I now have my own Probaords site. The site is www.arulianinn.probaords.com

This is an inn where basically anyone can stay. I encourage those of you who are into roleplaying to join. Stories will blossom, friends will be made, and even more importantly: you're cravings for roleplay will be met...

So, I'm 5 views away from one hundred views. I'm debating on what to do for it, either way it'll be smexy. ^^ xD

So, besides that I now have a livestreaming network. http://www.livestream.com/heartattack3 that is the link to it I'm pretty sure. Ill try to livestream as much as I can really. There will be music (I think) and cookies! (VIRTU COOKIES!) So come on an watch and give me some of that good old criticism I so desperately crave. (Please make it creative though, don't just bash me...) If you can't help me, don't comment on what I'm doing wrong please? ANYWAY! Seems I'll be doing some v-day pics.

I have been asked to be someone's valentine already, but I will draw pictures of my and my friends if they would like. Since it's all I can offer. (I'm SOOO POOOOOOOR)

There also hasn't been any word for the AI I signed up to go to. I'm getting kind of worried, but then again i haven't been home in a little while thanks to all this ice. I fell on my tail the other day and game myself whiplash. I also had a concusion and today I'm pretty sick from even walking in that whether. WOOHOO!!!!

So, I'm getting better at hands I think. I don't know, that's my opinion in all honesty. I'm trying and that's all that matters. I felt I should update my journal in the hopes that SOMEONE will try for my free cimmish again. I get so awefully bored sometimes.

My last commish... well, i thought I did well on it but apparently he looked like a rat. No more profile pics from me. I need more snout work obviously, but this won't stop me from drawing ^^''''

I'm currently at 84 views! Which means, I'm one step closer to getting 100 which is a gigantic milestone for me. ^^ I honestly can't wait and I don't really know what I'll do. I'm still experimenting with my tablet and GIMPs ever lovely colors. -sighs- I'm have a lot of trouble with textures and stuff. They're hard to locate... If you want a commission. Then I'd like to be informed as too what kind you want.

I want:
the style (traditional or digital)
The character(s)
Physical description(s)
chibi or normal
any certain way to be drawn
Anything else you want to tell me is cool with me. If you have a picture of your character already that's usually a bit help with little details, but I have a great imaginiation. ^^ Ah well...

here's hoping for 100 views!

Wooo Hooo FightClub.

Anyway, lately I've recieved the information for my portfolio options for the AI college. I've done one as you can see. I'll post every last one of them up as well. I took my tablet home (big mistake) and now I miss it while I'm here. I'm itching to draw but it's got to be traditional. Poo. My Connection piece will be coloured. It took me 1 hr and 42 mins to draw the line art. I'll add time when I color it. Wooo! hehe.

I've really got nothing to say here. Just thought I'd update it.

O! I know I don't have a lot of watchers, but I think I'm going to be doing a special thing. I will start doing free commissions and when I reach 100 views, I'll draw a picture for that of course. I'm also going to start writing on here as well. So I have to make an icon for that. woop. Now that that's outta the bag, back to what I do best.

Okay, so i got my tablet (HUGE FRIGGEN SCREEN SO NO DISTORTION ON THE COMPY) on Dec. 23rd. I wasn't able to do much with it because when i recieved it, it was late as hell, the next day (christmas eve) I worked and didn't get off till really late and slept ALL day, and christmas (TODAY for now) I had three trips to make lugging around a laptop, clothes, and the tablet i love and cherrish. GOOD NEWS: I'm going to start drawing tonight! It's be my ID for a website I'm getting ready to join. VF will love it.

I'll put her on here as good faith. He name is Zek (Or Pandora as I'll be putting it on VF). Zek is a troll girl. ;) but she's oddly, creepily pretty. She'll be the first thing I draw on GIMP using my tablet. I'm excited.

I'm just going to keep adding to my gallery here and maybe put some on Iscribble when I figure out how to. EXCITEMENT!

Also for christmas I got boots, socks, money, a gas card (I have no car mind you) a purse, my tablet, a new cell phone (THAT I HAVE TO PAY FOR) a day planner, crappy earrings, and a jewlery container.... I wear all the jewelery I like so it's funny. I'll just be putting stickers and shizz in the container. Who knows. Its a crappy platic one that I think sticks to walls. O.O I'm not fully sure yet.

I started listening to music on here btw. I am watching one guy. His stuff is pretty neat to say the least. I think he makes it all himself or modifies existing tunes. Their pretty snazzy. Well it's not like anyone actually reads my journals. I just felt like putting him in here for good luck. ^^''' I'll restate, love his work.

So, let's see if this technologically impaired kitty can become a genious with old school new school stuff! Funny, that technology hates me and I'm going into game art design... -_-'''' Wish me luck.

I've decieded not to do anymore art until my tablet gets here. Or well, anymore digital art anyway. I have some pieces I did on traditional paper, but they won't be uploaded anytime soon. They're gifts!

Merry christmas all, by the way. If you don't celebrate christmas then happy hanuaka (i spelled that wrong) or kwanza. ^^'' or whatever else you celbrate. Winter solstice. :D

I can't seem to motivate myself to write much. I sent my applicatin essay into AI of San Diego, but haven't gotten anything back yet. I don't know what's next other than my mother getting ahold of the financial aid officer so we can see if I can even go. Money money money. I'm getting sick of it.

>:[ Gunna go nap now. I'mma sleepy tiger. *mwauh* nights.

No, not artificial intellignece, Art institute. Sillies. Anyway, this is sorta big. I got a call from one in a totally different timezone! How cool is that? It's all the way in Cali and you know that's quite a few states away from ol' indiana. I'm kinda excited, then again I'm kinda scared.

School was called today so I'm on here kinda early and since I don't work im pretty happy for today. I hope we have it tomorrow though. I don't like missing so much. I just finished a (sorta) character design for a possible game character. I don't know though. I need to get my drawing under control and stop tilting my page when I work. I can draw straight, I just tily my book diagonally for some reason. I need a tablet extremely bad. >> The mouse is getting harder and harder to use. Idk if it's just me or maybe i'm starting to get carple tunnel. Who knows?

Despite that, I'm going to start putting up more art that doesn't pertain to Furriness. You see, I need more diversity. Well, it's not like I put up half my art anyway, I'm just saying that I need to get a bit more diverse in the matter period, but I'm not going to stray far from fantasy. I enjoy the mythological creatures of any dimension. I may start drawing creeper stuff as well. Who knows? ^^'''

Gunna go, gotta draw a design for my grandmother's invitations and then maybe work on Tress some more. ^^

-yawns- So this is my journal, and I think this will be my journal because to hell with writing, I'm a better typer if anything...

So if you're actually reading this, you'll first say to yourself: "Wow, she has no life..." then: "WOW!!! I have no life..." Just a little forwarning on your end, friend.

My name is Paige, that's right it's not Nyon, but it's not like any of you use your real name on this site either. Do you? No. And I'm an other-kin. Look it up, I'm tired of explaining it. I'm a siberean tiger, and I'm white with black stepies you weirdo.

So enough about that, I'm just going to rant for a bit..
Does anyone else think Kaponk is teaching children beer pong? No? Yes?
Feedback?

I've been sad all day today and those who know why... I'm sorry...

Did you ever do something... And not expect, you know, fall for someone? Cliched? Yeah, well it happens. So, like it happens to me, buuuut I have a human mate who... Well... I don't even wanna call him mate, for of an other I happen to "Go" with at this moment. He's nice and all just... Yeah. WELL anyway, so I fall in "like" with this guy... I care a lot for him. I still do, (were still friends), but theres my guy and then there's his... He was single last night, but they got back together (from the first break-up) again last night...

Yeah, sorry if you who this is about are reading this. I feel better this way... ANYWAY, I wanna be happy for them... I am happy for them don't get me wrong... There was just some things said... Some words passed... Some thoughts that entered my mind and... SLAM! this happens.... So, I'm upset... I'm hurt by some of the things he's said and I don't know how to fix myself... I feel shamed, dirty, angry, jealous... Ugh how I wish to be lathargic and empathetic... I wish I was one of those girls who could just shut their feelings off...

I hate getting hurt... I know he didn't mean to... and the pain I feel won't heal overnight... And I shouldn't even feel this way... OOOO URRRGH why am I even typing.. FML.