An alt, basically.

He's a beefalo (buffalo/cow hybrid): http://i.imgur.com/eEMcm.jpg
http://i.imgur.com/hWzG6.jpg

I still haven't decided anything. Design, name, story; for now I just know he's a male beefalo.
If anyone wants to toss me some ideas, I'd appreciate it. I prefer simple, short names for charcters like this. Tom or Bill or something like that.

I am sorry there are so many journals right now.

http://www.furaffinity.net/user/skittle/

 skittle needs to get rid of some really great bunny tails and some other tails as well. I wanted to get one for a friend but sadly I don't have paypal.

Here's a list of them:
http://www.thedealersden.com/other_.....wner_id=100804

So if you want to help out, let me know! Or at least spread the word, because skittle is a great guy and needs to sell some things.

I'm not going to post a bunch of advertising journals now, promise.

I started dating someone from it.

Yes, this is the same person I punched last night.

Like a romantic comedy gone horribly awry.

Let me tell you about my night.

At about 10 pm EST because no one lives in my timezone, I got into an argument with a close friend and punched her, gave her a black eye. I took her to the hospital and ran out of cigarettes on the way there, so I went back home and went through my desks.
No cigarettes.
Go through my pockets of everything I've worn in the past week.
None.

I'm on the verge of a breakdown here because I hurt people close to me. Panic attack immanent. Countdown.
5.
No cigarettes.
4.
Got to get to the store, fuck have to buy some
3.
Goddammit they're closed I forgot
2.
FUCK MY LIFE, I HATE EVERYTHING.
1.
"Hey Heather," says The Dad, "you wanted some cigarettes? I bought a case of Lucky Strikes. You owe me, though."
THANK YOU DAD.

Driving back to the hospital when I remember, "Oh yeah, that's right. I did actually just punch my friend in the face. Wonder if she's hungry?" Get McDonald's food. Go to room. Present cheeseburger as sign of affection and apology.
"Thanks Heather, you owe me an actual dinner tonight though. Don't flake or I'll give you a black eye back."

So now I'm outside the hospital, typing this on my phone's shitty keyboard, smoking Lucky Strikes, and feeling alpha as fuck.

To be continued.

Either I'm still stuck in film noir or something really needs to be explained to me. I heard someone call it "steampunk cyberpunk etc". What the hell has that got to do with noir?

I am grumpy about this...

I'm making this journal to record all of the reviews I make.

And Then There Were None (1945)

Suddenly (1954)

The Girl Was Young (Young And Innocent) 1937

 cgibby made me do this by proxy

1.Do you sleep in your bra?
Nnnope.

2. Do you sleep with socks on?
Depends on how cold it is.

3. Would you rather sleep alone or with someone else?
With someone else. Sleeping alone isn't lonely per say, but it's easier to fall asleep with the warmth and breathing of someone else beside me.

4. Do you enjoy drama?
Depends. If it involves me, no. If it's random internet drama, count me the fuck in.

5. Are you a girly-girl?
Generally yes.

6. Who was the last person you hugged?
My mom.

7. Small or large purse?
I prefer tote bags, backpacks, that sort of thing.

8. Are you short?
5'5" and vicious like a chihuahua.

9. Do you like somebody?
I do, and I used to, but it's all one-sided.

10.Does your Facebook password have to do with a boy?
I don't have a FB.

11. Do you care if your socks are dirty?
Yes. Shirts and pants can last forever, but if my underclothes are dirty I cannot wear them.

12. Do you think you’re conceited?
Yes, but it goes with the territory.

13. Do you dress up on Halloween?
No.

14. Are you double jointed?
No.

15. Where is the weirdest place you have slept?
A bathtub, underneath a bed, in a closet, and on top of a dryer. Don't drink, kids.

16. Has anyone touched/smacked your butt in the past 24 hours?
Nope.

17. Is there any type of rumour going around about you?
Most likely.

18. Do you call anybody by their last name?
I call my parents by their last names if I really want something. That's my secret I'm actually 12 shh.

19. How many guys will read this just because it says "Girl Confessions"?
No idea.

[x] I do wear make up. - (I don't have any ;-;)
[ ] I have cried in a movie theater. - ALMOST.
[ ] I can put mascara on without opening my mouth. (oh goddamn you.)
[x] I get jealous. - GOD YES.
[ ] I think Johnny Depp is sexy.
[ ] JUDE LAW FAG
[ ] I love to laugh.
[ ] I like death/grind/black metal.
[x] I like rap.
[x] I like techno.
[x] I like country.
[] I carry a purse.
[x] I'd be lost without my computer.
[x] I own a Spice Girls CD.
[ ] I own a Britney Spears CD.
[x] I own a boy band CD.
[x] I get bored watching football.
[ ] I've never been called a spoiled brat.
[x] Guys are confusing. (they also have cooties.)
[x] I've been called a bad influence
[x] I have/had a piercing other than my ears.


Come on ladies, be truthful!

1. What colour is your bra that your wearing?
White.

2. Do you prefer light or dark haired guys?
Don't care.

3. Are you currently frustrated with a boy?
Yes.

4. What's one thing a guy can do to make you like them?
Be clueless and adorable.

5. Do you have a best friend?
Yes.

6. Have you ever had your heart broken?
You have no idea.

7. Have you ever thought of having plastic surgery?
No...?

8. Do you like your life?
Pft.

10. Has one of your friends ever stolen a boyfriend from you?
No.

11. Have you ever jumped in the pool with your clothes on?
Don't drink, kids.

12. Do you have more friends that are girls or boys?
Boys, probably. Girls be bitches

14. Have you ever slapped a boy in the face?
Yes.

15. What are your biggest fears?
When the fourth wall is horrifyingly, suddenly broken. And horses.

16. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?
Mhm.

17. Have you ever not been able to get someone off of your mind?
Indeed.

18. Do you believe in the saying “once a cheater, always a cheater?"
No strong opinions. Depends on the person and the situation.

19. Have you ever had a good feeling about something?
Yes...?

20. Do you ever wish you were famous?
Yes, but I would prefer infamy.

21. Are you currently missing someone?
...maybe.


THIS GUY OR THAT GUY? PICK ONE:

Cowboy or Gangster?
Cowboy. At least that serves a useful purpose.

Preppy or Punk?
Preppy. More likely to be a little bitch.

Face or Body?
Depends.

Good cook or take you out a lot?
I know I won't be leaving here with you. I say, "Don't you know?" You say you don't know. I say,
"Take. Me. Out"
(no preference)

Sweet or sexy?
Depends.

Armani or Abercrombie?
Fags or fags?

Contacts or glasses?
Glasses.

I forgot I had an alt over at  radioeater.

But I have absolutely zero ideas for porn right now. Also, hi. I have nothing to submit so I'm going to annoy you with a journal.

I had all the time in the world to tell my watchers that I'm alright. I'm safe and slowly getting back on my feet.

I took a bit of a tumble. Ji and I broke up over circumstances neither of us could predict. I'm in Wyoming again, living with my parents because they were concerned about me. I did a lot of stupid things, visited the loony bin, and ultimately I'm back in the mental health system which is a real bore. Thankfully my parents would rather drive a few extra miles and get me treatment in Boulder, CO.

I plan to update more frequently now that I have the spare time to. I apologize for making any of you worry.