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Posted 3 years agoTomorrow is my birthday.
Hoping things go smoothly. (things lately have not)
Still trying to get an older commission done by someone.
still trying to get my board game done.
still trying to get my darn 3d printer to work. (software went missing when my father passed)
just alot of disapointments....
So i am hoping, just hoping, i can have a decent birthday with friends and possibly family.
I hope everyone else is at least having a better time then me...
Hoping things go smoothly. (things lately have not)
Still trying to get an older commission done by someone.
still trying to get my board game done.
still trying to get my darn 3d printer to work. (software went missing when my father passed)
just alot of disapointments....
So i am hoping, just hoping, i can have a decent birthday with friends and possibly family.
I hope everyone else is at least having a better time then me...
Help out a Friend.
Posted 4 years agoAn artist i enjoy is currently in need of help.
You can read about it here.
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/40.....#cid:153972559
You can read about it here.
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/40.....#cid:153972559
Still alive.
Posted 4 years agoJust wanted people to know i'm still alive. dealing with alot of stuff on my end do to my father's passing.
May be moving.
On a More Positive note there may be a Large Artwork that will be posted soon.
May be moving.
On a More Positive note there may be a Large Artwork that will be posted soon.
Worst Year and Worst Birthday..
Posted 5 years agoI feel the need to post this with everything that is going on...
For those that don't remember my dad passed on new years eve..
So my life has been turned over so much that I'm struggling just to do any thing.
with the pandemic right now, every tradition i ever held year have been forgotten or shut down
I have not been able to see my closest friends almost all year
and Now with my birthday in 2 days its just dawned on me just how depressing and this year is going to be...
not only have i not been able to do any of the things i love to do but i'm going to have to spend my birthday this year completely and totally alone...
I don't know how i will be able to keep this up if this is my new life...Update on my B.S. life..
Posted 5 years agoIts been a while since i posted an update or any thing for that fact....
TO be honest nothing has gotten better...
My Dad's Life insurance which was suppose to help pay off the House I still have not seen a dime of it and its been 9 months.
Almost all my services have been turned off except for internet and utilities....
I'm being forced to live off of Dollar menu items and even then I am starving half the time...
My sister and her daughters are getting out of had with their behavior and the worst part is i can't kick them out because my Dad willed the house to the both of us...
And worse i may not seen any of that money because apparently the Government thinks I'm the one that died and not my Father... which is hard to disprove because I can't even leave the house....
Worse still i know i still owe people 3D prints for the last donation that they helped me with.... I don't feel right asking for more money help with out repaying what I owe...
I hope everyone is ok with all this Virus stuff going on right now.... because at the rate my life keeps going to shit... I may not be...
I hope you are all well...
TO be honest nothing has gotten better...
My Dad's Life insurance which was suppose to help pay off the House I still have not seen a dime of it and its been 9 months.
Almost all my services have been turned off except for internet and utilities....
I'm being forced to live off of Dollar menu items and even then I am starving half the time...
My sister and her daughters are getting out of had with their behavior and the worst part is i can't kick them out because my Dad willed the house to the both of us...
And worse i may not seen any of that money because apparently the Government thinks I'm the one that died and not my Father... which is hard to disprove because I can't even leave the house....
Worse still i know i still owe people 3D prints for the last donation that they helped me with.... I don't feel right asking for more money help with out repaying what I owe...
I hope everyone is ok with all this Virus stuff going on right now.... because at the rate my life keeps going to shit... I may not be...
I hope you are all well...
Friend in need of help.
Posted 5 years agoI shared this around on most of my discord channels already so now i am sharing it here.
A friend of mine needs some help. I would help them myself but with all the legal stuff i am dealing with at the moment i don't even have a penny to spare.
You can read about her problem here: https://www.furaffinity.net/journal...../#cid:56942692
A friend of mine needs some help. I would help them myself but with all the legal stuff i am dealing with at the moment i don't even have a penny to spare.
You can read about her problem here: https://www.furaffinity.net/journal...../#cid:56942692
I'm sorry...
Posted 5 years agoI'm sorry I can't keep doing this.... Every time i sit down to do something I get pestered to do things for others, or they just up and disapear... It feel like no one wants to do things with me anymore.... And I'm sick of it... Never me as a person just something to use...
I also feel continuously ignored or overlooked... Like I am nothing important to anyone... I don't even feel welcome in discord, streams or even my own house anymore....
I have not forgotten about what I owe...
I just need time.... I hope...
I also feel continuously ignored or overlooked... Like I am nothing important to anyone... I don't even feel welcome in discord, streams or even my own house anymore....
I have not forgotten about what I owe...
I just need time.... I hope...
Sad News Update
Posted 5 years agoI have sad news
My dad passed away yesterday, it came out of nowhere...
No one was expecting it...
but its causing a lot of problems on my end...
Funeral details
Most of my projects were on his Computer
and do to my disability my dad was in charge of my funds which
also is the only reason I got a steady income in the first place,
my commissions do not pay enough to keep me in a home
So not only am I having to deal with my Father's Death but my entire future is now up in the air...
I don't know what to do any more...News update
Posted 6 years agoOk to say things have been hectic has been an understatement...
Dealing with family drama, surprise medical visits, Holidays and birthdays..
The sad part is the 3D Printer has been Collecting dust, and I was shocked to see that the people whoi helped me get it are waiting so long...
It shocked me to the point I and going to start setting it up properly soon I hope as long as the holidays don't get in the way.
In other news I now have 3 new Girls running around Snow's Home, I hope to introduce them down the line when things are not as Hectic.
They are in order:
Bubble an airheaded short Dragoness who loves to be inflated and popped
Bast a Girl who will be starting Web shows out of Snow's home, and she will grow to her Fan's Whims
River a 6 tailed Kitsune girl who is Obsessed with Boobs
any ways that is all the news for now...
Hopefully things will get better soon.Sad news...
Posted 6 years ago I just found out this morning that my Chemeleon Buddy just passed away this morning
Its been realy hard on me since for as long as i can remember i wanted a chameleon. I took as best of care i could for him.
but becuase the store that sold him to me let him get to such a state he we beyond my help by the time i got him.
I just hope he had a happy life with me for the little time i had him.. which was not even a month..
but i will probibly need to be alone for a while..Happy birthday to me....
Posted 6 years agoIts my birthday and so far its been nothing but awkward and a pain.
I had to buy my Own Birthday present because it seem everyone else forgot.
yeah my mom, dad, and sister too
and my chameleon is still sick...
So so far my special day is sucking...
yay me...
I had to buy my Own Birthday present because it seem everyone else forgot.
yeah my mom, dad, and sister too
and my chameleon is still sick...
So so far my special day is sucking...
yay me...
Birthday is in 3 days..
Posted 6 years agoMy birthday is the 16th and so far things have not been going well.
My family have put off my birthday and all my friends are out of town...
So its going to be a Lonely one..
My family have put off my birthday and all my friends are out of town...
So its going to be a Lonely one..
Birthday month, News and more..
Posted 6 years agoIts October my birthday coming up, And Halloween...
And i still have shit on hold...
Sorry again for this wait, on the 3d Snow's good news is the Model is made.
Now i just need to get my printer working again to print them
I will be starting a Donation pool again with a character attached once those prints are done.
Also till the end of the Month i will be Selling some Fake Rotten Jack-o-lanterns for about $15 each
and apologies for being so quiet the last few months, dealing with a Spoiled rotten sister who is trying her hardest to run me and my dad into the ground. and possibly loose our home.
And i still have shit on hold...
Sorry again for this wait, on the 3d Snow's good news is the Model is made.
Now i just need to get my printer working again to print them
I will be starting a Donation pool again with a character attached once those prints are done.
Also till the end of the Month i will be Selling some Fake Rotten Jack-o-lanterns for about $15 each
and apologies for being so quiet the last few months, dealing with a Spoiled rotten sister who is trying her hardest to run me and my dad into the ground. and possibly loose our home.
Apology
Posted 6 years agoI want to apologise for the over 4 month long wait for the 3D printed Snow i promised the Donors.
Things had gotten rough the last few months with my sister moving back in, two different festivals to prep for, and the lack of sleep i have been getting from my Nieces running around.
I almost have the Project done. So i hope to have them printed and ready to send out soon...
So again i am sorry for the wait....
Things had gotten rough the last few months with my sister moving back in, two different festivals to prep for, and the lack of sleep i have been getting from my Nieces running around.
I almost have the Project done. So i hope to have them printed and ready to send out soon...
So again i am sorry for the wait....
Funds have been met.
Posted 6 years agoDo to a giant donation my Printer for work has been Paid for and should be On its way now.
Thank you to all your donations and those who donated if you want there will be a Small 3D print of Snow that will be sent out after the printer gets here.Still Needing Help
Posted 6 years agoI Still need help.
A few of friends and and followers have donated so far. The amount needed are almost halfway there.
Total funds so far:
$86 of $200
To recap, I had car trouble which resulted in me using funds i have been saving for a year for a 3d printer into fixing my car. Which was a lose lose situation either way. Ether lose my way to get to work, or lose the item i need for work.... so i hate to do this but i created a pool on paypal to make up just what i lost no more or less.
If you want to donate here is the link https://paypal.me/pools/c/8bywkgcmwk
If you don't want to donate don't leave me hateful or rude comments please.
But to thank each of you i will make a free item for each donation of $5 or more. A Small 3d printed Model of Snow.Lonely....
Posted 6 years agoI am just putting this out there but lately i have little to no interaction with people outside of Snow and Aquilo pictures and requests for roleplay...
I just need more people who are just willing to sit down a play games with... last time i even had a decent conversation that didn't end up going to the perverted side was 5 months ago...
And i am starting to get sick of it....
Now if you want to actually play a game with me fine but if you only want to roleplay with me then please leave me alone.....
Work and fun with friends is putting me in a really bad mood...Still Needing Assistance
Posted 6 years agoI Still need help.
A few of friends and and followers have donated so far.
Total funds so far:
$81 of $200
To recap, I had car trouble which resulted in me using funds i have been saving for a year for a 3d printer into fixing my car. Which was a lose lose situation either way. Ether lose my way to get to work, or lose the item i need for work.... so i hate to do this but i created a pool on paypal to make up just what i lost no more or less.
If you want to donate here is the link https://paypal.me/pools/c/8bywkgcmwk
If you don't want to donate don't leave me hateful or rude comments please.
But to thank each of you i will make a free item for each donation of $5 or more. A Small 3d printed Model of Snow.Needing Assistance
Posted 6 years agoI lost funds to get what was supposed to be a an item for my Job.
To put it short and simple had car trouble which resulted in me using funds i have been saving for a year for a 3d printer into fixing my car. Which was a lose lose situation either way. Ether lose my way to get to work, or lose the item i need for work.... so i hate to do this but i created a pool on paypal to make up just what i lost no more or less.
If you want to donate here is the link https://paypal.me/pools/c/8bywkgcmwk
If you don't want to donate don't leave me hateful or rude comments please.
But to thank each of you i will make a free item for each donation of $5 or more. A Small Model of Snow.falling back into depression...
Posted 6 years ago its happening again...
true the best commission i have ever bought is not finished but almost as soon as that happens things start turning south again for me...
A friend and me got and a fight that ended up with him threatening me.... the depressing fact that one of my biggest projects is still broken and no one can give me a freaking straight answer on how to fix it... and now i think my dog might have to be putt down if they can't fix her...
My new year does not seem to have improved at all...
true the best commission i have ever bought is not finished but almost as soon as that happens things start turning south again for me...
A friend and me got and a fight that ended up with him threatening me.... the depressing fact that one of my biggest projects is still broken and no one can give me a freaking straight answer on how to fix it... and now i think my dog might have to be putt down if they can't fix her...
My new year does not seem to have improved at all...
Feeling Unwanted... Needing to Vent...
Posted 6 years agoIt has been like this for a while now...
But i have noticed that friend have vanished, My stuff i offer or post is ignored or pushed away.
I get ignored or outright abused in online game, Discord, SecondLife, and even during my live streams....
Honestly i am sick of it.... its gotten bad enough i want to quit the internet all together and just die in a corner....
I am normally very optimistic and willing to forgive and forget but lately its been one thing after another....
and its not just the internet, Real life have been a binge of misfortune that has even followed me into the new year...
I have had my birthday practically forgotten or ignored, my Christmas was one present that so far has not worked at all and one that just showed up today in the new year only to arrive broken to the point it can't be used and the place is not going to let me refund or get it replaced....
Any ways you may not hear anything from me for a while... or never again if things don't improve....
But i have noticed that friend have vanished, My stuff i offer or post is ignored or pushed away.
I get ignored or outright abused in online game, Discord, SecondLife, and even during my live streams....
Honestly i am sick of it.... its gotten bad enough i want to quit the internet all together and just die in a corner....
I am normally very optimistic and willing to forgive and forget but lately its been one thing after another....
and its not just the internet, Real life have been a binge of misfortune that has even followed me into the new year...
I have had my birthday practically forgotten or ignored, my Christmas was one present that so far has not worked at all and one that just showed up today in the new year only to arrive broken to the point it can't be used and the place is not going to let me refund or get it replaced....
Any ways you may not hear anything from me for a while... or never again if things don't improve....
'Happy' birthday to me?
Posted 7 years agoLets see Its finally my birthday....
I have a game but not the system for it...
A machine that i still need to assemble which has not even started shipping yet...
A gifted Commission that has not even been inked yet...
And no one to play Conan Exiles with....
I seem to be having a birthday but the happy part does not seem to be present...
I have a game but not the system for it...
A machine that i still need to assemble which has not even started shipping yet...
A gifted Commission that has not even been inked yet...
And no one to play Conan Exiles with....
I seem to be having a birthday but the happy part does not seem to be present...
Birthday in 5 days..
Posted 7 years agoMy birthday is getting close and so far it seems like i may have been forgotten....
I honestly don't know how i feel about that...
I honestly don't know how i feel about that...
Not sure how to do this. Thoughts?
Posted 7 years agoI have a $140 commission i want to get but i am unsure how to go about getting it.
I was thinking of either starting a Donation pool or finding some other way to collect the amount needed..
I don't know what are your Thoughts?
I was thinking of either starting a Donation pool or finding some other way to collect the amount needed..
I don't know what are your Thoughts?
Unsure what to do.
Posted 7 years agoRecently i have had a Donation Inflation Sequence running that so far has now gotten past the 3rd picture,
And i might have to set up another donation pool for Another Picture just to get it done....
I don't want to set one up, But i might have to if My money problems keep up....
And i might have to set up another donation pool for Another Picture just to get it done....
I don't want to set one up, But i might have to if My money problems keep up....
