So I noticed I kind of been like on a streak of one or two journals a year. So here I am meeting my quota. But this time I'm actually going to write something of substance!

updates since the last journal???

I got fucking married! been married for a few months. It's pretty great, we got married at the courthouse in the county like some nerds. But one day we'll have a cute little ceremony and whatever the fuck people normally do for weddings? it's nice being married. I like saying my husband instead of just my boyfriend uwu

been working on my mental health and mental illinois? on one hand I feel like a totally different person, but on the other hand I also feel like the same fucking shit head from like 3 years ago. But with a little bit more insight and a little more self-control

been learning/reading stuff taught by some old dead French dude. Also side note I just realized every time I learn some psychology or philosophy bullshit that was written by some old dead dude, it's almost always some French dead dude???????

I'm still as obnoxious and meme posting as ever. Oh wait, I don't think I ever wrote down everywhere that I listen to a lot of video essays. That's kind of like simultaneously a guilty pleasure and also a source of like something to just keep my mind occupied? That and alongside music that I refuse to ever share

... idk I mean I guess if y'all play Warframe I hit that mastery rank 30 and I'm about to hit that legendary mastery rank 1?

idk bro, there's only so much I can write in a journal before I deadass run out of ideas and start to feel like I'm either ranting or spouting concentrated cringe. Hit me up on Discord or telegram or some shit if you want to have a conversation

Also reminder, if you're under 35 and able-bodied, you're not old you're out of shape go work out.

Also also I made the terrible mistake of working late and then choosing to work also in the morning. So I'm posting this and then going to bed, good night everyone y'all take care!

Yearly journal here! I hope you're all doing fine :3

Bababooey

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Glad to see it uwu

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Helena's STRONK because 5ever ago I was thinking of redesigning Helena AND wanted a musclegirl character

... so I just combined them into the same idea uwu

Almost all of my commissions are uploaded >:3

NEW YEEN
WHO DIS

Is the past tense of yeet - yeeted or yote?

Herro owo

How about that, huh? :v

Whatchu folks been up to this week?

Todayyyy is my birthday! Turned 26 today. Don't want gifts :V just gimme a link to a song you've been listening to lately!

[b]AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH[/b]

If you want owo

I shall possibly answer them. Or possibly not!

Or I might not even give you the answer you want!

I heccin' swear imma uplood some art. Heccin' promise

As is the tradition of various furry-garbage folks, this is when I ask you to ask me questions! Come ask me things! Or don't, I'm not your mother!

Because I missed TMI Tuesday but never late then never right? <:B

Ask me things and I shall probably respond!

Things I can think to tell you off the top of my head:

I've been listening to these songs a lot lately-
Non-Believer by London Grammer
The City of Tears from the Hollow Knight OST
Ocelot's Theme from the MGS 3 OST

I've been playing Warframe and Hollow Knight Lately. They're both breddy gud for their own raisins.

I've been listening to/watching videos creepy videos ... about ARGs... creepypasta history.... unsettling media? idk. Reignbot and Nightmare Expo are the two ones I've mostly been listening to,

So I just hit level 25 and as everyone does when they level up, I got some new skill points to invest. Where should I invest the skill points I just got?

One of these days, I'm gonna upload the rest of the arts I've gotten to here :3

lol I took this from  deermary

- Name: This is the internet, so I'm presuming you want Helena/Tera
- Single or taken: Taken :3 by  finwolfsky
- Gender: Fem
- Birthday: 06/07
- Sign: Gemini, I think.
- Hair color: Black
- Eye color: Dark Brown
- Height: 5'10" and like a tiny bit extra
- Are you straight/bisexual/gay?: bisexual but heavy straight/dude preference V:

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S P E C I F I C S
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- What kind of shampoo do you use?: John Frieda - frizz ease!
- What are you listening to right now?: Nero's Day At Disneyland - Here We Live One Baba at a Time
- Who is the last person that called you?: One of of coworkers called me a couple days ago to come in early. But I didn't pick up because I was asleep lul
- How many buddies are online right now?: From the responses.... 2 .... I like only woke up an hour ago, so I haven't actually talked with anyone yet. So I just messaged a few peeps to see who was awakes. Or not busy with work. :3
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F A V O U R I T E S
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- Animal: Hyenaaaaaas.
- Colour: Maybe blue or green?
- Drink: iced mochas. The ones from McDonald's are my favorite. I'm not sure if that's because they're actually good or because I steal them. On second thought. The Coconut Cream Iced Latte from Dunkin' Donuts is legit AF
- Element: Water? I guess?
- Food: I like pasta :3
- Game: As of late, Night In the Woods. Overall it's probs Payday 2.
- Movie: Donnie Darko? It's the one thing I've watched too many times to count
- Song: Too many to piiiiick D:
- Subjects in school: Hard science is cool but complicated. But I also like the soft sciences. They're neat.
- # Uh.... I don't watch TV :3 I mean I like Rick and Morty. And Jack
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H A V E | Y O U | E V E R
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- Given anyone a bath?: Do pupperinos count? o:
- Smoked?: Actually no!
- Bungee jumped?: lolno
- Made yourself throw up?: Nope!
- Skinny dipped?: Naaaaah
- Ever been in love?: Many times o:
- Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: yes, like once in middle school lol
- Pictured your crush naked?: mostly naked
- Actually seen your crush naked?: again, mostly naked.
- Cried when someone died?: Yes, I'm only human 'w'
- Lied: Yes o:
- Fallen for your best friend?: Like literally fallen or actually taken blame. Because I've only done the former.
- Used someone?: Nah. By the time/age I realized I could use people, I had too much fear of consequence for doing so. _{inb4subconsciouslyusedsomeone}
- Done something you regret?: Haven't we all?~

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C U R R E N T
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- Clothes: Leggings, a dri-fit shirt, socks and some running sneakers.
- Desktop picture: this sfw btw
- CD in player: There's nothing in there.
- DVD in player: There's nothing in there, part 2 - electric boogaloo

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L A S T | P E R S O N
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- You touched: I accidentally touched my coworkers shoulder last night D8
- Hugged: One of my friends was having a bad day, so I gave him a hug...like 2 weeks ago?
- You kissed: Does that thing where you kiss your family on the cheek count? Cause I kissed my grandma on the cheek last week.
- You IMed: My friend Anna, the smolyeen. o:  annathehyena
- Talk to online: Do you mean voice? Like audio-talk? My boyfrendo :3
- You sexed it up with: my boyfrendo nwn

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A R E | Y O U
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- Understanding?: Well, I try to be!
- Open-minded?: Again, I try to be!
- Arrogant?: On occasion I am, but I try not to be!
- Insecure?: Sometimes, I am a little!
- Random?: Not really x3 I'm pretty predictable
- Hungry?: atm, yes. I forgot to do this last night. So after getting pretty, I decided to do this...before eating :3
- Smart?: Compared to most folks I know, yeah.
- Moody?: Only when I don't eat or get enough sleeps :3
- Organized?: Uh...kinda. I can find everything I need to in my room!
- Shy?: lolno, barely
- Difficult?: Like what. Whatchu mean difficult. I guess not?
- Bored easily?: Not really. I rarely tend to be bored. Or maybe I'm not easily bored but I just easily entertain myself? o:
- Entertained easily?: Hey! I just said that in the last question!
- Obsessed?: obsessed with not dying. it's a curse D;
- Lazy?: lolyes. I will sometimes wake up and lay in bed for another 1-2 hrs just because I don't want to do my hair and get dressed and all that mess
- Angry?: I can't even remember the last time I was angry
- Happy?: I generally tend to be :3
- Hyper?: naaaaaah, too lazy to be hyper
- Trusting?: I try to be trusting of folks! ... until I have a reason to not trust them

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R A N D O M
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- In the morning: I try to get breakfast before it ends
- Love is: a cocktail of chemicals in our brains driving us to do strange things
- I dream about: a mixture of things. Like having to take a final. And then driving across the state. And then strangling someone. And then dealing sleezy car salespeople. idk dreams are weird.
-What do you notice first in the sex you're into: Either build or hairstyle.
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W H O
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- Makes you laugh the most: Does the internet count?
- Makes you smile: My boyfrendo uwu he's amaze
- Gives you a funny feeling when you see him/her: Kinda! We've been together a long time, like few years so I still get a feeling when I see him even though statistically there should only be a small feeling. Hormones and shit peaking after X amount of months then falling and plateauing at a low-level. I don't feel like finding the chart/paper >:c
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D O | Y O U | E V E R
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- Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to IM you?: No, Fin does a good job of not making me wait for messages :3
- Wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: If my existence would be like I were born that way, sure :3
- Wish you were younger?: No, I feel like I was more naive when I was young. I'd just be making bad decisions again D8
- Cry because someone said something to you?: If you didn't cry when you were in HS you didn't have an authentic experience. 😂

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N U M B E R
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- Of times I have had my heart broken?: Uhhhhh.... idk like 6 maybe.... Okay I counted, I think it's 5
- Of Cd's: a lot. Fuck them, I'm not counting.
- Of scars on my body: At least 4, but I might be missing a couple. One on each hand. One on my knee and one on my stomach.
- Of bones I've broken: I broke two of my toes in HS when I tripped going up the stairs :3
i tag : Anyone who has a functional epidermis. Also the people I mentioned in this >:O

TFW you thought you put up a journal saying you were going to be at TFF 2017 but apparently never did. Oops. Well that was a thing I did! :D

The definition & meaning behind my Username:

So my username isn't really a word. So no definition for you, instead you get story time! \o/
There's a certain American news anchorman whose last name I always kinda liked the sound of since I was in high school. Spoiler, it's George Stephanopoulos. I really don't care much for him or his news program/s but I did and still do dig his name. So then one day I thought, you know it'd be funny if his last name had a couple extra syllables at the end of it.
So later on when I started playing on a Minecraft server, I wanted to use a name different than my account name, so I mind a slight bit of change to that anchorman's last name and came up with "Nopolopolous" Both because I couldn't remember the exact/proper spelling that and "Stephanopolopolous" would have been way2fuckinglong4me and probably everyone else.

So there ya go uwu that's what's in a name if you're this yeen.

I tag anyone with A neat name uwu

An about me meme I took from  spacepoptart

Personal
Real First Name: lolnothnx
Nickname/Username: Nopolopolous. Though it usually gets shortened to Nopo. And then among furries it's Tera, or Helena.
Location: Somewhere in Texas.
Age: 23
Gender: female
Zodiac Sign: Gemini
Chinese Zodiac: Rooster/Cock (lul)
Briggs type: ENFP apparently. I'm glad the website saved my results, cause I really didn't want to take the test again.
Pets: 4 dogs that are my parents 'o' Also does my boyfriend count?

Sexuality & Romance
Sexual Orientation: Straight? Mostly? idk, I don't really like vaginas that much.
Kinsey Scale: I got a 0, but I'm p.sure that's wrong. The questions were oddly worded.
Relationship Status: Taken c:
Poly or Mono: Mono, for a moment though, I was incredibly confused. Like: what? Polytheism or monotheism? What does religion have to do with this?! lol :D
Want to Marry: 'o' Marriage would be nice one day.
Want Kids: Maybe. I've been debating the ethics and morality of proper child raising.

Silly Stuff
Hogwarts House: ... idk :3
GoT House: idk dis too
Bending Style: ... idk mostly. Water? :v
Pony Race: ...unicorn? Pegasus? idk
Pokemon type: Oh :D psychic
What Are You Reading: I've been reading these amazing books called mandatory class-textbooks. Anatomy & Physiology, Calculus and English
What's The Last Movie You Watched: Beast of No Nation. It was p. good
What Are Your Greatest Irrational Fears: I'm sure I have them...but I'm too tired to remember any

Sleep
Early Bird or Night Owl: Early AF bird yeen
What Time Do You Go To Bed: Between 10pm and 12am. Depending on day of the week, tiredness and idk I forgot what I was going to say c:
What Time Do You Get Up: early AF yeen, like, waking up at 5:30am of my own free will at least once a week. And then at 4am once. And then outside of that 6:30-7ish AM.
What Do You Sleep In: A bed? Oh wait, like clothes? I sleep fully clothed. Even when alone. I am weird :3 On the bright side 'o' I never have to worry about running out of the house nekkid
Do you Dream Frequently: Is 2-3 times a month frequent? Probs not.
What Position Do You Sleep In: On my tummy :3
What was the last dream you remember: Something something calculus class, something something girl from high school, something something friend girl who is a talking cat on the internet. idk

Work & Education
High School: Ye
College: in atm, nursing school soon! :D
Occupation: full-time student, part-time fast food shift manager
Where Do You See Yourself in 5 Years: Working as a nurse, and probably the fuck out of this city I'm living in, and living with my boyf.
What's Your Dream Job: Nurse? Like idk, I've been looking forward to this for years.

Favorite Stuff
Foods: omh the chickin minis from chik-fil-a are amaze. sourdough bread wrapped around a little breakfast chicken nugget :3c
Carbonated Drinks: idk I mostly drink water and coffee/lattes/mochas. Maybe sprite or Dr. DP
Non-Carbonated Drinks: Water, coffee/lattes/mochas
Ice cream flavor: Bubblegum. Bubblegum. I CAN'T FIND BUBBLEGUM FLAVORED ICECREAM ANYMORE BUT I STILL LOVE IT. IF THERE WERE A FLAVOR/TASTE VERSION OF HIRAETH I'D HAVE IT AND IT'D BE FOR BUBBLEGUM ICECREAM. BECAUSE I'M P.SURE NO ONE MAKES/SELLS IT ANYMORE.
Season: Winter! :D now mind you, I'm from Southeast Texas, so winter for me is 30-40s at worst and 50s-60s at best.
Animals: Hyenas. Otters. Cats. Dogs. Wolves. Snakes. Sharks. Dogs. And idk. Everything is amazing.
Colors: Bright blue, lavender, warm grey, red, light blue, so many colors.
Music: uhhhhh. idk. modern hip-hop? modern R&B? Soundtracks? I just listen to what sounds good to me and dgaf about genres. Oh yeah and I like trap music.
TV shows: Adventure time? I don't really watch any TV. Oh wait, does Game Theory count? That's a show on YouTube!
Video games: GTA V , Payday 2 Overwatch, MGS V

The people I choose to do this about me meme are:
Anyone watching me
Anyone cute
Anyone with a fully functional set of lungs