Time flies faster than we realize. Before I knew it, it’s already been 10 years since I created my FA account.
Back then, my goal was simply to have fun exploring my fantasies and ideas through characters I had adopted or commissioned from various artists.

At the time, I never planned to officially become a furry. It was a friend of mine, already in the community and into certain kinks, who opened that door for me. Discovering the commission system was a turning point—I started bringing my more daring ideas to life. Before that, I would browse kink content on DeviantArt or Pixiv without really understanding how the whole thing worked. Once I had my first credit card… well, that’s when the fun truly began.

**Starting Out: Between Shyness and a Double Identity**

When I first made my account, I was nervous and shy about the kind of content I was posting. Honestly, I felt ashamed.
That’s why I created a second account, Vamoris, mostly for SFW and non-kink content. My idea was to keep my “normal” creations separate from my fetish content.
Eventually, Vamoris went inactive for over 5 years. I decided to merge everything into my main account, nosferatu16, to show my true self.

Today, I’m no longer ashamed of what I create. I’m in my thirties now, I have a supportive community, and I enjoy blending fetish content with more classic, story-driven works on a single account. That’s where I have the most watchers, and that’s where I want to share my personality.

**My Audience and My Frustrations**

The frustrating part is that most of my audience mainly focuses on my fetish creations. But I also enjoy sharing more “normal” ideas—stories filled with emotions, staging, and real narrative depth. My characters aren’t just desire objects without personality.
I want people to see their depth, even if that means taking the risk of losing part of my audience. Sometimes I wonder if I should have kept my two accounts separate… but I stand by my choice for diversity in content.

I don’t want to fall into the ego-trip of posting the same character over and over just to glorify myself. I like to switch things up, mixing my sensual ideas with my storytelling ambitions.

**Feedback That Keeps Me Going**

Thankfully, I often get constructive comments telling me I bring my characters to life and make them memorable.
That means a lot to me and boosts my confidence. And if my English isn’t perfect, just know that a few years ago it was much worse. I used Google Translate for everything. Now, I can write on my own, even if I still use a translator for big projects to save time.

**Simone, My Anima**

Let’s talk about Simone, my fursona… The first five years with her were quite a mess.
At first, I couldn’t decide between a dragon or a shark (sharks have been my favorite animal since I was a kid). She was originally meant to be the girlfriend of my other fursona, Saber (a sergal and my very first). But eventually, I realized she actually represented me better than Saber—even though I’m male in real life.

That’s when I started wondering if I might be trans. After years of questioning, I finally understood that Simone is my anima: my feminine side, the one that lets me express my true personality without shame.
I don’t consider myself trans (at least for now). I just see myself as someone with low self-esteem who’s learning to know himself better. Simone allows me to express certain desires more freely… except the weight gain part, which is already present enough in my real life. X’D

(Funny fact: I still have no idea why I named her Simone when my real name is Simon.)

**The Good and Bad Sides of Popularity**

Over the years, I’ve met some amazing people, both online and in real life. But let’s be honest: most of the people who reach out to me are… bots, scammers, creeps, or overly idolizing fans.
That’s the risk when you gain a bit of popularity, especially with erotic content—you attract people who just want sexual RP. As a result, I often end up withdrawing or talking to them out of politeness rather than interest.

Thankfully, I still have a small circle of friends I trust, with whom I talk occasionally, even if I often stay in my own little bubble.

**Looking Ahead**

I plan to keep posting as long as I can afford to commission art. The future will decide, especially since I was supposed to move out of my parents’ house two years ago… but the housing crisis hit, and prices in my area skyrocketed, so I stayed.

I’d like to seriously get into drawing one day to save on commissions. I might also start a Patreon in the future, but only for larger projects like comics—if people are willing to support me when the time comes.

I also plan to use ChatGPT to help refine and correct my big texts. Not to replace my ideas, but to format them better and make them more readable. I know it’s a controversial tool, but as long as my universe, ideas, and concepts remain mine, AI will only be my assistant, not my replacement.

**A Devouring Passion**

I’ve created a ton of characters over the years—probably too many (thanks, pandemic, and my adoption spree).
Expect to see plenty of pig and cow characters on my account in the future—they’re my favorite species to represent weight gain. X’D

I honestly didn’t expect to write this much… but here it is: my journey on FA and what’s coming next.
Thank you so much for supporting me, discovering my work, and appreciating what I do. I hope we’ll be here together for another 10 years!

(P.S. Sorry for the lack of new uploads lately, but something is coming soon! I’ve had a new work schedule that messed up my sleep cycle, some vacation time, and a small story I’m trying to finish. Please be patient, my friends.)

Yes, the movie has already been out since Friday, March 14th, and I wasn't aware of it, like many others. I'm talking about the latest Looney Tunes movie.

Knowing this, I might go see it this Saturday, and I encourage you to go see it, to give WB the cold shoulder for not making any announcements about the movie's release, to be discreet, and to support this creative project instead of going to see the latest Snow White, which is simply the same story, well, almost, as the original cartoon.

We need to support this small studio that made this movie and send a strong message to WB that we still love the Looney Tunes and to stop destroying them, like "Coyote vs. Acme" or "Bye Bye Bunny," that we want to see them!!!!

It's not too late!

A new level of watchers has just been reached!

Thank you very much for following me and appreciating the content I publish so much.

I hope to be able to continue to pay for drawings with my ideas and make you discover them for many more years. ^^

Just to clarify, but you can ask me questions about my characters that are in my image gallery (all their names are listed there), questions about the universe that I create and about myself.

For those who are interested in knowing my list of anime and movies that I have watched in my life or that I plan to watch, just like my list of manga that I have read, I leave you the links to the websites where I reveal my mega big list.

Enjoy comparing what you have watched or read with mine. ^^

Anime List : https://myanimelist.net/animelist/vamoris

Manga List : https://myanimelist.net/mangalist/vamoris

Movies List : https://letterboxd.com/nosferatu16/

For sharing streams for art, movies and video games via discord is new to me and I don't know how it works, since I stream via my ps5 for games via twitch, and a bit of gaming on pc, despite not having streamed yet.

For Art, I haven't started yet, but it might come next year, having a tablet.

On the other hand, for movies and other visual media, I don't know how to share them via discord, especially since I know that several streaming sites block stream sharing or that we see a black screen. I even did the test via youtube and it bugged.

So, possibly give me some advice, especially since sometimes, I like to watch a few movies on the internet, sometimes horror movies.

Just to clarify, but you can ask me questions about my characters that are in my image gallery (all their names are listed there), questions about the universe that I create and about myself.

Just to clarify, but you can ask me questions about my characters that are in my image gallery (all their names are listed there), questions about the universe that I create and about myself.

I'm trying another Journal, hoping that this time it will be more popular than the first, really wanting to have fun answering some questions, as much about me, my characters, my universe and others.
Especially since I have a certain desire to be recognized for some of my ideas and see if people appreciate it.

So, like last time, ask me all your questions!

A year ago, I asked you if you would be interested in sharing ideas that I design for my characters and my universe by giving several details, to have your opinion, suggestions and recommendations.

Having received some favorable opinions, I will sometimes post things with the title: IDEA, with the subject written next to the title, to then detail the ideas.

I hope that this can help me a lot to improve my ideas and finally share my ideas, having the impression of being the only one to benefit from my ideas. X'D

We will meet again soon.

It's been a while since I did this, but I'd like to try this to see if people have any questions to ask me.

It can be anything like questions, like about me, my ocs, my projects, etc.

But on the other hand, I reserve the right not to answer certain questions, if they are too personal.

So, go ahead. Ask me your questions! ^^

The title seems weird, but I was wondering if there would be a way for me to find more lives here and elsewhere like before, having the impression that people talk to me less and less, both in comments and private messages.

I avoid RP and weird messages, but unfortunately, they are the only ones I receive in majority and it depresses me. ^^''

I was wondering if there would be a way for people to write to me more often, needing to entertain me in messages or answers, which can be attractive, funny or constructive?

On the other hand, I am very distracted and may not answer quickly or forget to answer, being often busy elsewhere, but it is in my nature and I cannot change it. So, I will try my best to answer you.

I would like to know if I am the only one to notice this or if there are several of you, but I have the impression more and more that the years go by, that FA loses more and more users.

I ask this, because I notice that the images that I publish are less popular than usual, having fewer views and fewer fav, compared to other websites elsewhere that I publish which remain stable.

I am not trying to be popular, but it is that I also notice few comments under the drawings and especially, fewer responses from people on some of my Journals, while I try to have conversations there.

So, I would like to see if I am wrong or not, by having your answers. Thank you.

I just created a BlueSkym account for those who would like to follow me there, since I don't know if Twitter will continue to survive Musk's bullshit.

So I created this account, but I will continue to use Twitter, for now. Here is the link:

https://bsky.app/profile/bigbluepunk.bsky.social

My question is whether it is worth creating an account on Itaku and PillowFort?

I don't know if they are used by furries and other artists, if they are popular, like bluesky.
So I would like to have your opinions to give me an idea if I should create an account or not.

Thank you.

Now that I published last Sunday this sequence that was close to my heart has been published, I would like your opinions on this sequence, being a little unique, with a love story with weight gain, with it turning toxic.

I know that this story could divide, being that some will side with Ashley, considering that she deserves better, that she feels the impression of a partnership with her lover, that she does not feel like a slave to Thomas' fantasies, while others side with Thomas, considering that he gave everything to Ashley and that he does not deserve to be abandoned like this.

I had comments on the images that show this crack and wondered if it is because the sequence is poorly explained, too short or that the subject is up for debate?

My goal is to show what I sometimes feel like I notice with people, mostly men, who only think about fulfilling their fantasies and spend their time harassing people here to do bad taste RP, to satisfy their desire and leave sometimes obscene comments.

As if my characters were only sex slaves, devoid of personality and history, only sexual desire.

I'm not going to deny it and I know that I publish fetish content, but if you check a little, you will notice that I develop my characters, create some humorous scenes and try to build a story, wanting to make them more alive. I just wonder why people here are not able to be more gentlemanly and I can guarantee you that I will surely answer them more often and appreciate that.

There, I have the impression that these people only want to use me, like Ashley, to fulfill only their fantasies.

So, now that that's said, I'd like to know what you think.
Thanks.

If FA were to have further technical problems or worse, disappear one day, I have other alternative accounts where you can find me, to continue to see my content:

https://www.deviantart.com/quakee
https://www.weasyl.com/~nosferatu16
https://inkbunny.net/nosferatu16
https://x.com/bigbluepunk
https://www.pixiv.net/en/users/4889790

I just woke up and read that our dear owner, Dragoneer, has just passed away.
It shocks me to read this, especially since I've been on FA for almost 10 years.

I didn't know him personally and I know that some people didn't like him for his management of the site, but I liked him a little, knowing that he had fav'd some of my images and that he seemed to like hyper and fat stuff, like me.

It made me proud to have an owner who was openly into these fetishes.

It pisses me off that he died because of the failing health system in the United States, which costs a fortune just to go get a consultation, compared to here in Canada where it's free, being paid for with tax money. Especially since it started as a normal cough, before getting worse, but because of the bill he got for the consultation, he could not get adequate care...

This health system is a disgrace!

But for now, rest in peace Dragoneer.

I just reached a new score in number of watchers!

Thank you so much for following me and liking my content that I post.

I appreciate it very much. ^^

HEY GUYS !

The comic is now 1,50£ !

This is a 50% discount on the base price.

Take advantage of this opportunity to come and get the pilot project.

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I have the impression that FA has fewer and fewer people and I want to check the site's statistics to get my answer, but I don't know how without having to register on an analysis site.

But that's not the point.

I would like to know if you also have the impression that FA is less crowded than before?

Because I look at the number of views and favs on the images that I publish, without forgetting the number of comments, and I have the impression that this year is the worst year.

If this is really the case, my question is where are people going?

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Vikki's pilot adventure is finally out, after a day of delay, due to a technical problem, but it's here!

This is just an introduction to this crazy story of Vikki who became a big blob because of the slimebiote, will have to go into space with the help of her intelligence and technology to find answers to her HUGE problem!!!

I hope that you will enjoy this mini manga and that with your support by purchasing this manga, help raise funds to prepare the possible continuation of these adventures, being only the beginning.

The product contains: Blob, fat, nudity.

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HEY GUYS!

I have a great announcement for you.

A mini manga that I collaborated with an incredible artist,  waifudekai, which will arrive soon for this summer or before possibly, which will feature Vikki, my scientific moth, in an embarrassing and above all, HUGE situation!!! !

I warn however that it will contain nudity, but nothing sexual, but a lot of science fiction and BLOB!

The manga will only cost €2, to support the incredible work and effort that the artist has made for this project.

I hope that you will like this project when it is available and that you will possibly support us for this project, being that possibly there will be a sequel with the help of the money that you offer by purchasing this mini manga.

Looking forward to presenting this incredible project to you!!!!