I am tired of Tricare already, and I haven't had it for that long. So I tried going to my civilian doctor to get my knee fixed. He said it sounds like a bakers cyst and wanted to do an MRI, but kaiser permanente said I had to go to physical therapy first. My knee hurts so bad that I think it's a waste of time, so I tried going to a Ft. Carson doctor to get this knee issue resolved. She said she thinks that my meniscus is torn, which is awesome. She said I have to go through physical therapy, but could stop of the physical therapist and I think it's not working. I was like "Great, I'll do that." First of, the paperwork took about a week to come in. I get the paper, ready to get my knee fixed ASAP, but the letter said that I'm not approved for physical therapy because I have another insurance... WHAT? That doesn't make sense at all... So now I have to have my civilian doctor refer me to Memorial to get my knee fixed. This is not fun at all. I'm already useless at work as is... I just want this thing fixed. I don't even think physical therapy will do much. My knee is so bad it's sensitive to the touch...

I'm really nervous here. I have a cyst in my knee, but I was denied an MRI, so I have to try another doctor. I was denied because they said I need to go to physical therapy, but it just hurts so damn bad. The sad thing is it just keeps getting worse... I'm scared the doctor will tell me the exact same thing... I just want this bakers cyst removed so I can go about my day and get into shape...

1) Tell you something I learned about you by looking at your FA page for 13 seconds.
2) Tell you a color you remind me of.
3) Tell you my first memory of you.
4) Ask you a question.
5) Tell you something I like about you.
6) Tell you the object that is in front of me.
7) Dare you to do this yourself in your Journal

I was dared to do this by

This is because I can... and I'm bored. I also want to improve my art skills. So this is what the challenges are:

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Day:

1. Something you can't live without --> finished

2. Favorite TV show --> finished

3. Something yellow

4. Favorite book character

5. Favorite movie

6. Something you dislike

7. Favorite animated character

8. Something you miss

9. Logo of a band you like

10. Favorite thing when you were little

11. Something purple

12. Flag of the country you are from

13. Favorite movie character

14. Favorite fairytale

15. Favorite book

16. City skyline

17. Something orange

18. Your favorite quote

19. Favorite TV character

20. Favorite lollie

21. A logo

22. Something green

23. Favorite animal

24. A celebrity you admire

25. Favorite place in your home

26. Something inspired by your favorite song

27. Favorite food

28. Something pink

29. Something in your room

30. Whatever the hell I want to draw!

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I will need help thinking of the ones that involve colors. Name whatever for the color challenges and I'll draw it!

Stolen from

How Old Were You When You First:

Lost your virginity? - 18

Lost someone close to you? - I think I was about six... maybe. I don't remember how old I was.

Consumed alcohol? - I don't know O.O

Received a kiss? - French kiss- 18, lip kiss- 18

Went to the hospital? : 5

Had a broken heart? : 17

Lost a pet? : 6?

Got arrested? : never

Broke a bone? : 5

Got a job? : 18

Got a boyfriend? : 18

Went to a concert? : 16

Met someone famous? : Not yet!

Got in a car wreck? : never

Dyed your hair? : 13

Flew on an airplane? : I don't know how old I was.

Went to another state? : 1

Went across the country? : I haven't

Went to another country? : Never

Got a tattoo? : 17

Had a piercing? : 1

Smoked pot? : Never, and I don't really want to

Smoked a cigarette? : 18... and it was a prime time.

Went to Disney Land or Water World? : I don't remember how old I was -flail-

Had A Long term relationship? : 18

Dated somebody of another race? : Nope

Passed out from drinking? : Not quite, almost though

Became a furry? : 18

Went to your first non business / work related convention? : 18

My birthday was the 25th, but I was leaving that day, so I didn't say anything. I know it's late, but I just wanted to let you all know :3

So I'm taking a friend up to Denver Wednesday for a concert. I'll be up there from like 6-11 and I thought it would be a perfect time to hit you Denver guys up to hang out until my friend's concert is over. :3

Finally! It now works :3

Just a quick reminder, my car was having problems after I drove it through the flood in June. Well after an oil change, it seemed to work well enough... until now. Now my car is stalling almost everyday for the past four days. Today, it stalled at a light and it took two tries for it to finally start again. I've been lucky enough for it to stall at stop signs and red lights, but for how long? It also shakes when I brake, and if I have to slam on my brakes, it skips. I talked to someone and they said it sounds like engine damage and transmission issues. My car is going in the shop Friday, so I'll find out what's wrong with it soon. I hope it will last until I can get money for a new, safe car.

I started college today and so far, it's great! I made a friend already and she's awesome! We have so much in common and she loves how crazy I am! I feel like I'm getting rid of a shell I put myself into. I'm happier than I have been in a while. Usually I just feel tired and whatever, but now I'm happy and actually talked to people! I'm liking it a lot more than highschool. My classes are what I'm interested in. The only general class I have is English 1310. All the rest are math, intro to computer science, intro to robotics, and freshman seminar (which is super helpful). I'm loving life. I only have about two in a half hours of actual class time. The rest is just time to myself and I spend it with my new friend. I'm also going to see my cousin more often. I might even be able to get back into soccer.

I also applied to another job today. The manager said she would check her schedule and call me about an interview. I didn't even have to fill out an application. They were out, so she asked me questions and told me to write down my info so she could call later. I really hope that I get the job! I could really use it!

That's about all I can think about right now. I'm so glad that my life is turning for the better ^^

I went to my first fur con this weekend and it was great! I met new people, made friends, and was able to see some local furs that I haven't talked to in a while! I was even able to sell a tail that I made! Even though I forgot my purse with all my money and ID at home, I was able to get through the weekend thanks to , , and . I definately can't wait until next year! I will be going to the next RMFC!

Now it's time to blow off some steam:

I was expecting to get back to reality today, but that didn't happen. Within a minute of walking into the door last night, my mother decided it was a good time to tell me that I'm still a child. I was accused of being selfish and not caring about my family. She said that the housesitting job that was canceled was all my fault because I seemed to be unreliable. I already had that thought cross my mind, but I couldn't do anything about it. The person made her decision and I told her that next time they want to go on a vacation that I would make sure to be there. She further told me that I need to get off my ass and go find a job. That my online applications aren't doing shit. I was also accused of being a child. I was told that adults don't hang out with friends like what I do. She said that if I'm going to act like a child, I'm going to be treated as such. This is just making me want to move out even more. I can't wait until I get a job, save up some money, and find a new place to live! She just seems to enjoy pushing me away. I love her and all, but sometimes just wow.

Anyway, today is so much better since the parents are off to work. Finished some financial aid stuff for college and I'm going to drive around giving out some resumes and filling out applications. Hello real world.

Check it out! http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3671390/

Okay, so I decided that I'm going to make my own yarn tail and if all goes well, I might make and sell them. I just got the base down and I'll be making some of the 'fur' that I will sow into the base. I'll take pictures once I start sowing and I will show everyone how it turns out! I'm so excited!

Title says it all. Check it out! http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3587190/

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3574796/ click it! ^-^

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I had to drive through a flood to get home almost two weeks ago. I got water in the car, so I had to let it dry for a few days. It finally stopped showing me the check engine light, so I am driving it around again. It stalled on me Tuesday when I got my hair dyed. I was at a stop light and it just died on me. I was able to start it back up easily. It still threatens to stall on me, but hasn't until today. Luckily I was just pulling out of the wrong parking spot, so it's not like I was in traffic, but it is still not right. I'm getting my oil changed tomorrow to see if that helps. If anyone has any ideas as to what is wrong, I would love to hear them. I'm just so afraid my car is going to just commit suicide on me. I can't afford to let that happen.

Yesterday was so amazing. It was great getting out in the sun and spending the whole day jeeping with some awesome people. After that, I went to my first ever fur meet up in Denver. It was so great! I was a little on the quiet side, but that was because there were so many new people. The next one I go to, I should be a lot more vocal! It's days like those that make me so glad that I have such great friends. I'm also so glad that I became part of the furry world. Thank you guys for being so amazing. It means a lot. ^-^

Tonight was a lot of fun. I watched a movie with some pretty awesome people and finished my finals earlier today. It's about time for me to sleep off this cold that's slowly creeping up on me. I feel like shit and about passed out at a few stop lights. If anyone needs me, I'll be asleep for a few days. :3

I saw this and thought, might as well. I could also use $100! You should totally try it as well! Nothing to loose!

Linkage: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3438348/

I am so excited! Today has ended pretty well. I resolved some paranoia of mine, I scheduled an appointment for my tattoo, and I finally got my commission! I'm getting my tattoo next Saturday! Even though this month might be hard, I have some great stuff to look forward to.

So  sir.tundra did the personality quiz and I wanted to try. It pretty much knows me!

Upbeat

You enjoy being around others and others enjoy being around you. You have a "live and let live" attitude; because you know that no one's perfect, you are forgiving and happy to give the benefit of the doubt.

You don't feel the need to be controversial or express contrary opinions all the time. You see no reason to go around rubbing people the wrong way.

Outgoing

You are more interested in interacting with others than in being by yourself. For you, it is a boring waste of time to sit around, alone, and analyze why you are the way you are.

You don't prefer your own company to being with friends; you're not so interested in what's going on in your mind that you don't need to interact with others. And you get no pleasure out of sitting around, alone, trying to figure out what makes you tick.

Arbitrary

You believe life can be fairly random, and trying to impose a tight little grid on it is a waste of time - your conclusion: relax. Things will work out (or not). No need to get ultra-logical about everything.

You do not believe that everything has a logical explanation or that every problem has a logical solution.

Self-Contained

You like to stick to your own business and leave the power struggles to others; you know who you are and what you believe in, but you don't see any reason to impose your values on everyone else.

You generally don't get involved in organizing or motivating people, and you don't feel the need to always be seen as a big public decision-maker.

Calm

You rarely become irritated, generally accept people as they are, take things as they come, and feel relaxed in most situations.

You do not let a minor annoyance escalate to a confrontation. You don't regularly snap at those around you or fly off the handle with little provocation.

Sociable

You are a people person. You're much more likely to be found in the middle of a crowd than home alone. When there's a good time to be had, you're likely to be having it.

You are not necessarily happier when you're by yourself, and would not choose to be home alone rather than, say, in a crowded club with your friends.

Original

You are constantly coming up with new ideas. For you, the world as it exists is just a jumping-off place; what's going on inside your mind is often more interesting than what's going on outside.

You don't feel that the road to success is to be a realist and stick to the program; you never stop yourself from coming up with new ideas or telling the world what you're thinking about.

Laid Back

You prefer to do your own thing, in your own way, rather than attempt to force your will, or your ego, on a group. You're happy working on your own, taking your sweet time, and focusing on the job at hand.

You're not pushy. You're not interested in imposing your will on others, taking charge of every situation, being the first to raise your hand in class, or insisting on being the winner of every argument.

Emotional

You let it all hang out, and those around you always know what you're going through.

You are not isolated from your emotions; no one would call you "cold-blooded," or even "cool as a cucumber."

Aesthetic

You appreciate art, beauty, and design; you know that they are not superficial but absolutely crucial to living the good life. You have good taste, and you're proud of it. Those with a high score on the "aesthetic" trait are often employed in literary or artistic professions, enjoy domestic activities — doing things around the house — and are enthusiastic about the arts, reading, and travel.

You don't think it's pretentious to be moved by art and beauty. You're not one of those who believe it doesn't matter what something looks like as long as it does its job.

So my granddad has a surgery tomorrow and I'm kind of worried. I'm not sure if I'll be able to sleep tonight. School is going to be long too since I can't ask mom how it goes util study hall. D:

Yay for boredom!

We've all seen what you can do, now lets see what makes you tick :) Answer the following questions (honestly!) and share with the world who you really are. Ready? Go!

1. We all know what we call you, what about the folks at home? Whats your name?
Carley. I also respond to Carles Barkley though.

2. How tall are you?
5'5"

3. Natural hair color?
Brown

3. What about eye color?
Blue

4. What orientation are you?
Straight

5. Are you single, taken, or undecided?
Single, like always.

6. What do you do in your spare time?
I like to hang out with friends and play soccer. I game too when I can find the time.

7. What's your job?
I am a nanny. Yay babysitting.

8. What's one thing you like about yourself?
I'm a very good friend ^-^

9. Alright, now what about something you dislike about yourself?
Everything.

10. What's some things your friends noticed about you when they first met you?
Not really sure. I have never really asked. Someone should answer this for me.

Good! Hold on, yer coming up on some deeper questions now... ready?

11. Of what faith/religion are you(if any at all?)
There's a God, but I don't like attending churches. I was raised Catholic and I don't agree with most of it.

12. Do you drink?
Sometimes... :3

13. Do you smoke?
Cigars once in a while.

14. What are your fears?
Losing all my friends. I'm scared of my friends all getting tired of me and abandoning me.

15. What are your dreams/goals?
Finish college and get a job in the Airforce.

16.Ever had any crushes/ex's in the past/present?
A few, but I don't even really care anymore. Whatever happens happens.

Almost done!!! Time for some lighter topics now :D

17. Who's your best bud?
 asaclardykitsune and  sir.tundra

18. Alright, you got the cravin' for munchies, what'cha reachin' for?
Fruit!

19. Favorite drink?
Iced tea and coffee. I drink a lot of water too.

20. Favorite color?
Blue and green.

21. If you had any super power, what would it be?
Shapeshifting would be a lot of fun. Either that or teleportation. Would make life easier.

22. Favorite movie?
Resident Evil. Also Underworld. Riddick.

23. Least favorite food?
Some fish. I like sushi though. I make no sense.

24. Quick! You have only one meal left before you die!!! What is it?
Chinese food! Sesame chicken or orange chicken.

25. What do you drive/wish you drove?
I have a Pontiac grand am. I want a Mitsubishi outlander sport.

Last 5 questions. You're in the homestretch, come on, you can make it! Lets see what gets under your skin.

26. Most disliked bug?
SPIDERS!! D:

27. Most hated pet peeves?
Noticing an askew object and not fixing it.

28. Dislike in life?
Haters. Or those who create drama.

29. Most annoying?
Dumb drivers.

30. Mot disliked TV show?
All reality shows.

Fist journal entry ever.