Tommorrow i'm coming back but my new account is gonna be

I'll slowly be moving stuff over here, not deactivating this account cause it still has neat stuff on here. :>

Also gonna unwatch a few active artist a day by journal logs .the unactive ones will all eventually be active again ah the circle of time.

7/20/17

I will be able to work again.
I will have studied a bit, as I needed to improve my art.
I will most likely do journal comms and ychs to train myself only
I will probably move again..I'd hate to..I do..but this name is undeniably depressing me and rendering me such a depressed sack that its not even funny. There's too many watches from this one guy's account thats left me crying for days...

I will be more professional about wht I do, I will always consider my customers,,as my friends,,but I will be stricter and less shy about myself. I need to be proud of who I am andd my work. I need a name that ins't a sona. So i'll be deciding that in time. Thanks for all your support, I hope you'll follow when that time comes.

Every day I felt like I would wake up and see your smile, to see you back into my life again like everything that happened was just a scary dream I could cry away; even though I promised to let you go.

You took a big piece of me with you, leaving me to crumble underneath the surface I was already drowning under..I always feel there is reasons to unexplainable actions or actions that may hurt someone in the end sometimes... and most of us...if we are strong, and we have each other... we can climb out.

They told me, it was for the better.

As more people fell through, the further I sank..my hope started fading away. There are only few wings that could help me fly through...and while I am grateful...I am also broken. I do not regret any time I spent with you, I am torn... But time will pass and heal my wounds.., and I will undeniably gain strength through this sadness to fully move on. I will always cherish our days together. Please don't come back for me...I love you.



A letter to the last days..and for someone I cared for.

I have to take a break, i'll make a follow up journal when i'm okay again; too much happening rn. will still be working.

Say hiya to my new fam!!


Even though I just met Azu and I know Panic from some purchases I already love them!! I can't wait to post some great art!

I couldn't choose between just one tho, its the same "who the favorite of your kids?" No parent wants to answer that!

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On a second note, I hope you guys having been paying attention to my page!
I've since (4 days ago) added a schedule labeling days i'll stream days i'll be working and days i'll be off.

sometimes I may not stream, but instead work on commissions or do commissions in stream, so PLEASE. just be patient.

this is only temporarily till I start my job and see where my energy/stress levels take me. Kids are a headache but they are lovable, all the more irony i adopted two of my own on here now, but i couldn't be happier. But I also been suffering from "doing too much work" so I'm gonna take my time a bit more so more stuff comes out in good quality! thanks for all your support and thank you for reading!

I will not do:
Diapers
Scat
Watersports unless its comical, like..trying to claim a shoe, you will be scolded and I expect you to eventually learn better
Spanking.
Vomiting
Gross shit.


I will:
Take care of you and call you my own.
Do art exchanges with you.
Try and be there for you.


You might:

Become friends with some of my own in the future
Meet my master..in which case; if he's okay with it, might become another figure in your life.



You must:
Have a skype. (and eventually be cool with calling)
Be okay with a gender neutral adult.(I'm 21 don't freak out)
Be okay with slow messages.
Be okay with me drawing you things.
If I get us icons, be willing to change it.
Be able to tell the difference between rp and non rp.
Be able to rp well! I don't exactly want to post half a paragraph and get shit. its not cool.


Roleplay post example: -.Crop gazed to the dark tower above him, his tail swishing softly behind him, freehand stuck within the depths of his pocket. His mouth occupied by a single pretzel stick...it looked old and worn, how long had it exactly been in his mouth? He was unsure if he wanted to go inside, but it only took moments for the rainy weather to decide for him. Not wanting to get wet ,he went inside quietly, eyes blinking a few times to adjust to the dark.-

I don't expect para rpers and I don't expect fancy words .I just want some fairness in it is all, I don't mind small short posts eithier for simple things like being picked up or something.

He/she/it posts are more appreciated than -.I stood up and held my paws up to mommy.-


Other than that comment below why I should adopt you and i'll choose, I miss taking care of something and i'd enjoy a relationship of what I labeled above. I know its a little strict but this is the only way to keep my interest with you without me getting annoyed and just never talking to you ever again which happens because i'm too much of a pussy to confront people. :>

2 Slots taken!!

2 More available!!

Hey, hi. i need help. Full bodies are currently 10$! right now, and half is 8$ and headshots are 5$ these come looking pretty, so that's a steal. My blood sugar is currently really low, and i have no food! Please consider helping me out in my time of need. This is really important!


Fullbodies: 10$
Half: 8$
Head: 5$


if you want yours streamed I can offer that for any order over 10$!!

I've added navigation to the things I currently offer. However, anything not there may be negotiable. I will only be using the front gallery for personal works of art of my sonas. I hope you enjoy! <3

I'll be heading into the workforce soon! I shall be working for the boys and girls club of america as the art teacher for their summer program!

Why do people feel the need to show off their bodily wastes/bloody injuries on here?

Like..make a journal about it and link if you wanna show..but please keep those yourself. The last thing I wanna see is that; holy hell. Just why???? I can see for like..needing donations and proof for meds and shit, but still the same thing as putting up a journal...ugh..mature content or not rl blood should just not be posted here.

And yes i'm like 45% Hemophobic



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Getting sent a check from youcaring is painfully slow. I cannot change it over to paypal just yet so please refrain from donating there!

I also needs some money for medicine. The only thing really keeping me alive and somewhat well right now! Please consider me for your next purchase!!

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Please donate here instead!

paypal.me/elico666

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My story:

https://www.youcaring.com/me-854150.....ntent=cf_cp_01

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Comission Slots:

8.50$ Headshots: (You can buy more than on in your own slot)

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Listen you guys, if you have any suggestion for ychs or something you'd like to see, please comment below! I'm very desperate and in need. Any help is appreciated!

I cannot focus. After wasting 20$ on "smiley dental" and waiting 6 HRS to be told "lol, we don't see an infection so no meds for you." Even though i told them, i've been taking meds for the infected tooth. They didn't prescribe me anything new not even for extra strength pain, and told me i need to spend 1,465 dollars or suffer and risk my life taking ibuprofen till it goes away...They also told me that on the main tooth that's hurting ;the cavity reached the nerve so its giving me this pain - so lol again , suffer or get the root canal.


i need to explain to you that...

1. no one deals well with pain, i get it. i'm not a special snowflake, but when the pain is sitting, watching tv on your tooth, while his dad takes a shower in the back of your head and the children play in your ear....over days going and coming back every few hours...it drives you insane, or rather me. cutting it short I'm dealing with pain in tooth and tingling in teeth. pain in my ear, and pain in the back of my head. Goes away 3 hrs comes back repeating..


2.i've been constantly pondering suicide due to the pain, crying and balling out cause i even reached that point of thinking and due to the pain being so severe and not stopping i feel like stabbing myself is one of those great ideas and i've been so close NEAR IT; I had a history it wouldn't be that hard for me to do it.

3. I'm stressing out more than you can imagine with all theses commissions I got to do and make up for, two of which will need time and I just cannot do it, i can only sleep and i feel like the world is crashing down on me.

So if you've read. Yes i'm in a very bad place right now and i don't know what to do...so i'm sorry in advanced for those who have been waiting extra long and have been patient with me but i'm at a loss of words and hope right now. I'll try and be around guys.

I will not do:
Diapers
Scat
Watersports unless its comical, like..trying to claim a shoe, you will be scolded and I expect you to eventually learn better
Spanking.
Vomitting
Gross shit.

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I will:
Take care of you and call you my own.
Do art exchanges with you.
Try and be there for you.

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You might:

Become friends with some of my own in the future
Meet my master..in which if he's okay might become another figure in your life.

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You must:
Have a skype. (and eventually be cool with calling)
Be okay with a gender neutral adult.
Be okay with slow messages.
Be okay with me drawing you things.
If i get us icons, be willing to change it.
Be able to tell the difference between rp and non rp.
Be able to rp well! i don't exactly want to post half a paragraph and get shit. its not cool.

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Roleplay post requirement example: -.nynanom gazed to the tower above him, his tail flicking behind with his freehand stuck within the depths of his pocket. His was mouth occupied by a single pretzel stick...it looked old and worn, how long had it exactly been in his mouth?-

I don't expect para rpers and I don't expect fancy words .I just want some fairness in it is all, i don't mind small short posts eithier for simple things like being picked up or something.

He/she/it posts are more appreciated than -.I stood up and held my paws up to mommy.-


Other than that comment below why I should adopt you and i'll choose, I miss taking care of something and i'd enjoy a relationship of what I labeled above. i know its a little strict but this is the only way to keep my interest with you without me getting annoyed and just never talking to you ever again which happens because i'm too much of a pussy to confront people. :>