Its amazing you guys. I have so many furry friends all over the place. I got you guys here where I stated being a furry. I got Twitter where I have made an interesting amount of friends there and need to back on too. Facebook is another place I am learning to make so many new friends now. Its amazing. There are so many groups on there. I am happy to announce I am working for the AFA (American Furry Association) and hope this organization goes far. It has potential to do great things. I will post another journal in the future explaining more about them. They so deserve a mention. As for me despite the fact I am having a hard time keeping my finances together, having a hard time keeping my head out of the spotlight from work and also keeping my head up when it comes to work can be hard and stressful. What makes it all worth while in the and it is you guys... This entire fandom has touched my heart, opened me up and even saved my life. It is slowly starting to change me for the better. I am so freakin happy to have all you wonderful furries to cheer me and most of all i got  redx as my boyfriend helping thru all my booohoo cry baby moments I got... which can be a lot btw. So you guys I have got to ask you...how should I measure my happiness right now? Because it is so freaking high right now.

http://quizfarm.com/quizzes/Sex/poe.....bdsm/index.php

Check out this quiz here. Its very interesting what you will know about yourself when it comes to sex. I know I did and I bet got some people wondering too.

You Scored as Submissive



Bondage
100%
Submissive
100%
Experimental
96%
Switch
86%
Degradation
71%
Masochist
68%
Sadist
57%
Dominant
46%
Exhibitionist / Voyeur
43%
Vanilla
0%

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PS4 is out pacing the Xbox in pre-order sales...*Shakes my head* How could you Xbox? I have always been a loyal and faithful fan of yours for many years. Always going for Xbox rather than PS games but now...:sad: now your spitting in my face for all the madness your putting on us...Because of this when I get the chance I am pre-ordering the PS4.

Yes folks I am still alive and still a furry. I am now stationed here in Moody AFB, GA. So any GA, FL furs wanna hang just hit me up ok? I have been dealing with a LOOOTTT of stress. Mostly money problems and emotional abuse i suffered from someone I use to know. I am mailing his stuff back and hurt very bad. So bad I am in therapy because of it. So please folks only my closest friends know who the fur is but please everyone else leave it be. I will not tell you his name nor do I want you guys to troll him. I living with RedX happily and it is such a treat having him around. He is my boyfriend if you guys didn't know. I FINALLY have internet in my place. I shall be putting up artwork I commissioned or photos of my new place or perhaps my fursuit as well. I will make updates on my page soon but right now I am catching up on stuff right now. So see you guys around. ^^

Hi there guys and gals its Alonely. I am back and here in GA. I am stationed at a base in Southern GA. I would so love to meet furs in either GA or FL since its not far from FL. I am alive guys. The reason why I haven't made much contact here in FA or anywhere is because of drama and me cross-training to my new job. So goodbye being a Security Forces Cop to being a Civil Engineer Customer Service. I shall be in GA for about 2 yrs but not sure where else to go after that. I will explain more later on but know this I am back to enjoy life here in America and meet some RL furs as well. See ya guys.

Hey there guys sorry for the very long wait in updates. I have been doing my best enjoying my time back to the homeland that is America. I am in TX right now in NE Texas to be exact. I am fighting boredom. The class instructor is awesome since I get to play on my phone during breaks or when we bullshit. I am graduating April 11th. I hope to work towards a honor grad award since the class material is so easy since my 6 1/2 months working in the Civil Engineer customer service. I know most of the material but there is stuff that I didnt know about. I am thankful for and for the time I am enjoying myself here with the wonderful American food, TV shows and video games I ahve missed terribly. So I shall with the small amount of time I got to clear out the loads of comments, submissions and other stuff as well. So see ya guys.

Yep my flight to America went great. Went to save and pick up from his homophobic parents. Helping him get use to being away from his family, be around other furries like myself and , working in a different job and growing up in a different environment. My flight to TX however did not go so well. Me and Marxeen both had our luggage missing. Fortunately next day they called us letting us know that our bags are ready at my base in TX for training. We spent a few days with Redx hanging out together and getting to know one another. Right now me and Marxeen are relaxing in the hotel on my base in Sheppard AFB. So I am so happy to be here in the USA that I both almost cried and orgasmed at the same time when I bit into a 1/2;b double cheeseburger from Wendys. So folks you can talk to me once again just be aware that I am in the US Central time zone.

I grew up a lot in your county. Made many mistakes and learned many lessons as well. I'm flying back to America to have fun with and Laters. Will contact when I can. *salutes the UK as I'm on my plane and flying back to the USA*

As of today all my stuff has either been shipped out, mailed out, gone to charity or gone to the trash. 3 years and 2 months I have been stuck on that base. About I would say spending a good 3-4 weeks in training away from base plus my 6 1/2 months I did while I was deployed in Iraq. This was my first base. I made many firsts happen at this base for me. i grew up soooo much compared to when I first came in. Made many mistakes and hurt some in the process. The British food is okay depending on who cooks it but I had some tasty stuff as well. I only traveled to Paris with friends after our deployment as over as a vacation. SO its sad I didnt do much when there is so much to do. Oh well. All in all it was a nice expereince to call the area I was at a nice temporary home but never truely home in my heart. America is my home country. Its where my heart, my family and all the large number of furry friends are as well. Come tom morning my flight out of here will take me far from here. Never knowing if I might be coming back or not. I will leave one last Journal in the morning before I fly out but time to relax in my fancy hotel room before I call it a night. =3

Yep today is my birthday. I am now 24 yrs old and pretty happy to pass my PT Test too. Also still good on leaving the 22nd. Laptop being fixed now so still on phone *falls asleep after being so tired*

I am alive. I'm sorry I'm making this short but my laptop is fucked up and I take ages to txt. I'm not a good and fast txting individual. So my apologies to anyone I chat with on Skype or Yahoo! I can IM on my phone but like I said before not a good txter and my phone service is crap. So please until my laptop is fixed contact via email, YIM or notes are the best bet. Hopefully I can give u further update on me leaving England. I'm leaving on the 22nd of Feb. I screwed up some paperwork so I'm staying 11 more days than necessary. Monday I will give you further report.

That is how long I got before the big move back to America. FYI for all who I talk to on a regular basis I might be offline a lot. I will be on and off a lot. I NEED to get my ass in gear, clean my place up and get my stuff ready to be shipped out. Things are happening quickly. So yeah I am getting ready for the big move. Just so you knows on Feb 11 I am leaving England and coming back to the USA...HOME Training first then to my next base in the USA. Hitting the hay now. Gonna be buuussssyyyy X_X

I am so happy spending time with a good British dragonwolf for several days. Then going on skype talking to my family. Making the rounds wishing everyone a very Merry Christmas. When it came to Video Calling my boyfriend we both got emotional with the gifts we got for each other and the card we gave each other. Mine reads..."Your still the one at Christmas and always. After all this time your still the one, the one whose touch melts my heart, the one whose beautiful smile I'll always adore. You're still the one I want beside me...my joy in good times, my strength in hard times, my love at all times. Nobody else but you will do. You're my forever, you're my always...your still the one for me." Who wouldn't cry after that? I know we both did after i was done reading it. ;_; So Happy Holidays to you all and good night.

THIS BE HIM >>> redx<<<<

Now be nice to him everybody. We are still in the dating phase.

I am sorry for not being online recently folks. I have been dealing with some drama I made. I won't say what thou. Been crying and hurt for several days now. Also the crappy British internet finally works here. I also would like to thank EVERYBODY for the favs. I am sorry I haven't had the time to thank you all. SO my apologies. Seeing all the news coverage, stories from the victims and families about the tragedy in Newtown(?), Connecticut. All those innocent women and children...who kills them? They are young and innocent. They shouldn't have there lives ended that way. Its making me want to cry now. Forgive me as I say a prayer for them and their families. I will be crying tonight and going to bed early. I am sorry folks. *Grieves for the families and all who have suffered from this tragedy*

2 months from this date I shall leave England for a long time. I do not know if I will come back. We shall see what fate has in for me or life or money too. For those who don't know I am am gonna PCS (Military term for Permanent Change of Station) to a base in GA. I won't say it here until I am there or to those close friends I trust. I am so close to going to another base in a different career. Of course I will be cross training in a base in TX which I will explain more later. You guys have no idea how happy I am about this move back to America. My home. My country. My fellow Americans I serve faithfully and honorably to protect. So off to bed early. Good night ya'll.

I lost count at the many watches I got over these last 2 pics I posted. Plus over the last 2 days I have hit over 70 favs!?! Am I being punked guys and gal? Quick either pinch my butt, or smack it. I must be dreaming right now. I didn't draw those pics or deserve those favs. The artists do. *bends over for impending butt smacks or pinches*

Sorry everyone. For all the new and old watchers I have been dealing with jet lag, depression and the wonderful news that I got tickets to go to all the locations I need to go except on vacation. That I must pay out of pocket. The government shall pay for my airfare to LAX then to TX for my 8 weeks of training for my new career, After that I will report straight to my next base. So right now I am extremely happy that I am PCSing soon. So 3 weeks since I put a new journal up and then 2 months of no submissions? Shame shame on me. I must fix that now. Plus eventually over time perhaps nuking the journals I got to take care of and somehow sift thru all the submissions I have too. So i am back and still alive is the point I am trying to make here. Later.

I am @ Heathrow International Airport waiting to get on my flight in a few minutes. First i will not be on FA much or on my messengers either so please i am sorry if i don't respond to your notes or what not. Second, I am going home on leave to LAX in CA where my mom and my younger brothers are going to pick me up and take me back home to Lancaster. As soon as I get home I shall shower and change into some nice clothes for my father's 3rd (Shocked me really I didn't know my mom was his 2nd) Wedding reception. The wife he is married to now is his girlfriend he has known for more than a dozen years. So it was expected since they been together that long (and she has been bugging him for it for years). Also spending time with my father's side of the family. Third, I shall be enjoying thanksgiving with my mom's side of the family. So I shall be home for about 7 days. I will be leaving Black Friday to come back to England for the last several months before I PCS. OH last thing i am happy to report : I GOT MY ORDERS TO GET THE HELL OUT OF THIS COUNTRY! WOOOOHOOO. Yes I am extremely happy about that. 3 years I will be in this country come December 9th which is a long story for another time. I shall be going on leave to see some friends for a few days then I am going to TX for 8 weeks of training into my new career in the AF and finally I shall be going to my next duty station: Moody AFB, Georgia. I shall explain more later but right now I must fly off now. Tata everyone.

Told to do this by

Comment on this journal and I'll...

1. Tell you something I learned about by looking at your FA page for 13 seconds
2. Tell you a colour you remind me of
3. Tell you my first memory of you
4. Ask you a question
5. Tell you something I like about you
6. Give you a nickname
7. Tell you the object that is to the left of me
8. Dare you to do this yourself in your journal

Well I am trying to see my family in CA for my father's (3rd) wedding and also for Thanksgiving with my mom. Both parents are divorced btw. I am broke after spending all that time and money to go see my master in Sept and just a week ago at Oklacon. This email my father sent me a few days ago before I talked to him Sunday but never read it until last night made it hard to read again.

"[Alonely],

Please answer this email! We need to nail down your trip I believe if we don't do this soon I won't be able to pay for the flight because it will be out of my price range. If I don't here from you this week you must be too busy to care about your family and don't care to come back home for a visit. You must be too busy traveling back and forth to the states to see your friends instead of thinking about us. Call or write so we can discuss the plans.

Later,
Pops"

He said the exact same thing to me after I called to say hi and that I loved him and if he needed anything from me. Nice dad for making me feel sad

I FINNNAALLYY after maybe a year of waiting finally got orders to my next base after my 8 weeks in technical school training in TX in Feb I will be going to Moody AFB, GA. Yep that is right I am coming home to AMERICA, USA , THE COUNTRY I LOVE and MY HOME COUNTRY. *Parties and dances all night long celebrating*

Attention all furries I am in Oklahoma with  redx and we are enjoying ourselves. We are attending a furcon here called Oklacon. I will be in and out checking my FA and stuff. I sadly won't be online at any IMs anytime soon. Sorry guys. If you need me you can always note me or give me a shout. Later.

I apologize for not being active online for the many who have my messengers or even here. I have been fighting depression as of lately. Doing better now. Enjoying Resident Evil 6. Trying to enjoy my 3 day weekend. School as well has been driving me up the wall too. So apologies for talking to everyone I care about. Will do more tom as soon as I get some sleep since its pretty late here. *falls asleep and drools*

I. NEED. IT. BADLY. *WHINES AND WHIMPERS AS I RAISE MY FAT ASS UP AND WIGGLES IT FOR ALL*