Account move
Posted 11 years agoI'm going to switch over to my
NyeFable account as my only maintained account and let this one die out. It's kinda dumb having two accounts. I was trying to separate the accounts to keep one clean, easy to approach, full of just pictures, and the other for adult and stories... but that seems silly.
Also, I'm going to (try) and start using my SoFurry and Weasyl more. Both are NyeFable.
Also, tada.
NyeFable account as my only maintained account and let this one die out. It's kinda dumb having two accounts. I was trying to separate the accounts to keep one clean, easy to approach, full of just pictures, and the other for adult and stories... but that seems silly.Also, I'm going to (try) and start using my SoFurry and Weasyl more. Both are NyeFable.
Also, tada.
Panic Attacks
Posted 11 years ago"And the pain was there. My mind was corrupted; toxic to self and loved ones. Peace was the concept of death. My heart couldn't hold strong any longer. Sin of shame slew the last of my sanity. Logic didn't exist. Pain in my soul screamed to all, mute in reality. None heard. No one ever would. Forgotten, ignored, shamed: these pains bled the heart of a man. Hollow and hallow, the story faded. No more word, the sacred communicator. Welcome to the Pit. Dry and cold. Age exists in the slow. Eternity in the haze of not-life. Dreams are dead. Future discarded."
Tonight, during a panic attack, this came out.
Never have I been so precarious in my steps. Forward towards the healed world of happiness and freedom, but held by the tendrils of past shames, fears, and pains. Every step is one made with faith and hope, not of security or certainty. My friends generate the courage to continue; sorrow at my inept existence bleeds me dry.
Doubt weighs on me, though. Is there sincerity in my friends? Will they be there if I fall? Will they abandon the weak one as life has shown will happen? Trust in my friends, when history and time has given me no reason at all to believe? Four years of a life anew. Can I build off that? Can I be happy? Abandonment, rejection, deception... that is what I expect from my new friends. I don't argue with the idea, rather, I ignore it. I trudge on through the muck. If what I suspect will happen does, then the answer will be clear. If I am proven wrong, will I know it? What if my friends remain? What if at least one will take my hand when they seen the horror that is me?
So full of shame, regret, hate... Can the broken be fixed? I'm going to find out, I suppose...
Soon, I will make an attempt to live in Denver, away from a toxic environment that eats away my soul. My dream is to write. Where I am at, I don't write. I dwell, and cry, and mourn. Breath out of a cage; can that be all I need to renew the core of me? Will the cyan light return and give me the healing of a story?
Tonight, during a panic attack, this came out.
Never have I been so precarious in my steps. Forward towards the healed world of happiness and freedom, but held by the tendrils of past shames, fears, and pains. Every step is one made with faith and hope, not of security or certainty. My friends generate the courage to continue; sorrow at my inept existence bleeds me dry.
Doubt weighs on me, though. Is there sincerity in my friends? Will they be there if I fall? Will they abandon the weak one as life has shown will happen? Trust in my friends, when history and time has given me no reason at all to believe? Four years of a life anew. Can I build off that? Can I be happy? Abandonment, rejection, deception... that is what I expect from my new friends. I don't argue with the idea, rather, I ignore it. I trudge on through the muck. If what I suspect will happen does, then the answer will be clear. If I am proven wrong, will I know it? What if my friends remain? What if at least one will take my hand when they seen the horror that is me?
So full of shame, regret, hate... Can the broken be fixed? I'm going to find out, I suppose...
Soon, I will make an attempt to live in Denver, away from a toxic environment that eats away my soul. My dream is to write. Where I am at, I don't write. I dwell, and cry, and mourn. Breath out of a cage; can that be all I need to renew the core of me? Will the cyan light return and give me the healing of a story?
Any Story-ers?
Posted 11 years agoRecently, I've gotten back into roleplaying stories with friends... and I'm craving more. If anyone ever wants to start a story roleplay with me, let me know! It seriously helps fuel my writing.
My Take on the Fandom
Posted 11 years agoMid-July, I'll have been a part of the fandom for four years. It's been great, and I've learned and grown a lot since becoming a furry! I thought I'd share some thoughts on what I think of the fandom. Mostly thinking out loud! I certainly don't want to offend anyone, but I will be sharing my opinions. I'm more interested in sharing ideas and perspectives, so if I offend, I am sorry.
First off, I wanna talk about before I joined a furry. I'd say four and a half years ago, I was a wreck! 310 pounds, disheveled, slobby, cynical and isolated; I was a very unhealthy person inside and out! My hair was hideous and my weight was way too high... I was depressed and suicidal. In fact, I never planned to survive to the age that I am. But something lit inside me.
I started by shaving my head. Even though family objected, I knew I needed to do something kind of daring. I took it all off and it worked! Confidence began to exist in me. Next, I wanted to lose weight. I joined a gym, stopped drinking soda, stopped most junk foods, and took extra measures to stay active. I went from 318 pounds (at my peak) down to 170 within a few months.
And then came the biggest change. I went from a closet homophobe, to coming out to myself, my family, and my friends. It was the most freeing and rewarding time of my life. I'm lucky I was accepted so well... A month after coming out I joined the fandom. I couldn't have asked for something so fortunate. I didn't even know how open the fandom was when I joined. But I'm so glad it is. It really was a cushion for me to explore my new reality with.
I stayed online mostly until I was brave enough to attend furmeets. It was shocking how many friends I made so quickly! And how much the fandom suited me.
At first, I couldn't figure out my fursona. It was really hard for me; took a few months. I tried being a dragon. Nyroo was a character from a book I'm writing... but that was a character, not me. I was clueless. I felt like I was a canine, but didn't think wolf or fox fit me... when a National Geographic documentary showed coyotes, something snapped. So, I became a yote! It suits me so well. I couldn't have imagined how much it would work for me.
I'm a trickster, but also more than that! I'm a survivor. I adapt to change quickly, and I can be as social or solitary as I need. Being seen as a mongrel or vermin by most, but understood to be a marvelous creature when given the chance....
There is a lot of drama in the fandom, I know. A lot of furs bash each other, and it was very unsettling when I was first started exploring the fandom. "Lifestylers are lame." "Fursuiting is stupid and childish." "Therians and otherkin are weird and make the fandom something its not." "All the porn is ruining the fandom." "X is ruining the fandom." All of these remarks have been from other furries that I've heard. It's disturbing, because for me, I don't see a reason to bash, deny, or reject a side of the fandom.
I used to think in order to be accepted, I'd have to think a certain view on the fandom. However, one thing I noticed quickly... furries are really insecure and scared. They seek validation so often. They need and crave approval, acceptance, and respect. So many argue to 'win' an argument to be seen as smart for something. I think everyone does to varying levels... Which is funny! Everyone is scared. Everyone feels vulnerable. Needing to prove something is silly. People should be themselves!
Furries JUST on the internet seem to have a very unclear view of what it's like to attend cons, furmeets, and interact with other furries in person. I used to get mocked for fursuiting, for wanting to think of myself as a coyote at a public furmeet. When I first started going to furmeets, I'd get warned about being raped/yiff... I feel there's a huge misconception between online furries and the live fandom.
Maybe it's just where I am... Colorado has been an amazing place to be a furry. Between the Springs and Denver, there are so many great and friendly people. And even if some groups are clique-y, and seem a bit 'high school', I still somehow find myself talking to those people like I do anyone else.
What I've noticed, is that it's pretty easy to avoid drama. Just do your own thing and be happy. Drama doesn't work on the uninterested. And drama follows drama. I've noticed the people that complain most about drama are usually the ones causing it. Or at least egging it on. It's sad, especially because I see a lot of insecurity in people. And they're not willing to fight or heal themselves. Instead, they use their insecurities to hurt, bash, insult, dramatize, or hassle others.
All that being said? The fandom is fucking amazing. The folks I talk to regularly are some of the greatest people I know and likely will ever know. If people this amazing are part of the fandom, or an interest, or an activity... then it can't be that bad. I love the friends I have. The genuine ones. It means a lot knowing so many amazing and diverse folks! From ferals, to suiters, to not suiters, to therians, to hobbyists, to yiffers, to clean-only, to con-goers, to anyone else. I like the diverse fandom. I like different ideas, beliefs, religions. I like different love styles, world views, hopes, interests. We're a fandom with everything from dogs and cats to dragons and gryphons and monsters! Diversity makes the fandom great. The fandom is great. It's a great adventure!
:)
I'm very happy talking to anyone about anything!
First off, I wanna talk about before I joined a furry. I'd say four and a half years ago, I was a wreck! 310 pounds, disheveled, slobby, cynical and isolated; I was a very unhealthy person inside and out! My hair was hideous and my weight was way too high... I was depressed and suicidal. In fact, I never planned to survive to the age that I am. But something lit inside me.
I started by shaving my head. Even though family objected, I knew I needed to do something kind of daring. I took it all off and it worked! Confidence began to exist in me. Next, I wanted to lose weight. I joined a gym, stopped drinking soda, stopped most junk foods, and took extra measures to stay active. I went from 318 pounds (at my peak) down to 170 within a few months.
And then came the biggest change. I went from a closet homophobe, to coming out to myself, my family, and my friends. It was the most freeing and rewarding time of my life. I'm lucky I was accepted so well... A month after coming out I joined the fandom. I couldn't have asked for something so fortunate. I didn't even know how open the fandom was when I joined. But I'm so glad it is. It really was a cushion for me to explore my new reality with.
I stayed online mostly until I was brave enough to attend furmeets. It was shocking how many friends I made so quickly! And how much the fandom suited me.
At first, I couldn't figure out my fursona. It was really hard for me; took a few months. I tried being a dragon. Nyroo was a character from a book I'm writing... but that was a character, not me. I was clueless. I felt like I was a canine, but didn't think wolf or fox fit me... when a National Geographic documentary showed coyotes, something snapped. So, I became a yote! It suits me so well. I couldn't have imagined how much it would work for me.
I'm a trickster, but also more than that! I'm a survivor. I adapt to change quickly, and I can be as social or solitary as I need. Being seen as a mongrel or vermin by most, but understood to be a marvelous creature when given the chance....
There is a lot of drama in the fandom, I know. A lot of furs bash each other, and it was very unsettling when I was first started exploring the fandom. "Lifestylers are lame." "Fursuiting is stupid and childish." "Therians and otherkin are weird and make the fandom something its not." "All the porn is ruining the fandom." "X is ruining the fandom." All of these remarks have been from other furries that I've heard. It's disturbing, because for me, I don't see a reason to bash, deny, or reject a side of the fandom.
I used to think in order to be accepted, I'd have to think a certain view on the fandom. However, one thing I noticed quickly... furries are really insecure and scared. They seek validation so often. They need and crave approval, acceptance, and respect. So many argue to 'win' an argument to be seen as smart for something. I think everyone does to varying levels... Which is funny! Everyone is scared. Everyone feels vulnerable. Needing to prove something is silly. People should be themselves!
Furries JUST on the internet seem to have a very unclear view of what it's like to attend cons, furmeets, and interact with other furries in person. I used to get mocked for fursuiting, for wanting to think of myself as a coyote at a public furmeet. When I first started going to furmeets, I'd get warned about being raped/yiff... I feel there's a huge misconception between online furries and the live fandom.
Maybe it's just where I am... Colorado has been an amazing place to be a furry. Between the Springs and Denver, there are so many great and friendly people. And even if some groups are clique-y, and seem a bit 'high school', I still somehow find myself talking to those people like I do anyone else.
What I've noticed, is that it's pretty easy to avoid drama. Just do your own thing and be happy. Drama doesn't work on the uninterested. And drama follows drama. I've noticed the people that complain most about drama are usually the ones causing it. Or at least egging it on. It's sad, especially because I see a lot of insecurity in people. And they're not willing to fight or heal themselves. Instead, they use their insecurities to hurt, bash, insult, dramatize, or hassle others.
All that being said? The fandom is fucking amazing. The folks I talk to regularly are some of the greatest people I know and likely will ever know. If people this amazing are part of the fandom, or an interest, or an activity... then it can't be that bad. I love the friends I have. The genuine ones. It means a lot knowing so many amazing and diverse folks! From ferals, to suiters, to not suiters, to therians, to hobbyists, to yiffers, to clean-only, to con-goers, to anyone else. I like the diverse fandom. I like different ideas, beliefs, religions. I like different love styles, world views, hopes, interests. We're a fandom with everything from dogs and cats to dragons and gryphons and monsters! Diversity makes the fandom great. The fandom is great. It's a great adventure!
:)
I'm very happy talking to anyone about anything!
New Twitter Account!
Posted 11 years agoSo I have my NyeFable twitter and now my NightcrierAD account. If people are curious about the yote's TMI stuff, there ya go! Or... just talk to me : P
Story Ideas; Help and Input
Posted 11 years agoFor a while, lately, my mind has bombarded me with ideas for stories. Many would be great for furry!... if I felt I could pull them off. I'd love to do a Western, but I don't know much on the technical portions of that time period. Anyone that can school me while I write, I'd love your company!
Additionally, I have a couple horror stories I'd like to try! One being a zombie-survival, one being a haunted house. These may or may not get finished and published, since I am NOT good at suspense yet. However, rather than coming up with characters, I was curious if anyone would mind offering their characters to be included. The issue with this is, I might not include everyone. I'd go with what I feel is best to work with the story... I don't want anyone getting disappointed if they're not in a story.
The same applies to fantasy/adventure stories I'd like to try!
If anyone is willing to offer their characters (and not bothered if they're NOT picked), I'd greatly appreciate having some fun with friends in my stories.
Other than that, I seem to be doing more adult stories so... yay? I'm also going to start working on my sona's story and timeline.
Other than that, just being a weirdo with a ton of stories in my head! Just thought I'd share : 3
Additionally, I have a couple horror stories I'd like to try! One being a zombie-survival, one being a haunted house. These may or may not get finished and published, since I am NOT good at suspense yet. However, rather than coming up with characters, I was curious if anyone would mind offering their characters to be included. The issue with this is, I might not include everyone. I'd go with what I feel is best to work with the story... I don't want anyone getting disappointed if they're not in a story.
The same applies to fantasy/adventure stories I'd like to try!
If anyone is willing to offer their characters (and not bothered if they're NOT picked), I'd greatly appreciate having some fun with friends in my stories.
Other than that, I seem to be doing more adult stories so... yay? I'm also going to start working on my sona's story and timeline.
Other than that, just being a weirdo with a ton of stories in my head! Just thought I'd share : 3
BLFC!
Posted 12 years agoSo I'm going to the Reno con! I'm really excited. (Ghostbusters is one of my favorite movies!) If anyone else is going, I'd love to meet you!
Pen Name?
Posted 12 years agoBeen wondering about this for a while! I'm curious if I should try to come up with a pen name should I ever start publishing books. I'm not sure if my real name is catchy enough! To those that know my real name, any thoughts? Or thoughts from anyone about what would make an awesome pen name?
Love you all
Posted 12 years agoJust saying. I really appreciate all the friends I have. Wish I could talk more with a lot of you!
New Account
Posted 12 years agoFirst off, this count is still going to be very active. You don't have to leave; it wont die! However, I know I tend to post a lot of pictures in a row. I still have a lot of pictures from AC before touching RMFC. I hate to fill folks' submissions with photography like that. However, I still wish to post pictures I get, especially for the suiters that want to see themselves at these cons.
SO! I created a new account. At furaffinity.net/user/NyeFable (
), you can go and I'll still be social (hopefully even more so!), as well as not be posting as much. I will have my favorite pictures as well as stories. However, any stories that are part of a series will be sent to my FableCoyote (
) account.
Mostly, this is just organizing my FA better so that it doesn't bother others. If you wish to follow me at NyeFable and unwatch me here, feel free. Or whatever! I should say that I hope to be less 'shy' (meaning more adult) on my new profile, so if for whatever reason people were curious about me, that's the place to learn more about me (or you can always just ask!).
Anyway, I'll still be on this profile a ton. So don't start missing your favorite canine!
And on a very off topic side note, if there are any Springs furs into D&D and feel like you know me well enough, let me know!
SO! I created a new account. At furaffinity.net/user/NyeFable (
), you can go and I'll still be social (hopefully even more so!), as well as not be posting as much. I will have my favorite pictures as well as stories. However, any stories that are part of a series will be sent to my FableCoyote (
) account.Mostly, this is just organizing my FA better so that it doesn't bother others. If you wish to follow me at NyeFable and unwatch me here, feel free. Or whatever! I should say that I hope to be less 'shy' (meaning more adult) on my new profile, so if for whatever reason people were curious about me, that's the place to learn more about me (or you can always just ask!).
Anyway, I'll still be on this profile a ton. So don't start missing your favorite canine!
And on a very off topic side note, if there are any Springs furs into D&D and feel like you know me well enough, let me know!
Friend Story Idea
Posted 12 years agoFor a while, I've wanted to create a story involving some friends and turn it into a fairly large, exciting series. I want to gather friends' characters and bring them together in a fun, epic fantasy/sci-fi style story. I've had some interest already, but I'm curious who would be interested.
I have a few requirements in case folks are interested:
> No copyright species/settings/backgrounds/characters; as in, no Star Trek, MLP, Kingdom Hearts, lombax, Harry Potter, etc. I need your characters background and species and 'rules' to be your own creation, or generic enough that I won't be stepping on any toes!
> Characters may be furry or non-furry. Some non-human characters would actually be fairly interesting to blend.
> Magic, advanced technology, horror, or modern times are all acceptable, so long as your character can be exposed to the other genres.
> No sexual stuff! I'm not adding that stuff. I hope to keep this fairly PG-13 with the possibility of there being more R-rated material as far as horror, violence and such.
> Have a ref sheet or image for me to work off of.
> Please don't complain, if I get enough folks interested, I'll probably try to split groups into multiple stories or I might have to go with whatever is best for the story; likewise, I want to be true to everyone's character, but if I mess up, please don't go insane at me...
> No jealousy, please! This is a project for fun. I don't want to play favorites or anything (this has come up in previous attempts at this sort of thing).
I'd really like to start a good project with folks that may or may not know each other and build a fun and enjoyable story. If anyone is interested, just let me know. :3
Edit: Anyone interested in having their character/sona added, please give a background/history, list of abilities (no godmode/godlike powers; I'm thinking inexperienced over masters in terms of powers and knowledge), personality/behaviors, and anything else the writer should know!
I have a few requirements in case folks are interested:
> No copyright species/settings/backgrounds/characters; as in, no Star Trek, MLP, Kingdom Hearts, lombax, Harry Potter, etc. I need your characters background and species and 'rules' to be your own creation, or generic enough that I won't be stepping on any toes!
> Characters may be furry or non-furry. Some non-human characters would actually be fairly interesting to blend.
> Magic, advanced technology, horror, or modern times are all acceptable, so long as your character can be exposed to the other genres.
> No sexual stuff! I'm not adding that stuff. I hope to keep this fairly PG-13 with the possibility of there being more R-rated material as far as horror, violence and such.
> Have a ref sheet or image for me to work off of.
> Please don't complain, if I get enough folks interested, I'll probably try to split groups into multiple stories or I might have to go with whatever is best for the story; likewise, I want to be true to everyone's character, but if I mess up, please don't go insane at me...
> No jealousy, please! This is a project for fun. I don't want to play favorites or anything (this has come up in previous attempts at this sort of thing).
I'd really like to start a good project with folks that may or may not know each other and build a fun and enjoyable story. If anyone is interested, just let me know. :3
Edit: Anyone interested in having their character/sona added, please give a background/history, list of abilities (no godmode/godlike powers; I'm thinking inexperienced over masters in terms of powers and knowledge), personality/behaviors, and anything else the writer should know!
Anthrocon MEME! : D
Posted 12 years agoWhere are you staying?
At the Westin! : D
What day are you getting there?
Wednesday night
How are you traveling?
The metal bird tings!
Who are you rooming with?
Sprocketdog , Orion the husky and his hyena mate.
Who will you hang out with during the convention?
Most likely Sprocket, though I plan to harass
nevermint tons! And I'm very happy meeting and hanging out with new folks!
How is the best way to find you?
Text me if you can, or look for a blue and black husky, or just browse around, I suppose.
Are there any panels you might be attending?
Writing, suiting (Going to
nevermint 's panel on Friday!), and anything that sounds fun or silly or storyish.
What do you look like?
I'm bald, and facial hair, and glasses, and camp-style clothes... Meh. Blah?
Will you be suiting?
Yes, yes! First con I'll be suiting at!
Do you do free art?
If I could I would!
Do you do trades?
Hmm... story for arts?
Do you do badges?
I'll wear em...
Do you do commissions?
Nuuuupe
What is your gender?
*Checks* Boy!
How tall are you?
5'11"/6ish
Can I talk to you?
Most certainly! *wags tail*
Can I touch you?
Become a friend, then sure.
How can I find you?
Didn't I answer this?... Well, just track me down or text me!
Can I visit your room?
If I knows you and you ask and it's okay with the other roomies.
Can I buy you drinks?
I'm not much a drinker, but if we're hanging out, I suppose!
Can I give you stuff?
What sort of stuff? *coyote suspicious*
Are you nice?
Very! I enjoy meeting new folks :3
How long are you going?
Wednesday-Monday
Do you have an artist table?
Nupe!
Will you be going to parties?
I really don't know! If I'm invited, most likely.
Will you be performing?
Eh... I'll be fursuiting and playing around in that!
If I see you, how should I get your attention?
Call out Nye, Fable, NyeFable, Nick, Westin, Coyote, Hey-you, Baldy (though this one comes at a cost!)
Where will you be most of the time during the day/s?
Ummmmmm.... No frickin clue. First big con; yote has to explore!
What/where will you be eating?
Food this time. I've learned my lesson *Nods*
Can I come with you for food/fun/etc?
If we meet first and we get along
Can I take your picture?
When I'm in suit!
What's your goal(s) for the con this year?
Meet awesome folks and have a great time! *Wags tail*
At the Westin! : D
What day are you getting there?
Wednesday night
How are you traveling?
The metal bird tings!
Who are you rooming with?
Sprocketdog , Orion the husky and his hyena mate. Who will you hang out with during the convention?
Most likely Sprocket, though I plan to harass
nevermint tons! And I'm very happy meeting and hanging out with new folks!How is the best way to find you?
Text me if you can, or look for a blue and black husky, or just browse around, I suppose.
Are there any panels you might be attending?
Writing, suiting (Going to
nevermint 's panel on Friday!), and anything that sounds fun or silly or storyish. What do you look like?
I'm bald, and facial hair, and glasses, and camp-style clothes... Meh. Blah?
Will you be suiting?
Yes, yes! First con I'll be suiting at!
Do you do free art?
If I could I would!
Do you do trades?
Hmm... story for arts?
Do you do badges?
I'll wear em...
Do you do commissions?
Nuuuupe
What is your gender?
*Checks* Boy!
How tall are you?
5'11"/6ish
Can I talk to you?
Most certainly! *wags tail*
Can I touch you?
Become a friend, then sure.
How can I find you?
Didn't I answer this?... Well, just track me down or text me!
Can I visit your room?
If I knows you and you ask and it's okay with the other roomies.
Can I buy you drinks?
I'm not much a drinker, but if we're hanging out, I suppose!
Can I give you stuff?
What sort of stuff? *coyote suspicious*
Are you nice?
Very! I enjoy meeting new folks :3
How long are you going?
Wednesday-Monday
Do you have an artist table?
Nupe!
Will you be going to parties?
I really don't know! If I'm invited, most likely.
Will you be performing?
Eh... I'll be fursuiting and playing around in that!
If I see you, how should I get your attention?
Call out Nye, Fable, NyeFable, Nick, Westin, Coyote, Hey-you, Baldy (though this one comes at a cost!)
Where will you be most of the time during the day/s?
Ummmmmm.... No frickin clue. First big con; yote has to explore!
What/where will you be eating?
Food this time. I've learned my lesson *Nods*
Can I come with you for food/fun/etc?
If we meet first and we get along
Can I take your picture?
When I'm in suit!
What's your goal(s) for the con this year?
Meet awesome folks and have a great time! *Wags tail*
Anthrocon
Posted 12 years agoI will be going! Anyone else that's going and would like to meet up and say 'hi' or whatever, let me know! Way excited ^^
Horror style art
Posted 12 years agoI have a commission idea that involves a horror setting. I'm browsing a bit but can't quite find a good "scary" style. If anyone can think of something, let me know!
Character Meme- Nye
Posted 12 years agoSaw this on the page of
and thought it sounded fun.
1) Choose one of your own characters.
2) Make them answer the following questions.
3) Then, tag at least 3 people. (I'ma ignore this rule : P)
4) Feel free to add some questions of your own!
Your Character:
Nye, the coyote. (These answers don't all fully represent me, though being my sona, the more personal questions are most likely the same as mine.)
1. Gender?
Male
2. Age?
26
3. Hug?
Most definitely!
4. Bad Habits?
Of course not! It's not like I get myself into trouble ever, or tease and provoke wolves, or flirt with danger! Not at all.
5. Favorite Food?
Watermelon. Oooh...
6. Ice Cream Flavor?
Vanilla/Chocolate swirl, or cookies and cream, or cookie dough...
7.What is your species?
Coyote! Canis latrans. The barking dog.
8. Killed Anyone?
Yes. I have enemies and have to fight on occasion.
9. Hate Anyone?
I try not to. It's difficult owning your emotions.
10. Secrets?
Many! You'll have to ask to get some of them, but here is one: Nye is actually my surname!
11. Favorite Season?
The playful, flirty yote in me instantly thought of "mating season" though that sounds a bit crude and naughty. So let's go with that!
12. Best Friends?
I prefer not to single people in or out as best friends... though I have a few close ones. The ones I've adventured with seem to be at the top, though.
13. Hobbies?
Writing, outdoors, studying magic, exploring worlds and cultures, understanding and watching others, and occasionally teaching.
14. Fav Drink?
Various juices.
15. Birthday?
Hmm.... Not certain... (Kind of a hard answer to give for this character)
16. Nice Or Mean?
Nice and naughty! But rarely mean, and if I am, I'll do my best to correct it. Mischievous, however...
17. What do you think of your creator?
(This answer is also difficult to answer, due to the character's background. He is fantasy after all!) Confusing...
18. Weakness?
I'm not the strongest physically, or mentally. Strategy and brawn don't really work for me. I'm kind of forced to rely on my healing a lot, and being crafty with my attacks. I am also fairly naive and ignorant at times.
19. How long can you stay underwater?
I don't believe I've tested this! Though through other activities that I had to hold my breath, I'd say I'm about average as far as endurance.
20. What do you do on a regular basis?
Explore the magics of various worlds and ideas. I love to be outside and feel part of the world I'm in. I also write and play around with friends!
21. Do you love someone?
I care about many, but currently out of love.
22. Does the person love you back?
I hope I'm enough to be cared for back by my friends.
23. What do you consider fun in the day time?
Writing, exploring thoughts on stories, listening to critiques, hiking, exploring.
24. At night?
I'd prefer to be affectionate with someone and show them how much they mean to me. Though I often use the time to write and plan for the next day.
25. Do you like to play videogames?
I am horrible at them, but enjoy puzzles and mind challenges. I'm also a sucker for some rpgs and character exploration games.
26. Are you gay?
Mostly, though I do enjoy females as well.
27. Say that you were trapped in a closet with your lover for 2 days.
Oooh... So many snuggles and... *Coughs*
28. Place of origin?
(Another answer that is awkward to answer giving his background. Though he has an answer he things: ) My tribal village.
29. Large or small family?
Small, that I know of. There is a jackal that claims to be my cousin, somehow...
30. Who are your parents?
This is unknown to me.
31. Do you have a phobia?
Necrophobia... I HATE fighting undead. Zombies are too much for me, usually...
32. Piercing/tattoos?
I have markings on my shoulders, but they aren't tattoos. And no piercings (besides the occasional weapon's).
33. Do you have a pet?
I do not. Though perhaps I should seek one out...
34. Lucky number?
Eight, maybe?
35. Favorite color?
Green
36. Eye color?
Turquoise
37. Hair color?
*Growls*
38. Quick! Someone kissed your love! what do you do?
If they kissed my hypothetical mate, there will be trouble... if they aren't joined with me, then I wont allow my emotions to own my actions. I'll behave.
39. Fav music?
Epic orchestras.
40. Where do you want to be right now?.
In a bed or cozy, comfy place snuggling someone precious.
41. What are you in your love's opinion?
Hypothetically, this question is a bit impossible to answer, though as a guess, perhaps I'm not confident enough, should be more forward and trusting, and a creative sweetheart.
42. Do you have a job?
Writer and explorer.
43. You are alone. What do you do?
I'm often alone. I'll just do what's normal: write, explore, think, plan, wish/dream, talk to myself.
44. Do you like parties?
I do! I can sometimes be slow to be chatty, but I think I'm pretty good company most of the time.
45. When you're alone at home, what do you like to do?
Be nude, exercise, dream, plot, write.
46. Someone have drawn you in a porn situation?
I hope I know them. I think I'll be fine with it with the people I really care for. Strangers doing it would upset me. I'm fairly shy about friends seeing that part of me unless I'm interested in them for that sort of thing.
47. Favorite film?
Hmm... Between Ghostbusters, Lord of the Rings, and Where the Wild Things Are
48. Share this character meme with someone else?
I'll let others do it voluntarily. I don't like to pester folks.
(Coyote question)49. Do you feel like you should add two more questions to make it 50 rather than 49?
Yes I do!
(Coyote question)50. If you could get one message across to your friends, what would it be?
I hope my friends know how much I appreciate them, especially the ones that step up when I can use some inspiration. I sometimes have trouble expressing myself with them, but I'm usually trying to think up how to make them happier. It means a lot to me to have such good people in my life, and I hope to repay them for all their kindness.
and thought it sounded fun.1) Choose one of your own characters.
2) Make them answer the following questions.
3) Then, tag at least 3 people. (I'ma ignore this rule : P)
4) Feel free to add some questions of your own!
Your Character:
Nye, the coyote. (These answers don't all fully represent me, though being my sona, the more personal questions are most likely the same as mine.)
1. Gender?
Male
2. Age?
26
3. Hug?
Most definitely!
4. Bad Habits?
Of course not! It's not like I get myself into trouble ever, or tease and provoke wolves, or flirt with danger! Not at all.
5. Favorite Food?
Watermelon. Oooh...
6. Ice Cream Flavor?
Vanilla/Chocolate swirl, or cookies and cream, or cookie dough...
7.What is your species?
Coyote! Canis latrans. The barking dog.
8. Killed Anyone?
Yes. I have enemies and have to fight on occasion.
9. Hate Anyone?
I try not to. It's difficult owning your emotions.
10. Secrets?
Many! You'll have to ask to get some of them, but here is one: Nye is actually my surname!
11. Favorite Season?
The playful, flirty yote in me instantly thought of "mating season" though that sounds a bit crude and naughty. So let's go with that!
12. Best Friends?
I prefer not to single people in or out as best friends... though I have a few close ones. The ones I've adventured with seem to be at the top, though.
13. Hobbies?
Writing, outdoors, studying magic, exploring worlds and cultures, understanding and watching others, and occasionally teaching.
14. Fav Drink?
Various juices.
15. Birthday?
Hmm.... Not certain... (Kind of a hard answer to give for this character)
16. Nice Or Mean?
Nice and naughty! But rarely mean, and if I am, I'll do my best to correct it. Mischievous, however...
17. What do you think of your creator?
(This answer is also difficult to answer, due to the character's background. He is fantasy after all!) Confusing...
18. Weakness?
I'm not the strongest physically, or mentally. Strategy and brawn don't really work for me. I'm kind of forced to rely on my healing a lot, and being crafty with my attacks. I am also fairly naive and ignorant at times.
19. How long can you stay underwater?
I don't believe I've tested this! Though through other activities that I had to hold my breath, I'd say I'm about average as far as endurance.
20. What do you do on a regular basis?
Explore the magics of various worlds and ideas. I love to be outside and feel part of the world I'm in. I also write and play around with friends!
21. Do you love someone?
I care about many, but currently out of love.
22. Does the person love you back?
I hope I'm enough to be cared for back by my friends.
23. What do you consider fun in the day time?
Writing, exploring thoughts on stories, listening to critiques, hiking, exploring.
24. At night?
I'd prefer to be affectionate with someone and show them how much they mean to me. Though I often use the time to write and plan for the next day.
25. Do you like to play videogames?
I am horrible at them, but enjoy puzzles and mind challenges. I'm also a sucker for some rpgs and character exploration games.
26. Are you gay?
Mostly, though I do enjoy females as well.
27. Say that you were trapped in a closet with your lover for 2 days.
Oooh... So many snuggles and... *Coughs*
28. Place of origin?
(Another answer that is awkward to answer giving his background. Though he has an answer he things: ) My tribal village.
29. Large or small family?
Small, that I know of. There is a jackal that claims to be my cousin, somehow...
30. Who are your parents?
This is unknown to me.
31. Do you have a phobia?
Necrophobia... I HATE fighting undead. Zombies are too much for me, usually...
32. Piercing/tattoos?
I have markings on my shoulders, but they aren't tattoos. And no piercings (besides the occasional weapon's).
33. Do you have a pet?
I do not. Though perhaps I should seek one out...
34. Lucky number?
Eight, maybe?
35. Favorite color?
Green
36. Eye color?
Turquoise
37. Hair color?
*Growls*
38. Quick! Someone kissed your love! what do you do?
If they kissed my hypothetical mate, there will be trouble... if they aren't joined with me, then I wont allow my emotions to own my actions. I'll behave.
39. Fav music?
Epic orchestras.
40. Where do you want to be right now?.
In a bed or cozy, comfy place snuggling someone precious.
41. What are you in your love's opinion?
Hypothetically, this question is a bit impossible to answer, though as a guess, perhaps I'm not confident enough, should be more forward and trusting, and a creative sweetheart.
42. Do you have a job?
Writer and explorer.
43. You are alone. What do you do?
I'm often alone. I'll just do what's normal: write, explore, think, plan, wish/dream, talk to myself.
44. Do you like parties?
I do! I can sometimes be slow to be chatty, but I think I'm pretty good company most of the time.
45. When you're alone at home, what do you like to do?
Be nude, exercise, dream, plot, write.
46. Someone have drawn you in a porn situation?
I hope I know them. I think I'll be fine with it with the people I really care for. Strangers doing it would upset me. I'm fairly shy about friends seeing that part of me unless I'm interested in them for that sort of thing.
47. Favorite film?
Hmm... Between Ghostbusters, Lord of the Rings, and Where the Wild Things Are
48. Share this character meme with someone else?
I'll let others do it voluntarily. I don't like to pester folks.
(Coyote question)49. Do you feel like you should add two more questions to make it 50 rather than 49?
Yes I do!
(Coyote question)50. If you could get one message across to your friends, what would it be?
I hope my friends know how much I appreciate them, especially the ones that step up when I can use some inspiration. I sometimes have trouble expressing myself with them, but I'm usually trying to think up how to make them happier. It means a lot to me to have such good people in my life, and I hope to repay them for all their kindness.
Cons and suit
Posted 12 years agoSo fun news: I got a fursuit! Won an auction so hopefully I'll be getting that cute guy soon.
Also, I finally got work off for RMFC! Kinda late, but I was hoping to see if anyone had a room available. Other than that, I have AC all set (though debating on getting a swim suit or not). And I can't wait to start fursuiting with others!
I'm feeling a lot of build up for these cons and getting a little anxious, and very excited.
Also, I finally got work off for RMFC! Kinda late, but I was hoping to see if anyone had a room available. Other than that, I have AC all set (though debating on getting a swim suit or not). And I can't wait to start fursuiting with others!
I'm feeling a lot of build up for these cons and getting a little anxious, and very excited.
Pictures
Posted 12 years agoI'll be uploading pictures over a while (I promise!). I don't have enough time to do them all day, and I don't want to flood watcher's submissions : P If anyone that sees pictures of themselves, feel free to resubmit. And if you want an original file type (dimensions of 3872 x 2592), just let me know!
Also, thanks for any faves, watches, comments to anyone. :3
Also, thanks for any faves, watches, comments to anyone. :3
Jives on the 7th
Posted 12 years agoTo anyone interested in hanging out, I'll be going to Jives tomorrow night (the 7th) after work. I'll be there around 9 pm till whenever. Anyone interested in joining, I'd love the company.
Thoughts of a worn and tired person.
Posted 12 years agoWhen totally defeated, empty, and drained, all you have left is who you truly are. And that's when you can find strength, again, to climb.
Movies and shows and I needs to see them!
Posted 12 years agoSo it is very obvious that there are a lot of movies or shows I have not seen. So often people mention something and I have to sheepishly (which is not easy for a coyote!) admit I haven't seen that show/movie. For those in the CO region that loves watching movies with someone, let me know! I need to see them. Just as an idea, here is a list of movies and TV shows I have NOT seen (based on reactions I've gotten in the past). Those listed include any sequels/prequels.
(Warning: this may be a shocker to some... As it is to most, apparently! : P)
>Alien
>Predator
>Star Trek
>Tron
>Dr. Who
>Dexter
>Sons of Anarchy
>The Godfather
>Lawrence of Arabia
>Nightmare on Elm Street
>2001: A Space Odyssey
>Casablanca
>Fight Club
>Matrix
>Rocky
>Pulp Fiction
>Avatar: Last Airbender
>Schindler's List
>Pretty much any anime ever...
>Superman
> Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy
>Lost
>Stargate
>Farscape
And... I know I'm missing a ton. Feel free to ask...
So... who'd watch with me? : D
(Warning: this may be a shocker to some... As it is to most, apparently! : P)
>Alien
>Predator
>Star Trek
>Tron
>Dr. Who
>Dexter
>Sons of Anarchy
>The Godfather
>Lawrence of Arabia
>Nightmare on Elm Street
>2001: A Space Odyssey
>Casablanca
>Fight Club
>Matrix
>Rocky
>Pulp Fiction
>Avatar: Last Airbender
>Schindler's List
>Pretty much any anime ever...
>Superman
> Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy
>Lost
>Stargate
>Farscape
And... I know I'm missing a ton. Feel free to ask...
So... who'd watch with me? : D
AC 2013
Posted 13 years agoI might be going!... : D
I have the time and funds, now. I just gotta get the room (and room mates)!
This'll be the first con I do outside of RMFC and I'm very excited!
I have the time and funds, now. I just gotta get the room (and room mates)!
This'll be the first con I do outside of RMFC and I'm very excited!
The Hobbit Movie
Posted 13 years agoI wanna see it! But I hate going alone. Anyone interested in setting up a time/date to go see it? I'd even go up to Denver to have some company.
Foxtrot
Posted 13 years agoSaturdays Foxtrot was really fun! I really liked how they did the layout with the dance area. It was also really great seeing folks.
And... I got to do some photography! Yays. Sadly, though, I picked up the flu something horrible yesterday, so I haven't had a chance to go through them. For those waiting to see them, I'll do them this week for sure. Soon as I'm feeling stronger! Got some great hookah shots ^^
And... I got to do some photography! Yays. Sadly, though, I picked up the flu something horrible yesterday, so I haven't had a chance to go through them. For those waiting to see them, I'll do them this week for sure. Soon as I'm feeling stronger! Got some great hookah shots ^^
Cowardly Coyote and His Games
Posted 13 years agoYou know what sucks? So many of the games I want to play I can't... simply because I'm terrified of anything my brain sticks into the 'undead' category. I had to stop playing Half-Life 2, can't play the Walking Dead game, can't do Amnesia (definitely not...) and can barely handle watching these types of games! The weird thing?... I love these type of monsters and stories. I like the dark, macabre stuff!
I guess I just immerse myself into stories too easily. I'm skittish and jumpy, and hate that!... but like being scared. I dunno... Anyway! I'd love to watch others play these games for me : P
Also, I've craving some story based rps. If anyone is interested, let me know!
I guess I just immerse myself into stories too easily. I'm skittish and jumpy, and hate that!... but like being scared. I dunno... Anyway! I'd love to watch others play these games for me : P
Also, I've craving some story based rps. If anyone is interested, let me know!
Streaming a story
Posted 13 years agoFor those interested (and have a gmail account) a spur-of-the moment stream of me writing will likely happen today. If anyone is interested, let me know! It's only going to be in Google docs, so nothing flashy or anything, hehe. Just chatting with some friends and critique of the story I suppose
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