http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3828680/

Now this journal hit me especially hard, yesterday I had to bury my lil puppy who was put to sleep after suffering from parvo. It was horrible, the first day she was fine...then she started puking alot...which we thought was a stomach virus till we smelled her...and it smelled like she was dying...we tried pepto bisomol but it did not do any good...the next day she was passing blood...mom and I both knew it was gonna get worse...we had no choice afterwards..we had to have her put down. When she was in the room she was puking harder than she had before. She made the most horrible sound when she did. The doctor quickly gave her the shot and she stopped suffering after that. We both were crying through the whole thing. She was the sweetest little puppy. When we got back...I had to dig her grave and it was hard both emotionally and physically but it was done. I still miss her. I still miss how fluffy she was. She was much to young to die. Anyway as I said this journal hit me hard and I did not want anyone else to suffer. So please, if you have a word or if you can donate, please do.

had to go out of state for a while, sorry for not informing ya'll but I am ok so I'll be back maybe wednesday hopefully. Anywho how be you all? As for the contest I will start on it soon.

and they are by random drawing...the winners are....

 Armiandillo

 shadecerule

 T-man101

 Andreipok

 Fox-Rox

 hypercloudstrife

 willing_prey94

 foxgamer01

to the rest of you who played thank you...it was a very close game and rounding is hard...I hate math. Anyway. Thanks for playing and if I catch anyone gloating or such...you are off the list.

This time it is on two pic peices, the theme is a giant chess board. I got two chess masters. Rho will be one of them, the other  timid-wolf on the other. The actual contest however is where your character plays as a chesspeice. I will select 8 people, 4 on one side and 4 on the other. Simple as that. You do not get to pic your own weapons or costumes though because your character is playing a part so pic wisley. Also I do ask that no more than two pick the same role. Also fun fact, you will be micros so yeah fun!^^

Now then the rules....

You need to pick a number between 1-500 which will be randomly picked by a randomizer thingy. You all have till friday to comply. The rest of your regestration is self explanatory.

Character's name: (goes here)
Peice being played as: (goes here too)
Journal: (yeah, that also goes here)
your number:(is it obvious?)

so to all of you...good luck!

Well the proceedure was not as bad as I thought it would be...butt is still numb but tommorow may prove diffrently. It was...weird...numbing burnned a litte at first but it went down like dilluting in water...and then the doc put the drill needle in, he had to push down on that thing to get it into the bone...I didn't feel a thing...that was until they started to get the marrow blood out...it felt weird...like a pulling motion...it was a strange pressure...didn't care for it but I could stand it. Then it was over. Nurse said she'd actually get biker men that cried like a baby. whether that is true or not is yet to be known but I did think it was funny imagining a tough bearded biker crying for his mama. But as of now I am ok...tommorow who knows. The results will take two weeks so I can wait. Anyway I thank all who supported me and their prayers. You guys rock!

first off, today I am going to have a bone marrow exam to test my white cell count which according to the blood tests have been low. And I am gonna be hurt'n afterward. But any prayers and concerns are appreciated. And possibly gonna be going to north carolina soon so yeah. Gonna miss you guys.

For the viewers I have who know about the Lhi'aans...I have been stumped with an idea for the name of the series I want to work on so much. So if any of you have suggestions, please give a name idea.

after the ooo's and aaaah's, after the cookouts, after the themesongs we sing about our country...have you ever thought for a moment how much was put into this nation? When on one day, men and women were tired of oppression, tired of living according to one's ideals instead of their own. To live where it was the king who made the laws instead of the people. And so men and women sacrificed that this nation could be born and the old ways went into new. Where every voice of the people were heard, every person had a right to be free and that we could have life, liberty and the pursuit of happiness. Years later that legacy carrys on in many wars where they would want nothing more than to see the united divided, the freed in bondage, and the rights shattered into a million peices. And yet we sent out men and women abroad where they fought and died that their family and the families of others could sleep safe in their beds, that we can still have that freedom we love so much and that come whatever may, we would still wake up each morning to be that free nation. That carries on today as men an women are sent abroad to keep their children safe. To keep the country they love free, and to have the flag waving in the breeze that we still show we are a free nation. And at the end of the day, when we look back, we can remeber and we can be thankful that we are still free. And so long as the people stand and so long as we stand up for what is right, even if in our own nation wants to tear that nation assunder, let it be known that we will not let it go without fighting for it. Let it be that we continue to be the United states of America that we know, remeber and love and that it shall stay that way so long as there are thoes that will fight for that freedom we all know and love.

It's been a month or so since there has been rain...right now the grass is all brown and crunchy, there has not been a day this week that it has not been under 100 in the daytime. So now there is clouds and there is thunder...so when there's smoke there's fire...though I mean that in the proverbial sense...even if it could be literal for some places and it may come here if there is no rain. And yes I am praying for rain. And who's to say some native americans are doing a rain dance lol. I mean we are on a drought so the rain is welcome and usually I dread rain but now...now I want it. I actually miss mowing the grass. Anyway hope you all are OK and hope you guys are getting rain or at least getting it soon. Hope ya'll take care.

http://sfw.furaffinity.net/journal/3535972/

Dis lil lady is doing some clean, waist up pics...ya better hurry cause once this train leaves..it ain't coming back to the station.

Ok so for all of you out there, here is a meme about the addiction to technology. Lets see what the damage is. Simply check the boxes shown as they apply to you, multiply times two and see how high it gets.

[] You can't go more than ten minutes without texting, talking or using the internet.
[] Your idea of a good time is in front of a screen with games, chating or TV.
[] Being away from tech makes you feel nervous or anxious or just plain sick
[] you have to have music in order to do work.
[] you fear net outages or worse..power outages
[] most of your day is with technology
[] you go hours without food, water or sleep being in front of a computer
[] you prefer text or phone instead of talking to someone face to face
[] You financially put your internet and phone bills on the top of the list
[] You use the internet to get all of your information instead of books.
[] You wear glasses because you stare at the screen for long periods of time
[] You hang out at the internet caffe most of the time
[] Most of your friends you have never met in real life
[] you are constantly upgrading
[] most of your non grocery shoping is online
[] most of your frustration and stress is over your electronics
[] your partents have asked you to get off several times because it is late and you sneak on anyway.
[] being grounded from the comp or other technology is the worst punishment for you.
[] parental contols are put on your comp to set time restrictions because you stay up so late.
[] you use the net when you should be working or studying.
[] you hog the net and keep everyone else away from the comp.
[] your real self is diffrent from the internet self
[] you lie about many things on the net
[] most of your music was downloaded.
[] you feel like you die if your comp dies.
[] your lover is someone you never met in real life
[] all your games are online or played online
[] you are either really frail or really fat from staying online and your eating habits
multiply and see what you get
[] you skimp out on chores being on the net
[] you keep away from actual society and don't talk with people in rl
[] you pay your bills on the web
[] your sleeping place is the computer chair
2-10 You would be amish if it were not for the fact that you still drive and use electronics

12-20 Ok so you use the net but you are rather healthy...I think.

22-30 You have a major problem...you may need rehab

32-40 My gosh...what have you done with your life? Get a life man!

42-50 Technoholic...I think if you keep this up you will be an organic component to the computer itself...

The beta version on FA was alot like this...gotta say it is kinda boring...oh well...mowed the grass earlier...I'm sleepy...I know random but eh...just saying.

Should I show the current progress on the picture. It's not done but I got three characters done so far, that does not include the villian in the picture, also if anyone has their character not done yet, would you like to discuss whats going on, if I get a bunch of yes's then..well yeah...just wanting to know cause I wanna get a heads up and whatnot.

thing was over...looks like another dud...no fireworks here tonight people...now on a lighter note, wanna remind you all that tommorow is momma's day, so show her ya love her, do something nice for her, give her something or do something for her, heck make a nice card, you all are artists lol.

Who wants their character as a ref? Well you just may get your chance so come on down. http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3358086/

Yes I am back and I am here ta stay, got a new norton which was very affordable so I be happeh. So gonna also work more on the tron pic. Cheerio and all that..*puts on a fancy hat of sophistication, opens up an umbrella, flies off into the air like merry poppins and then flies up into the open door of the tardis while it's flying and goes off with the doctor for another fun adventure because I cool like dat..oh and the Beatles are in the Tardis*

first off, gonna be gone a few days cause my norton will be expired until I get a new one. So until then I will see about your pics and stuff for the contest. Also my friend  forerunner777 has been sent to an asylum for treatment. I ask that you all pray for him. He needs your prayers. Also got stuff I gotta do so pray they go well as well. I'll see ya'll soon. Also do not respond to this journal I got plenty of stuff as it is. But do pass the message of my friend on.

The numbers picked are now in place from an anonymous person aiding in the numbers to remain impartial. The Numbers are...

364
579
817
183


Winners

 Thwaitesy
 JimRaynor134
 Icewerewolf
 HyperCloudStrife

Thank you all for attending and to all that did not win, don't be sad, there are going to be more contests. To thoes that won, be kind and don't gloat, they had as much chance of winning as you, if anyone does gloat...I will personally pick someone else.

Anywho I will work on it soon.

This is the final call for entering, enter the contest now before I announce the drawing. Now for the drawing rules. To ensure that I am impartial to anyone in this, I will assign someone to do the drawing for me, the numbers will be assured not to be too close within eacheother, I will then round off to the nearst number close to it. The number closest to the rounding will then be the winner, there will be four numbers. If you win, don't gloat or make yourself proud or mean to others and if you loose don't whine or beg me to reconcider or say I was not fair. so please do hurry.

Contest ends tommorow, better enter now while you can and get others, tommorow I will pick two numbers, thoes closest to those numbers will get drawn. Also the bad news...I have only have 8 days left on my antivirus so it means I might not be on the web a while or at least until I install the new antiviral software. In the meantime I will get to thoes pics. Anywho I do ask that you hurry and just so you don't forget, here is the journal again.

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3387723/

This guy is doing musical requests, better hurry, slots go fast. http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/...../#cid:25943445

Greetings programs. I have an epic contest in a tron pic to celebrate the upcoming Tron Uprising. The idea is simple. Choose 4 characters fighting some of Clu's programs. I have a background set. Here is how it is going to work. I am going to set up a lottery and make a random number between 1 and 1000, I will select only 4 people closest to that number. To enter send in a ref, your program tronified colors (what color circuitry) your pimpage, and your number. The contest ends in 1 week so please hurry. Also this is a clean work so any yiff or nudity will not be tolerated, also you must have a clean ref or you are out. Also for fun if you pick red, orange or a very bright yellow green or whatever it is, you get to be an enemy. All other colors are whatever you want them to be, you also get to pick your own weapon and no there is no room for light cycles. So Good luck.

Also the Recognizer in the background is done by  judgement_86 (mostly, I put the rest together but he did most of it.)


Ref:
Color of circuitry:
primary color of body: (black or white)
Weapon: (disk, sword, staff, or even custom)
Tron name (optional change to a name that sounds like Tron)
Pimpage:
Number:(1-1000)

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It is because it is a day of redemption, salvation, freedom and renewal.

over 2000 years ago, A man who was in fact perfectly pure goodness and love and loved the people of this world of every race and of every nation and of every generation both then and now,and both good and bad so much that he allowed himself to be mocked, persecuted, beaten severely to the point of near death, wore a painful crown of thorns that peice his head and then to carry a heavy cross up a hill and then to have three large nails to be hammered into his hands and feet,and hung there to bleed and die for our love. This man was Jesus, the prophesized messiah from the ancient texts that fortold his comming and what he was to do. The son of the One true God and was in fact God himself in the form of man for the reason to teach and prepare us, to tell us that he knows what we are feeling because he was a man like us so he would know first hand how we were and to set an example for us to follow and taught us the way to heaven and God's will and did wonders and signs by healing the sick, the physically and mentally handicapped and the possessed by demons and devils. And then to die the painful death so that his perfect record, his forgiveness and his mercy would be free and open. And then three days later, like he told the people he would do, he came back to life. With just three rusty nails and two planks of wood, he built a bridge to heaven. It is large enough to span hell's raging fury. A path that we can apply ourselves. This path is straight and narrow but it is the only way. Hell has many paths, broad is the path and broad the gate of destruction. Hell's path is easy and it is easy to get on. Heaven is just as easy to get on, but we must stay on it...and there is only one way. beleive that jesus died for your sins and that he is your king. Beleive in him that he is God's chosen son and that he died on the cross for your sins, do as he says in his word, strive not to sin and repent to him fully if you do. That is the only way you can get into heaven. Your good deeds can't get you in, nothing in yourself can get you there. Being a Good person cannot get you in either because you will sin, man sins but jesus can take thoes sins away. Only with christ can heaven be acheived. All other ways enter in to hell. But if you do all these then you will reach heaven. There is a sad fact that many will go to hell because they do not listen, nor beleive, nor think they are doing wrong or they can make their own way or their own heaven for that matter. But nothing in this world, not money, nor acclaim, nor good works can get you in. Just doing as christ says. and here is what christ said

"love God with all your body, with all your mind and all your spirit."
"Love everybody as you love yourself"

To make it clear.

Love God and make him the most important thing in your life, more important than family, friends,your job, college,your possessions, everything you hold dear is to be below your love for God and you will be willing to server him at very moment and opprotunity

Love everybody, thoes you like, thoes you don't like, who are pretty, who are ugly, who love you and who hate you, who you know and don't know. Every person around you you are to love without spite. You are to forgive them always, you are not to judge them at all. You are to be willing to help and ask nothing in return. You are never to do wrong by anyone nor lie because sin is sin, every sin that there is, every wrong no matter what is the same to God, lying is just the same as murdering as the same as raping as the same as stealing and so on. So do not sin because sin is your choice to separate from God...and hell is in definition as separated from God forever. What you sow on earth, you reap after you die. But if you repent to christ and admit you were wrong. He is just to forgive you and forget you ever did anything wrong and you have a perfect slate. And you must stive to keep it that way. And remeber as I meantioned earlier, if you do sin again, you can go right back and repent. This does not mean intend to sin or it is not fully repenting because God knows your heart and knows your intent.

And when becoming a christian or repenting, here is how you pray though I encourage you to use your own words.

"Dear Jesus, I am sorry I sinned and done wrong on you, I admit I am a sinner and what I have done is wrong. I ask you now lord to forgive me and let me serve you as you intended me to and help me do what I need to do for you that I will not sin again. Please come into my life and guide me so that I can help myself and others to you. In jesus name I pray. Amen."

Remeber that jesus loves you, no matter who you are or what you have done. You are precious to him and he wants you to be with him and to one day go to heaven. But that choice lies with you. Hell is real but it is only there for thoes who do not choose redemtion and salvation. It is a free gift that jesus gives for as many times as you need it. He is a loving and just God and he will give you every need. But choose him today, because you are not garrentee a tommorow, an hour or another minute. God bless you and if you have any questions please ask and I will answer them to the best that I can.

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3340577/ Better hurry, or your chance is gone, this has slots.

Rules here http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3282187/

For all of thoes who don't really know who jesus is, don't understand, don't see what the big deal is or just simply haven't really cared nor wanted to at the time. This will change your life and give understanding to how it all works. Any questions or comments will be appreciated so long as they are not offensive. The video is intresting and entertaining so it won't make ya bored. Sorry we do not have nachos but you can get some for your own during the presentation. Enjoy!

Cleek dis here

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