I think I have this figured out. Tomorrow, When I get home from visiting my Mental Doc who's helping me cope with Depression Lol, well with whats left of it now, I'm Planning on setting up a watchtail this time, I figured out why its not broadcasting, I have to upload ManyCam or WebCamMax..I'm sad when it comes time to internets.. You can tell I have a life outside of it XD ...

But I have to warn you all, I've promised things before, but If there are signs of Getting out of this shit hole town, and away from this internet, I will take it..So plan on it. I have to get some sleep because its 12:30 am here and My appointment is at 11 and I have to get up at 9 because its a hour out of the middle of no where and I hate mornings... Well I hate getting up, but once I'm up..I'm good. So who ever is wanting to watch tomorrow Please post a comment here.

I'm doing this to less the chance of trolls, and having the pressure of them on me. Drawing is a hobby of mine, not a ball and chain, I have to be in the right mood, and atmosphere to accomplish it like i do. I'm not going to mess with backgrounds either because it takes me forever to create them, and blend them together to make it look like something I want. So Once again, Comment, post a music note so I know you read all of this and have fun... I wish you all a good night, and Tracker keeps telling me to get my body in his bed in England..so I'm going to run into this screen in a bit to try to do it so I proved to him I did try XD Furless Cuddles are Cuddly. Lol, yeah....XD Sorry, Been wanting to post that for the longest time. WHO AGREES :P Hey as we Rennies say at ren faires, If your children understand that, then that's your fault. Not Ours... Best saying ever.. Love you Guys, Nyxiie Out literally

Also  zombied's Birthday is this Weekend (saturday) Please wish her a happy birthday, she's turning 21, and she's not into drinking so please watch your Ps and Qs guys. She's an awesome friend of mine on here and I really need to draw Pinky again.

(Old sketch I did when I first started noticing my depression a while back
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4406175/) Its mature, and also she's lopsided XD She's a Lop Bunny :D

Okay nyxiies stopping now. She's enjoying picking on her old skill Lol. Actually, I should Redo that on photoshop.. just fix the places needed and fill in with more digital colors. I love drawing skulls <3 Night everyone!

Okay, I give, I need help with this stupid watch tail. I'm finally going to try to get on there this time. Every time I get to the screen to where I'm going to start it, I post my journal on here, and press play...it doesn't show my screen...wtf.... I need someones help with that. I'd like to talk to people while I draw for once Lol. Also Peoples advice on how to better my skill. Anyone out there willing to help?

Edit: Just realized something, perhaps I have to unhook my Camera... Which is going to make me sad because I love talking and seeing my Tracker. But Maybe Tomorrow later after my Consoling I can do it, I have a whole batch of cookies for her XD Lol she's nice though :3 So when Nyxiie gets back tomorrow morning she should be all fresh and new.

I was thinking tonight. Why Should I hide? I haven't done anything Wrong, and I'm sorry that this site is Rotten from the inside out, But you know what, I'm a good seed, so No I'm not hiding, I'm staying on this account, and going to block those people who are negative towards me, If you want to go against me
Do it Like my friend  Tealie Does.

Be polite, Number one Rule. I'm not stupid at all, I live outside of this computer and I love learning. 2. Find good in my messages, but yet, share your thoughts like,

"Hey, I see what your saying, but your missing some things I think. Perhaps you do have a great point but the timer on the Oven should be less then 300 for the cookies, it will make them cook slower, but time makes things better, and the cookies will come out rich and warm, and soft from the inside out, and you wont burn the edges."

You see what I mean. I hate negativity "HEY POOPY HEAD, ITS NOT LIKE THAT, DO IT MY WAY THE WAY I ONLY LEARNED FROM SITTING ON THIS SCREAN BECAUSE THE REAL WORLD HATES ME AND MY ATTITUDE, I KNOW ALL, Shyaa..."

Shyaa right XD Sorry guys, once again, I only change for the wiser of it, and I rather learn from elders and those who are there to guide me a polite way, and not a sarcastic, DO IT MY WAY thing. I will block you if you were like that Poopy Headed guy. Don't cry when I do, there are furs who actually enjoy your drama, but Me, I don't. I'm on this site to stay, Enjoy, and please do comment, I need more Names on my Block List.

Nyxiie Froze her Buns Off at the Game tonight. Colon lost, but Ohh well, My town needs to lose their Ego. Tracker did the Dr. Zoyburg Sorry Dance and Made me happy when I came home and was still freezing. Thank God Football seasons over. Next Basket Ball, and thats something and my mom actually respect..

My mom and are are pretty low profile people. We're proud of who we are, we love being active, we take life as lessons, and we're not nosy at all. We like being home in our nice, clean comfy awesome house, and we Enjoy finding people who act like us. We don't have a lot of friends, but those who do have a lot of friends are sometimes not the best choices. And tonight we bonded more.

Also...Nyxiies buns are still frozen >.>

Foood...leaving with my mom tonight to drop off all the Jocks *gags* and cheerleaders...yeah, I know these girls, their not the prettiest people you've ever want to be around. Going to be sitting in the bus all night because my mom and I hate sports..so wish me warmth and plenty of warm thoughts of  brokensplinter

Can't wait tell I'm with him at last <3 he makes the world a better place. I'm glad I have him, without him It would be insane..plus his opinions of all of this are quite funny :3~ So I'm a survivor, I will survive this, cause I'm a survivor, and I'll keep surviven XD (I really don't care if the lyrics are wrong Lol)

Those who want to find me at my new account of safeness note me. Thank you

Heading to work on

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4664561

For a little bit. Mom has a game tonight (she's a bus driver) And I'm going with her to keep her company on the bus while the game goes on.

Himbono Flamana Logoronkio, Bumblebee Tuna Bibi Wakataka Wala Shaliphona............

Have I really survived an all out war and Battle? Is this the end. I hope. One good thing came from this, less people to hear whine about when I state my pride, and be myself and truthful.

Why must we hide who we are from those who whine? We have a block list, I swore never to use it, I was lazy, but now, I'm happy its there. I'm not going to stop being myself, Let those hate me, It will just make my True friends stronger. Real Friends love your goods, and learn from your bads, and still love you more.

If anyone ever gets shot down for their opinion, hear me out, block them, do not give them even the time of day, Just block them. More blocks you have, the safer you are I guess. I'm going to continue. I want these trolls and negative people out of my life and be brought out from the darkness. I'm not starting Drama at all. I'm the one who is being Proud, and actually having a life. Those who start drama will never learn, and will try so hard to turn it around on you.

Thank you All, I'm not listing names for your safety, but Thank you all for helping me out, you know who you are. I may be a strong leader, but I still need people to catch me when I fall. And I will always do the same for anyone who needs help. Take these pains as lessons, grow stronger from it, and rise above those who are to week to realize it. Make them run with their tails between their Legs, and stand their Proud...because I'm doing that right now :P Karma's a Biatch...

love you All

Also Last Opinion of the Night.. Star Fruits are Delicious, and I love them!

Found out its all hooked up to live journal. I just want to let everyone know, the good that is coming out of this. I now have all the drama's blocked and reported. So this means, a safer world for your Innocent Nyxiie :3 Hang in there friends, I will be back to my normal self, and not this broken down, rubbed raw, skoxy

So yeah, its not going to stop, who ever is posting my journals to there please stop. I will report this to the admins if you don't.. Anyways I'm on cam watching Tracker work out, Its amazing to see him do it ^^; I can't wait to be held in his arms again.. .*Butterflies in stomach carry me away*

Also, my Image got done today for the Little Coffee and herbal tea shop. It needs some shading done on it, but I will post it when I can.

In other news, I love you all for not being these no life gits running around on here being nosy :P *huggles* Keep Being open minded. This Troll-athon will end soon. I'm now just enjoying it. But yeah, know any information to who is posting the journals, Please tell me. Thank you, Causing Nyxiie a break down because she is to nice of a person, and really just wants to have fun is not a good thing. { :

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Okay, so I managed to track it down. Its a live journal. Who ever comes on here and post their opinion against me will get 1 Warning to stop. If you don't, I will block you. If I see your post, long and starting with the magical words, I wont read it. I'm not taking your Drama filled lives. Leave me ALONE

Block me. I'm an open person. You'll disagree with me. You'll make drama out of something that was never attended. I will ignore your comments, or make fun of you because that's all I can do for your. I speak my mind, I'm a very open minded person, I'm truthful as hell, and I will not take shit. So please take me off your Watch list. If anyone speaks against my words instead of understanding, then there for, I have no use to be around you. End of Story. Thank you for riding Nyxiie express, please don't let the door hit you on the way out ;3~

I wont stop with my Opinion Post Unless all Drama furs remove me from their Watch List. Sorry, but I want you gone, and I'm not going to stop until you learn about peoples Space, You also should be glad, I'm giving you things to argue about. Sorry your life sucks to badly you argue over stupid stuff and try to save the world which cannot be. Thank you { :

 the-humbled-option

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So far We've counted 7 Other artist who offer low prices for Commissions. We're still looking for other artist who have great skill, yet low Prices, Watchers are Welcomed as Well. What do you have to do to become and Artist? Send us 2-5 Pics of your work that you'd like to Represent you, with your Prices and I or  Shad-wolf Mostly I since I love doing these, will make you a Price sheet. These are at Random, I guarantee with my Creative Mind I wont be able to make Two Looks the same :P But here are some examples of how their going too Look (If you have one already, feel free to send us the Link)

Ramthedragon's
Shad-Wolf's
Mine

So join  the-humbled-option Today, Broke, rich, Fantastic, or whatever anyones Welcome. Save more, to Buy More :D Or spend it on something else XP

 the-humbled-option

Yeah, my mom actually came up in my room and Poked me for not being up at 10 AM like I usually am. But yeah, Tracker ordered the wrong Ink Cartage for his machine, and he's bummed because the one he has now says "Do Not Drink" Lol. Anyways Nyxiie has some work to do today. So I'll be on and off this Site. But for now, Trackers and My song his Mom Gave to us XD
Also, I'm wearing my Yellow Today. Sorry 5 Sad Kids. I don't support suicide, if you wanted attention you could of gone a better way, other then that sad way.

I'm back into my Normal state of mind. After breaking down from trolling, major trolling which I cannot take, sadly...but anyways, I've decided, I'm going to be going over to Manchester and talk to some colleges when I visit my Love  brokensplinter And tried to get enrolled in one for Catering so I can be on my feet, doing something, and staying off this damn confused Internets :P

But yeah, Tracker really made me happy tonight, he is the first guy who truly did stick by my side, even if he's 5 hours ahead and bodies telling him to sleep. I love him a lot, and as I stated before, I can't wait to see how our lives turn out together.

Also, I've been meaning to ask this lately, I'm confused, I like Girl a lot, yet, whenever I get kissed by one, I get nervous and my brain shuts down >.> Is there a way to get over that bump so maybe ^^ If I ever do get a girlfriend or just even one of those female friends who your love to kiss, I wouldn't be looking like such a git ^^; I need your advice females Lol Also who has had this problem, girl or boy >.> How did you get over it?

(edit) Night Everyone, I'm turning in. Feeling a little Nauseated again. I will be sure to Comment back on your comments you leave later. Sweet Nightmares, and don't let the Bed Bugs Bite :P Unless its Nyxiie... Because...Nyxiie just likes to bite XD

So, lately I've been called 'Closed Minded' By my Venting Journals that are just there for me to Vent. I'm sorry to you all are offended by that, and seriously, I'm not going to stop Posting my Opinions. Furs need to get out and allow themselves to Vent. Those who Go against someones opinion and has to Troll them and be negative are the ones who are closed minded, well Very.

Everyone is Closed Minded in a Way, even though we're furs, we're humans. Humans of coarse will always agree and Disagree, the best way to get past the differences are just to nod your head and Understand that this person is Different, and they have their own opinion, and try to understand the persons way of Life. Not allowing all to have their own life is Closed Mindedness. As me,

If I see someone doing something I don't like, I don't go "Hey, that's Not Cool, you shouldn't be Different, We all need to be the same and be boring" Or Troll them to try to change them when really, the Comment was never Directed Towards you.

If you have a problem with peoples opinions then turn off the computer screen. Go into your Closet, take everything out of it because all that you own, is someones opinion, and lock the door Tightly.

I'm a Very Open truthful Person. I believe Being open is one way to get to know people, and a way to let things off your chest. I can get burdened very easy by keeping these things in me, and for sure It will build up and make me Very Depressed. That's why I'm doing this now.

If you Cannot Accept the Fact People are Different, They have a Different Way Of Looking at Life, and I speak more in actions then words and I understand I come off strong sometimes on here (when I don't mean to) Then go dig yourself a Hole and Live in it where you'll be safe, and don't have to whine because you're not getting your way For once. No One Cares. If they Did, they would Arguing with you for hours On end.

I want to know if I'm wrong or Right on this. Please Tell me. If you think I'm wrong or even right, and have a question that is kind of not answered in here, Please Ask me. Do not Change the Subject, This journal is about the Truth, and If you can't play fair and Be an adult and allow those To have Opinions then Please, by Gods name Block me. I wont you of coarse because Your All to Fun :P

I've always gotten the "OMG I LOVE YOUR HAIR! Its Naturally Red and so SOFT"

anyways, I'm here to help you girls, and guys, out there who really want to take the best care of their hair "Yes I'm bored, and still sick:P"

I've been using L`oreal Paris's Everstrong For the past Month. Its Sulfate Free and its sold at Walmart for $5.97. I have really long hair, so I go through this stuff FAST, plus I do use a very little. I've found this probably the best Shower Hair care there has ever been. My hair is growing faster, and being smoother and softer, and still holding back those split ends for 6 or more months. Plus it Smells amazing! Lol

So my question to you, What works on your hair and your very pleased about? Tell me about it :3 I want to be girly tonight and talk about this stuff... Yet you can always be girly and a tomboy too :P

Edit: They also have a Section of Different types of Shampoo's and Conditioners for Dyed Treated Hair. I think about 4 Different ones?

Gained the Lead, (Children) Yaaaay!, That's all I hear all day XD Also Tracker is now ordering the special Type of paper he has for his Machine... ©Tracker Co. Is Soon going to be Available to you all. Also I bought Fantastic Mr. Fox to Watch last night before I got sick, so Yeah, Great Night for me I have planned :P

Due to Onions at subway... I think one of them went bad. Found this out at 4:30 am... I think you understand what kind of sick I am... porcelain is also very comfy... I think I fell asleep on it for 15 minutes XD

Tracker and I agreed, We both have known each other for a lifetime, and not the 3 months that we've known each other (Almost 4 Lol) We've looked back on the image he drew of us
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4151685/

And well, Wow...its really hasn't been that long O.O

Also I'm going crazy not being with him, that's what's been up lately. So has anyone else have this issue? Feeling like your Mate/lover and you have known each other longer then what its really been?

Cub Porn
Inflation
Hyper Anything (yes a set of Muscles is nice, but to much..Please just stab my eyes)
Character or you posing with the Middle Finger. Grow up, it doesn't make you look bad, it just makes you look like a git who hasn't grown up mentally.
Guy Orgy (I'm a woman, I'm also a tad bit lez Not by, I do mean lez, and well I hate seeing so much penises.)
Juggilo, emo, Fem boy (Once again, Not against Men and feminism, I'm just one hell of a proud woman, and I enjoy skirts on my Girls, unless its a Kilt.)

So that's the main things, I'm sorry if this offended you, but this wasn't directed towards any of my friends at all. Just some things are seen way to much on here and This is the only site other then UK furs I'm on now. Use to be on bunches, but yeah, I'm trying to get my life back, away from this computer.

I got a brand new pair of Roller Skates and you have a brand new Key!

Everybody now!

I want to draw peoples Characters, Trades (I will choose) And Commissions are open Prices and Examples here

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4646915/

If you can recommend me also that would be Great!

Yay, I actually have the Brains to understand Politics, or what ever that stuff means. Anyways, Coffee and herbal tea shop, Symbol, as always the Skoxy. Not SKOX, do Not get this confused. In a year or so, I'll be Registering this in to the U.S. Patent and Trademark Office (USPTO). I need to get a licensed attorney(s) When that happens. Unless I find a fur, who loves me enough, who is Licensed and will do this for me free (In exchange free meals and drinks at my little Shoppe), then it will be sooner. But I'm not one to get all into this Hubbub stuff, but I have to if I'm going to establish a Wonderful buisness choice. So yeah, now all that fun stuff is over, Trackers gone ;-; he went to his friends I miss him so... But he has gotten the parts that he needs for his Shirt Business. (No Deadlock it isn't Skoxies Shirt or Boxers) So I'm excited, Ohh God thats right, they didn't send the Heat Press thingy though...it saddens me, but He'll get it soon I hope :P

Okay, I'm Squawking early, but between me and you, Tracker has bought the Machine to start his Shirt business. It should be up and running soon, also, I will be modeling for him :3 Mostly Girls, but I begged him to allow me to Sexy up the guys wear too XP Just because, guys shirts are fun to wear with Knee socks. But yeah, I've written him a book literally of things shirts don't have, and what would be wicked.

I will be posting a journal when he's open.