I have been busy as fuck and haven't been able to post anything. I'm working on revising something related to FA in my spare time which isn't much.

I have the ability to accept actual money for commission work now but not the time to actually do anything with it. I am alive though and I'm sorry my page has gone dead.

Oh wow I haven't done anything lately. Stupid work and all cutting into my doing stuff time. Not that laziness hasn't been playing its part. I've been working on some new things. I've been trying to practice drawing some characters and scenery so I could have a better go at actually finishing a comic or something. Most of it has been done in one of my many sketch books.. which I cant scan.

I also have a paypal account though I'm still not currently accepting commissions off of sl. I still need to work out a few little things before I start that.

I'll get around to posting something at some time but between college, being lazy, and side projects my time is limited.

XD

I wont be online that much. I didn't think I would be around at all though.. Will I do some holiday drawing? More than likely I'll be to busy. I'm sure everyone will be terribly upset XD

Currently I am only taking them on SecondLife for l$. If you want me to draw something for you, you will need to contact me on there. There is something in the works however. Before summer comes around again I should be able to take normal commissions like other people. When that time comes I'll put up the proper information.

In the meantime I really need to find something to draw.. College work has been keeping me swamped so I've been forced to upload old drawings. Anyone have any suggestions? I am also open for trades, maybe, you can talk to me about that.

Sometimes I sit around and have random thoughts, and these thoughts most often seem to be poetic. The other day I was sitting and being upset over something someone said about me, and then I realized it was my own fault in the first place. Wont go into details but what I actually thought was this.

You sit and blame
Conjuring up both face and name
Of problem sent and burden claimed
From doing done by not the same
Not I but they! Your mind exclaims
Not you? No? Then why feel this shame
You shift, lie and dare try explain
Why you are exempt from upbraid
But in truth you know, no more games
You should be target of your own disdain.

Haha, day's almost over and I just remembered something... Happy birthday to me! Yay! *throws confetti* Okay that's over...

Hehe seeing that no one pays attention to this thing but one or two people I'll just stick something in here I'm sure no one else will see.

Countdown to me leaving SecondLife.
Crap happens people you thought were friends finally come out and tell you that they can't stand to be around you. They act like they do but I guess over time their anger builds up and they finally let you know what they really feel. Thats what I found out as many of my friends just kind of ditched me on sl in not so pleasant ways.
When something like that happens you know it has to be your fault and that there has to be something wrong with you. So I'll be leaving sl after a short while. It all depends on one thing at this point.. What Is that one thing? Not telling, but I should know in a week or so at least. Then I'll make my rounds, say good bye and return to obscurity so I no one has to get pissed off at me again.

Anywho, yep, thats how things go ^.=.^

Well I'm back on Second Life now after all this time. My name is Nosey Gylling and anyone can try to look me up if they want. This also means I might start taking cheap little commissions again, but only on SL and only if I'm in the mood.

Also In a bit of side news; I have recently ordered a tablet and I am also learning how to use photoshop. My tablet should be in by this weekend but who knows how long it will take me to figure out how to use it. It would also be a great help if anyone had any pointers on using photoshop or could tell me where to find some good tutorials.

So I sit and I draw but I'm thinking.. "Hey this stuff looks familiar!" and it does, because I’ve drawn it 72 trillion times. My brain is toast and I need new ideas. But its not like new ideas are easy to come by.. After all.. if it were easy I would have already had them and they would be old ideas now.. or something. I just can't seem to find any subject matter that holds my attention.. Bleh... If only someone could just pop up and give me some ideas I could use...

I guess I could post 700 half done sketches but I really hate to do that... then again I hate to not have anything new to show either.

Tried going back to playing furcadia and then I end up figuring out why I stopped playing in the first place. If you don't have friends that are on furcadia already, don't start playing, everyone and there grandmother will just ignore you no matter how polite you might act. If you try to say hi then you risk insulting the multitude of rp snobs who take offense at you not being ic while you speak to them. Then on the other hand, if you try to post something to start an rp they will try to gut you because you don't write with Shakespearian quality, or didn‘t use a semicolon. Then if you do manage to get all that right on your first go then they are already busy and you risk freaking out someone who isn't an rp snob who now things you are because of the quality of your writing. So you are left to pick through the endless stream of random 13 year olds who want to "fcK ur as!!1!" or some such nonsense.

You just cant sit and talk to anyone >.=.< Unless of course, as I said before, you already had friends on there. Even those that claim to be nice and friendly, wont give you the time of day. Is it because they were lying? Maybe not, they may in fact be nice, but they are to busy being nice to the friends they already have to pay attention to you. Not that I can really complain about that. It makes sense that they would want to stick to the friends they have than to talk to some stranger, so that last complaint should be omitted.

I would be on sl, at least I can make things there, but sadly my internet connection at home only connects at 9kbps. I also freeze up anytime I try to upload anything new, due to my awesome connection. So I guess I'll just have to wait until I go back to college before I pop back up in any constructive way on the internet. Until then I'll just vent lol.

^.=.^

Just messing around with everything right now.. Trying to figure stuff out... Dont know what this thing is about so I figured I would poke it about a little.. Nothing really constructive. Wonder if i should ask for help... nah..