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A little early but, I'm happier. AND YOU SHOULD BE TOO!!
Posted 8 years agoIT'S a tad early but this is the day my life got better. About a year ago I was going threw hell and back in a one-sided friendship, aside from the constant fighting, lying and inability to cope with my career choice it always led to a fight, my breaking point was inevitable. I decided to leave the friendship a year ago, and when i realized how toxic and manipulative the friendship was, i felt relived to take my life to where I wanted to go.
Same goes for everyone that follows me here, don't let someone control or fuck with you. If the friendship isn't worth the head or heartache, leave. What's the worse that's gonna happen? In my case, they sent there followers, and loved ones after me. Didn't do anything but ruin a Skype profile. It's not worth it, find friends that are gonna be there for you. That are gonna miss your smile and love it when you message them. It's better for you in the long run, both mentally and physically!
Hell if anyone is having a bad day, just message me. I don't know a ton of people here, but I'm a stranger to most and o don't mind lending an ear. I don't mind listening or talking with someone going threw a rough time, it's something I needed and got and it helps a ton! All you gotta do is send a note saying "hi, I need to talk to someone."
(Granted I work 2 jobs and go to school, just be patient if you do send me a note. I'll reply asap). HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME~~~
Posted 8 years agoIT be my birthmas today, i turn a young 23 X3. My girl jenny was the first gal to show off her present, http://www.furaffinity.net/view/25939210/
looks like she enjoys herself too XD.
Hope everyone has an awesome day!
looks like she enjoys herself too XD.
Hope everyone has an awesome day!
Happy new year everyone! Favorite characters?
Posted 8 years agoMan, this last year was one to remember. All starting from drama and heartbreaks, to finally ending with a couple of family deaths. (Not trying to be depressing but its something im slowly getting used to. )
BUT this last year has been really fun! i met some awesome friends and even more amazing artists, im under my apprenticeship for tattooing which has been a blast, i even made life long friends i hope to keep.
All in all, im happy with everyone sticking with my stories and art thats been posted, this year im going to be posting stories with my artwork, and gonna be more involved this year as im finishing up my apprenticeship.
What was everyones favorite character i posted last year?! im curious whos been getting all the faves and looks! Leona? Rue? suki? lemme know! Happy thanksgiving, family death, and a shout out.
Posted 8 years agoFirst off, Happy thanksgiving all, i hope everyone has an awesome day of eating!
Now to the sad fucking personal bullshit..i found out my grandmother passed away, she was the person to get me into peanuts with snoopy and friends, always had me in her thoughts and gave me my love of pizza. i was wanting to go see her on my birthday which is in a couple months..but i was working two jobs.. and was busy.. so i've been hating life recently, im going to be going too see my other side of the family after blackfriday to see how the funeral went, and to see if theres anything i can do. Granted she was a little over 90, i know everyone cant stay forever, but..i wanted to see her..cant help but feel guilty..
Also, before i end this i want to give another shout out to my good friend 
octacats She's been dealing with the past recent hurricanes still to this day, and im shouting out her Kofi again for donations!
https://ko-fi.com/octacats whatever anyone can do would be appreciated! 
octacatsHey everyone! Consider helping out a good friend of mine!
Posted 8 years agoSo this last few months one of my dear friends went threw hell with not one Hurricane, but two hurricanes. She's been well and managed to attain water and power! but she could still use some help! Please please please, consider donating to her Ko-fi. I'll be doing another journal in the morning to further this.
The user and awesome octacats
https://ko-fi.com/octacats her donation link! And if you could boost this to others that would mean the world to me, and would be helping her out a ton! Character Purge:
Posted 8 years ago[center][b]Im still getting rid of some girls! These girls are looking for good homes and im hoping to start anew at the beginning of the year! Im mainly looking for Money offers but will look at art trades as well!
Characters being sold:
($25) Eve:http://www.furaffinity.net/view/24031516/
($15) Strudal: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/21236221/ http://www.furaffinity.net/view/21236242/
(OTA) Jackie: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/22407126/
Im currently on the fence with Avarie, if anyone would take an interest in her let me know! http://www.furaffinity.net/view/22370621/ [/b][/center]YO, MY SIS IS...
Posted 8 years agoOffers on my tequine
Posted 8 years agoI have decided to re-home my Tequine Atika, Im wanting a better home for her. The reason im rehoming her can be seen in my "THE FATE OF ATIKA Journal". just havent bothered to take care of that wound, so im really wanting her to go to a good home.
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/25184877/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/25184877/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/25184877/MY SIS IS DOING A COLLAB!`
Posted 8 years agoSo my awesome sis 
Lost-paw is doing a collab with her friend to help them out! go check it out!
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/25161880/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/25161880/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/25161880/Character Purge: Part 2
Posted 8 years agoSo going along with my character purge, i've decided to Put up my girls:
Daisy: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/23077411/
Strudal: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/21236221/ http://www.furaffinity.net/view/21236242/
Eve: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/24031516/
Im primarily looking for cash, but i will look at offers for art. Im [b]NOT looking for characters, i will look but im not promising anything. Strudal and eve come with art work but will be sold at a low rate.
Daisy:$30
Strudal:$15
Kayla: 30
Eve:$25
I will be looking at offers for my tequine, http://www.furaffinity.net/view/22506687/ as well since i've been asked about her time and time again, but im looking to get a good offer, if not i will be keeping her. [/b]I'M. BACK.
Posted 8 years agoAfter 6 months of no journals, I've decided to comeback and start doing these. I haven't been the most talkative here because of this, but I've missed shouting out my friends in need or events that I'd like to post. My reasons for not wanting to do these anymore, is because someone gave out my personal contact info(number, telegram, facebook, and skype) and have been sending me a bunch of white nighted messages on a personal matter/relationship. I've been dealing with this since Feburary, and I'm done with it, I dont really care anymore. It sucks that the person i used to trust, miss, and call family would do this, but im not going to deal with being harassed anymore.
TL:DR: I'M BACK, and past reasons suck.
In sight of me doing this, I'm going to be going through a major character purge. I don't need many of my characters anymore and I'm wanting to trade or sell most of them! My Last Journal.
Posted 8 years agoOk. So this is my last journal. Apparently, im not allowed to talk about me stresses, or ask for opinions, or even shout people out for having issues or i that i really love having around and wanna give them some love.
So, i'll still be here, but im never posting journals anymore. i might be transitioning to another account (maybe), im going to be disabling my notes after i finish the artwork i need to do still. Im just done. Im trying to be happy and with all this stuff im getting hate for over nothing is draining, im done.The Fate of Atika, the tequine.
Posted 8 years agoSo i posted my tequine to see if anyone would be interested in buying her, and haha, because she is a tequine, she did get a ton of offers.
i had a ton of stuff planned for her, unfortunatly those plans were ruined and now she emits horrid memories. I initially thought selling her would be a good,but i did spend a good chunk of time putting her story together and planned to use her.
It wasnt until my Best friend, 
iiibellachan talked about why i was mad, and sad, and pissed. And she's convinced me to keep her. Really, my best friend has always been there for me, and i cant thank her enough for making me feel better :3. Im following through with my plans for her, and im wanting to make better, if not more reasons to be happy and better memories.
thank you to all whom were interested, i do apologize, but im going to be keeping her. She's more than welcome to be apart of your lives too, we can discuss getting art together with Atika. 
iiibellachanHappy Birthday,
Posted 8 years agoOk, so its not my birthday. Its actually my girl Nicole's birthday. https://www.furaffinity.net/view/22592034/ , now before i hear, SHES ONLY BEEN UP FOR A MONTH!~~~
if you follow me, i've had several horse characters all named Nicole. Nicole i made around 2006, when i was barely 11. Anyone that knows my sob story in middle school, would know i didnt have friends growing up. I would hurt myself often, and when i did, i drew Nicole with scars. Eventually she had so many scars, i hated what i was doing to myself, and i stopped. She still holds a ton of scars, but its ok. She is everything i wanted in a friend and a character, She's actually older than Leona whom was made in 2007. And is unofficially my first character and friend ever.
So before work, im going to be getting some cake to enjoy. Her favorite is carrot cake so im going to be searching for a bakery that sells that. Not a big fan of carrot cake, i actually hate it. But anything for my girl Nicole.
Please give a watch and huge thanks to my friends 
Chocoteenie and Lost-paw for being there for me when she was finally developed and made into what she is now. i appreciate you two so much!
and a special thanks to iiibellachan for being such a sweetie. 
ChocoteeniePSA, back and kicking ass. No joke.
Posted 8 years agoSo ive been really busy with my apprenticeship, i love it tons and i hope to graduate soon. last month was a very hard month for me, and i do have a few words to say.
I know im busy. i dont really talk alot no more. i wish i could, but 3 jobs is my limit to having no social life. Sure i talk to a few friends, and i get a little testy about a few things. THAT BEING SAID, all i ask for is patience. That's really all im asking for, i dont go on social media much anymore. im constantly out, or working, so. If you have a problem, with me being busy. With me being a little testy. With me working over 100 hours a week. With me not saying hi.
You know where the fucking door is.
that unwatch or block button is right there. i really dont have time to deal with fake friends, or people expecting me to read a fucking mind. That being said, if you have issues with me blocking you because you're a constant source of drama for me, oh well. suck it up.
im tired of being the bad guy, when i havent done anything but try and get the job i want. i seriously wish i was joking, but im not. i know i went from 0-100 for this journal, but im tired of being made the bad guy. i've lost like 5 good friends last month, cause im too busy.
and now that i look back on it, i deserve better. This isnt kindergarten where you can pick and choose who you want to spend time with, id rather have my friends regardless of my occupation. i know a handful of people, that are very greatful to have me in my life, and spend time with me when i have it. All i got to say is, thank you. i love you guys, and to all my haters, peace the fuck out bro. you're not even on my mind anymore.
and i've wasted too much time thinking about you. A heart to heart on~ A Blanket statement about my characters
Posted 8 years agoHey everyone, Lately i've been getting a ton of notes asking to get art with my girls Leona, Jenny, Rue and Nicole. I'm very humbled but there are some things im really not comfortable with. So im gonna explain why these girls mean a ton too me. and why there are restrictions on them.
So, when i was young. i didn't really have friends growing up. i wasnt allowed to have any either, most kids would intentionally tell people to not even talk to me. i was bullied every day, and i didnt have anyone to go to. As a result, after a suicide attempt later. I made 4 friends on paper, this was, fuck, almost 11 years ago. i made my 3 friends in that same year, and than nicole from then to now.
leona was someone i really wanted as a friend. she was always someone i could go to, or laugh to while i drew her.
Jenny was someone i wanted to be there for me, Thats why she's so big. so when i would think of her, i can imagine a warm hug.
Rue was someone i wanted to be small. so i could hug and love something that was so happy and care free,
Nicole was someone i never wanted to make. I made her threw my self harm and whenever i drew her, she always had scars. i got tired of drawing so many, i stopped hurting myself as a result.
now i get these questions too, "if they mean so much to you, why porn?!" well, 1. im a perv and B. i have cash so why nah. i really dont care what people say about Rue, or anyone else of these girls. they're my friends, i dont care if they're not real. they were too me for the longest time.
so please respect my wishes, i dont want leona or jenny to be with a guy, a girl is ok but a guy no thanks. please respect that Rue isnt a cub character (and that all characters that i have here are over the age of 18), or that she would be great with a guy, she mainly is with her bear (me) and maybe another friend for fun. Nicole, is free to anyone's delight, she's a very cute character and i wouldn't be mad if anyone would like art with her.
TLDR: i love my characters, please respect my wishes, thank you for reading. Thank you~
Posted 8 years agoi wanted to say thank you to my friends on here, i had been very quiet on this month and these kids really help me out. I never celebrated valentines day before, and when one of my past relationships really hurt me i thought i never would. But everyone that stayed and noticed my mood shift and played and cheered me up, you guys rock! i know who really loves and supports me even though im a butt sometimes!
i love you guys:
lost-paw
iiibellachan
Milky.tea
Feelingfakey
chocoteenie
and 
puddingpaw !!!!
Milky.tea
Feelingfakey
puddingpawSupporting my dear friend and someone i call..
Posted 9 years agoFamily. So these last few months I met an awesome friend and someone I can call family. My dear lost-paw has come out and is currently looking for a commission or two for rent and bills. My dear friend has always been there for me, and I can't thank her enough for being my friend for this long.
So please if you can, go check out her page. She's been looking for a couple of people to get her going on commissions, and im sure she would love the help and support.
lost-paw has come out and is currently looking for a commission or two for rent and bills. My dear friend has always been there for me, and I can't thank her enough for being my friend for this long. So please if you can, go check out her page. She's been looking for a couple of people to get her going on commissions, and im sure she would love the help and support.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME~~~
Posted 9 years agoLike the title says, it be my birthday! i wanna thank everyone that wished me a a happy birthday, and thank you for all the gifts!
Also, i have chosen the offer i like for hazel, and im currrently trying to contact them .
Also, i have chosen the offer i like for hazel, and im currrently trying to contact them .
Ask my characters! Ft:Rue,Leona, Jenny,Rue, Tails, And Naomi
Posted 9 years ago http://www.furaffinity.net/view/21005066/ - Leona
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/20553373/- Jenny
http://www.furaffinity.net/gallery/.....4/Rues-corner- Rue
http://www.furaffinity.net/gallery/.....r/84181/Tails/ - Tails aka me
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/21062112/- Naomi
Ask me and them anything~! HAPPY BIRTHDAY~
Posted 9 years agoTO RUE!
A little backstory, 11 years ago today I made my third friend. Rue, whom is my flat chested character here: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18055652/
It has been one hell of a journey and I still cant believe Rue has stuck with me for this long! As long as I've had Leona and Jenny, both 11. (jenny's birthday was last month was very very delayed to her rework). Me and Rue go back to when I was middle school and really wanted a friend, and Rue was the last but not least of my 3 character set, and I'm love her to death. From her constant reworks, she's almost been tall, athletic, Blind, have big boobs, a complete dits, and a different color. ALL IN ALL, this is who she is today, and I cant help but tear up when I get to draw her. She's been one of my best friends and I love her to death. She's real to me! (in my head at least)
I love my baby girl Rue, so later today I will be doing art of her all day, along with enjoying her favorite snacks and cakes! (yes I actually bought a cake for a character, don't fucking judge me damn it!)
Hope you all enjoy your day, and will love the Birthday gifts I got her! 25 journals skipped
