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Posted 11 years agoSo I've settled in, gotten my medical. Settled my issues like a boss and there seems to be smooth sailing from here on out.
I'm like you? But are we the same?
Posted 11 years agoMother's day, fuck it. My mother used me for 7 years and feed off my life like a freakin leech and even had been pilfering my money. I saw what? 20$ out of 800$ maybe 40$ if I was lucky?
Kap, I dunno if you even bother, why would you? But my mother used me too. Andd what gave me the right to treat you so poorly? Let alone everyone? I was so selfiish and self destructive. I called my mom on mother's day and lied when I told her I loved her.....Does that make me a horrible person? I bought all my food but wasn't even the slightest bit independent....because they controlled all my money...
I look at myself and see a sad person, with no outlet back then.
Mother's day, blag, whatever.
If only you knew how I feel mom. I stuck with you as you mini slave to care for you, because I felt like I owed you shit for helping me out in life but you didn't help me you put me in another prison.
It hurt like hell to be stuck in an empty room, always lonely, never knowing anyone but pictures and people behind a screen.
Kap, I dunno if you even bother, why would you? But my mother used me too. Andd what gave me the right to treat you so poorly? Let alone everyone? I was so selfiish and self destructive. I called my mom on mother's day and lied when I told her I loved her.....Does that make me a horrible person? I bought all my food but wasn't even the slightest bit independent....because they controlled all my money...
I look at myself and see a sad person, with no outlet back then.
Mother's day, blag, whatever.
If only you knew how I feel mom. I stuck with you as you mini slave to care for you, because I felt like I owed you shit for helping me out in life but you didn't help me you put me in another prison.
It hurt like hell to be stuck in an empty room, always lonely, never knowing anyone but pictures and people behind a screen.
my portfolio
Posted 12 years agohttp://rinrosk.carbonmade.com/
This is my portfolio, if anyone wants to collab with me then contact me. i have been working with artists for a good 4 or 5 months now doing comics, graphic novels and mangas, my strengths lie in first person, prose, writing metaphors and making metaphors have substance in a comic.
This is my portfolio, if anyone wants to collab with me then contact me. i have been working with artists for a good 4 or 5 months now doing comics, graphic novels and mangas, my strengths lie in first person, prose, writing metaphors and making metaphors have substance in a comic.
So, I am doing something with my life.
Posted 12 years agoI am honestly doing something with my life. Pretty soon I'll be living it up, in a studio apartment. Well, not living it up. But I'll be doing pretty well. I have plans for many job paths, not just a single one. First I am going to take creative writing, maybe psychology oh and perhaps I'll get back into blender again! I am going back to second life, it used to be my favorite place until my card got renewed and linden labs took away my account cause I couldn't pay for a month.
I really need to fix the broken screen on my computer though, it looks like a dinosaur stomped on it.
have you ever heard the term guilty by association? Well, I lost a friend and I lost another friend because he is her girlfriend and I felt it best to part ways with hem both. I know it was unfair to but them together...But I caused enough trouble in their lives, they just need to get a long and be happy, ya know?
Expect some posts from my old blender days.
I really need to fix the broken screen on my computer though, it looks like a dinosaur stomped on it.
have you ever heard the term guilty by association? Well, I lost a friend and I lost another friend because he is her girlfriend and I felt it best to part ways with hem both. I know it was unfair to but them together...But I caused enough trouble in their lives, they just need to get a long and be happy, ya know?
Expect some posts from my old blender days.
It begins.
Posted 12 years agoSo yea, I hopped on the furaffinity wagon. I am brand spankin new, I don't do art, I write instead. I joined because a friend left DA and came here. I have no idea if they even remember or care about me, last time it honestly felt like they didn't give two shits but that's because of my OCDness about trying to get art, it made them hate me....I was such a horrible friend.
