Please rember to vote today , thankyou.

I have it, but it's just like having the flue. So I'm pretty sure I'll live.

Artillery takes on almost a soothing tone at a distance, the rolling thunder of battery's as they shell the city.

God in heaven what great sin have we committed that you allow them to use our church as a sighting post. We have women and children just the same as they and we do not threaten theirs.

Raising my eyes, arms holding my sleeping wife it is only her presence that holds me back. My will to shake a insignificant hand heaven ward. As futile gesture as good as my knee bent prayers.

Don't you hate when reality gets posted on this sight, like shit dude I come here to escape not to get it shoved in my face.

I and  Two-shoes will be joined in holy matrimony on the 23 of may 2020 .

I'm just not getting inspiration or time any more I work all day and then come home and all the motivation is gone and I don't wanna do anything but slum around all of my mornings are taken and I think that's the only time I could write any more. I am disappointed with allot of stuff lol

Welp, that's life, Hope you all had a happy thanks giving and a even better christmass.

I am so very unhappy .

Encase the pic i posted didn't let you know.

City is full of rats, but the largest group of them are circling the city , been circling for the past many months. We use to light off lights and fire off our guns to celebrate our Independence, now all i can think of is the parrot shells exploding over the church spires that the federals used for ranging before moving to shelling more civilian targets in the city. Hear Grant even got upset when some of the prisoners we took died to his own shelling of the churches. Moved some of our boys to the front of their lines in retaliation, were in the city is safe if they will not even leave the house of God undefiled.

So don't expect much on here from me or much art buying as I will be low on money. I will hopefully be returning shortly to my home state of Missouri but in the mean time hope you all live happly and everything goes well.

3 Let the day perish wherein I was born, and the night in which it was said, There is a man child conceived.

4 Let that day be darkness; let not God regard it from above, neither let the light shine upon it.

5 Let darkness and the shadow of death stain it; let a cloud dwell upon it; let the blackness of the day terrify it.

6 As for that night, let darkness seize upon it; let it not be joined unto the days of the year, let it not come into the number of the months.

7 Lo, let that night be solitary, let no joyful voice come therein.

8 Let them curse it that curse the day, who are ready to raise up their mourning.

9 Let the stars of the twilight thereof be dark; let it look for light, but have none; neither let it see the dawning of the day:

10 Because it shut not up the doors of my mother's womb, nor hid sorrow from mine eyes.

11 Why died I not from the womb? why did I not give up the ghost when I came out of the belly?

12 Why did the knees prevent me? or why the breasts that I should suck?

13 For now should I have lain still and been quiet, I should have slept: then had I been at rest,

14 With kings and counsellors of the earth, which build desolate places for themselves;

15 Or with princes that had gold, who filled their houses with silver:

16 Or as an hidden untimely birth I had not been; as infants which never saw light.

17 There the wicked cease from troubling; and there the weary be at rest.

18 There the prisoners rest together; they hear not the voice of the oppressor.

19 The small and great are there; and the servant is free from his master.

20 Wherefore is light given to him that is in misery, and life unto the bitter in soul;

21 Which long for death, but it cometh not; and dig for it more than for hid treasures;

22 Which rejoice exceedingly, and are glad, when they can find the grave?

23 Why is light given to a man whose way is hid, and whom God hath hedged in?

24 For my sighing cometh before I eat, and my roarings are poured out like the waters.

25 For the thing which I greatly feared is come upon me, and that which I was afraid of is come unto me.

26 I was not in safety, neither had I rest, neither was I quiet; yet trouble came.

4b It is enough; now, O Lord, take away my life; for I am not better than my fathers.

yeah i was hopeing since i got a surprise vacation id be getting more done on stories for pics i have but its not happening im sorry everybody. ill see when i can get all this cleaned up im just a silly mess some times.

and lol you say, you all ready do that as is, to which i tell you, correct, but at least im addmitting it, and as we all know recognizing a problem is the first step. but realy i dont want you all worrying or woundering why im not on that much its just how it is.

P.S. now watch me spend huge amounts oftime on and have to eat my words

what is man, is he his actions in the darkest of nights,
or is he the performance constantly put forth in the light.

is your life what you do the most. or is it what you do at your most.
when it comes to your skin on the line are you defined or is that just a moment a weekness in your charecture.
if you spend twenty five years standing for right then when tested for the first time do wrong is that all you are.

what defines man, his base instincts or his higher actions, if a man does evil all his life yet saves another at the end what will he be defined by. are we sinners or are we saints. are we the darkness in us or the light. is it truly which one we do the most.

im actualy looking more forward to the 19th for talk like a pirate day, my favorite holiday,
oh but today i am turning 26 ill just get ride of that 2 * sounds of eraser* there we go im turning six
X)

ill have some art and stories posted for it so look forward to that. :)

You will not speak nor make reply,
Am i to answer for a crime?
I no not what, have I done or said,
Yet your silence marks me as the dammed.
Please, but a word from your honey lips,
one single note or silent kiss.
would put my soul at rest full ease,
Still now i kneel on bended knee.
please strike me now. please deep hard blows,
nothing compares as your silence grows,
and wounds me deeper then any knife.
alone, afraid , and scared for life.
This punishment, is well deserved.
if only i knew what sin it served
my life is often so full of fear.
and my path way starts and stops and veers.
if only i had from you a guide.
but still i stand in your silence, for my crime.

Be any of yee of mind enough to have in yee knowledge of the morrow? or be yee all land lubbers and squires!

but the siege was not lifted, we have laid down are arms but the guns still pound our position. The Bastards held our starving people ransom for what? So they could hand their master a political victory on a golden 4th of July platter. Dam That Grant, and Dam the Yankees. Vicksburg remembers.

“You do everything you can make up for it, knowing that you’ll never succeed in getting rid of the guilt. You devote yourself to spending every second trying to do better despite the fact that it will never be enough. And you pray with every single good act you do that somehow when your life is over that your lifetime will come close to make up for the Wrong you’ve committed.”
-Watcher (Fallout Equestria: Project Horizons)

"Though the earth, and all inferior creatures, be common to all men, yet every man has a property in his own person: this no body has any right to but himself. The labour of his body, and the work of his hands, we may say, are properly his. Whatsoever then he removes out of the state that nature hath provided, and left it in, he hath mixed his labour with, and joined to it something that is his own, and thereby makes it his property. It being by him removed from the common state nature hath placed it in, it hath by this labour something annexed to it, that excludes the common right of other men: for this labour being the unquestionable property of the labourer, no man but he can have a right to what that is once joined to, at least where there is enough, and as good, left in common for others."

- John Locke

“Any people, anywhere, being inclined and having the power, have the right to rise up and shake off the existing government, and form a new one that suits them better. This is a most valuable, a most sacred right, a right which we hope and believe is to liberate the world.”
-Abraham Lincoln 1847
“There are only two kinds of things in this world, Flammable and Nonflammable.” -Robert T. Tegland”

“Everyone’s the same on the inside, Wet, bloody and squishy.” -Robert T. Tegland

“A Gentleman is simply a patient wolf.” -Lana Turner

“I’m one of those Monsters your parents always warned you about.” -Robert T. Tegland

“The only thing necessary for evil to triumph is that Good men do nothing.” -Edmund Burke

“Evil will always triumph, because Good is Dumb” -Space Balls

“Women don't want your sorry, they want you sorry.” -Robert T. Tegland

“It Is worth Existing within this world for those few good moments.” -Robert T. Tegland

“There is no such thing as a short war” -Cinema Sins

“A Man chooses, A slave obeys” -Ken Levine

“Suppose we have only dreamed, or made up, all those things--trees and grass and sun and moon and stars and Aslan himself. Suppose we have. Then all I can say is that, in that case, the made-up things seem a good deal more important than the real ones. Suppose this black pit of a kingdom of yours is the only world. Well, it strikes me as a pretty poor one. And that's a funny thing, when you come to think of it. We're just babies making up a game, if you're right. But four babies playing a game can make a play-world which licks your real world hollow.” - Puddleglum from S.C. Lewis The Silver Chair.

“Of all sad words of tongue or pen, the saddest are these, 'It might have been.” -John Greenleaf Whittier

“And that is what forgiveness sounds like, Screaming and then silence.” -Carl (from Lamas with hats)

“People shouldn't be afraid of their government. Governments should be afraid of their people.” 
― Alan Moore, V for Vendetta

And thus I clothe my naked villainy / With old odd ends stolen forth from holy writ/And seem a saint when most I play the devil.
[Shakespeare's Richard III, Act I Scene 3]


What is a Fanatic.... but One who redoubles his efforts when he has forgotten his aim.
--- Robert T. Tegland

 I'm reminded of Nietzsche's story of the madman who in the early morning hours burst into the marketplace, lantern in hand, crying, "I seek God! I seek God!" Since many of those standing about did not believe in God, he provoked much laughter. "Did God get lost?" they taunted him. "Or is he hiding? Or maybe he has gone on a voyage or emigrated!" Thus they yelled and laughed. Then, writes Nietzsche, the madman turned in their midst and pierced them with his eyes
'Whither is God?' he cried, 'I shall tell you. We have killed him—you and I. All of us are his murderers. But how have we done this? How were we able to drink up the sea? Who gave us the sponge to wipe away the entire horizon? What did we do when we unchained this earth from its sun? Whither is it moving now? Away from all suns? Are we not plunging continually? Backward, sideward, forward, in all directions? Is there any up or down left? Are we not straying as through an infinite nothing? Do we not feel the breath of empty space? Has it not become colder? Is not night and more night coming on all the while? Must not lanterns be lit in the morning? Do we not hear anything yet of the noise of the gravediggers who are burying God? . . . God is dead. . . . And we have killed him. How shall we, the murderers of all murderers, comfort ourselves?5
The crowd stared at the madman in silence and astonishment. At last he dashed his lantern to the ground. "I have come too early," he said. "This tremendous event is still on its way—it has not yet reached the ears of man." Men did not yet truly comprehend the consequences of what they had done in killing God. But Nietzsche predicted that someday people would realize the implications of their atheism; and this realization would usher in an age of nihilism—the destruction of all meaning and value in life. --William Lane Craig

Through this year if it kills me!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ii6kJaGiRaI

and all of  Two-shoes earthly belongings were in that house so now were at my parents she has one outfit and a night gown to her name, all our AB/DL stuff burned our plushies changing table, normal cloths and such just everything "whoosh" up in flame. any who if you want to donate money to help  Two-shoes buy some cloths and other essentials send donations to Noxvulpes(at)yahoo.com , none of it will be going towards me since most of my stuff was still down at my parents when the house went up and well I cant offer anykind of reward right now but ive allways paid my debts and this will be no different.

The fire department said it was a faulty wire in the water heater or something like that, all I know is they came and put the back room out by the water heater at 1 AM Nov 1, 2016 and said no one should stay in the building but that the fire was gone, then at 5 AM they came back out and I watched as sheets of flame engulfed the house we had worked so hard to fix.

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*Blush* okay so I got promoted at work and I now work in the freezer, on top of this being a pay raise and more hours it has allowed me to try something I would never have before, diaper up full time at work.

well its more like pull up up, the diapers are the green single retapeable kind and I don't actually use them until I'm on my final hour out of fear of leaks and freezing. Still their way to thick to be seen as normal undies and they give my pants that baby bulge and I swear everyone knows what im wearing. Guess I'm just stuck as a over sized half potty trained toddler unable to fully commit to babyhood but not in control enough to not need protection...

Which brings up what I wanted to talk about, you see since I started wearing these "trainers" on a daily basis my bladder has felt less in control, no im serous maybe its the extra heat maybe its the tightness but ive been having to rush to the bathroom almost every 2 hours and jump in a stall ( if the only one in the store is open if not im stuck waiting outside trying not to soak my diapers well I dance about doing the potty dance) normally I only take one bathroom break aday at work but now its like im loosing the ability to hold it as well, or my bladders getting smaller maybe probably not and its all in my head.

any way the entire thing has been different crinkling along pulling my diapers down around my ankles and using the toilet paranoid some ones going to notice the diaper under the stall, fun, fun, fun.

yay, im going to call it 2+4 which makes me 6, yay im six, lol,