Been meaning to write this, Just remembered, not waiting. For some to know others already, about me and my furry self.

Nyxiin Is me. I'm Nyxiin. Its a spiritual Connection with myself. She isn't a character, she isn't made up. She came to me when I was meditating awhile back to find myself. She is My Soul. My Animal is a Pouncing fox. And my Gaurdian is a black Were-wolf/Jackal.

Now for a story on Nyxiin and what she is.

Nyxiin is a Skoxy, not a Skox Or a Were-fox with a skunk tail

She came to me as Nyxiin back when I played D&D (to busy for it). I play 2.0-3.5 also. She came to me as Nyxiin Narvana, a Foxen. Foxen, or Were-fox, live on the Edge of the Plains. They are a very honored village, as you can tell. Really they are Thieves. But that's for D&D only :P

Foxens are born as Pups. When they hit Puberty or PMS they start turning into Anthros as you call them. As soon as they're 16-18 they can control their forms, Full Fox, "Anthro" (Were form) Even Human.

Later, about 17 I dug up some old drawings of my 12th-13th year of Jackals. Oh how do I love Set the Egyptian God So with a passion. God is he damn sexy XD So I decided to make her Half Jackal and Fox. about the Late 17th year, I had a dream, and I visualized myself, more in a clearer form. A Tall red Fox with a skunk tail. Why? Remember, my Animal is the Fox. But the Skunk is because I will spray if you mess with me. I won't carry out the drama, I will just spray you once, and walk away. And ever since, Whenever I close my eyes and picture me and Tracker, I see myself, Nyxiin with him.

So to sum it all up. My Soul is a Red Were-fox with a Skunk tail, and if you trace back her Family tree, there is Jackal in it (The Warriors of Set/Seth/Sutekh (what ever you prefer him). She has been around for Ages on end, As the Shaman, Warrior, Healer, Priestess, Leader, and even Loner. Do I believe in Past lives? I don't know, but I do get these Clear Vivid Dreams. So souls may live on. But Lives don't.

I don't have a religion. I'm not Athiest or anything like that. I don't have a title for my belief. I'm just here trying to find out whats right and wrong. When the time Comes, I will know mine. But for now, I rather Remain Numb.

Also Leaving for England November 20th-December 4th. Manchester, UK with my lover  brokensplinter

I'm very excited, And I cannot wait to See him again, and actually Cuddle without people yelling at us!

So yeah, Major update.

http://mycampustalk.com/262-names-for-boobs/
263. Chesticals.

So Pun Away.

My mom thinks LOL stands for "Lots Of Love" and texted me "Your Grandma just died. LOL

So, I'm listening to that, since its a fun song, and It twas Trackers and my first song we danced to { : And he even lip sank it to me......*sighs* <3

Also a Friend Created a Group for Photography on here

 PhotoFur

My Quest is to open up a Coffee and Herbal Tea Shop called Willow in a Big city, and bring the Nature that they do not have to them (secret idea). Anyways I always wanted to own one, I sometimes imagine myself in Skates and serving stiff buisness people up their lunches, and still loving the atmosphere and ignoring my Craziness. I also imagine myself leaning behind the Polished Oak counter with a Big wooden sign under it, with a black Willow tree imprinted and the word Willow Cafe`.

I'm planning to have Poetry Slams, and furmeets there at night with other classic ideas. I have many others, but those are my secrets :3 I want to go all out on this dream, and when I do find a college I like, Take those Catering Classes and Achieve this dream at all cost (had it for awhile, I love being social and helping people out)

Edit to my dream: Tracker has taken Catering, so he'd be my Smexy Waiter, also he wants to open up a Shirt Creation shop that also allows bumper stickers and other details, and I would allow him to have his own room in the back so people can order from him, and get a discount on our food/drinks and wait for their items to be made. GAH, I can't wait for this, It just ruffles me Furthers!

I guess in the Mean time I have time to Focus on what is needed and Ideas, and working on my people skills which I suck at BADLY (I get shy to easily, and plus, I was sheltered all my life XD True story.)

Also, the first 3-6 furs who visit on the opening day gets to receive a free meal/drink of choice :3 But that's in the future

 feral-kitsune is in a Showdown, and well she needs your help if you haven't done this already. Go to  troc_9116 and  dragonslash Pages, and on Both Type in I support  Feral-Kitsune in the Tournament, or something like that. The Original Journal Here http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/...../#cid:14531855

Hey, if you'd like to get respect from me, here is some things you don't do. Not trying to sound all RAWR!! I hate You stuff, but this is just more of things, that will help you not make me feel awkward and ignore you.

1. Be a guy, who wants to date me, yet is way to much Feminine then I am (This also goes under guy with PMS)

2. When you talk to me, unless I'm buying something from you, or you are me, Drop the buisness stiff talk. There is a time, and I don't care how much you despise me, If you do follow through with Stiff Talk, more then likely, this little Pyro will have fun with your belongings that you left here.

3. Don't be macho, or a suck up, thats just pretty much is the opposite of me, Intelligent and Free spirited, also strongly proud of being a woman, so treat this woman like a piece of meat, more then likely, This meat, will leave you for the dogs.

4. I'M TAKEN, Unless you want to have a strong true friendship, and not a "I will hang around tell she is single" Deal. More then Likely, You'll be out of my League for dating (Sorry, I have to sound so cold, but...its the truth). I Love friends, who are just here, to have fun, and nothing else.

5. Being Crazy, its a tricky thing, I myself is Crazy, and so is Tracker, and my other friends are as well. Either you catch the drift we ride on, or you'll just be looking stupid and...I'll probably go hiding in Trackers shirt. No ADHD Random stuff. Crazy is an Art, not a Holocaust.

6. Being Gaga Obsessed, SHUT UP, I don't want to hear about her awesomeness, or how great it is she's a troll shit, or even sing a song near me. Trolling or Not, she is just a Retard that is a studio singer who is only there to inspire the special Ed. And its sickening seeing those who are not actually think her music is Great.

7. Get Jealous over my body, words, or what ever, and I don't care if you say its not Jealousy, Pretty much you do care if you open up those hideous lips of yours and make a big Deal out of it. If you find yourself so less greater then me, then its true. If you find yourself at peace, and can look at other people and just admire their looks as well, then you're beautiful.

8. Adding me, and never Faving or Writing in my journals. Either you like me, or you just ignore the +Watch button. I'm a human, not a robot. I have feelings, and I'm Very Open. I rarely Draw/color, but I do get random Spurts where I will do some. If I don't finish yours that's just because I'm either to busy, I forgot, or I just don't feel like it. Once again, I'm not a robot.

9. Getting Ticked off because I enjoy life, and I annoy you to the point where you have to speak up and be a total dick and try to 'Call Me Out'. I'm not changing for someone online I will never meet, more then likely, this skoxy will find you fun, and annoy you more, or make you look like the stupid one { : If I annoy you, Block Me its not a big deal, seriously, if you haven't noticed, there are more things to do then stare at a screen all day and put your only emotions in this.

10. Well, 10 is a Happy thing, I will Love you if your social, love life, laughs about anything, just in it to live it, and not afraid to try anything and has a HUGE RANGE of Interest, and not the Huge Range of Interest you 'think' you have. Be kind to me, and I will be a cute little Skoxy at your feet rubbing against your ankles purring.

So yeah, those are the things that will get you the cold shoulder, or the play of death(except 10). I hate having to do this, but its needed.

Anyways, Tracker is home and we talked, and it just feels weird seeing him on screen again. Oh Well. Instead of making the distance an Issue, I'm more putting it towards Goals and adventures. Every Explorer has to wait, and deal with distance to get what they want, and well, In this short time I don't see him, I have some Shopping, and Job Hunting to find.

Also I may be working at Family Dollar Soon, Please cross your fingers, I know 3 people there and they all are like family to me (well 2, the 3rd one my Lover Tracker and I just met, but she wants me to have her place and mentioned me). So thats the Update on your Nyxiin. Life is going Great, and new doors are starting to open as the old ones close ^^

(This is something I did out of Boredom. This isn't a rant { : Just an update.

Re did this journal. If you find this, and want to do one, please send me a note and tell me I've inspired you. All these Ideas are Copyrighted by me. I please ask of you not to steal them, if you like the idea enough, once again, just note me and give me a heads up your using my character, or if its a gift to me, then just send me the Image when your done. I have more info on the Ideas when you note me.

Me in my Dream Coffee And herbal tea shop.

Scratching my Ear

Drinking Tea

Being A Junk Yard Dog (On top of an Old rusted Car glaring Down)

Being Sacrificed to the Volcano Gods

On the floor hands and knees in an apron scrubbing.

Shopping around During Christmas. Classic 50's Christmas Ordeal.

Ballroom Dancing with Tracker

Wearing Trackers Clothes as he Wears mine and Me looking at him "Tracker, we need to talk"

I'm tired of seeing them in everything..... I'm half tempted to draw an Image of a Gnarled sick Mutt and his fur missing off his ass as a Scene Girl adjust it on her head. There like the Incest of the Furry fandom. I'm sorry but not everyone wants to see there bright horrible dressing and Rabid Dog ass hair that rubbed his butt in Radio active waist before they tore it off.

What ever happened to the Real Goth, Punk, Skater, Nerd, Geek, Rap, and preppy/jock Groups? Everyone was Equally balanced and neither of them were like Rabbits multiplying everywhere.

Not To mention the Emo Music is now being screamed by Scrawny Twigs who can't even speak their words right and they sound like their trying to Puke a Liver out of their throat because their body is rejecting itself. I miss the good old Healthy Screamers who could talk and Screech their words properly. After they opened up Registration that's all I swear I see, them everywhere. I miss seeing the Sausage fest ;-; and the real art and not these 'lets splash random colors and watch them clash and blind people' Scribbles.

Feel Free to draw her anytime, Even if its Line art. Trades are Excepted, Even Gifts!

Also, if you wish to draw my Human self for some odd reasons, (I'd like to see this happen ^^) These are the Same exact Refs for me.

Nyxiin Mitternacht

Bust up and Head features
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4138776/
Clothes Features. (doesn't have to be one of these, Feel free to Make one up yourself. You'll know what I like after reading my Likes)
http://www.furaffinity.net/full/4663426/ Main Outift
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4406957/ Pirate
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4412167/ Little Red Riding Hood
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4427513/ Queen of Spades Nude
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4460083Chibi Form

Details
Birthday: June 11th, 1992.
Species: A Tall Red Werefox with a Skunk Tail. (Scientific Term: Foxen Skoxy. Skoxy= Foxy Skox)
Body Type: Slender, yet her boobs and Tail makeup for it. Do Not Over Exaggerated on her Boobs or Bum. Please if you must look up the Sizes I'll give you.
Lips Black, Full and Plumped, not TO plumped. Go look at my photos of me in real life if you want to get the exact plumped :3
Fur: orange(#F88533), elbows down and Knees Down, black  OrangeFurs
Back Features: Two white Parallel stripes at the Middle of her back that never touch, even on her tail
Tail: Skunk, Stripes don't touch, They spike out two times in the middle. (Study ref pics to see what I mean)
Claws/Nails: Black and long
Height: 5' 9"-5'10''
Weight: 111 lbs
Bust: 32"
Waist: 25"
Hips: 32"
Cup: Triple D (look cup 32 DDD's)
Shoe:10.5
Hair color: Naturally Red (#CA3104), with soft yellow, and black (natural so very soft)
Hair length: Long
Eye color: Forest/Emerald Green (#01862D) with Gold (#C1A802) around the Pupil. A Couple tiny black dots (If you want)
Accessories: 4 Gray Studs in each Ear. Black Choker as in Clothing Features.
Makeup: Black Eyeliner that does a vine thing. Black Eyeshadow. Black Lipstick
Extra: Don't forget to add her Whiskers! She Also doesn't have White Fur on the Front as a normal Fox.
Others: Allergic to Cigarettes, Enjoys Wine, Loves her Tracker, and Hates Pink. Keep Clothing around Goth, or Earthy Tones

Likes: Skunks, Modeling, Pinups, Bats, Chokers, Roses, Black Green and Silver, Willows, Nature, Herbs, Giant Centipedes, Dobermans, Exercise, Friends, Hugging, Chocolate!, Gentleness, Kindness, Dragons, Snakes, Bugs, Dirt, Working, mushrooms (not Shrooms!), being with Tracker, Beanie babies, Jazz, Goth, Renaissance/gypsy, Native American, Phoenixes, Winter, Fall/Autunm, The Orcus <3, Fruit, Vegetables, And plenty other stuff, feel free to Note me if you have a question or wants more (haha). Same with Dislikes and other stuff.

Dislikes: Earwigs, Drama, Pink, Emos, Scene Kids, Juggilos, Colorful Clowns O.O,Avocados, and Milk (Sorry I'm Lactose Intolerant Lol)

Do Not Put my Character Nyxiin in any Vore (Unless its me eating Chocolate, and not someones character made to look like chocolate), Baby fur Yiff, Scat, or Inflation.

DO NOT Use my Breed, Nothing with Fox and Skunk together. This Species is held only for a rare numbers only I am aloud to pass out. If you want one, I will make you a deal. Pay for my Dream fursuit then you may have your rights, To One.