HAHAH ITS CHRISTMAS NOW AND IM JUST SO HAPPY TO HAVE MADE IT ANOTHER YEAR ROUND!!


I HOPE EVERYONE HAS A WONDERUFL HOLIDAY!! AND GET PLENTY OF GOODIES EVEN IF ITS JUST CANDY AND GOOD FOOD/DRINKS<33


I LOVE YOU ALL BE SAFE!!

Welcome and Thank you if you have recently watched me!

I know most of you came from a certain commissioned picture of me. I would like to clear some things up.

If you have watched me because you think I am a Cboy or any variation of the term please Unwatch me right now. I specifically take offence to the term as do many of the transgendered community. If it is your personal preference to be known as such that is fine by me but please do not enforce what you think is right upon me or my characters. Especially correcting me and or the artist doing the work when it is of my own character/fursona. I do not see the struggles I go through life as a transgendered person to be a fetish because it is not. Cboy/cboi is a fetishized term whether you like it or not.

As I said if you are ok with being called one that is dandy and great but don't assume that its ok for everyone because its not. The term intersex is also an incorrect term for me. I am not both sexes I am one which is the whole reason for FTM to fit your body type in a way that represents you in both mind and body.

I haven't made these statements before because I clearly thought I didn't have to. When someone says "hey I don't like being called that, I don't like being touched, etc.." THEN YOU DONT DO IT. RESPECT THAT PERSONS RIGHT AND LISTEN. IT IS NOT YOUR CALL TO TELL THEM HOW THEY FEEL.

Its the same as if someone punches you and the person punching you tells you it doesn't hurt or it shouldn't hurt DOES THAT MAGICALLY MAKE THE PAIN GO AWAY?? NO.

It is also extremely rude to leave negative comments on any submission regardless of its content. If you do not like It or think something is wrong that is not for you to decide. Sure you can have your opinion but you do not need to verbally state it on the artwork. It was not made or commissioned for you therefor your opinion does not matter unless you are the commissioner in which case discuss it privately.

I am terribly sorry for the rant but this really needed to be stated. I do not mean any harm in my words if you feel offended in anyway but this is just my personal views I hope you guy respect them<3

This is Atti donk
signing off~

Sorry im really excited that i finally was able to go through all of my submissions and journals to clear them out!! Its been ages since ive seen 0,0,0 probably since i started this account. lmao

Fixed my Trello as well and added all the commission updates and trades updates which can be found here: Trades, Commissions

Oh happy day!!

Wow I just opened my trello to update my status and I cant believe I forgot about the old trades I still have to do. (IM SO TERRIBLY SORRY) Most of them on there didn't do there side which is why I just disregarded them but for the people who did I am so so so so sorry its taken me so long. Between moving and everything guh

Ill be working on the old ones right after I get the few from Halloween finished as they've all been sketched out and inked im just coloring them atm.

If anyone wants to change what they traded me for please let me know!! It is no problem at all if you wish to do so!!


I will be keeping my trello up to date with everything im doing because its really nice to have it all in one place. haha

Edit:

I will also be contacting the winners of the free icon raffle I did.

So my lap top finally died. I guess when I was working on my trades it just got to overwhelmed. I tried to run my security scans but they never seem to finish and ive waited DAYS for it to finish. Ive turned it off left it for a day or two and have turned it back on for the same results. I cant get on the internet on it for more than five minutes because it just freezes and crashes. It says I have viruses but then it says its taken care of them only for me to have more the next time I turn it on. Ive tried everything and i might just have to wipe it completely but theres not a real computer person who knows what there doing out here in the boonies. Its like its not a requirement for you to know about computers here and its kind of weird considering its NY.

Im restarting the trades (since i did the sketches on paper) on my bfs computer so i apologize for the wait this whole thing has just been very annoying. I have to spend about $800 on a new one or pay $300 just to get this one fixed or $100 to get it wiped but then i would have to pay for all the software to be put back on it which would still be around $300.

My computer is from 2010 so maybe its just time to get a new one since the battery hasnt been working for about a year. (It has to be plugged into the wall constantly or it will die) Im sure if youve been watching me long enough you know about that scare lol


ON THAT NOTE What computers do you guys recommend? I personally do not like dell computers but thats just me haha

I feel like ive been out of the loop ;n; Like I would love to talk to people but i dont want to be that one awkward person who just shows up randomly and rambles ;~;

So i just sit here not knowing what to do in my hesitant state but also admiring from afar because im so proud of how much people have accomplished things and grown. UGHUGHUGHUGHUGH

anxiety just sucks balls sometimes so heres a shout out to anyone who doesnt mind my rambling on to them hahaha

Also a heads up that i do miss talking to people and my friends in general so just know that i havent forgotten you<3

Move everything to (i.e. mainly watches) and leave all my characters,commissions, and trades here? I think I might do that once everything slows down at work IVE WORKED LIKE ALL WEEK EVEN MY DAYS OFF AND IM JUST SO DRAINED.

Feed me grey matter so I can be ready and awake for work because I feel like the walking dead. >u> cant freakin wait till that comes back on

just a random update hope everyone is doing well<3

EDIT:

ALSO IM STILL SELLING MY CHARACTERS HERE: https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6066413/

I really need some cash for moving so I have to resort to selling some of my characters. The Uhaul wound up being waaay more expensive than I had planned because they are making us take it for three days. No if ands or butts. So here are some of my characters. They need to go to good homes who will use them anyways<3

Some are for trades because I got them from a trade but if you prefer to pay for them that's cool to. Every bit helps us in moving.

1. Barghest from - $15 (got it as a gift so i just put it up for half/can haggle fo;iaj;f feel bad for selling but i don't use them)

https://www.dropbox.com/s/s3voi7d02.....6456C.jpg?dl=0

2. Fennec from ,, - $15

https://www.dropbox.com/s/j63hocou7....._dots.jpg?dl=0
https://www.dropbox.com/s/gkn1g224c.....enner.jpg?dl=0
https://www.dropbox.com/s/wbatmyz75.....flick.jpg?dl=0

3. Gryphon/Dragon by - $10

https://www.dropbox.com/s/g4gdqcz6j....._bird.jpg?dl=0

4. African Wild Dog by - $7

https://www.dropbox.com/s/2moqw2v53.....irick.png?dl=0

5. Dog batch #4 by foxpill on Da- $3 (all i paid for lol)

https://www.dropbox.com/s/jia8tuy2l.....ikmrv.png?dl=0

6. Chubby pup #2 colored by - $12 SOLD

https://www.dropbox.com/s/zejrkfqsg.....atch2.png?dl=0

7. CatBat - $5
https://www.dropbox.com/s/858lakb4u.....emedy.png?dl=0

8. Random dog lines by alex- $3
https://www.dropbox.com/s/4884wqthp.....c/new.jpg?dl=0

9. Kangaroo -$10
http://www.furaffinity.net/full/13171378/

10. Twin Jackals lines by secretlz- $10 each or $15 together
https://www.dropbox.com/s/04099tyhb...../Lies.png?dl=0
https://www.dropbox.com/s/hlejco25k.....olver.png?dl=0

11. Coati design #1 by Loserdoge- $10
https://www.dropbox.com/s/faqc9l0j3.....gk2jv.png?dl=0






I will update this later with more characters as i find them! Please feel free to haggle or w.e i just really need the cash for moving! Every Penny helps!!

Im going to make one for all my updates on moving and such. I don't really like mixing my commissions and trades with my personal stuff because I feel like people don't watch me for that? I want to talk more with my watchers to so posting personal things might just give people the chance to talk to me as an person instead of just an artist. Plus I don't like to seem whiny when I talk about my liiifffeee.

I don't know what to call it though since Nttimelogic is pretty much my panhandle everywhere and I don't want to change that. Like I said I will scrap everything once I have made up my mind about what to do. Since all my character stuff is on here as well Im not sure what I should do.

A friend also suggested that I just keep this account as my personal account and make the other one a commissions/trade account. I would still have to move things over there so im just not sure about the whole thing. I just want to make things simpler for me and my watcher. hup UnU"

Suggestions???

Ok sorry guys!! Ive been working just about every day this week and ive cleaned out my computer onto my new external hard drive. (yay me) Now im just working on buying a new laptop for school and ill be all good.

I will be moving next month so things have been moving very swiftly for me as I finally have a moving date! I just need to pack all my things and rent a moving truck for that date. I don't know if I will be taking my car or not so well see how that goes. Also need to figure out when to put in my two weeks for the job im at now so that I can go to my other job where Im moving to and start working.

Its going to be sad saying goodbye to all my friends ;n; Ive known 2 of them since I basically moved here and it will crush me to leave them behind. Of course I will still talk to them but its different when they live right down the road from me and now they will be states away. There proud of me though for doing my own thing so at least there not mad at me. I love those two like sisters and they are the greatest friends ive ever had. (not including who ive known for just as long...but hes a guy lmao not the point)

Im hoping I can take my dog with me ugh this is literally killing me to even think of leaving him behind. Hes my bb and he only listens to me. Hes such a mommas boy how can you leave your own child ya know? So im hoping I can convince the place im staying to let me keep him. If not hes going to have to stay here bahh all the sadness.

Ok this has turned into a small rant but theres the jest of my life right now so things will be slow art wise! Ive got one trade for to post and then ill be working on and there both sketched out I just need to digitally render them when work is not kicking my ass.

Your stupid zombified mutt
-Atticus

Ok so as you all know my computer is about five years old now and is kind of running slow. Ive done a lot cleaning up on it and maintenance but ill be getting a new one for school work here in about two months or so. Ill be cleaning this one out to keep it up to speed till then.

So if you would like any original copies of any art ive done for you please let me know ASAP so I can send them. I will be deleting anything that I don't need. If its in my gallery it will stay there but how FA resizes it and what not will be the final/only version. UNLESS YOU WANT THE ORIGINAL EMAILED TO YOU!

I will start to clean out artwork in TWO DAYS. Ill be going through other files till then. So please just let me know ok guys<3

Also thanks to the ton of people who messaged me about commissions! I actually wound up commissioning a lot more people than I thought I would buahaha so im going to wait until there finished to commission some more people so I can keep track of everything ok<3 Thanks so much!!

I am in a really good mood so I thought I would buy some art for my characters and friends<3

I got some really fantastic news on the fourth so I am just so excited and bubbly today! Also I will be using this account for commissions and trades. That's pretty much it ive been putting a dent into them so once I have time to scan everything I can start to line and color! It seriously feels like a weight has been lifted fuck yes haha



ANYWAYS Please leave a comment if you know someone who is open for commissions such as icons, designs, and full bodies!

Or if your open feel free to do a little self advertising ;D Please don't be mad if im a bit choosey this is based on who I think would look good in what style<3 Especially since its for my friends as well as me. UuU


Edit:

I will note all of you accordingly<3

I just needed to boot that other journal off my page but I am super tired. Im trying to work on things for people I actually have a pretty long list im working on so I apologize it shouldn't have gotten that big to begin with. Work is well ...working me to the bone. I wake up so god dam early and then I close or have odd shifts that just fuck up my sleeping schedule completely. Not to mention im workings 8 straight days because hey no one bothered to check the schedule so yay thanks?? I cant even have a proper 4th of July and I even asked to switch my Saturday so I could at least have that off. All they said was that they forgot and continued to not check it for the rest of the day.


Im just done with some people right now. I try to hang out with my friends and they cheer me up immensely but I really need to get out of here for my own god dam sake.

Just.So.Sick.

Because I miss the hell outta Jack...

1) What's their name?
Jack

3) Do you get along with this person all the time?
Its up and down because im an angry lil snot lolol but he knows im just joking so id say yes<3

4) How old is the person?
OLD ENOUGH lmao hes like 24

5) Has he/she ever cooked for you?
YES he makes a mean omelet

6) Is this person the same age as you?
Nah im not that old >u>

7) Have you ever kissed this person?
A million times and I need to a million times more

8.) Have you ever laughed for longer than 2 minutes?
yes we act so silly

10) Are you really close to him/her?
Physically atm no ;n; but yes hes the most forgiving person ive ever met and we just click so hard SO HARD

11) Nicknames?
Umm Burr and Sweets is the usual

12) Do they have a nickname for you?
pup is about it and beautiful U////U

13) Have you and this person been outside the country?
No BUT I WANT TO

14) Do you think they will repost this?
LOL no hes in the mountains and doesn't use FA much

15) Could you live with this person?
Yes and im going to soonish

16) Why did you pick this person?
Umm we actually picked each other. We would have never met had this one chick our class never took my seat. I wound up sitting behind the big lug and after that I couldn't really focus on the class...but he helped me pass anyways ^^

17) How long have you known this person?
For about five years

18) What's your favourite thing to do with this person?
Doing snugglopicus

19) Can you name one favorite memory with this person?
Umm theres so many its hard to think of just one..It had to be that night when we were at the beach and we were just drinking, smoking having a great time. We played strip pool and got caught rofl and then we watched the moon and the ocean waves crash against the shore. He hates the beach but that was just my fav time and I didn't want it to end.

20) Have you ever joint bought something?
no probably games lots and lots of games

21) If you ever moved away would you miss this person?
He has and I miss him terribly

22) Have you ever written a song with this person?
No but I have sang with him. He never sings truly just joke sings but he has made me tear up when he sang our song.

23) Have you ever done something really stupid or illegal with this person?
Not illegal stupid yes but not illegal

24) How many piercings does this person have?
none He doesn't like them on himself

25) Would you date this person's siblings?
LOL we fake that were lovers but were just good friends his sister is awesome

26) Have you ever made something with this person?
I actually don't think so unless you count xbox achievements THEN YES

27) Have you ever cried with this person?
yeah..

28)Have you and this person ever got into a fight?
Yeah but we learn and grow from them

29) Have you gone skinny dipping with this person?
Oddly enough no lmao

30) Write something only they will understand.
Snugglopicus or DAT CRACK ND DAT COOKIE or the cave ..we have a lot

31) What's something special you share?
Everything basically cept like you know tooth brushes and stuff dats just nasteh

32) What's the nicest thing they've ever given you?
They bought me the bioshock collectors edition for valentines day AND IF DAT AINT TRUE LOVE IDK WHAT IS ;u;

33) Have you ever worn this person's clothes?
On the daily

34) What's this person's favorite food?
Stuffed chicken marsala

35) If it was "freaky friday" would you switch bodies with this person?
OMG THAT WOULD BE SO MUCH FUN god id give him so much shit since now I would REALLY be the man In the relationship buahahhaaha

36) Have you ever heard this person sing?
pretty sure we just went over this

37) Do you and this person frequently get drunk?
not really we only get shitfaced on special occasions

38) Have you ever stolen anything from this person?
why would I do that that's terrible

39) Have you ever gone dancing with this person?
Sort of??he hates dancing haha but we dance for fun and what not

40) If this person were a colour, what would they be?
Black its his favorite color

41) Whens the next time you will see this person?
im hoping in a couple of months

42) Does this person have brothers and/or sisters?
yes other wise why would you have asked that question previously??

43) If you could spend a day anywhere in the world with this person, where would you go?
MY HOME TOWN IN JAPAN or probably HIS HOME TOWN IN GERMANY

44) What are you looking forward to be doing with this person?
really just lay in bed with them VnV

45) What makes this person feel happy?
Seeing me happy and possibly a brownie obsession from Fridays LOL

46) Do you and this person talk a lot?
Normally yes but we both hate using the phone so we facetime

47) Can you describe this person in one word?
Burr

48) If you were to make a film of this person's life, what would you call it?
The Burr in his Natural Habitat

49) Do you want to go out with this person?
YES TO EVERYWHERE AND ANYWHERE I LOVE WALKS


50) Do you want to be friends with them forever?
yeah and grow old and what not

51) What are your names?
Jack and Atti

52) How old are you guys?
were both in our 20's

53) Cool! What are your favorite colors?
Mine are blue, green, purple
his is black or just dark colors in general

54) What's your song?
Your guardian angel by red jumpsuit apparatus

55) What is your movie?
oh god that's a tough one we love so many but probably inglorious bastards, and a couple others I cant think of right now

56) What is an accessory you both wear all the time?
he doesn't wear accessories but I wear his dog-tags 24-7

57) How long have you been together?
about 5 years this october

58) What are your favorite animals?
Oh god I like a lot but Coatis, dogs, sharks, pandas
and he likes bears lmao

59) Okkkkk, What are your hobbies?
We both game and hes a huge movie buff and I like art and art related things like gaming graphics

60) Do you own any pets together?
nope but we will eventually

61) What's your favorite books?
I have a lot but there fictional and he likes non-fiction bleh

62) Favorite bands?
Mine are cage the elephant, the beatles, arctic monkeys, gorillaz, pierce the veil
and his are a lot of heavy metal bands that I cant pronounce save for rammstein

63) Are you in love?
yes yes we are

64) Where was your first kiss?
on the lips??lmao

65) How you you hold hands? Entwined fingers or non?
I actually just like to hold his last two fingers or arm because his hand is really big but entwined if we do

66) Anything unique about your relationship?
Yea you cant get two people together that are as goofy and silly as we are

67) Can you guys sing?
I think I can and I think he can but yea that's about it

68) Dance?
I can and I don't think he can haha


BAHHH END I MISS HIM EVEN MORE FUCK

Ok so I honestly hate my journal queue because to read it, for me at least, is so confusing and I wrote the dam thing. lmao


So im fixing up my trello so it will be accurate as to what im doing. Its not done yet but I have updated something and it shows what im working on and what im done with. Ill be getting back into the grove of things now that all my stuff is back at my house. (at least till I move officially this is just temporary)

Also figured out how to make it public thank god. If you ever want to see one of your commissions again (if for some unknown reason it disappears from my gallery) it will be in my Trello!

https://trello.com/nttimelogic


I also might make a character trello...or maybe a charahub...

I know when I joke around with jack about what kind of Bear I would be its always a Panda Bear. I have a very deep love for them and if ever I was a bear ive always said it would be a Panda. Hes says I need to make this happen pronto and I just might be obliged to do it! I just don't want your average panda ya know black arms/legs and markings. I want it so when someone sees it there like OH THATS ATTI PANDA even from the thumbnail.

Not that it matters I personally just want something eye catching and representative. Idk late journal is late and ive been to drunk/sad lately to do much. This is all so...depressing.



-Atti
the stupid creature who cant handle being alone.

Hey guys!

Im Making a fursuit questionnaire video with !! If you would like us to answer your questions in fursuit please comment below.

Also give us some ideas to do an well try to convey them in suit! I.E. dancing, singing, anything silly/fun!

We will be doing this TONIGHT so please help us out and spread the word!!

He finally left for our new apartment in NY. It sucks because I turn over and expect him to be there and hes not. This "cave" feels so empty with out a burr in it. I might not be in the happiest of moods so I apologize if it seems like im out of sorts because I am. I wont be able to see him for a couple months if im lucky itll be just a couple and not half a year.

On a good note ill be getting back to art soon once I move all my stuff back to my place. (theres no point in being in our old apartment if its just me) I have a couple things to finish up that I might get to tonight if moving goes smoothly. If not ill post them tomorrow.

Ill try drawing to keep my mind off things. =/

I JUST WHAT. WHAT JUST HAPPENED?? IM SO EXCITE LIKE CAN WE PLEASE HURRY UP AND SPEED THROUGH MEMORIAL WEEKEND SO WE CAN SEE THE NEXT ONE???


I DONT WANT TO GIVE AWAY SPOILERS SO IF YOU HAVENT SEEN IT YET GO GO GO!!!

Doing these again because i need some extra cash for moving since i had to spend money on a new phone ;n;

i will be doing some more recent examples but for now these are the ones i have done previously.
examples:

http://www.furaffinity.net/full/12917002/

http://www.furaffinity.net/full/12573379/

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12572892/

http://www.furaffinity.net/full/12574130/

http://www.furaffinity.net/full/12502807/

and the icons ive done are all on my gallery!


Slots:
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These will be finished today!

and ill be doing these all week!

and....omg is it good....like im a huge Sherlock, Game of Thrones, Hannibal fan so I thought id give it a try. IM DRAWN IN GUYS HELP ME ABORT MISSION ABORT MISSION HHNNGGG


Im only on the third episode and I already cant stop watching FFFTTTTT