Got a job, we'll see if it's long lasting or temporary. Thank you all for the continued support and helping me stay afloat amidst this thing we call life.

Still in a bit of a financial bind but, at least I can afford most, if not everything I had prior. Figured I'd give everyone an update now I'm not exhausted and actually have a moment to myself- And not hyper focused on something specific.

So in the midst of whatever is going on, life decided that I didn't deserve to have Uber anymore, and am basically without income until I find a job, with two, three more big bills on the way- Not counting food. So in a desperate hailmary of screaming into the void of job hunting, I ask for some financial help. Anything will do, spreading the word also helps- Realistically, I don't expect much. Any help or consideration is appreciated, as is some kind words.

Stress and fatigue are kicking my ass, so yeah. If you can help me out in anyway shape or form, it'd be appreciated as I struggle to navigate and figure out what my next move is.

Paypal link for you- https://www.paypal.me/ZRDrake

In other news, uh, please tell life to stop kicking me while I'm down.

Okay, so, HHR is a loss. The engine is destroyed, and she would not have gone more than five feet before throwing a hissy fit and stalling out on me.

The good news is- I managed to fix her up enough with the money, and get her from point A to point B to a dealership, they accepted the trade in and now I have a replacement vehicle to continue working.

Bad news is I now have a car payment, and more expensive insurance.

Thank you for everything, everyone, in helping me stay on my feet and to keep going.

Hey all. It's been a hot minute, hasn't it?

To make a long story short- Job hunting since January, finally landed a job, only for my car that I *NEED* for said job decided to crap itself for a bit in the middle of a shift. There's no acceleration, she needs a new Catalytic Converter- And possibly more work to be done afterwards, since there's some other stuff going on in the background.

Spread the word, donate- Anything helps out, and thank you very much ahead of time if you do either or!

I am very tired....

https://paypal.me/ZRDrake?country.x.....locale.x=en_US in my Paypal link for donations. If and when we reach our goal, I'll be happy to pay back what I can, when I can! For now- Holy fuck am I paddling up shit creek without a paddle.

Update*: The HHR is a loss. The engine apparently has been run dry for a bit, and the engine tore itself apart before crapping out. Thus, I don't have any money close to the amount to rebuild the engine to continue running it, which means I have to go to plan B.
Trade in for an Entirely new car!

https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10309234/

They're doing a request/Trade art kind of thing! Go check 'em out!

So, after a REALLY long time procrastinating and sitting on a lot of art pieces I've commissioned over the years, - Here it is! A majority of what I had acquired. More to follow as I find them and decide whether to upload or not!

In the meantime- Hope everyone is doing alright and is keeping safe and all that jazz! I'm surviving, mainly on my end! Happy new year! I'll be turning thirty on the 6th of January. WEEEEE~!

Hello all. It's been a pretty long while since I've last did a thing.

Expect more commissions to come along the way, as I'm slowly motivated and nudged into that direction of things!

Life's been.... Quite something! Anyway.

Yup. 2020 is finally over, and things are, hopefully, going to improve now that certain people aren't in the oval office anymore.

Stay strong, keep pushing- Help each other improve and stay afloat in their times of need. You'll never know what anyone is going through in their lives.

I'm sorry. I'm a waste of space and worthless- and all I do is burden those around me and me upset over nothing and everything.

I'm sorry.

So, long story short: I'm settled into my place, new things and am working my ass off at Wally World, keeping up with bills and thinking I'm doing a good enough job of that, all things considered. I'm hopefully, finally, going to be stable enough to do what I need to do, and what I want to do, by the 6th of August, when financial wants and needs are met! Some life obligations are still going to put a damper on things money wise, but, hopefully it won't do that much damage to the poor I'm still poor as fuck.

On that note- Signal boosting for a good, life long friend who hasn't been having the best of luck, and who life decided to kick while they were down.
- https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9566867 -
Long story short- House was on fire, car was totaled, Insurance are being assholes, Car salesmen can fuck off, and Apartment complex's are okayish for a period of time, but not a permanent residence.
He needs, and deserves rightly so, all the support he can get- Be that through donation, commissions if/When he opens them, or a fundraiser he may make up sometime in the future- time will tell.

Stay safe, stay strong- We're in this together, and we can achieve a lot of things if we try hard enough. I am living proof of that, and it took me a long time to realize it.

It's been a while since I made a journal and since that was a bit ago, I figured I'd make a new one!

It's been roughly a month since I took the leap of faith, and it's been a stressful period of job hunting and organizing and getting things settled and oriented and all that jazz. But! The good news is, I got a job! And my apartment is already paid for for this month, on top of electric and Internet, which means I don't have to worry about it until next month! Wooo! This gives me time to figure shit out and such with banking and income and finances. It'll be a bitch to tell Paypal about the change but we'll figure that out as we go.

Things are looking up for me peeps! Thank you for sticking with me on this grand adventure of change and growing.

On a troubling note:
Black Lives Matter. I support the movement and the message- The issues we have with today's society and racism and discrimination is unacceptable. We're all human living together in communities, and it's not working out that way.- That needs to change.

On a more personal note:
Happy Pride Month! Whether you're Gay, Bisexual (Like me!), Asexual, Trans and anything in between- You matter. Don't forget that. We're in this world together, everyone deserves to be accepted for who they are- It shouldn't matter who they love.

And of course, we shouldn't forget Covid-19 is still a thing. Practice hygiene, wash your hands, wear a mask and keep social distancing. Although it may not affect you one way or another, it can and will affect other's not so fortunate. Think of yourself, think of others.

Love you wonderful people, have a good day, stay safe!
And remember:

Hate changes nothing. Love changes everything.

Hello, and welcome to  Zergling34's new home.

Now, I made this move so again, I wasn't tied to Zergling or Blizzard anymore in anyway, shape or form. I should have done this a while ago but, long story short: Depression and laziness are a hell of a thing. Lack of motivation and a lack of self worth, and yadda yadda.

So, as I said on the previous journal: I'll be making an effort to move over here, and later on, deactivate that account. Thank you for bearing with me and keeping on this journey alongside me as we move forward.

Life happens, things occur, and I'll be making a major change in my life as we progress forward in this day and age. Stay safe, and best wishes.