i haven't been on her in forever *bows* sorry about that folks. i mean you guys have still been faving and watching me and i've been MIA. my bad. no excuse other than i've been over on Deviantart a lot ^^; i'll try to be more active but school has been kicking my ass when it comes to personal art just like it has on DA. well nice seeing you guys again and later toonsters

just to let you guys know that i'm not dead nor am i being lazy about my comic or other art. school is just piling crap on me so that's why i haven't put anything up. sorry ^^;

i finally got the webcomic up! Girl's Next Door is now an online comic! whoot! right now it's only the pages that i've put up here but stayed tuned cuz i'm gonna update knew pages soon. here's the link by the by: http://girlnextdoor.smackjeeves.com/ later toonsters!

ok anyone have an idea where this 'Twitter' bullshit came from? while i'm interested in talking to certain people like my favorite webcomic artists, i don't really see the point of knowing random bullshit that they think about sometimes. it comes off as idiotic and useless. if i wanted to know that stuff, i can look it up on the internet cuz y'know, people always do stupid stuff and immediately put it on the net...shit i just answered my own question. oh well. some of the stuff is kinda interesting or funny. just not all of it T_T this was sponsered by a random thought!

Happy Valentine's Day, toonsters! just want to wish everyone a good day and hope that if your not with the one you love, try to find them^^

okay so according to the pic Renu is a herm. well i decided to change her into a female and make her a lesbian. i'll probably make it so that some special spell or something changes her to a herm on certain occasions. so that is all

here's a quick question, folks. if i made a webcomic featuring these two lovely ladies, Renu and Kila here :http://www.furaffinity.net/view/1437504/: , would anyone read it? really i've already started on it, but i just wanted to know if anyone would actually read it. it's gonna be a kinda romantic comedy with as many innuendos, come-ons, and sexy ladies i can muster. and trust me, i never run out of sexy women to draw XD so what's the verdict? would anyone be interested? come on, don't make me beg! please XD

oh and if people are interested, i'll put a link up here when it's ready

i'm so sorry everyone that i like disappeared for a long time. i was losing focus and drive in my art work and school was being a bitch. so i let i backed off a bit and kinda went back to my deviantart account to... i don't know.. recharge my batteries. i can't believe i was gone so long and i'm sorry for not saying anything. but i am back and put more stuff up soon. see ya folks!

just a like shout out to everyone celebrating halloween. have a good one! i know i will. i'm going to an awesome party tonight. and i've been in costume on my campus since wendsday. i got a lot of looks; of shock, admiration, comtempt, confusion, and happiness. it was fun. if can grab any pics taken of me i'll try to post them. anyway have a spooky night folks! MWAHAHAHAHAHA! HEEHEEHEEHEE!

still getting used to life at college. so far i'm having a good time and have been free and more free than i have been in a long time. but i still feel depressed every once and a while. my mom have expressed that she doesn't think i'll make in my major. she keeps listening to her boss and now thinks i can't find a job ever. i'm going to get a minor in something like journalism or commercial art or something. that and i don't think she accepts my bisexuality. when i try to talk her about it, she freaks out and starts talking like i have a disgusting disease. it pisses me off so i end the conversation quickly.

and i'm in love with someone who won't love me back the same way i love her... i want her to be happy even though i know it will never be with me. i haven't even told my close friend in fear of her hearing about it. it sucks and hurts so much.

i don't want to sound emo but i needed to say something about the things going on. nice to get it out, y'know? later, toonsters

hey everyone! sorry i've been gone for so long. i've just got internet today. yay! and i'm officially in college! it's been really hectic and strange but i'm adjusting. i just went to my first drawing class today and i'm looking forward to it. hopefully i'll be able to become a better artist with it. submissions and updates will begin as soon as i am able. thanks guys. see ya toonsters!

RULES
ANSWER EACH QUESTION AND THEN TAG AT LEAST 2 PERSONS
You CAN erase questions and at the end you can add one or more.

Your real name: that's classified ;)

Age: 18

Height: 5'2"


FAVORITES
Color: blue

Band: My Chemical Romance

Video game: Kingdom Hearts II

Movie: The Dark Knight, Heath Ledger was the coolest Joker

Book: A is for Alibi by Sue Garth

Food: Hot and Spicy McChiken

Game on a cell phone: Tetris, one of the most addictive games known to man

Flower: Rose

Scent: After the rain

Animal: between tiger and wolf

Cereal: Fruit Loops

Website: fchan

Cartoon/Anime: Gankutsuo, i'm watching it now

DO YOU
Watch TV more than 60 hours a week?: yep

Like to sing?: yeah rock, country, or gospel

Have a job?: no

Have a cell phone?: yes

Like to play sports?: basketball

Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: not anymore

Have a crush on someone?: yes

Live somewhere NOT in the united states?: no

Have more than 5 TVs in your house?: no

Have any special talents/skills?: art, listening, running

Exercise daily?: exercise bad

Like school?: i like to socialize so yeah

CAN YOU
Sing the alphabet backwards?: no

Stand on your tip toes without wearing shoes?: yes

Speak any other languages?: a little French and very little Japanese

Go a day without food?: no way

Remember your dreams: yeah they're really cool and exciting

Read music, not just tabs?: no

Roll your tongue?: yup

Eat a whole pizza?: yes

HAVE YOU EVER
Won something in the lottery?: nope

Snuck out of the house?: yes to see Howl's Moving Castle at the movies

Lied to get out of trouble?: of course

Had a computer crash?: yeah... *sigh*

Gotten lost in your city?: all the time

Seen a shooting star?: yeah once

Been to any other countries?: no

Had a serious surgery?: yeah five years ago

Stolen something important to someone else?: no

Solved a rubiks cube?: no

Gone out in public in your pajamas?: yeah^^

Cried over a girl?: yes

Cried over a boy?: yes

Kissed a random stranger?: yes, she was cute

Hugged a random stranger?: yes all the time at cons

Been in a fist fight?: three times total

Been arrested?: no

Done drugs?: no

Had alcohol?: yes, very little

Laughed and had milk come out of your nose?: no

Pushed all the buttons on an elevator?: no

Sneaked into the opposite sex's bathroom?: no, didn't sneak in, had to use it cuz the women's was full

Gone to school only to find you had the day off because of a holiday/etc?: no

Kicked a guy where it hurts?: no

Been to a casino?: yeah

Ran over an animal and killed it?: no

Broken a bone?: fractured if that counts

Had a water balloon fight in winter?: no

Made homemade muffins?: yes

Bitten someone?: no

Been to disneyland/disneyworld?: no sadly

Burped in someone’s face?: no


WHENS THE LAST TIME YOU
Brushed your teeth: this morning

Cried: Monday

Went to the bathroom: three hours ago

Saw a movie in a theatre: Last Tuesday

Read a book: Last Wendsday

Had a snow day: in 2000

Had a party: i forget, January?

Went to a doctor: 4 mobths ago

Went to the grocery store: yesterday

Got sick: last year

Got cursed: yesterday by my mom

Called someone: 5 hours ago

DO YOU PREFER
Fruit/vegetables: fruits

Black/white: white

Lights on/lights off: on

TV/movie: movie

Cash/cheque: cash

Pillows/blankets: blankets

Headache/stomach ache: headache

Paint/charcoal: paint

Chinese food/Mexican food: chinesem, love wontons

Summer/winter: winter

Snow/rain: rain

Fog/misty: misty

Rock/rap: rock

Meat/vegetarian: meat

Chocolate/vanilla: vanilla

Sprinkles/icing: icing

Cake/pie: pie

Strawberries/blueberries: strawberries

ocean/swimming pool: swimming pool

Cookies/muffins: cookies

Wallet/pocket: wallet

Window/door: window

Charles Chaplin/Chespirito: chaplin great guy

Pink/purple: pink

Cat/dog: cat

Long sleeve/short sleeve: short sleeves

Pants/shorts: pants

Winter break/spring break: winter break

Spring/autumn: spring

Clouds/clear sky: clear sky

Moon/mars: moon

Questions/Answers: questions

War/Peace: peace

Do you believe in love?: yes of course

I...
Am: relaxed and randy

Want: to hang out with friends

Need: more time

Love: my friends and family

Hate: heat

Feel: comfy

Did: watch anime

Miss: my dog Droopy, RIP

Am annoyed by: stupid descisions

would rather: cuddle

Would kiss: teresa, Runhurd, Tattoed Heart

Am tired of: bullshit

Will always: choose to hang out than do nothing

MISCELLANEOUS
What is your favourite genre of music?: rock and classical

What time is it now? 1:18 a.m.

How much money do you have right now?: $5

Are you hungry right now?: a little

What are you doing right now?: plannig out comics

Do you like parades?: yes a lot

Do you like the moon?: yes?

What are you going to do when you're done with this?: don't know, sleep

DO YOU THINK YOU ARE
Funny?: a little

Cool?: maybe

Pretty?: sometimes

Sarcastic?: a lot

Lazy?: yes, very

Hyper?: totally

Friendly?: i try to be

Evil?: maybe *grins mischeviously

Unforgettable?: yes i hope

Smart?: yes

Strong?: much stronger than i look

Talented?: i think i am in some things, maybe


WHAT COMES TO MIND WITH THE WORD
Lonely: doll

Flower: roses blooming

Brain freeze: my friend Cal

Strange: my family

Suffering: hurtful words from family

WOULD YOU EVER
Sky dive?: hell no

Run away?: maybe... though i don't want to

Curse at a teacher?: yes if i need to

Not take a shower for a week?: to save money

Ask someone out?: yeah if i really think i like them

Unscrew your cellphone too see what's inside?: no i'll kill it

Lie to someone to make them think better of you?: no cuz it'll bite me in the ass

Visit a foreign country for more than a month?: yes Japan and a lot of Europe

Go scuba diving?: yes

Write a book?: yes i'd like to

Assemble a computer?: if someone showed me how

Become a rock star?: i don't know maybe

LAST QUESTIONS
What kind of computer do you have?: an HP

Do you like to throw popcorn at people in the movies?: no i like to eat it... and fight over it with friends

How many posters do you have in your room?: about 6


What types of ice-cream ya like!?: either vanillia or cookies and cream

i tag TattoedHeart and Runhurd cuz i can^^

i'm finally moving to college next Saturday. WHOO! i've got all the stuff i need, just have to pack it all. that will take a lot of time but it's worth it!^^ i'm so excited!

Leave me a comment and I will...

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c) Tell you something I like about you
d) Tell you a memory I have of you
e) Ask something I've always wanted to know about you
f) In return, you must post this in your journal

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well a couple of hours ago i broke up with my boyfriend of four months. it surprisingly went better than i expected. i told him that i wanted to slow things down and just remain friends. he seemed to take it very well. he probably could be putting up a front but i can't tell with him sometimes. it may be... no scratch that, it will be ackward since were officers in the same anime club but i think we're strong enough to get through it. truth is he's one of my best friends and i don't want to lose him. maybe i'm crazy to try to keep a relationship with an ex but... i chose this and i'll stick with it. i'll stay optimistic and friendly and i hope he'll do the same. hopefully i made the right choice...

i went to a convention last went near my way. it's a small anime con called Mechacon. it was a lot of fun getting to know my friends who i rode with and roomed with. the coolest part though was when i went to the Cowboy Bebop Q/A and got autographs from Steve Blume, the director of the anime Mary something or other and Beau the guy who does Jet in the show. it was awesome! wasn't even expecting to get them or anything so it was quite the experience.

i'm so glad FA is back up! i missed you guys a bunches!^^ surprisingly i don't have much to put up for two reasons. 1) most of the stuff i've done isn't inked yet and 2) i forgot save the script to the comic i am working on onto my computer. yeah i'm smart like that. but so glad to see all of you! hugs and stuff!

i'll probably never be this hyper again so enjoy the energy while it lastsX3

what the hell is wrong with things lately? my mom is being a super bitch over the littlest shit. she's been calling me stupid, dumb, a bictch, selfish, and a no it all... that's only today. gawd why the hell does she get to be whatever she wants while i can only be the nice, unopinated little idiot she wants. all i want is for her try not to constantly complain and bitch about every little thing that she thinks is not just right! DAMMIT! all i want is to be myself without her thinking i'm plotting to ruin her fucking life.

sorry for the rant. i just... i just can't wait to get the hell out of this house. i want to not look at her and think think "go to hell". i'd to have a better relationship with her but i don't see that in the near future. shit. God i hope things get better

just a small rant of how i'm probably going crazy. when i'm at work(i work at a library), sometimes there's not much to do. so i go around doing busy work for my boss and do all the stuff she doesn't want to do. don't get me wrong, she's super nice but she can be a bit lazy. she'll have me do something that she should have done a day or two ago. and she's so old fashioned it makes me sick. one time she literally said that she thought only college people could be bi or gay. o_O does that make any sense to anyone? she also says stuff like females can't do things like pick up semi heavy stuff or play the part of the wolf in a puppet show. yeah we're putting on a show for the kiddies and i wanted to be the wolf(for obvious reasons XD). but she's like you're a girl, you can't be the wolf. what... the... hell. i don't get it but i let it slide. then lo and behold, she gets to be the wolf. in two days, the rules change. the worse part of my day though is when i can't get on the computer on my break because someone was bitching about it. like i was going to kill someone if i got on. so i take a small break of reading the newspaper and go back to work pissed. no one really talks to me most of the time so i start to sing to myself at random times. i've seen some people give me a dirty or weird look when i do it but it's better than going insane from the silence.

sigh...fun days. maybe i'm not going crazy but if crap keeps going the way its going, i may^^ kidding... i hope

i just saw Kung Fu Panda for the second time at the movies and i still love it! it's one of the few animations that really does kung fu right. the animations and story is so awesome that i can't get enough of it. dreamworks really do great stuff. i'll probably go see again before its out of theaters.

anyone else seen it?

i just wanna say thanks to all y'all for getting me this far on here. i have over 500 pageveiws which means that either i'm doing something you guys like or y'all are just really awesome. personally i think it's both^^

anyway thanks for eveything so far and i hope to do a lot more stuff y'all enjoy!

i just got in last night from my trip and i was exhausted. i slept about 11 hours last night.^^

anyway it was so fun and i had a blast! i bought a crap-load of anime and furry stuff. my first cosplay at a convention was cool too. i was Bishop Hazel from the Saiyuki Reload manga. if you haven't read Saiyuki, give it a try, it's in the manga section of your nearest bookstore...hopefully. i found a couple pics of me on a-kon's website which is cool. i'll put up some of the ones of me and my friends on here too. i got a poster of vgcats and the artist signed and drew a picture on the back. he was awesome!

well that's all i can remember for now. so many things happened i'll just have to document the best way i know how. by comic! expect some comics of the weirdest parts of my trip coming! later folks!

good lord have i been busy the past week. i've working on the comic ufortunately i won't have time to put any up this week due to circumstances beyond my control^^. plus i'm going out of town this weekend and won't have a way to put anything up. i may be able to come on once and a while but nothing concrete^^. rest assured though i will be working on stuff this weekend and will show it all to you guys nest week. it's only luck i'm on here today. well later ya'll!

at the moment i'm over a friend's house working on cosplay stuff for an upcoming anime convention. i'm not doing much expect the little stuff for the props and modeling. she's way better than me so i leave the sewing up to her. i'm so excited cuz it's looking great and its sorta original. what i mean is that i've never seen anyone do this costume before and it's so cool.