Can sleep easy now
Posted 14 years agoI miss Grush
Posted 14 years agoT^T
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Posted 14 years agoThat poor child!
Always loved the song since it came out but only now watched the music vid.
It's like I did acid or somthing @@
I hate drawing mandibles
Posted 14 years agoJust putting that out there.
*sketches with rage-face*
*sketches with rage-face*
Lesson learned the hard way
Posted 14 years agoIt's happened more than once and I dont really learn from my mistakes...
I really needa lock my door when drawing adult art >.>
Course I manage to close it quick before siblings see what I'm drawing but if anything it makes it worse when my FREAKKING desktop wallpaper is porn!!! Totally fergot to change it...
FFFFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!! >///////////>
I really needa lock my door when drawing adult art >.>
Course I manage to close it quick before siblings see what I'm drawing but if anything it makes it worse when my FREAKKING desktop wallpaper is porn!!! Totally fergot to change it...
FFFFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!! >///////////>
I still find this funny.
Posted 14 years agohttp://www.escapistmagazine.com/vid.....-Mass-Effect-2
YOU LISTENING BIOWARE?! BETTUR LOVE SCENES PLZ!!
YOU LISTENING BIOWARE?! BETTUR LOVE SCENES PLZ!!
Well thats just dandy
Posted 14 years agoIf our store dont do well enough with sales soon, area manager is gonna be replacing us with "sales people instead of gamers". It being a game store while also needing to make money, the issue is very *waggles hand* iffy.
It dont help that retail everywhere is doing bad, what with the economy over in the US being what it is has made some Australians more wallet tight.
I just hate how much its changed since I first started there, carefee, easy going. Now its all OMG WE NEEDA GET MORE PRE-ORDERS, SELL PRE-OWNED, ADD ONS, WARRANTIES, GET MORE TRADE-INS blah blah blah!
If we dont do good we are told to do better. HOW THE FUCK AM I SPOSED TO DO THAT WITH AN EMPTY STORE?!
Also told to go converse with customers, yes I say "Hi can I help you?" But now they want us to strike up a conversation with them! Sure its fine with people who want to but most of the times they are there to shop and DONT WANNA BE HARRASSED! FUCK!
Anyways I'm still feeling a bit agro with how the staff meeting went last night and how I was talked to afterwards, apperantly I give off the impression that I dont like working there and that I only go to get paid...god..
That was like a knife in the chest.
Dammit I told myself I wasnt gonna rant..sorry.
Gonna keep my chin up! STIFF UPPER LIP as my gran daddy always says!
<3
It dont help that retail everywhere is doing bad, what with the economy over in the US being what it is has made some Australians more wallet tight.
I just hate how much its changed since I first started there, carefee, easy going. Now its all OMG WE NEEDA GET MORE PRE-ORDERS, SELL PRE-OWNED, ADD ONS, WARRANTIES, GET MORE TRADE-INS blah blah blah!
If we dont do good we are told to do better. HOW THE FUCK AM I SPOSED TO DO THAT WITH AN EMPTY STORE?!
Also told to go converse with customers, yes I say "Hi can I help you?" But now they want us to strike up a conversation with them! Sure its fine with people who want to but most of the times they are there to shop and DONT WANNA BE HARRASSED! FUCK!
Anyways I'm still feeling a bit agro with how the staff meeting went last night and how I was talked to afterwards, apperantly I give off the impression that I dont like working there and that I only go to get paid...god..
That was like a knife in the chest.
Dammit I told myself I wasnt gonna rant..sorry.
Gonna keep my chin up! STIFF UPPER LIP as my gran daddy always says!
<3
Just a note to say...
Posted 14 years agoI dislike drama. In all of its ugly forms.
NOT NAMING NAMES HERE OR REFFERRING TO ANYTHING IN PATICULAR!!
I'm just telling ya'll how I see it. I see it as pointless and upsetting.
Never did like arguments, its why my siblings get away with calling me names when they are all 'COME AT ME BRO!'
I avoid confrontation and ignore it. So, naturally, the same thing goes for online occurances.
Sure this may make me seem... I dunno..heartless? Don't really care how this makes me look, its just how I am.
Not one to take sides either unless its someone is being a majour twat then its just down to my common sence.
So yeah. Thats it really.
Now for some happy. I LOVE SUCKER PUNCH.
Listen to this!! *shoves in your hearing holes*
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N1II.....m4-V4&NR=1
NOT NAMING NAMES HERE OR REFFERRING TO ANYTHING IN PATICULAR!!
I'm just telling ya'll how I see it. I see it as pointless and upsetting.
Never did like arguments, its why my siblings get away with calling me names when they are all 'COME AT ME BRO!'
I avoid confrontation and ignore it. So, naturally, the same thing goes for online occurances.
Sure this may make me seem... I dunno..heartless? Don't really care how this makes me look, its just how I am.
Not one to take sides either unless its someone is being a majour twat then its just down to my common sence.
So yeah. Thats it really.
Now for some happy. I LOVE SUCKER PUNCH.
Listen to this!! *shoves in your hearing holes*
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N1II.....m4-V4&NR=1
If peeps don't know already..
Posted 14 years ago




So if you like GO GIT ON THAT SHEEET YO! Help an awesome gurl out!
Also on a side note (just happened moments ago) I showed mum the awesome Garrus litho I managed to frame and hang up all professional-like ALL BY MYSELF! (so proud x3 ).
Step dad then looks closer at it saying:
Kev: Looks like a Ninja Turtle.
Me: He's NOT a Ninja Turtle.
Mum: He's from that game she likes.
Kev: I still think he looks like a Ninja Turtle. *knows I'm getting agro*
Me: Here! He is this! *Shows Turian pics in ME art book*
Kev: Ok now he's reminding me of that tall robot guy from the Clone Wars.
Me: General Grievous? They so do not! >:I
Kev: |D
Mum: 'w' *giggles*
Me brain pan is full for once
Posted 14 years agoToo many ideas bouncing around in there, all at once and I only got the one drawing hand *flails*
Sketches and half finished linearts are starting to pile up as I get the motivation/inspiration and start somnthing else, that commish I did should not have taken as long as it did.
Guh!
I feel like a Ferret thats been injected with concentrated caffine that has ADD or somthing...
Sketches and half finished linearts are starting to pile up as I get the motivation/inspiration and start somnthing else, that commish I did should not have taken as long as it did.
Guh!
I feel like a Ferret thats been injected with concentrated caffine that has ADD or somthing...
With friends like these..
Posted 14 years agohttp://i43.photobucket.com/albums/e.....ar/friends.png
Hahaha! They are great, really. Have learned to accept/tolerate my xenophile ways.
We all make mean cracks at one another. Its how we roll.
This still makes me lol so I thought I would share.
first showed me that cake! <3
FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF!!
http://i43.photobucket.com/albums/e.....tear/lol-1.png
Hasn't even played Mass Effect and usually gets wierded out by my interests, so you can see why I'm so happy about this. Hahaha! xD
Then again I have known him for YEARS and was there when he came outta the closet, also was the shoulder he cried on when his first bf cheated on him....DAMNNIT! I'M GONNA DRAW THE BLONDIE SOMTHING NOW! <333
Hahaha! They are great, really. Have learned to accept/tolerate my xenophile ways.
We all make mean cracks at one another. Its how we roll.
This still makes me lol so I thought I would share.

FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF!!
http://i43.photobucket.com/albums/e.....tear/lol-1.png
Hasn't even played Mass Effect and usually gets wierded out by my interests, so you can see why I'm so happy about this. Hahaha! xD
Then again I have known him for YEARS and was there when he came outta the closet, also was the shoulder he cried on when his first bf cheated on him....DAMNNIT! I'M GONNA DRAW THE BLONDIE SOMTHING NOW! <333
*sniiffffff*
Posted 14 years agoCopic fumes... mmmmmMMMMMMM...
Now I remember why I started doing digital more, I'm running outta certain colours. Dont have enough shades. Its messy. I like to use the more expencive brands. And I get a headache from the smell.
BUT!
So much quicker, lineart especially.
Now I remember why I started doing digital more, I'm running outta certain colours. Dont have enough shades. Its messy. I like to use the more expencive brands. And I get a headache from the smell.
BUT!
So much quicker, lineart especially.
My work lanyard
Posted 14 years agohttp://i43.photobucket.com/albums/e...../Image0426.jpg
One side is me in my Halo Reach armour. ITS OLD AN BEING REPLACED BY MY BF, GOLIAT!
Coz the manager don't care what I do with it as long as my name and 'Game' is visible.
HAHAHAHAHHAHA! I'm too nerdy for my own good sometimes :I
Also I was thinking on taking sticker commissions for people who dont mind sharing their postal address with me, it would be like that garrus one. Name at the bottom on sticker paper. You will also be sent the test sketch(s).
THAT KIND OF STICKER PAPER IS NOT WATER-PROOF, so you would have to be carefull where you stick it or just put sticky tape over it like I do.
Thoughts?
{EDIT}
That is an old, OLD pic of Garrus by the way. When I first started drawing Turians >.>
One side is me in my Halo Reach armour. ITS OLD AN BEING REPLACED BY MY BF, GOLIAT!
Coz the manager don't care what I do with it as long as my name and 'Game' is visible.
HAHAHAHAHHAHA! I'm too nerdy for my own good sometimes :I
Also I was thinking on taking sticker commissions for people who dont mind sharing their postal address with me, it would be like that garrus one. Name at the bottom on sticker paper. You will also be sent the test sketch(s).
THAT KIND OF STICKER PAPER IS NOT WATER-PROOF, so you would have to be carefull where you stick it or just put sticky tape over it like I do.
Thoughts?
{EDIT}
That is an old, OLD pic of Garrus by the way. When I first started drawing Turians >.>
Freakking TIMEZONES!!
Posted 14 years agoAn I'm talking bout the time NOT the place with all the arcade games and lazer tag!!
*rages*
*rages*
Just a journal to say..
Posted 14 years agoI changed my icon! *durp-face*
Was harder than I thought it would be, changing her sight direction.
SMUDGE TOOL WHY YOU HATE ME?!
And now for something more important..ummm *trys to think*
Oh! OH! Its winter here an we dont have ducted heating downstairs, I have CRAPPY ASS WINDOWS so its FREEZING!
Anyways finally remembered to buy my own mini heater. Kept 'borrowing' my step dad's an bro's
Here it is:
http://i43.photobucket.com/albums/e...../Image0420.jpg
Its orange light stares at me...judging... 8C
So yeah, thats how interesting I am at the moment....Oh! OH! Poodle is sleeping over tonight tho, that should be fun! Seeing a movie tonight an oshi! I needa clean my room! *flee*
P.S: Smushed my drawing hand in between a heavy display stand last night at work.
Hurts to draw but imma soldier on! >I
Was harder than I thought it would be, changing her sight direction.
SMUDGE TOOL WHY YOU HATE ME?!
And now for something more important..ummm *trys to think*
Oh! OH! Its winter here an we dont have ducted heating downstairs, I have CRAPPY ASS WINDOWS so its FREEZING!
Anyways finally remembered to buy my own mini heater. Kept 'borrowing' my step dad's an bro's
Here it is:
http://i43.photobucket.com/albums/e...../Image0420.jpg
Its orange light stares at me...judging... 8C
So yeah, thats how interesting I am at the moment....Oh! OH! Poodle is sleeping over tonight tho, that should be fun! Seeing a movie tonight an oshi! I needa clean my room! *flee*
P.S: Smushed my drawing hand in between a heavy display stand last night at work.
Hurts to draw but imma soldier on! >I
This is how I close my store..
Posted 14 years agoI have the broom an everything.
I draw what I want DAMMIT!!
Posted 14 years agoLike to draw what makes me happy. Yep yep yep!
Just an FYI! :B
Stupid art friend of mine (not in the ME fan 'verse) said I'm wasting my potential.
This is twice now that fucking fuck!
BLEH! I don't really CARE!!
SOZ FOR ANOTHER WHINY JOURNAL!
NOW FOR SOME LOLZ!
A few weeks ago I had to go to an area staff meeting, big boss' from HQ flew over for it. All the Game staff from the STATE had to go. An hours train ride for me, late at night.
I wore my Garrus t-shirt. Like a boss.
ANYWAYS TO THE POINT!
It was boring, heard it all before. So I daydreamed as I do. About merp. I don't think I needa elaborate.
You's know who you are.
So yeh, boring as hell.
But yesterday my manager. Not my fave one. Asked me:
"If we get a faulty pre-owned console to sell, from the warehouse, who do we e-mail?"
Me: "Uuuuhhhh...... Since when do I deal with them...things? Not my job (this is tru).."
Full timer: "Remember, she is like a pokemon, can only remember to do 4 things at a time."
Me: "Heh yeah, this week its, work, art, drive, eat."
EVERYONE LAUGHS!
So it was all in good fun an turns out my manager didnt care. Thank GAWD!
I get WAY too distracted. But its FIIIINNNEE!! Its fine! Its fine! Its fine!
*<3's you all and toddles off*
PS: This makes me wish my b-day was SOONER!
FUCKYEAH HOUSE PARTAYYYS FOR THE WINNNN!!!!
Just an FYI! :B
Stupid art friend of mine (not in the ME fan 'verse) said I'm wasting my potential.
This is twice now that fucking fuck!
BLEH! I don't really CARE!!
SOZ FOR ANOTHER WHINY JOURNAL!
NOW FOR SOME LOLZ!
A few weeks ago I had to go to an area staff meeting, big boss' from HQ flew over for it. All the Game staff from the STATE had to go. An hours train ride for me, late at night.
I wore my Garrus t-shirt. Like a boss.
ANYWAYS TO THE POINT!
It was boring, heard it all before. So I daydreamed as I do. About merp. I don't think I needa elaborate.
You's know who you are.
So yeh, boring as hell.
But yesterday my manager. Not my fave one. Asked me:
"If we get a faulty pre-owned console to sell, from the warehouse, who do we e-mail?"
Me: "Uuuuhhhh...... Since when do I deal with them...things? Not my job (this is tru).."
Full timer: "Remember, she is like a pokemon, can only remember to do 4 things at a time."
Me: "Heh yeah, this week its, work, art, drive, eat."
EVERYONE LAUGHS!
So it was all in good fun an turns out my manager didnt care. Thank GAWD!
I get WAY too distracted. But its FIIIINNNEE!! Its fine! Its fine! Its fine!
*<3's you all and toddles off*
PS: This makes me wish my b-day was SOONER!
FUCKYEAH HOUSE PARTAYYYS FOR THE WINNNN!!!!
Now for somthing random
Posted 14 years agoBeen really into this song lately, ALOT! :\
So random how often my interests in certain tunes changes. Genres are also just as random.
Good thing really :3
*stares at the pretty glowy lights an colours on the music vid*
Do I have a style?
Posted 14 years agoWhen it comes to Turians? I'm real worried people might think I'm just flailing....
.uh...I dunno how to put it into words >\
Umm..I do use refs when it comes to drawing other peoples characters but also try to stick to my own style, so if its kinda retarded looking thats probs why...?
Course I'm also heavily influenced by the ME concepts art books I have and
's tutorials.
Is any of this making sence? If not, probs coz I'm tired an just babbling but its somthing thats been on my mind for a while now.
OH! And a talks I was in at some point today about OC's left me feeling not really...good about my own.
Like Norah, being very much just me but as a Turian, was boring an not very...umm..well thought out?
ALSO! I would like to take advantage of my current emotional...emotions that I seem to have had for the past week, to say a BIG BIG THANKYOU! To Chell and Von. Without who I would not be here <3
Sure I was a big fan of the universe before meeting them, but they made my obsessivness with Turians even WORSE!
In a good way of course xD
And then I went an met Grush.... nuff sed.
Guh! Again with the babbling! I'm sorry I'll just go to bed now. Will get rid of this emo journal in the morning ^^;
.uh...I dunno how to put it into words >\
Umm..I do use refs when it comes to drawing other peoples characters but also try to stick to my own style, so if its kinda retarded looking thats probs why...?
Course I'm also heavily influenced by the ME concepts art books I have and

Is any of this making sence? If not, probs coz I'm tired an just babbling but its somthing thats been on my mind for a while now.
OH! And a talks I was in at some point today about OC's left me feeling not really...good about my own.
Like Norah, being very much just me but as a Turian, was boring an not very...umm..well thought out?
ALSO! I would like to take advantage of my current emotional...emotions that I seem to have had for the past week, to say a BIG BIG THANKYOU! To Chell and Von. Without who I would not be here <3
Sure I was a big fan of the universe before meeting them, but they made my obsessivness with Turians even WORSE!
In a good way of course xD
And then I went an met Grush.... nuff sed.
Guh! Again with the babbling! I'm sorry I'll just go to bed now. Will get rid of this emo journal in the morning ^^;
I get distracted like this too
Posted 14 years agoStill wanna go dancing aswell. Damn work being on the nights that the gay bar is open!! RAEG!!
But yeah, nothing much to report. Merp is addictive, started playing xbox again (Portal 2) aaaaand am still arting..nothing but Turians....not that thats a bad thing of course. HA! :D
Am getting sick, waking up to my sis poking me in the face wasnt fun.
Its her bday today so I'm gonna let it slide.
~Laters lovleys!
Its fine!
Posted 14 years agoToo much Adventure Time scrabbles the brain-pan.
Managing to resist ME3 stuff -still- BWAHAHAHA! ..............*eye twitch*
Its fine tho...its fine! Its fine, its fine!
*waggles arms around*
D'awwww!
Posted 14 years agoLooki what mah Poodles sent me <3
Poodles being Jo
<<< Over there x3
Just came back from seeing Paul with him an 2 other good friends.
Its a deffinate must see for all sci-fi geeks, gamers ect.
So many Star Wars refs :D
Friendly banter thru the night included jokes being made on the person in the group who has a...thing for aliens, talking bout me of course. ODD ONE OUT!
lol
One that I chuckled to was Jo's descussion on how to get me fit ( I'm not THAT fat just not fit -_-; )
"We need to dangle an xbox remote in front of a treadmill. That would get her running"
Jo: "No we need somthing more motivating....OH! A Turian love-bot!!"
Everyone laughs, I make an >:I face, shrug, then laugh with them.
It was a good night.
Tried to draw Paul but its late an I'm sleepy. Laters.
Poodles being Jo
<<< Over there x3
Just came back from seeing Paul with him an 2 other good friends.
Its a deffinate must see for all sci-fi geeks, gamers ect.
So many Star Wars refs :D
Friendly banter thru the night included jokes being made on the person in the group who has a...thing for aliens, talking bout me of course. ODD ONE OUT!
lol
One that I chuckled to was Jo's descussion on how to get me fit ( I'm not THAT fat just not fit -_-; )
"We need to dangle an xbox remote in front of a treadmill. That would get her running"
Jo: "No we need somthing more motivating....OH! A Turian love-bot!!"
Everyone laughs, I make an >:I face, shrug, then laugh with them.
It was a good night.
Tried to draw Paul but its late an I'm sleepy. Laters.
Gonna avoid ALL ME3 info stuffs!
Posted 14 years agoLETS DO THIS THING!!!
I have resisted reading Game Informer.
LoL! When I told a co-worker that he was like "Its gonna be hard..coz you know...we work in a game store?"
BUT!! We dont sell gamer mags.
AND! I dont browse gamer sites...well I do like to look at Kotaku once in a while.
No I think it would be harder avoiding stuffs coz my curiosity is...well like a starving Snorlax.
Wow that was geeky...
LETS SEE HOW LONG I CAN LAST!!!
Also! I think I'm getting a cold, coughing mostly. Mum had a fever. DAMN THIS CHANGE IN WEATHER!
*snuggles into skull scarf*
I have resisted reading Game Informer.
LoL! When I told a co-worker that he was like "Its gonna be hard..coz you know...we work in a game store?"
BUT!! We dont sell gamer mags.
AND! I dont browse gamer sites...well I do like to look at Kotaku once in a while.
No I think it would be harder avoiding stuffs coz my curiosity is...well like a starving Snorlax.
Wow that was geeky...
LETS SEE HOW LONG I CAN LAST!!!
Also! I think I'm getting a cold, coughing mostly. Mum had a fever. DAMN THIS CHANGE IN WEATHER!
*snuggles into skull scarf*
Real life stuff an Sucker Punch {{SPOILERZ}}
Posted 14 years agoToday started off not too good. Couldnt sleep very well last night, stomach problems yet again.
Waking up an seeing THIS PRETTY really woke me up.
Chells you are so amazing! <3
Remembering today was the day Sucker Punch was out an seeing it with Poodle also cheered my mood. Ran a tad late getting to his place, sped tru some green lights about to turn orange. I heard sirens an freaked for a bit thinking it was a Cop car, it wasnt. It was an Ambulance that I sped infront of.
....
Now I didnt hear the sirens untill it was too late, I did feel bad about them having to slow down because of me speeding out in front of them. I wasnt in the wrong, the lights were still green an I couldnt hear them...sure I prolly shoulda looked right..
ANYWAYS!
Movie was great despite hearing nothing but bad news
<<SPOILER PART>>
A few things that irked me about the movie was how she had to kill a baby dragon, while it was sleeping. Mumma draggie didnt like that one bit so she killed it too.
NOT FAIR!
Plus my fave chars ended up dying, Rocket and Amber. DAMMIT!! :C
<<END SPOILERS>>
But I am indeed going to be buying it when it comes out on Blu Ray
Bought Megamind on BR today, I love it ^^
*in such a good mood right now*
Waking up an seeing THIS PRETTY really woke me up.
Chells you are so amazing! <3
Remembering today was the day Sucker Punch was out an seeing it with Poodle also cheered my mood. Ran a tad late getting to his place, sped tru some green lights about to turn orange. I heard sirens an freaked for a bit thinking it was a Cop car, it wasnt. It was an Ambulance that I sped infront of.
....
Now I didnt hear the sirens untill it was too late, I did feel bad about them having to slow down because of me speeding out in front of them. I wasnt in the wrong, the lights were still green an I couldnt hear them...sure I prolly shoulda looked right..
ANYWAYS!
Movie was great despite hearing nothing but bad news
<<SPOILER PART>>
A few things that irked me about the movie was how she had to kill a baby dragon, while it was sleeping. Mumma draggie didnt like that one bit so she killed it too.
NOT FAIR!
Plus my fave chars ended up dying, Rocket and Amber. DAMMIT!! :C
<<END SPOILERS>>
But I am indeed going to be buying it when it comes out on Blu Ray
Bought Megamind on BR today, I love it ^^
*in such a good mood right now*
Skyline
Posted 14 years ago{{SPOILERZ}}
Just watched it, to be truthfull thruought the start an most of it I was:
"Eh, the spaceships look cool an all but...eh"
Untill the end when her boyfriend's brain gets sucked into an alien body for replenishment and his mind takes over the aliens'. Then he goes an rescues his pregnant girlfriend.
But then it ENDS!
I an yell "OH YOU GOTTA BE KIDDING ME!!" *angryface*
Coz as you probs know an alien for a BF is like...somthing I like an think is awesome.
Yeh.
DO WANT SEQUAL! Just for the "my bf is an alien lols" Yep! Yep!
Just watched it, to be truthfull thruought the start an most of it I was:
"Eh, the spaceships look cool an all but...eh"
Untill the end when her boyfriend's brain gets sucked into an alien body for replenishment and his mind takes over the aliens'. Then he goes an rescues his pregnant girlfriend.
But then it ENDS!
I an yell "OH YOU GOTTA BE KIDDING ME!!" *angryface*
Coz as you probs know an alien for a BF is like...somthing I like an think is awesome.
Yeh.
DO WANT SEQUAL! Just for the "my bf is an alien lols" Yep! Yep!