In my previous journal I gave an alternate page for people to find me, needless to say, this past year has been hell in many ways.

I'm going to give a proper update on my life and aspirations for the future soon; I don't want time to bogged down by petty people and things from the past so moving forward is the only way to truly make progress. I want to say more but I dont have the drive or time at the moment but as soon as I can I will be sharing new up-to-date details on where you can all contact me.

Time to do some proper spring cleaning and torch this gallery, I'll be sure to archive everything first so you can all find some of the content elsewhere. If by chance any of the content is shared or was sold to other people I will ensure you can have a link to their respective pages (as I probably won't share certain pics ever again on FA). More will be explained soon enough , until then I hope you are all well.

Take care everyone

Everyone who keeps up with me, I haven't been here in a while and i'm sorry for that. For a while I couldn't keep up with everything in RL vs fandom and then for some time I atually couldn't figure out my login info but now that i'm here, I'm really only signed in JUST to give a few major updates.

1. This isn't my main profile anymore and I've failed to update this fact due to having lost password for a while. I managed to recover it today.
My new/current profile has been for some time now. I'm struggling at the moment to maintain things at home with me and my boyfriend, any help with this would be appreciated until i'm on my feet. This is part of why I haven't exactly rushed back to FA on this page when I've had several RL things to deal with over the past year.

If anyone wishes to help me out and get through these difficult times, please note me on my new profile.

2. I'm not interested in keeping this profile updated, i'm barely interested in keeping my new page updated with new works and this due to a lack of motivation and stress.
However, if you're truly interested in keeping up with me, check my posts from that profile only.

3. I'm currently selling some fursonas/adopts from my other page, go there and see whats for sale. I really need help with some extra cash right now and have been in a bind this past while.

4. I'm not interested in using the name 'Noctiel' or 'Noctis' anymore, these were names I made several several years ago (yes, even before FF XV was released) and due to the fact that I would rather not have association with some people who know me under those names or simply want to move on, its time to throw in the towel of this profile.

5. To anyone who's been wanting to contact me or keep up with me I'm truly sorry but I'm done on this page. Its been nice, I'll keep my work here long enough to relocate it but that's about it.

I hope everyone who has known me over the years is doing well but I've changed quite a bit and need to move on to new things in my life.

I'm deleting most of my journals on this page too, they reflect a life and past I don't care to remember and half assed attempts at different projects that never came to be.

Honestly, even now as I speak, there are new things on the horizon I'm trying to create, even outside of my new/current profile. If anyone wishes to keep up with me on telegram, contact me on my new/current page which again is That is all for this update.

kickstarter for his new project Canis Major was a success!

You can see more details here:
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/8475689/

There are options to be digital songs alone, the pdf, a physical copy of his songbook, CD, or all of the above!

Kickstarter link:

https://www.kickstarter.com/project.....-by-fox-amoore

and if you're going to MFF there is an option to pickup your order there as well! :)

any support would be much appreciated and if you're a fan of Fox's work this is definitely something worth checking out

My buddy has a new project called 'Canis Major' which is a collection of piano scores PLUS CD.

If you would like to contribute there are options for song downloads only (no pdf) or you can buy the pdf, a physical copy of the songbook, as well as a physical CD.

Now as for details on the book itself:

The music has been arranged for piano and professionally transcribed for printing.
The paper will be heavy white opaque bond, and the book will be assembled with a lay-flat coil binding for easy reading.

The book features the following twelve (or more) songs from a variety of Fox Amoore's albums and singles, and providing a variety of levels of playing challenge.

A Million Lights
Sunset
The Forest
A Wolf With No Name
Dreaming of Scotland
Stone Throne
The Beaten Path
Myre
Dreaming of You
The Celestial's Ball
The Shore
Come Find Me

Cover art by Rukis. Approximately 50 pages.

From the kickstarter page

At the $40 level we will also include a CD of the songs from the book, performed by Fox Amoore on the piano exclusively for the Kickstarter, so that you can follow along while you practice.

UPDATE: We have added levels for JUST the CD and also JUST the songs as a digital download. Both of these will also be available as Add-Ons during the Backer Survey process in case you want to get extra copies or add the digital download on to one of the book-only levels.

You can either increase your pledge by the appropriate amount ($15 for the CD, $5 for the digital download) now and you can apply this amount as a credit when you fill out your survey
OR you can wait and add extra funds when you fill out your survey.


Further details on this work and the kickstarter be found here:

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/8475689/

https://www.kickstarter.com/project.....-by-fox-amoore

I MIGHT post a little somethin new here soon :v

I want this quick and to the point

1. no this isn't my only fa page

2. I rarely check this one but will still post artwork/stories of my character Noctiel here on occasion

3. the ONLY fa page i'm using consistently right now is so if you want to keep in touch poke me there

4. do NOT note me here as I dont come here nearly often enough to keep up if you do

if you wanna chat with me my telegram is aetherwarrior and skype is pulsar.mantis

please give a short introduction as to who you are and why you wanna hit me up at the very least before anything else

On an ending note, for those who know me as friends or those who are artists or whatever else, i'm going through a pretty big shift in my life right now and moving on to better things. In time i'm going to be more together and I simply ask that everyone respects some of what will change.

I'm moving away from the person I used to be for something better with people who I care a good deal for so just keep that in mind..

contact me from my other fa page or you can contact me on telegram aetherwarrior

take care all

its best to not try and contact me here for a bit as i'm clearing out a lot of other galleries and things atm.

I will get back to here with updates of where you can get a hold of me at present soon enough though

just be patient, much more will be revealed in due time, take care all <3

Please check out all details here! It will go a long way in helping further study on the fandom; you're doing this in the name of friggen SCIENCE alright? that can be cool you know.


http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7885543/

coming veryyyy soooon...

So, i'd like to explain a few things that went on with me this past while...

First and foremost, I had a lot wearing down on me with where I was living for some time.

I was tending to a friend but in the process I wasn't helping myself; obviously not wise.

I relocated for a while, to Ohio, where I lived with some of the best people I could ever hope to meet.
I recently relocated again hoping for a smooth transition to new things and such hasn't gone as smoothly as expected. Regardless, I'm getting through these trials as best as possible.

I'd like to apologize for the fans of my page here and those who have come to know me only to have me up and vanish or beg for help at the worst times of my life. A lot of this tension comes from a very big fear of my own personally: I'm afraid to be left alone.

I have this nagging fear at times of being abandoned for 'something better' in both relationships and in life due to previous experiences with different people; some of these people i've patched things up with and for the others well I can only hope they are moving forward as I'm trying to do.

Another quick note, me being quiet or withdrawn has NEVER meant that I had an issue with anyone personally; life gets you busy and having new people come into your life doesn't make it any easier to keep up with everyone. I ask for patience in that area, if you really think i'm trying to drop you from my life its best to just poke at me about it and i'll do what I can to keep in touch more effectively.

You may wonder what this fear of being left alone has to do with financial or other issues that relate to life at home well the thing is quite simply...If I don't have the means to survive on my own who will I count on to feed and house me? No one.

I've had several people offer space and such but in terms of survival you only have you at the end of the day. It doesn't matter who is doing what for you, at times it is best to still have a steady pose on the power grid of existence or else you just might find yourself falling into a tattered clusterfuck of black wires that scorch what is left of your lifeforce as it wanes into someone else's system.

This isn't to sound morbid or pessimistic but let us just say I put a lot of time aside to really try and manage my living situation. I'm currently residing with other fur friends who are helping me stay on my feet and for that I am grateful.

I will not be giving any updates on my living situation here however, benign or otherwise, if you are curious on anything going on with me in that arena or other personal levels I'm asking that you simply note me or contact me elsewhere.

telegram: Noctiel

My good friend and one of my werewolf sons, Lycaeous also known as  blackhowler12 was recently harassed by an unknown person. I do NOT know for certain who is causing trouble and while I do have names of potential people who are behind this harassment I will not share it openly as it is against TOS here to do so without it appearing to be a 'calling out' type journal which this is not in any way shape or form.

I'm writing this now on part of Lycaeous who, had been in an open relationship with someone close to him, and the person in question was randomly attacked, according to them both. I will not disclose the name of the partner either on behalf of Lycaeous in order to protect a fair amount of their privacy in the chance that anyone affiliated with their harasser may try and pinpoint more people who can fall victim to this drama. It may not even be as worrisome at present but in the offchance that this unstable attacker tries to start more issues I'm telling everyone I know here to PLEASE be on the lookout for my dear friends. Lycaeous is being targeted by someone who was a little too obsessed with him and now the guy starting this drama, whoever they may be, is pushing their luck with this uncalled for behavior.

In the chance that the attacker, if viewing this, you know who you are and I hope you learn to not be such a damn idiot prick unless you want to invoke what i'm capable of which I promise can be rather merciless, even on a verbal level. It is never ok to hurt someones relationship out of jealousy and as a result possibly end it; Lycaeous is dear to my heart and this is behavior that cannot be allowed to continue. To the attacker, go on and make your petty threats, whoever you are, but you will not hurt anyone dear to me, my body can tear a bit but my heart and willpower is bulletproof, you fucker, don't test me.

For those out there reading this, i'm just asking you keep your eyes out for anyone talking trash about Lycaeous and his previous partner or friends, be careful who you trust.

I know that I held back many details here but really its all for the best in keeping my loved ones safe, take care all, peace.

and all that other ghey holiday cheer stuff

I say kissmas cause yiffmas is like..overused? I dunno

I'm still single and lonley as fuck and going through a few trials atm but I will say I have a handful of friends who make this life continue to be worthwhile.

To all of you out there, and friends to be, and so on, thank you all. That is all for now. hope you're all having a happy holiday :)

I'm going to be making one big youtube entertainment channel for myself and what I enjoy studying/discussing in relation to topics involving animal-people and all that entails in my respective experiences c:

The channel will have topics primarily revolving around study of lycanthropy/therianthropy but it will have many discussions on both generic and controversial furry topics.

This channel will be updated daily unless specified otherwise with once a week being the bare minimum of activity I plan to allow.

If interested in knowing more comment/note me here. Its a work in progress.

Other things in the works?

Personal private work involving some scifi ambient music

more will be revealed soon on that one asap.

I'm done letting my fears and other weaknesses break me over and over, same goes for anyone who's either used me or planned on it, its time to move on peacefully.

Those who I still care deeply for will know it and continue inspiring me through this life; I might need days to vent quietly to myself or whatever else in my personal work that shows such but some space and quiet is all I need at times, and when I need to talk to someone I will do so, in the meantime try not to worry too much for me guys, i'm alright, going through a lot but i'll survive, I know it.

doing better lately, cant talk much but doing much better for certain. :)

Anyone going? I'm in the Tulsa area and needing a ride asap. My registration is paid for and whatnot, will have money to help with gas, food, etc.

I know its a bit late to ask but I also wasn't expecting to be going either so anyone?

If you know anyone who is going, try to see if they have any space, Im bringing maybe a single backpack and a secondary, smaller bag, of clothes at most.

As far as a room goes, that shouldn't be an issue either, just get back to me as soon as possible if you or someone you know is going and willing to pick someone up in the Tulsa area.

that got your attention didn't it?

hahahahaa...ok i'm done

25 today, so... I dunno, whatever I guess X3

Inspired to start writing a lot more ;)

Today's submission type thinger

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/17667719/

I'm feeling really awesome today and more accomplished, soooo expect writing! And then soon more music! ^=^

Written this past day in light of a few intense dreams I had that were pretty profound. I honestly dream a lot but you ever dream so deeply it felt real?

I'm talking about those dreams, that are so real they go beyond lucid, like seeing a glimpse into another space and time, feeling, touching, seeing, tasting, hearing...all things so in sync it is hard to believe it happened in a dream. I saw a lot of things, and without giving too much away, a peaceful scene with furry friends and loved ones became a brief warzone in the dream. I faked my death as bullets came my direction until I could recover and take down the shooter myself after yelling aloud ''WE WILL NOT BACK DOWN"!

The choice was mine alone to make in this instance, I could have let her, the assailant and her group, live, and give mercy but I felt they deserved none and that is rarely my line of thought for any soul no matter how violent but this was an all around blasphemous attack on innocent lives and after I saw her fall I went to look for someone dear to me.

Let me keep the rest of the dream details simple by saying this: the one I hoped to see and hold was safe, through empty hallways we walked for what was supposedly a convention or some other gathering, venue was nice enough, but all we needed was one another. I might be a dreamer, but i'm sure as hell a happy one at least; I didn't ask to see such things when I go to bed, they just manifest themselves really.

Talking about nothing and everything with a kind friend led to a more close connection in dream; lets say it ended simply with a group of furries gathered in a hotel room, and after a few jokes here and there a wonderful person managed to tickle me mercilessly while I tried desperately not to drop a beer lol.

The mind is a powerful and curious thing, but that all aside, here is the poem inspired from what I experienced in a dream yesterday.



I saw you, this morning
We met once more, within a dream
Everything pure magic
All life, was serene
but shadows, they follow
we're the prey they hunt forever
but we must not back down
side by side, we fight together

Warriors of hate, sprouting seeds of despair
I still hear the screams, the shrapnel in the air
Sinew and Blood, shattered by toxic smoke
I feigned my own death, and my revenge will be known

How dare these intruders come near the ones I love?
with swift draw to my side, i felled them one by one
I ran through the tower, and found you hidden there
Your fur raised in fear, but i'm still right here

through gardens of darkness, through hallways dead silent
we spoke of what could be
In a world without violence
(maybe one day, maybe we'll see)

I drifted further, in silence, like a ghost in a labyrinth
You followed, but how did you find me?
Still I hear your voice, soothe my weary heart
black and blue butterflies, greet our hands as we depart

We've walked an endless maze
Take my hand, my escapist
Leave this daydream worlds apart
So close and so far, in my heart you still stay

I saw you, this morning
We met once more, within a dream
Everything was pure magic
All life, was serene
but shadows, they follow
we're the prey they hunt forever
but we must not back down
side by side, we fight together

Yes life has sucked, it does for everyone I know. Due to stress i've been everywhere but i'm not gonna let that get the best of me.

I'm done bitching, just going to get what I can done, as per usual, whatever help I can get is indeed welcome, on top of that though?

I'm going to persist, and live through this, and get a damn album released, wait and see. If I really need to vent to anyone, private only from now on.

<3 all of you, you know who you are who have been quietly inspiring and supporting me. Those of you talking me through a lot of these troubles, thank you as well and now onto better things! :)

Go on, ask whatever. x3

Ok so this isn't really a thing but I saw it on a shirt and thought it was fuckin cool. It totally needs to be a thing.



CAUSE WEREWOLVES ARE PEOPLE TOO.

So what do you want me to post next:

1. More music

2. Writing/ poetry

3. Personal artwork or photography

I have works ready to post in the above , just lacking motivation to post and work within those things.

So whatever people want to see I'm going to post and begin new work in those areas FIRST.

Anything else will be posted later =3

Because im bored and want to trip the mind of whoever is seeing this post