Alright I'm at my moms house on my iPad typing this so I'm going to be brief in my explanation.

I live with my boyfriend and his dad, and we are expected to pay a third of the bills. The last few months we've handed the money to his dad, thinking the bills were paid.

But, apparently he's been spending the money weve been giving him, because suddenly we owe the electric and gas company 1200$, and they say we haven't paid the bill in three months. Keep in mind were pretty sure he's spent the money, because one, the bill shouldn't be that high aftr only a few months, and we give him cash and he goes and pays the bills. Apparently that was a mistake.

I have no idea if the power will ever be turned back on, so next week me and my boyfriend are going to have to move out into an apartment, but were not ure how that's going to go.

I'll try to keep you guys updated if I can get on the Internet, but I can't make any promises. FA is the last of my worries right now.

I'll update as many times as I can when new information isnavailable.

This last week I took a break from Furaffinity to just relax and think.

I hate to say this, but I'm going refund all of my commissions. I've thought long and hard about this, and the time has come for me to dissapear from here for a while. The only problem is, it's going to take me a long ass time to refund all of you, I owe quite a bit of money to people, and not much money to spend in a months time.

I apoligize to anyone that's pissed off or dissapointed by this decision, but I just can't stand the people who count every single day that I didn't get their commission to them "I.E "IT'S BEEN 16 DAYS SINCE I COMMISSIONED YOU WHERE'S MY ART?", and I just can't get behind people's ideas anymore. And I'm kind of sick of porn at this point, it's all anyone wants.

And one more thing, my Paypal isn't verified, and I can send a whole 50$ right now, before i -need- to get verified. So I need to get a new bank account, and I don't have a car, so I don't know when I'm going to be able to open one.

So I'm sorry to anyone who is upset by this. I don't expect everyone to see this journal, so I'll note everyone... eventually.

TL;DR Going to be refunding all the commissions listed below.

THE LIST:

(If you don't see the full price that you paid, It's because I showed you a certain amount of work I completed, so I took that money off. 20$ = sketch, 35$ = inks, 40$ for flat colours)

catldr24 - 15$
win - 15$
rekkie 110$
loneox 30$

TOTAL: 170$

(IF YOU REALLY REALLY DON'T WANT THE REFUND THEN LET ME KNOW. WE'LL WORK SOMETHING OUT)

I figured I'd make a journal about this since I'm sure people are wondering why I haven't posted.. uhh, anything.

I've been having a lot of in person issues lately, and it's only getting more difficult for me. I haven't even drawn anything for myself either. I've tried to pick up a pen quite a few times lately and just nothing.

This has never happened to me so I'm not sure what to do. I'm too stressed out to draw, and I'm unsure how to get past it.

So if anybody wants a refund let me know and I'll get to you asap.

Okay I'm done bawwing over everything and now I'm getting back to work!!... THIS MONDAY! 8D

I... guess I'll explain myself before I just go off for a bit.

I love my.. I guess my ex, now, but either way, I just had to make the most difficult decision of my entire life... And basically give him his, back.

I'm so fucking awkward and fucked up inside. I'm logical and smart, but I don't trust anyone, and it's so hard to make friends because in the past I was just back stabbed and thrown away like a piece of crumpled paper. I find it so hard to talk to people because I've had such a long disconnect from people, and... Honestly I can understand why people don't talk to me. I just randomly stop talking for no reason and end up pushing away people I care about because I am afraid.

I'm so sad. I took advantage of my boyfriend.. he dropped all of his friends for me, stopped going out as much, bought me food and clothes when I needed it... And I can't do anything in return. I don't have a job, no car.. Nothing.

He's given up so much for me, and I hope he knows that I still love him and always will... I don't really have anywhere to go, but I'm... done inconveniencing him. He deserves so much for how much he's given up for me... I really hate myself.

So I'm.. taking a break. Just from... everything right now... I will be back. I will never forget my commissioners, and I will get your art done.. But for now, my heart is just broken and I can't do anything about it....

Does that mean your a furry? Cause I've been seeing those stickers on a few people's car's and I'm just kind of curious lol

I actually really like the band Nickelback, and a few months ago my boyfriend told me he hated them. I asked him why, and he said they were "unoriginal". He showed me a youtube clip of "someday" and "how you remind me" playing at the same time, and I agree, they are basically the same song.

But, I mean... Why do people hate them? AC/DC copies their own songs, and they have far less people hating them.

Is it more than copying their own songs? The lead singer being a douche? I've been looking on the internet and I'm basically stumped.

So basically what I'm asking for is why all the hate for such a random band? I have to know!

Contacting me for a Commission

I can be reached through FA notes. The note must say "commission" somewhere in the subject, or inside the note, preferably on the first line or so.

What kind of things you need when commissioning Me

What I need from you before I take your commission is a reference sheet, a brief description of the image you have in mind, and whether or not you have a deadline in which the commission needs to be done before. (If you only have a written description of your character, then make sure it's specific)

What to expect when I'm working on your Commission

When working on a commission, I work in phases. I have a planning phase, where I give a very rough sketch of the pose(s) of the image. Once that is okayed, I draw the detailed sketch, where the characters are fleshed out. Then I move onto inking, flat colours, and finally shading. I usually only send preview shots of the sketch, detail sketch, and the outlines, but you can request to see the later stages.

If I am ever to take a break, or go on a long trip you will be personally notified of such, as well as in a journal (But if, for example, my internet gets turned off, then only a journal will be made). When I go on a break I ask you to respect it, as I am not a machine.

If you have read this TOS, then in your note must say "Reginald sent me" somewhere so I know you actually read this.

Asking for Changes

If you want to ask for changes on your commission, I will only do so in the sketch phase. If you want changes, you get 3 in total before I implement a fee of 5$ per additional change. If the change is for something I messed up, then you will not be charged. I will not make changes after the inking has started, period.

Payment & Refunds

I will take payment at any time. But do note, that if you decide not to pay me until the very end, half of the image will be cut off when a preview is sent to you. If you pay during the sketch phase or before, then that isn't the case. If you want a refund, then it's 20$ to cancel it at any stage unless it's on my end.

What I will and will not draw

Even though it's right in my profile information, I will say it here, too. I will draw any fetish. I do not have a do and don'ts list. No fetish is too weird for me to draw.

Owning your new artwork

When I send you the hi-res (if there is one, sometimes I draw very small) of your commission, you may feel free to post it wherever you wish. All the rights to the image belong to you. Just don't say you drew it.

Like, seriously, I don't really get it.

I mean, why do people think that? You like having anal pleasure, how does that automatically make you a gay person? Or bisexual? I've seen this discussion on submissions, Facebook, offline, pretty much everywhere. What exactly makes you gay when you enjoy anal pleasure?

EXPLAIN THIS TO ME.

Even though everyday is 420 in my head :)








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