hook-up every day of the week XD
082. Troublemaker or Hesitant: Neither. A guy can be confident in his decisions without constantly getting us into trouble xp
HAVE YOU EVER:
083. Lost Glasses/Contacts: I lose mine all the time XD I'm just glad I find them each time!
084. Ran Away From Home: No, though came damn close to it once when my s-mom threatened to kick me out. I was so sick of empty threats that I finally said screw it and started packing. Long story short, it was a looong time before she used it as a threat again....
085. Held A Weapon, For Self Defense: Yeeeep.
086. Killed Somebody: Not that I know of x.x
087. Broken Someone's Heart: Yes, though not because I wanted to....
088. Been Arrested: Nope.
BELIEVE IN:
090. Yourself: Yeah, thanks a whole lot to amenthor
091. Miracles: Yes, in the non-traditional sense. Small miracles happen everyday, just in the way the five major systems of the human body work so well together. And I'd like to think we make our own miracles.
092. Love at First Sight: Yeeeee- no. Hell no. Lust at first sight? Of course! Infatuation at first sight, why not? But to actually love someone, to truly be in love with who they are, you gotta know, well, who they are. Otherwise you're just falling for their looks x.x
093. Heaven: A form of, yes. Just going to go right out and say I'm Agnostic. I cannot bring myself to believe there's nothing to this world but to be born, to live, and then nothingness. It doesn't feel right in my bones. I won't claim to know what lies beyond though. We'll all find out the truth in the end, so why waste our time on this planet arguing it?
094. Santa Claus: Mr. HoHoHo, no XD But people who selflessly give, just for the sake of kindness within their own heart? Yes, of course.
096. Magic: Depends on your definition >.>
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is There One Person You Wanna Be With, Right Now: amenthor so much so ;.;
098. Are You Seriously Happy With Where You Are, In Life: I will be once I get my wolf back v.v Then, yes, I'll be happy, both job-wise and domestically <3
099. Do You Believe In God: I believe the idea that stuff just kinda started existing doesn't make sense to me. I believe there's something out there that goes beyond our understanding. No clue if it's God or Zeus or Allah or Ding-a-ling-a-doo-dong, but... something....
100. Post as 100 Truths and Tag People: If you read this, would be fun if you linked me to your own :3
The New Rules and Me
Posted 12 years agoEdit: Okay, okay, so thanks to the wonderfully patient carmen I better understand the second of the new rules :3 Not taking this journal down yet though because it has gotten me to really start thinking things over, especially about where to post my writing >.>
So I normally ignore the Announcement banners since they usually don't apply to Watchers or Writers, but something in one of my Watched artists journals got me curious, so for once I read up on them to see how they might apply to me. This one actually affects me rather directly, and has me seriously toying with the idea of going to another site for all my writing commissions. A few of the published writers I had the pleasure to meet at Rainfurrest reassured me of FA's lack of support to writers (yay it's not just me!), even with the FA Writer's Directory. There's just not enough emphasis with so many pretties to look at. Every single one of them highly recommended SoFurry. Though you don't always get the most mature or respectable of critiques (in fact it's very rare to >.>), at least there's more interest, which possibly means more commission potential as well.
With how much more difficult FA decided to make it for those without a large fanbase (though I do have a bunch of wonderful and lovely Watchers for the works I get commissioned, I don't exactly have all that many for my written works x.x), SoFurry is starting to look more and more promising. I'm even considering dusting off my old DA account. It's weird, because I always saw DA as the backwards kid brother to FA who tried but never really lived up to FA, but now it seems for every step 'forward' FA has been making, it draws this site several steps back. On the flip-side, from what I've heard, DA's been doing quite the opposite. While there's still the same level of immaturity evident on DA, the features the owners have been installing have made it a lot easier for artists and commissioners alike.
So I'm still waiting for the dust to settle. One reply I got from a higher-up was rather promising, so it might not be as bad as the writing of the modified rules makes it seem? But we'll see. I still want to look at SF more seriously as a writer, especially now that I know just how much I can get accomplished an hour once I turn off my inner editor >.> I may have failed NaNoWriMo thanks to my neck injury (wasn't able to type for extended periods of time), but at least I learned that much about myself!
Tl;dr
New rules might mean a change of sites for me. Not sure yet. Want to wait and see how the dust settles.
Will be more seriously looking into SF and my blog for my writings.
So I normally ignore the Announcement banners since they usually don't apply to Watchers or Writers, but something in one of my Watched artists journals got me curious, so for once I read up on them to see how they might apply to me. This one actually affects me rather directly, and has me seriously toying with the idea of going to another site for all my writing commissions. A few of the published writers I had the pleasure to meet at Rainfurrest reassured me of FA's lack of support to writers (yay it's not just me!), even with the FA Writer's Directory. There's just not enough emphasis with so many pretties to look at. Every single one of them highly recommended SoFurry. Though you don't always get the most mature or respectable of critiques (in fact it's very rare to >.>), at least there's more interest, which possibly means more commission potential as well.
With how much more difficult FA decided to make it for those without a large fanbase (though I do have a bunch of wonderful and lovely Watchers for the works I get commissioned, I don't exactly have all that many for my written works x.x), SoFurry is starting to look more and more promising. I'm even considering dusting off my old DA account. It's weird, because I always saw DA as the backwards kid brother to FA who tried but never really lived up to FA, but now it seems for every step 'forward' FA has been making, it draws this site several steps back. On the flip-side, from what I've heard, DA's been doing quite the opposite. While there's still the same level of immaturity evident on DA, the features the owners have been installing have made it a lot easier for artists and commissioners alike.
So I'm still waiting for the dust to settle. One reply I got from a higher-up was rather promising, so it might not be as bad as the writing of the modified rules makes it seem? But we'll see. I still want to look at SF more seriously as a writer, especially now that I know just how much I can get accomplished an hour once I turn off my inner editor >.> I may have failed NaNoWriMo thanks to my neck injury (wasn't able to type for extended periods of time), but at least I learned that much about myself!
Tl;dr
New rules might mean a change of sites for me. Not sure yet. Want to wait and see how the dust settles.
Will be more seriously looking into SF and my blog for my writings.
Weight Loss Positive Rant >.>
Posted 12 years agoPlease note: I have nothing against people who use surgery or gastric bands or do what they feel they must to improve their quality of life. This is just all personal opinion, so please don't take this as an attack.
For the many who don't know, I've been struggling with my weight for about five years now. I more or less went from a size 4 waist (granted it was from a very unhealthy state) to a size 16 waist x.x About a year or so ago I had finally had enough with being so unhappy with my body and started taking steps to change it. I began a drastically different diet and actually built a work-out routine. A lot of this was thanks to amenthor helping me every step of the way.
Sadly, thanks to a change of events that eventually had Spirit leaving for the east coast sealing the deal, I dropped a lot of what he and I had built up. I began eating glutens and dairy again, and eventually gave up the ghost on the work-out routine. Of course I began gaining again, but it was a lot slower than I had in the past. At least I noticed that my tastes in food had made a few small but drastic changes. I no longer crave pasta, and even my craving for bread has dropped in huge steps; now it's moreso just convenient for price and on-the-go foodage (for someone who was a HUGE carboholic this is saying a lot o.o). My sweet tooth has shrunk so much that one sweet or chocolate a week or three is enough to cure it. I've had a far higher interest in apples and tangelos and other fruits, and I recently learned that fried fish and fried chicken (so most likely most fried foods) are kinda... well, gross to me these days, heavy with oil and on the stomach. These are just a few of the numerous examples I can think of.
The point is, the diet I went on changed a lot of things for the better for me, and now with this new job, where I'm running around a lot and going down well over 100 flights of stairs every night, I'm noticing that my metabolism is kicking in more and more again. Once more the weight is slowly, so slowly, starting to melt away again. Once more I'm on the right track!
But I couldn't help but to be self conscious quite a few times over during this whole process. I had kinda been tracking a few people on FA who were on the same weight kick, and a few of those managed to drop it off rather quickly and keep it off for a few years now. No real hints or tidbits were given, just - wow look how great I look! soon followed by a bunch of pictures. What was I missing? Where was I going wrong? Was I really the oddball for lacking the self-control needed to get to my goal weight and keep it off? What was wrong with me?
Well, I recently learned that a couple of those people had gone the route of gastric bypass surgery/gastric bands. For those who don't know what that is, click here. Now don't get me wrong. Those who go this route have to have an immense sense of self control after the surgery and there's a high amount of risk involved. I do have a lot of respect for them.
At the same time though, there's a strange sort of personal pride to know that I shouldn't at all be comparing myself to these people. I'm taking the long hard uphill climb, pushing my fat arse up just to get to my goal. I've had to essentially change my lifestyle just to get to where I am. It has its own pay-offs. Those going the other route can get to their goal quickly, but there's always that risk that if they don't stay on the straight and narrow to maintain that goal, they could lose a whole lot more than their target weight >.< Me, I can cheat. I can take care of a craving or go on a small binge, straying from the path, as long as I understand that it's a lot harder to go uphill and back on path than it is going downhill and off course, but not impossible or even improbable as long as I keep my eyes on the prize. I can curb and change my own tastes and habits slowly and overtime, building good habits that I'll Prefer over things that Must be done. And even once I reach that goal, the most I'll be risking by not sticking to it is gaining the weight back, but if I do things right, then by then I'll already have tastes and habits that will support me keeping that goal rather than be detrimental to it. I'm going the all natural way bay-bay. It's a helluva lot slower, and it's going to be a long time before I reach the peak of my personal mountain, but once I get there, I think I'll be able to savor the view so much more, with all necessary safety lines in place should I stumble and fall - which knowing how much of a clutz I am Will be happening more than once XD
So yeah, the progress has been slow, and my goal might still be a long ways off, but it's a great view from where I am so far and I'm going to keep on moving!
For the many who don't know, I've been struggling with my weight for about five years now. I more or less went from a size 4 waist (granted it was from a very unhealthy state) to a size 16 waist x.x About a year or so ago I had finally had enough with being so unhappy with my body and started taking steps to change it. I began a drastically different diet and actually built a work-out routine. A lot of this was thanks to amenthor helping me every step of the way.
Sadly, thanks to a change of events that eventually had Spirit leaving for the east coast sealing the deal, I dropped a lot of what he and I had built up. I began eating glutens and dairy again, and eventually gave up the ghost on the work-out routine. Of course I began gaining again, but it was a lot slower than I had in the past. At least I noticed that my tastes in food had made a few small but drastic changes. I no longer crave pasta, and even my craving for bread has dropped in huge steps; now it's moreso just convenient for price and on-the-go foodage (for someone who was a HUGE carboholic this is saying a lot o.o). My sweet tooth has shrunk so much that one sweet or chocolate a week or three is enough to cure it. I've had a far higher interest in apples and tangelos and other fruits, and I recently learned that fried fish and fried chicken (so most likely most fried foods) are kinda... well, gross to me these days, heavy with oil and on the stomach. These are just a few of the numerous examples I can think of.
The point is, the diet I went on changed a lot of things for the better for me, and now with this new job, where I'm running around a lot and going down well over 100 flights of stairs every night, I'm noticing that my metabolism is kicking in more and more again. Once more the weight is slowly, so slowly, starting to melt away again. Once more I'm on the right track!
But I couldn't help but to be self conscious quite a few times over during this whole process. I had kinda been tracking a few people on FA who were on the same weight kick, and a few of those managed to drop it off rather quickly and keep it off for a few years now. No real hints or tidbits were given, just - wow look how great I look! soon followed by a bunch of pictures. What was I missing? Where was I going wrong? Was I really the oddball for lacking the self-control needed to get to my goal weight and keep it off? What was wrong with me?
Well, I recently learned that a couple of those people had gone the route of gastric bypass surgery/gastric bands. For those who don't know what that is, click here. Now don't get me wrong. Those who go this route have to have an immense sense of self control after the surgery and there's a high amount of risk involved. I do have a lot of respect for them.
At the same time though, there's a strange sort of personal pride to know that I shouldn't at all be comparing myself to these people. I'm taking the long hard uphill climb, pushing my fat arse up just to get to my goal. I've had to essentially change my lifestyle just to get to where I am. It has its own pay-offs. Those going the other route can get to their goal quickly, but there's always that risk that if they don't stay on the straight and narrow to maintain that goal, they could lose a whole lot more than their target weight >.< Me, I can cheat. I can take care of a craving or go on a small binge, straying from the path, as long as I understand that it's a lot harder to go uphill and back on path than it is going downhill and off course, but not impossible or even improbable as long as I keep my eyes on the prize. I can curb and change my own tastes and habits slowly and overtime, building good habits that I'll Prefer over things that Must be done. And even once I reach that goal, the most I'll be risking by not sticking to it is gaining the weight back, but if I do things right, then by then I'll already have tastes and habits that will support me keeping that goal rather than be detrimental to it. I'm going the all natural way bay-bay. It's a helluva lot slower, and it's going to be a long time before I reach the peak of my personal mountain, but once I get there, I think I'll be able to savor the view so much more, with all necessary safety lines in place should I stumble and fall - which knowing how much of a clutz I am Will be happening more than once XD
So yeah, the progress has been slow, and my goal might still be a long ways off, but it's a great view from where I am so far and I'm going to keep on moving!
Halp! Slots Open!
Posted 12 years agoI want to get Spirit something special for Christmas, but since I've had to take most of this month off without pay (stupid neck injury x.x) I'm going to be hurting for money >.< I had promised myself I wouldn't be opening up more commissions until I at least got some of the others done, but to be perfectly honest I'm hungering for some new material x.x Also since NaNoWriMo essentially fell through the cracks, I've gotta do something to get myself back on the horse, even if it's NOT working on a novel >.> Which means as soon as I accept a slot, I'll be working on it right away.
So I'll be opening up enough slots to cover what I need, which means you can choose exactly how many words you want in it ranging between 100 and 5000:3 Theme and rating can pretty much be anything you want, with however many characters you want. Slots will cost $5 for every 500 words (rounded up, $5 minimum) though if I go over the originally requested amount without being specifically given the leeway, no extra charge. Payment will be requested after I'm done with the first dog draft. These are NOT first come first serve. I want to knock these out starting today, but if the theme has zero motivation for me, I'm not going to try to full myself and wind up pulling teeth to get a piece done xp
IF INTERESTED and you have the funds, please reply below with the form filled out. Further questions might be asked to make certain I get you the story you want, but this will at least give me an idea of what you're looking for. The magic words are "Words are friends, not food." Slot will be open until I reach the word count/amount I need. Depending on the amount of interest, I might work to get some Thanksgiving funds so that I can have at least some sort of Thanksgiving here x.x Thank you everyone for your interest and have a great day :3
Name of character(s) and any picture refs:
Theme of story/basic idea:
Rating:
Word count desired:
Have you read my TOS: (located in journal footer)
Have you read my Not There Yet: (located in journal footer. PLEASE NOTE: exceptions might be made. I'm in a weird mood >.>)
Say the Magic Words!:
Slots
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So I'll be opening up enough slots to cover what I need, which means you can choose exactly how many words you want in it ranging between 100 and 5000:3 Theme and rating can pretty much be anything you want, with however many characters you want. Slots will cost $5 for every 500 words (rounded up, $5 minimum) though if I go over the originally requested amount without being specifically given the leeway, no extra charge. Payment will be requested after I'm done with the first dog draft. These are NOT first come first serve. I want to knock these out starting today, but if the theme has zero motivation for me, I'm not going to try to full myself and wind up pulling teeth to get a piece done xp
IF INTERESTED and you have the funds, please reply below with the form filled out. Further questions might be asked to make certain I get you the story you want, but this will at least give me an idea of what you're looking for. The magic words are "Words are friends, not food." Slot will be open until I reach the word count/amount I need. Depending on the amount of interest, I might work to get some Thanksgiving funds so that I can have at least some sort of Thanksgiving here x.x Thank you everyone for your interest and have a great day :3
Name of character(s) and any picture refs:
Theme of story/basic idea:
Rating:
Word count desired:
Have you read my TOS: (located in journal footer)
Have you read my Not There Yet: (located in journal footer. PLEASE NOTE: exceptions might be made. I'm in a weird mood >.>)
Say the Magic Words!:
Slots
1.
2.
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Holiday Wish List
Posted 12 years agoIt's that time of year again! Not even Thanksgiving yet, but got nothing better to do right now >.>
~Step 1~
Make a post in your journal containing your list of 10 holiday wishes. The wishes can be anything at all, from simple to really big. The important thing is, make sure these wishes are things you really, truly want.
If you wish for real-life things, make sure you include some sort of contact info in your post, whether it's your address or just your email address where folks could get in touch with you.
~Step 2~
Surf around other lists to see who has posted their list. If you see a wish you can grant, and it's in your heart to do so, make someone's wish come true. Sometimes someone's trash is another's treasure, and if you have a leather jacket you don't want or a gift certificate you won't use--or even know where you could get someone's dream for free--do it. You needn't spend money on these wishes unless you want to. The point isn't to put people out, it's to provide everyone a chance to be someone else's holiday elf--to spread the joy. Gifts can be made anonymously or not--it's your call. There are no rules with this project, no guarantees, and no strings attached. Just...wish, and it might come true. Give, and you might receive. And you'll have the joy of knowing you made someone's holiday special!
POST A LINK TO YOUR JOURNAL IF YOU HAVE ONE!
~Step 3~
The List:
1. To visit Spirit in New England for the holidays (holiday tickets COST though v.v).
2. To have Spirit visit me >.>
3. Artwork of any of my main characters :3 Just ask if interested! Also, matching icons for Spirit and me would be so win >.>
4. Ref sheets for some of my favorite characters, including Eos >.<
5. A line of refs for the 9 different tribes of my kitsune.
6. The chance to get gifts for all my friends.
7. A stream with a very, very patient artist for Spirit and me XD
8. Art lessons for Spirit and me (I miss drawing things I'm actually proud of x.x).
9. Guitar lessons for my dad, Spirit and me.
10. Massages/pampering for my parents, Spirit and me.
10.5. A cure to cancers xp
So yep, that's about it xp Please remember to post your own lists when you get them going so they can be shared here! Maybe we can all help each other in some way :3
Love and hugs!
~Step 1~
Make a post in your journal containing your list of 10 holiday wishes. The wishes can be anything at all, from simple to really big. The important thing is, make sure these wishes are things you really, truly want.
If you wish for real-life things, make sure you include some sort of contact info in your post, whether it's your address or just your email address where folks could get in touch with you.
~Step 2~
Surf around other lists to see who has posted their list. If you see a wish you can grant, and it's in your heart to do so, make someone's wish come true. Sometimes someone's trash is another's treasure, and if you have a leather jacket you don't want or a gift certificate you won't use--or even know where you could get someone's dream for free--do it. You needn't spend money on these wishes unless you want to. The point isn't to put people out, it's to provide everyone a chance to be someone else's holiday elf--to spread the joy. Gifts can be made anonymously or not--it's your call. There are no rules with this project, no guarantees, and no strings attached. Just...wish, and it might come true. Give, and you might receive. And you'll have the joy of knowing you made someone's holiday special!
POST A LINK TO YOUR JOURNAL IF YOU HAVE ONE!
~Step 3~
The List:
1. To visit Spirit in New England for the holidays (holiday tickets COST though v.v).
2. To have Spirit visit me >.>
3. Artwork of any of my main characters :3 Just ask if interested! Also, matching icons for Spirit and me would be so win >.>
4. Ref sheets for some of my favorite characters, including Eos >.<
5. A line of refs for the 9 different tribes of my kitsune.
6. The chance to get gifts for all my friends.
7. A stream with a very, very patient artist for Spirit and me XD
8. Art lessons for Spirit and me (I miss drawing things I'm actually proud of x.x).
9. Guitar lessons for my dad, Spirit and me.
10. Massages/pampering for my parents, Spirit and me.
10.5. A cure to cancers xp
So yep, that's about it xp Please remember to post your own lists when you get them going so they can be shared here! Maybe we can all help each other in some way :3
Love and hugs!
Last Call and Head's Up
Posted 12 years agoThis is a Last Call to get in on the Christmas Party here: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5223150/
Please be sure to post your refs on that journal if interested :3
Also for those who don't know, I'm currently dealing with a really serious neck injury right now x.x I have been since Tuesday. Funny enough, after a CAT scan, a spinal tap, and pain pills, one appointment with a chiropractor has managed to do more than any of the doctors I've seen so far x.x Just shows sometimes it pays to say screw it and take matters in your own hands. It's going to be about another week before I'm up to par again though x.x But I'm getting closer!
P.S.
I've said it once and I'll say it again: pain is freaking exhausting >.<
Please be sure to post your refs on that journal if interested :3
Also for those who don't know, I'm currently dealing with a really serious neck injury right now x.x I have been since Tuesday. Funny enough, after a CAT scan, a spinal tap, and pain pills, one appointment with a chiropractor has managed to do more than any of the doctors I've seen so far x.x Just shows sometimes it pays to say screw it and take matters in your own hands. It's going to be about another week before I'm up to par again though x.x But I'm getting closer!
P.S.
I've said it once and I'll say it again: pain is freaking exhausting >.<
25 Days of Christmas
Posted 12 years agoWell that plan went down the crapper (almost). I had forgotten about this though x.x
I'm looking for 6 or 7 others who are willing to be in a picture of a Christmas party with me :3 It'll cost $10 to get in on this (yes, she's getting a $5 tip xp) and money will be due BEFORE Dec 1st, since all money must be in by Dec 1st. Here's the journal proper: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5221591/
I would loooove to get in on Christmas day and a couple of others too, but I dun wanna dig myself into a hole >.<
Anyway, NOT first come first serve. Gonna be picky with this xp I'll check back at the end of my week-long hiatus to see who has replied. Thanks!
I'm looking for 6 or 7 others who are willing to be in a picture of a Christmas party with me :3 It'll cost $10 to get in on this (yes, she's getting a $5 tip xp) and money will be due BEFORE Dec 1st, since all money must be in by Dec 1st. Here's the journal proper: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5221591/
I would loooove to get in on Christmas day and a couple of others too, but I dun wanna dig myself into a hole >.<
Anyway, NOT first come first serve. Gonna be picky with this xp I'll check back at the end of my week-long hiatus to see who has replied. Thanks!
One week Hiatus
Posted 12 years agoNeed to focus on writing and getting my sleeping schedule switched around. Will still be checking this account for important notes, but only other times I'll be hopping online is for Pandora, Netflix, and my Spirit, and maybe a hello on skype :3
Love and hugs! See you in a week!
Love and hugs! See you in a week!
A Small Lesson From the Munch - "I think" vs "It is"
Posted 12 years agoA small lesson in etiquette so many people seem to have forgotten over the years. This can save you from a lot of headaches and arguments in the future.
When stating an opinion, it is unwise to state it as a fact. Examples of this are "This is a useless journal," "This person sucks," and extends even to the positive remarks such as "You are the most talented writer ever!" By stating an opinion as a fact, it tends to put others who disagree with you on the defensive. Another might believe the journal is very helpful, that the person is actually very sweet, or that there are far more talented writers out there. By stating your opinion as a fact, you carry the message that anyone else who might disagree is automatically wrong, and essentially strip away their right to their own opinion. Whether this is your intention or not doesn't help the fact that it is the message your words carry.
There is a very simple solution to this that can be worded in so very many ways. All you need to do to keep people from going so much on the defensive is simply add "I think," "I feel," "I believe," "From what I can see/hear/read," "In my opinion," or "It seems." Though there will still be others who disagree, most will still feel like you understand they have a right to their opinion.
This has been a small lesson in the power of wording. If you find this lesson helpful, then please be so kind as to start applying it to your day to day life. If you think this journal has been a big waste of time, then simply hit the back button and move on.
Thank you, and have a pleasant day.
When stating an opinion, it is unwise to state it as a fact. Examples of this are "This is a useless journal," "This person sucks," and extends even to the positive remarks such as "You are the most talented writer ever!" By stating an opinion as a fact, it tends to put others who disagree with you on the defensive. Another might believe the journal is very helpful, that the person is actually very sweet, or that there are far more talented writers out there. By stating your opinion as a fact, you carry the message that anyone else who might disagree is automatically wrong, and essentially strip away their right to their own opinion. Whether this is your intention or not doesn't help the fact that it is the message your words carry.
There is a very simple solution to this that can be worded in so very many ways. All you need to do to keep people from going so much on the defensive is simply add "I think," "I feel," "I believe," "From what I can see/hear/read," "In my opinion," or "It seems." Though there will still be others who disagree, most will still feel like you understand they have a right to their opinion.
This has been a small lesson in the power of wording. If you find this lesson helpful, then please be so kind as to start applying it to your day to day life. If you think this journal has been a big waste of time, then simply hit the back button and move on.
Thank you, and have a pleasant day.
Happy Hallows Eve!!!
Posted 12 years agoSince my day starts now, I'd like to wish everyone a very happy and very safe Halloween! Even if you don't celebrate, grab yourself some candy and see a good horror movie :3
Expect a batch of submissions to my art account when I get home in ten hours xp also be sure to keep your eyes open here for a creepypasta or two, and maybe even a very special comic that an amazing artist and I might be collaborating on!
Alright, be safe you freaks!
Expect a batch of submissions to my art account when I get home in ten hours xp also be sure to keep your eyes open here for a creepypasta or two, and maybe even a very special comic that an amazing artist and I might be collaborating on!
Alright, be safe you freaks!
