What I'm using right now is my Chrome Book and that's not much use unless it for browsing the web, and even then I don't have much contact on Discord or other social media, so I'm stuck until repairs happen that cost about 350 dollars for a new HD, honestly though I want to get a new computer soon, that laptop is nothing but trouble...

If anyone wants to help me right now then please do, sorry for the lack of responses at Discord...

Please help if you can. 😔
https://ko-fi.com/notaword7051

Edit: I should also mention that I lost a lot of data as well, so that's swell... 😒

Hope you all have a lovely day and a amazing new year y'all! 🫶

It's my birthday today! 11th of August (Or 12th of august if you're living outside of australia)

Hope that you're all having a great and wonderful day!

I don't know what's the point of this, with this account really.
It's gotten to the point where I keep this account just to follow my favorite artists and favoriting artwork by them, sadly I gotten block by so many without any details why, I unknowingly cause issues without and explaining makes me uneasy and personally sadden, I have to block them because of that, It's my own rule because I see blocking as a threat.

Most of the time, I commission artwork because I want to support artists, other times I saw how talented they are and I want to commissioned them for a project that I wanted them to do.

But I'm getting burnt out, I've been struggling financially with dealing with my personal trustee, who been asking about what I'm been paying who, telling them that I pay artists feels wrong and invasive, and they're telling me that I barely have much funds, even then I do get money on my own account but the real issue is that I'm jobless, I don't have much chances due to my own physical limitations namely my genetic disorder, scheuermann's disease, that's doesn't help me with lifting up objects or manual work, making me limited with the town's jobs right now.
Hopefully I get a job, but I'm hopeful that I can get out of this town too, where I'm living isn't a good place to live right now, with druggies breaking doors and windows here, scaring the shit out of me and personally making my life hell, my mental state hasn't been good for me either.

But I'm going off track, I want to say that I'm feeling off with a few experiences with a few problematics in-between, this ain't a callout post but if you dealt with artists that either ghosted you, e-begged to you, choose to completely harassed you and bring their friends to targeted harassment over a commissioned artwork with similar pose because that was my fault because I didn't communicate with the artist in question, but the action doesn't make them in the right and it's personally made me more afraid of this community.

So um yeah, that's what I'm dealing with now, Depression, Generalized Anxiety, Autism and possibly ADHD (I DO NOT Blame these for my issues, it's hard to even socialized with others with that but I get though it and live with it, without them I wouldn't have ideas and dreams) Scheuermann's disease, Exploding head syndrome, possible Sleep apnea that needs treatment sooner because I'm afraid to go to sleep and die choking on my own air, personal life issues with my family and strangers having high life expectations about me being Independent despite me living in my own apartment in a bad neighborhood, and with the passing of my own mother I've been experiencing the hell a lot of grief in my life, to the point of suicidal hysteria and Intrusive thoughts.


If you read all of this, thank you with dealing with my tangent writing.
I'm deeply sorry for my behalf, if you got anything to say then please do in the comment section.

My MSI computer has been working since 5-6 years and sadly it's going to be shut down for good soon due to the motherboard's age.
It's doesn't have a battery since it's stop working, the sound board is busted due to me accidentally bumping it, the program that operate the fans isn't turning on resulting my laptop overheating, doesn't help that my place is very hot due to the weather.
It's doesn't help that it's struggled to turn on tonight I have to turn it off and on again to get it to work...

I want to ask others if they can help me right now, I don't think it'll be long until my computer is going to turn off for good, and most of the time a computer cost a lot for me, if anyone willing to help me please send donations towards my ko-fi otherwise you can message me here and I can provide you my paypal if you want to send a donation there.

Edit: I got some good news, I got a new computer for now
Many thanks for your help everyone 🫂


Thank you for anyone who can read this and thank you everyone for liking my commission stuff. 🙂

Me and nonsequitur were talking about how the world would react about the sudden transformation that I was talking about in this journal here and he made some really good questions about it, of which I tried my best to answer.


Non:
I'd say if you're going to go for, at lack of a better term, the "pandemic" route for this setting, then you should lean into the ramifications that come about from this happening

How are these people's lives affected by their transformations? How are they going to handle living spaces and having enough food to eat given their significantly larger bodies? What will the government response to this development be? How will the transformed be treated by non-transformed humans? What might the Pokemon be able to do that they couldn't as humans which could provide significant benefits to society?

Personally, I think that it would be better to say that Pokemon tend to have severely different metabolism and appetites than humans, leading to many of them eating more and consequently gaining weight, rather than just all automatically becoming fatter upon transforming, but that's up to you.
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Me:
I thought of a way that the berries would be the fix of that issue of the different metabolism but I might be mistaken, so the agriculture grass-type group would've started within two months after the mass transformation (I would like to hear your solution to this)
And for the government response in that time, I would say that they would make FEMA (or other places that has the same meaning) areas in countries but that would subside when the affected don't show any hostilities nor any sign of affecting others, as for the relations between humans and pokemon it was rocky at first but once it was proven that they have more beneficial aspect to them the tension has subsided, only a rare few dislikes them and they get completely ignored by the majority

Many grass types would be well-known for their agriculture farming since they're natural green thumb, rock and ground types would be useful for creating flat surfaces, tunnels, and roads and fighting types are used for transporting heavy equipment and creating buildings, with the Pokemon Society having no roof over their heads, they would be contract with the government to create their own places outside of human populations, in exchange of the own private property they would be ask to assist with government projects
With the case of making homes for them, it would take about two months for a few handful of pokemon to create a whole 3 rows of large building for the affected within a few days total, along with more of them.

Some pokemon still live with family still, with the family still caring about their member despite their complete change and possible living would be difficult by their gained size.

And lastly, I feel that their gained weight due to there fat functioning as stored energy them but that would be just me, I would like to hear your opinion on my attempted explanation Non.
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Non:
So these are the berries from the Pokemon setting I assume, yeah? Do they just...manifest out of nowhere all of a sudden? And was it before or after the transformations happened?

Perhaps the berries could have happened before the transformations, suddenly inexplicably developing in some part of the world and proving to be wildly effective crops, and after they're found to be safe to eat they start being spread around the world in an effort to relieve world hunger, but then it turns out that the berries are the catalysts for the transformation to happen
I did start reading it a while ago, it's slipped my mind a few times
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Me:
Ah, yeah I was thinking that would be the idea, as for the berries I think they would be created by Xeno's 'goo' that, when dripped into the soil causes them to manifest and grow like it came from another world, as for them being the catalysts of the transformation, I think it would work as a case of of the government creating a rule 'for consumption of Pokemon only' for the berries, making it only for the pokemon anthros only

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a6qna-ZCbxA

I can't stop watching this video, it's so amazing!
Can't wait to see this game get a release soon, it's going to be gold ornament encrusted with diamonds!

Just the four abilities shown on the teaser shows an infinite possibilities of what can be made, it's going to be amazing!

What's everyone's thought of the new previews? tell me in the comments 😁

I've been struggling with some issues that happen lately but I'm better now, I don't want to worry about it as it is in the past, if you want to please feel free to note me if you want to keep in touch with me on Discord.

Again, I'm deeply sorry about that.

If you want that is, here's my Ko-Fi
No one hasn't given me anything yet but I want to see if it works, I connected to my paypal but I'm not too sure.

https://ko-fi.com/notaword7051

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/51161134/

Time for some alternative timeline shenanigans!

At Halloween the 31th on 3:00 pm, in the 2006 large portion of the population of the human race (about a quarter of 1.65 billion) turned into big, fat and large anthropomorphic Pokémon caused by an melomaniac Mewtwo girl, they're about 13 ft and weighing about 300-400 pounds or more, each Pokéwomen and Pokéman has about the same powers of the Pokémon they transformed too, and many can only eat pastries, fruits/berries and a few selective foods. causing major confusion of what and which Pokémon are even Pokémon at all, there's now about 905 (Generation VIII) transformed instead of the 386, to this day they still arguments about the "Fakemon", the event has also cause Nintendo to discounted the Pokémon series as a whole For Want of a Nail was in effect for better or for worse. about two years there has been about 12 newly made towns in 2009 that houses the Pokémen and Pokéwomens, and the creation of the Pokémon Wrestling League has been finalized. The Pokémon Anonymous Group was created in about 2008 January, acting as a support group facility as well as a shelter for them.

I wrote this years ago with the intention of creating something that akin to the Large Ladies by  EddyTheOkapi /  EddyBelly and  nonsequitur "pokemon world" with writing out the whole cast of the main girls and guys.

Might as well show who's who that I made as the OCs for this project.

Alison 'Alice' McGee the Charizard age 26, A college student aspire to become an astronaut.
Betty O'Connor the Feraligatr age 25, A friend of Alison who wants to be a sea captain.
Carol Terrell the Sceptile age 28, Another friend of Alison who's a botanist.
Daria Winters the Lucario age 30, Mother of one and teacher.
Erica Erwin the Zoroark age 29, Burger Flipper on a low-income paying job
Francisca Olivarez the Hawlucha age 23, Aspiring music artist who parents are Hollywood actors.
Annabeth Cross the Florges age 27, Pathologist researcher
Cordelia Himmel the Lugia age 21, German barista and mixologist, Ballet dancer as a hobby
Nathan and Natalie DeWitt the Nidoking and Nidoqueen in their thirties, Stockbroker and gas station attendant now married coupled.
Laurel Ladyman the Silvally age 21, Unemployed football fan in the UK, now the most normal human-sized anthro.

And lastly Sumida Yumi The Arceus age unknown and Xenofontos the Mewtwo age unknown, both might be old enough like in their 40s or 50s.
Both are person of interests in the story that I'm thinking about.

Edit: Me and Non were talking about the idea, you can see it by clicking here.

If anyone is interested in joining a server about fats, weight gain, transformation and others kinks
Along with gaming, art, writing and devwork then this is a server for you.

https://discord.gg/yxuWnxsHE5

We also want to know anything to improve it as well, so hope you all enjoy it 👍😁

PS. I really need some users who are active and willing to discuss topics but yeah, hopefully. 😅

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/...../#cid:56290137
take a gander

This is me
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