Tis me birthday today woo woo
Officially thirty-fourable

Also going to be posting more art soon just maaaaybe not today or tomorrow XD

But also gonna be open for commissions
And coming up with some ych
And been mulling over new characters to throw in
And more taur pics

So ya lots I wanna do but today chillaxing and just gonna enjoy the day

Sorry haven’t posted anything in a bit but it’s a cummin



….. (see what I did there I’m funny…..pls laugh) XD

But ya working on couple different things and planning to post it all together soon-ish

But till then… How’s everybody doing? (Cartoonish New Yorker accent) What new wit you, eh? Somtin ya wanna see ov’a ere? Lemme know about iiiit!

X3

Sooo started a new job
Had some weird head and face things happen
Now going to be getting an mri and echocardiogram to make sure I don’t have a tumor or potential stroke symptoms etc

Still working on comms
Just irl stuff has kinda slowed me down
But imma be getting back to it getting things in order and taken care of so more arts and finished comms soon X3

So yes I have opened for commissions
Due to some irl stuff gonna be updating this gradually but if you are interested in a comm from me please post below.

Prices$
Full color and shaded image single character 40$
Additional characters are 10-15 depending on intricacies

Black and white 25-30 (with shading)
Headshots 15-20 (based on color or b/w)

Badges 10-20$

Traditional art can be discussed but generally between 35-100$ based on size/color/intricacy of idea etc

If I’m missing anything or you have any questions please feel free to ask either below or in a note or on discord X3

Ref images can be discussed $ wise

ok So should be able to post info about comm prices and slots tomorrow morning (finally) so whoo on that. Got some time to work on things and got my work speed up again so feeling good and ready to get some more art done, if you or someone ya know looking for art would be super appreciative if ya checked out me stuff an got a com (or just show someone me stuff XD)

Second as for questions, first for those art or computer minded of ya, any advice on how to get sai.2 to not grind my comp to a halt after a couple hours? Either settings or suggestions on other programs to try that might now draw on me system as much. Dont know but after like 2hrs me comp slows up and doing art becomes...difficult. so other than taking regular breaks to let it cool down was wandering if there be other solutions out there. Been looking and trying stuff but nothings worked yet

And lastly a bit more of a local question but anyone know anywhere hiring in Pittsburgh or that area XD
or remote work. Still applying and looking on me own but thought might as well ask here too cause who knows XD

Ya don’t try em. Don’t ever ever ever try em. Seriously look up the stuff and all you will see is people trying to quit it. I…fuxed up pretty bad and I’m not generally an addictive person. Like please if ya see em, don’t know what they are, avoid em. They are more addicting than anything I’ve ever been on (have had 6 surgeries so a couple different pain meds throughout years)
I’ve never had to take any of that stuff longer than was prescribed and never felt the need to search it out. This stuff…this stuff is bad news. Tastes like vomit, makes ya feel stupid and costs an arm and a a leg. Kinda became the worst version of me, which both sucks cause I’m more active now but I only recently came across the stuff and screwed up quick.
So if you’ve seen the stuff, if you are just trying it now, if you haven’t and have heard of someone who might be talking about trying it just don’t. Save yourself the grief

Sorry about grim outta nowhere topic but I wish I had looked into that stuff before putting it in me, or had come across someone talking about it before I saw it just sitting on the counter at a Costco. Sorry but if this stops or informs even one person twas worth it.

More art soon though and in a totally unrelated message commissions opening again soon too XD

So been trying to get treated for medical problem (possible hernia or diverticulitis or slip disc in me back…still trying to figure out what exactly going on) and today was fired XP

That’s the tldr but ya jobless now which sucks but probably for the best

Gonna try and focus on Halloween art ( sorry I’m baaaaaad) and comms and look for a new job XP

Sooo working on a couple things to get me head straight again. Gonna hopefully be less of a crazy rollercoaster and ghost going forward and back to productive good vibes me.

On me comp one drive was able to be saved and one was corrupted beyond repair. Don’t know what I’ve lost but I didn’t lose everything so at least that. Also seems that replacing drive might fix comp for a bit longer so I shall hopefully be able to finish/restart the digital things I had going .

Going to open for some traditional art comms to help pay for the comp repairs and start funds towards a new one in the future but because of the chaos in me life gonna start off with a bit of a sale on em
$15-20 black and white
Color $30-50 (depending on complexity)
I shall have another journal posted soon with a bit more detail on the comms but wanted to see what interest would be.

So comp won’t start
Charger or charge port on it is broke (can’t tell)
And don’t know if I’ve lost my data as well as some family memories as something is corrupted

Tryn to stay positive but honestly feels like a hole been ripped in me and just deflating

Will hopefully have updates tomorrow that are a complete 180
Really really hoping I’m overreacting but ya



Update: so my comp might be finished but hopefully gonna be able to get all me data off it. Hope remains that I can get it set up on older version of windows but the battery is super dead. Like drains faster than it can be charged dead. Don’t know if there is a solution for that and really sucks cause not got the money for a new comp but data might be safe so holding on to that victory.

So rather than update me last journal again thought I’d make a full new one.

Post ac feeling energized and art hungry. Seeing so many awesome suits, art and everything else always makes me want to create more/improve more. So I hope to have more and better arts coming soon.

Also just about in a place to open for comms again. Few more things I want to try and feel comfortable with before I open but hoping to do that by end of July.

To all my new watchers and those who have given me favs thank you so much. I have been bad about sending my sincere thanks for the interest in my work and I apologize. Every fav watch and comment fuels my drive to get better and better and means the world to me.

Finally, Tis me birthday next Friday turnin the double 3’s woot woot XD

So got the time off from work an I shall be wondering around Anthrocon with me bf.
Hope to see some of yous there an say hey :3

Update 1: got started late but fun day, got some shopping in
Vore meetup was super packed which was surprising an cool. Wandered around somewhat aimlessly but met some wonderful people and feel I was only really awkward once XD
Excited for day 2
Intensely regretting not finishing a badge for meself XP

https://youtu.be/fs3yRko6bcg?si=3fD_JZe7xhPhZReO

Link to a Timelapse Graffiti art piece I did for school. The building I did it in has since been torn down and I’ve not found any good photos of it, so decided to post here.

Quick description: Video shows me (mostly my back XD) time lapse drawing my sona before I accepted myself really (had a thing against being described as feline because I wanted to purposefully be different than what people thought of me …yes embarrassed of this now XD) Every time I drew the old Jee he always wore a deer skull mask and lacked the more flamboyant coloring of any of me other characters. With the unmasking of my sona and acceptance of him now, it felt right to share a part of where that sense of self and confidence first started.

Posting this on me journal cause it’s a bit more personal piece and like it for me kinda self journey but doesn’t neeed to be front and center in me gallery X3

If ya do watch it, thoughts on the piece are welcome :3

I have a bit of time today at work to do some traditional arts
But I’m kinda not feeling any one idea to strongly so looking to yous guys for help XP

Should I do:
More Noise art?
More cock vore
Bring back a character I haven’t drawn in a while: Lion-dad-taur etc
Non-vore
Cutesy indie album cover style thing?
Crab

Trying to focus on these things in my own life. Had a bit of a spat of worsening depression not to long ago and slowly been crawling out of it. I’d let things build up and kept it to myself and thought I’d be doing all my friends a favor by “not being a burden.” As one could expect, it didn’t work, only made me worse off over time and did none of my friends or fam any favors by either making them worry or pushing them away which wasn’t any better.
So if ya are going through it reach out to your loved ones, friends or the offered ear. Sometimes when nothing else works talking it out can help. And sometimes (like how I experienced) ya need to talk it out a lot; And a couple different times. Not every great villain goes down in one hit after all. So I hope to send to you good vibes, positive well wishes and my belief in you that no matter how many times that villain (stress, anxiety, doubt, apathy) rears it’s head you’ll make it through.

Just kinda a blow off steam post

(so please feel free to skip, just me yelling into the internet void xP)
because a lot of the people I had been wanting to talk to about stuff turned out needed my help as a source of strength and person to lean on so had to keep me own dumb frustrations and sadness inside and buried and now feeling just a tad dumb….
Like put on a far to convincing brave face and now just sitting and stressing and yelling on the inside and can’t really show it because than other people around me’s armor might come down
My commission based pay at me day job screwed me
Bills be screwing me
Debt be screwing me
The fact September is the birth month of both my dad and grandfather who passed away last year as well as my boyfriends birthday month is screwing with me (just roller coaster of sad and happy
Just want like one thing I feel I can handle and accomplish but everything I gotta do requires effort and work that I don’t feel I got in me….

Saying all this though
Do feel a bit better getting it out of me brain and into space. I know I have friends here who’d be willing to talk and thank ya if ya read this far and are like “why didn’t ya just message me”
Well I’m dumb and lazy and a natural introvert so doing healthy social types things is hisssssss XP XD
But much love and thank you for the thought and fact that I know I could/can rely on ya

Again again ( XD) not a lot of point to this post other than to let out some steam and get me head on a bit straighter.


Last side note:

Tis me 32nd birthday tonight. I’m getting all old an junk XP

(Like literally tonight at 12:05am XD)

I shall be there …well for Thursday and Friday (we shall see if I can make it sat Or Sunday ) I’ll be wandering around with me fox. So say hi if yous want. X3

Soooo still trying to get back to art and doing more than a sketch a month but thought I’d finally post something happy an positive.

Tonight celebrating 10years with my beautiful wonderful handsome sexy fox boyfriend.

Been through lots and he always be lifting me up. Soo expect some anniversary art up here by like….may? (Going off my terrible time schedule XD)

Hey
Sorry for me absence and probably going to be absent a little longer. On Monday my grandfather passed pretty suddenly. The man lived with my family since I was 1 and was basically like another father to me. So in less than 3 months I’ve lost both father figures in my life, my dad and grandfather. It’s kinda a lot to take so apologies if I’m gone for a while and my art get s a bit….introspective. I plan to get back to all my fun stuff soon but just trying to deal with all this first.

Much thanks for the continued support and for just checking out my stuff at all. Means a lot and hopefully I’ll be back soon.

Soooo… been absent a little recently as had some irl stuff happen. Namely me car decided it has had it with this world. Fortunately found out in a way no one was injured but did learn the thing is a fireball waiting to happen and the fact it hadn’t gone up in the past month is a miracle. So counting me blessings XD

So dealing with trying to scrap the thing and trying to not get fired…and you know ….rent…food….etc XD

Long story short hoping to get some new art up soon and than open up for commissions

So trying to bring good vibes and energy into the week. Turning 31 Tuesday (getting old XD)
Took the week off to work on arts and finally relax after…well everything the past few months XD

So hope to be posting new art soon and being a bit more active cause I like yous guysis a whole lot X3

Random questions cause I wander about things: I feel fairly confident in what Noise is but kinda curious what kinda hybrid other people seem him as or if ya just see him as a plant monster. (Certain things I wanna show with him and certain things that if they aren’t evident now I’d like to tweak in future) so feedback is super appreciated X3

Also what types of things ya guys wanna see more of?
More vore? Cock vore? Hyper? New stuff? More traditional?
There’s a lot of things I want to improve on and get better at drawing so just gives me idea on what to start with first XD

Walked around yesterday may be there tomorrow
Twas fun and feeling all inspired

Hope ya all have an awesome day

Hey guys
So for what’s happened and why I’m feeling this way, if your not aware I refer ya to my last journal. Otherwise, ya, I know it hasn’t been very long but all my other coping mechanisms don’t seem to be helping so gonna try and post some art here soon and get back in the swing.

I plan to get my old SFW account running again for some of the stuff but till I do expect more sfw stuff too.

I apologize if I’m all over the place. Kinda on a streak of one panic attack a day the past couple XD
But everyone I have spoken to thus far says these feelings never go away ya just learn to deal with em better so hopefu I can get started on that.

Thank ya again for listening
Hopefully new art soon to make up for all my moping