So last night, on the date of my parents anniversary, my father passed away. It was a really long hard fought battle, everyone he wanted was there and I got to hold his hand as he went .

I do not know what this means as far as my art goes, might be posting more might be a ghost

But I did wanna give ya guys an update. To the people who have followed this bit of me life and offered friendship and a shoulder I thank you and appreciate you more than I can put into words.
Much Love

Hey all,
Having a bit of a rough time irl. Family health is bad and kinda scared right now so my mental health is kinda shit XD

I shall be trying to channel that to art and things but not sure what all will be posted or what I’ll feel up to working on.Been working more traditional (as I have time for that) so I’ll probably be posting more of that stuff going forward for a while.

I haven’t forgotten that people wanted art from me and if you still want a commission please reach out. I want to get these done and trying to find positive things to focus on.

Many thanks for reading and the support

Sorry guys
Past two days were meant to be art days but ended up as family visit days XP

I shall be getting more uploaded soon
Really hoping to get all my Halloween pics done before Halloween but….well anyone watching me knows how that might go XD

But those are me plans, finish up 15+ pics before the 30th and get back into a commission rhythn X3

I’m a bit to excited to type out a message I am happy with so just gonna go with stream of thought XD

My dad has taken a turn for the better and with the combination of drugs they put him on, he will be able to complete his recovery at home. It has been crazy emotional rollercoaster all over the place. Thank you guys all so much for the well wishes and thoughts and messages and the reaching out. He’s still not out of the woods yet but definitely on the mend so happiness and time to celebrate the good.

Hey guys, sadly more bad news
If ya guys could please keep him in your prayers. Today he was taken by ambulance to the hospital to stay in the ER. His covid symptoms combined with his already failing health make it a tough road ahead. I’m honestly terrified right now because one of my dads biggest fears would be dying alone, and no one but my little brother is even allowed in to see him. Either tonight or tomorrow they may put my dad on a ventilator. Hopefully it doesn’t come to that.

Today my dad got his covid test results back and they were positive. I plan to keep putting out art as it’s been a bit of an escape for me. Please if you are a praying sort keep my family in your prayers.

And please please please stay safe. If ya go out wear a mask.

Much love to all who read this

Because 2020 is gonna just finish out on garbage,
Today my mom and grandfather both tested positive for covid.

Please please you guys stay safe out there

If you guys could Please keep my family in your thoughts and prayers. Just found out my younger brother tested positive for covid and he lives with my parents and grandfather all of who are at risk categories. Thus far everyone is ok and he hasn’t had any serious symptoms.

Please if ya go out wear a mask and stay safe

It’s been a while since me last journal and a lot has happened:
Moved back to Pittsburgh, got a new job, my father was given two weeks and than a full year to live (which is good news) my brother is going through some stuff and the end of a relationship, and my grandfather was diagnosed with cancer which he responded to with, an I quote, “ big deal XD”
While things have been rocky they’ve been improving slowly but gradually.

Thank you for all the well wishes and prayers. Thank you for continuing to watch my page (even if it’s only cause ya forgot to remove me XD) thank you for being awesome people out there. Thank you for the artists who’ve helped me an given advice, thank you to the artists who continue to inspire me and others with both fantasies and new ideas. Thank you to a community of accepting people who lift each other up,
Please continue to do so. Thank you for you reading this. For stopping by and listening/reading
I hope your year ends on a good note, so that we can all put awefulness behind us and move forward towards something great

Much love to ya all

Hurray....confetti and whoop XP
Hope all you’s guys days are awesome and easy and chill and not stressful as hell XP

Sorry been gone. Been dealing with a lot of suck lately.
Aunt on me fathers side passed away due to cancer two weeks ago and found out today me aunt on me mum’s has the corona virus
And on my minuscule end unemployment be screwing with me.
So bright side of this looks like I’ll need to do art soon and take commissions to you know... live.

So should be getting to finishing those, but might do some feel good pieces to get in a better place first. Sorry I’ve been like no art posty for so long

And more updates of verging(?dafuq autocorrect) differing* levels of goodness
So slight bad news first,
got laid off for the time being.
So now good news everyone, More art will be coming soon....or ya know like, I won’t be able to buy foods...an I like having foods...and electricity. So ya no day job for however long this lasts buuuut will be getting back to doing more art.

Yaaaaa long embarrassing story short, I cut myself on New Years and needed 9 stitches in me right hand/wrist....so art might be just a tad slower (like it could get any slower right?) while I heal. Shouldn’t be long, still have all me range of motion and didn’t nick the tendon much so can still work but ya, sketching is a tad harder but hope to finish up what I been working on soon

Otherwise hope all yours guys had a safer New Years and the good times

To start this is a vent for me and best way I could think to explain my random and prolonged absences.
For the tldr: my irl family members are sick. When things are good I’m feeling good an art happens, when things look more grim I disappear.
(Sorry if this is broken up weird or weird typos. Wrote it on phone)

Longer venting version. First off why I’m spilling this here, I don’t have many people I can vent this to irl. I’m bad at staying in touch and don’t want to dump this on my close friends and for my family I have to be stronger than what I’ve been. (I’m the eldest son so lot of take care of family, be a pillar etc) and its just easier to spill this to you guys cause ya can tune out whenever. And I don’t know why that makes me feel better but ya. Don’t feel ya got to read all the nonsense, this be mostly for me but thank ya if ya do.

So I’m close with my family. Like I’m bad at staying in touch but I owe my parents everything. They were sometimes slow to support me in things but always have come through and kept me afloat. Like I really won’t fight someone for insulting me, don’t really care and never have, but for someone to say something about them all bets are off. Like my dad was super man for me growing up. Wisest kindest most morally just person I or anyone that knows him has ever met.
My dads health has been up and down my whole life.
When I was 8 he was given 2 years to live due to heart complications
When I was 14 he had a quintuple bypass heart surgery
When I was 18 he battled and beat cancer in his blood
And when I turned 21 I had to drive him 8 hours to our home hospital as his kidneys failed. We sung bob marleys three little birds the whole way
About 8 months after this and after being put on the heart transplant list he got a heart. It was 5 close calls before this, on two occasions they opened his chest to do the transplant only to find out literal minutes before the heart was bad.
A year after this he was given a new kidney by another great miracle.
This past spring he fell and small cut on his foot became a gaping wound. When I initially disappeared in the spring they thought he was going to lose his foot.
Luckily things improved a bit and more recently his foot has begun to heal...
Than we got the new news. My dad is in end stage lung failure
He is on constant oxygen and is wheel chair bound, fought and survived all this and now the thing most dangerous to him is his chest muscles atrophying away.
I tell this story to give the sort of rollercoaster I’ve been on. My dad instilled in me a relentless hope so I and my family hold out for the best and our most recent visit together was all smiles but ya.

Oh ya also my landlord recently screwed me out of 1000$
And I got me own health things going on which le suck

So ya recent times have been a tad more rough but I don’t want to keep disappearing away and shutting down when this is all going on cause I don’t like being that way.
And again sorry for this random heavy as shit. I know you guys come here for the smut but I just need a place to yell into a pillow and possibly be heard.? I don’t know if that completely makes sense but ya rant over thank ya much for listening

Ok feeling a bit better after that

I’m tired forgive my silly title XP
Ok it’s 4:34am currently so tired brain stream of thought XP
Got back from visit up to me parents and have simply not been back in art Brain mood yet hope to change that tomorrow...today I guess I’m...5ish hours. So hopefully new wip than
Ok night folks X3