Well, I've been drawing stuff again and been enjoying them. I'm debating on uploading some stuff I have gotten commissioned and stuff I drew ( recently and in the past ). I'm also looking at doing comission work perhaps but these are just thoguhs right know.

I'll make sure to announce if this does happen.

I'm open on discord under the same username.

5 years ago I was in a depressing state of mind that I feel ended off badly. I just figure to post this here as an update.

I'm alive and well, since the last post I have discover the root cause of my depression and have been taking medication for it. I've also been working IRL which been keeping me busy along with other side things.

I've meet many diffrent people in this community, some of which I would call my close friends. I still draw this stuff however I usually keep them to myself or close associates due to how the online space has been shaped up as of late.

It's hard to be into a fetish without it coming back to haunt you down the road due to how "cringy" , "weird" or even "gross" it is despite it not harming anyone.

I'll keep this stuff up since on the internet, nothing really goes away. I'll still be around faving art I like as well as maybe comission some things here and there. However for now I might not post anything new unless given permission to or feel like it.

I'm doing fine, I'm open on discord if you like to chat, just look up this username to find me.

But one day i will be dead and then thats when everyone would say there sorry for my lost or wish they knew me sooner. Oh well.... you dont know what you have til its gone

So Figure I give a update as of late. So last month I finally discovered and diagnosis myself with the disorder I fully suffer with, as a result I feel like myself again and creativity is coming back. Moving forward I will be posting art again on this account and so when I can. I also will be working on a side comic series that might become something to get publish perhaps (but cant get too ahead of myself). I am still streaming and resting but I am going tot ry and upload some stuff when I can that I hope people enjoy.

I haven't really posted art here for a few reason; the first is the fact of my condition making it hard for me to draw sometimes, the second would be my full time job and lastly is cause I haven't felt comfortable posting art work online lately. In a world where you are being ridiculed for what you do once you link a name to a face; it's kinda hard to keep adding on to this type of work with out it coming back to haunt me, especially since last year I started doing some game streaming that has no connections to this account. I still draw when I can but i just been keeping them private since I don't want other to use what I like to do ageist me to hurt my character.

been almost a year form posting, that being due to the depression thing, but wanted to ask would people be good with seeking ink sketches of my tf posted here

As you know on Christmas I left a journal entry saying that nobody liked me and I felt like I was being use. I am surprised I got a good few comments to help me out despite me not commenting back. I think people who watch me last year would know that I was suffering With Depression but there wasn't a flat out what depression.

Well... After the journal post I look online and discover thoguh my family what I'm suffering with, Major Depression Disorder (MDD) it also is know as unipolar disorder and Clinical depression. Now if you look this confusion up you would find out this is the worst one to get for it is the one that may cause someone to take their own life. Learning with both my family trees I concluded that this was due to a chemical imbalance in the brain that started around the end of 2012 leading to 2013. However I thoguh this sadness was because of financial reason so didn't pay much attention to it, that was until I finally have a full time job with decent benefits...And realize I was still depress. Because of this I would say last year 2016 was the worst year for me. I was aguing and getting sad from my friends happynes and became envious of their gifts despite I never was before, I started to do less art and worst I was indeed playing with the idea of sucide. ..

The good news thoguh is I told both my parents how I been feeling which has help me out. I have also talk with my family doctor about it and currently on a trial period of anti depressions, can't say if they fully working with me but has seen a improvement when it comes to taking more control of my life. So right now I'm and tracking on a road to recovery, it's possible I might be down again but I am fight to make sure I do relapse again.

So what does this mean for art? I still am fine with drawing people stuff but I have to try to draw things for myself, and I take request as that, meaning I might not do then if I'm not in the right mindset but that's fine. I'm hoping to this year post more of my art with a help of a friend to get we of it posted on this channel.

But I am focusing my time on something else too, In September I have started recording and uploading long plays on YouTube for gameplay. The best to describe my channel is if you like Vinesauce chances are you like my stuff, I give at lease everyone I'm off and viriaty of games to look at. Althoguh I can't directly tell you my channel because I don't want it to be linked to this account, if you are interested I could send it thoguh PMS or something private.

So that's really it for a update, I hope to hear some people back at lease from this journal entry and I do thank you for taking the time to read this.

Octorber13

Why Fucking bother. They pretend to "care" really they don't. They just use me. Use my talents, creativing gone with them. Stuck as a slave. Should be fucking dead.

Merry Christmas.

I just done... Like anyone really fucking cares

So there was a journal posted Sunday on here that I was done period and was leaving. Some of you have posted in the comments or even note me being concerns on the very vague journal in question and I am very humble and sorry for what I did there. I would of posted this sooner but was working that next 2 days.

To better explain what happen or if you didn't see the post on Sunday; I was having a minor meltdown and going in damage mode on my channel. For those who don't already know( if this situation didn't clue in) I'm currently suffering with Depression. To explain this feeling is usually the though of some how not knowing that I dug myself into a hole and now gotten myself stuck inside. My efforts of trying to climb out of this hole (doing things to make me happy) has cause me to keep on falling back down (things going wrong or pessimistic thoughts) and just make it worst on my case. Because of this I have been lacking in content and creativity; this has also cause me with having problems with a few friends i keep in contact with, causing me to argue and be mad at one of them because I was getting envious and depress when I found them getting art of their ideas from others (when in the past I was more happy and was great to see). At first I though it was was because of financial security (not having a job that I could live off on), but after getting a job that "pays the bills" I discover my Depression was more than just that.

Now I'm not going to leave the channel or abandon this place (despite it already feeling like it) but I am going to try to do something to better help myself. Now I not going to get mediation cause it doesn't cure the sickness honestly nor does talking to a therapist. However these things will help hopefully get me out of my rut that I'm in.

- First is health, I feel I need to better myself by being active more often than I am ATM.

-Post shorter tfs and more fun ideas out more to test my skill and improve my art.

-Make a series I feel I like to work on and I will do it when ready.

-Making video game stream for Twitch and Youtube that doesn't bare the Octorber13 name

I hope you all can bare with me on this journey and I am sorry on what I did, I guess I was my cry for help

I'm just done, bye.

As the tittle suggest I currently trying to find certain open artist to draw some udtf related art or weirder art that isn't the vanilla ctf and tgs. I in the past found some artist who would do this but recently have either gotten busy, regent doing them again or just got whip out from the face of the earth. I am asking fellow people who watch my work if they can help point some people out who are open to my kind of taste and I'm not afraid to pay if their prices and work is worth it.

Thanks for reading and hope for the positive feed back.

-Personal info-

First thing on my mind...During the past years I was trying to find a stability job and found it in July last year. This work is basally a factory work that pays well and give me some decent time off, however the scheduled for me is one week I only work 12 hours from Wednesday and Thursday, then the other week I only have those 2 days off. So basically I have one week where i can draw allot of stuff, while the other one I barely have a whole lot to do. The other thing is I been mostly been posting on my FA (FurAffinity) account because I feel some of the weird Ideas I wanted to try I could get away with on a site over there than and highly strict DA we all know today.

I am currently trying to get a reference down on myself in drawing form, The first one is being the character you see above you, I tend to use him in things like this where he's not the victim or prey, but nearly a person you can identify myself only too. I'm also in the works to make a human and fur persona for use in victim TF's so look out for that in the future. I know a few people use Mr.Octorber as my avatar but I figured him as more of a mascot and have him be in a role in something to come... So I feel comes time to talk to you one of the main reasons why I'm making this...

First I like to address the elephant in the room and apology to you guys for 1). the lack of content, 2). Not working on things I have said in the past and 3). For not doing some request I have received over the years. Part of my problem is my creative mind, I tend to not want to stay in a idea for very long and think up something new right away, causing thing to pile up over time. But the biggest reason with the lack of content and stuff is simple.....DEPRESSION..... ever since I graduated in 2013 I started to feel extremely down and out, not wanting to draw, being negative and because of this my creativity suffered for it. It has gotten bad to the point where I was once excited to see what my friend was getting in art turn into envy, hatred and even sadness for no good reason at all... and feeling this way cause me to be put in a endless cycle of self hate and low esteem. So does this mean I done with this drawing thing? NO. In fact this is one of the reason I am doing this in the first place. This is my self therapy and hopefully a way for me to start moving forward and making content I like to do again. With that being said, I'll show you what I have going on my mind so far.

-Side Things-

-So the first thing, there is some art I have drawn, scanned or coloring that will be posted on da and fa, I will still be working on some side stuff while I work on the main projects.

-I am looking into doing a possible TF on a GIF picture. Ether having a OC turn to another character, or have them become a body part of the other kind. Perhaps even do it as a commission work that would go quickly. Though stay turn on that one.

-I will be doing a Absorbing tf coming soon that will play on a darker tone involving gore and other theme that might not be to everyone tastes, however this will be a teaser to what I have planned down below.

-Main Project-

So as many of you know with me the Toxins girls seam to be a favorite with people, and even I myself love these gals. However throughout the years I wanted to do a overall story with them talking about what these girls would get invoked in. So I finally got a idea out and say that

"THE TOXINS ARE COMING BACK" .

What I hope to do is get these girls story involved in a plot called the Pilot comic, after this comic these girls will be in a misadventure comic much like you would see a kids cartoon having random plots happen in the series. However at the moment this will be in the works but not the first thing I will be releasing...

Another character I have created and enjoyed with another fellow creator is Circe, now although i have his blessing to use her in any way as much as he does in stuff, I am trying to figure the best way to draw this out in a comic that would work with her. So as of now Circe is not on my radar at this time, HOWEVER! I will still be drawing her and putting her in stuff since I do enjoy her as a character.

As I mention on my side things that I'm going to do a darker TF that would be a teaser for a project, well this is the one I'm referring to. Project Silver is just a temporary name I'm giving this project until I'm ready to post it publicly. As that being said there are a few thing I should mention on the Teaser TF I should let you know.

-the TF involved is not the overall theme of the series just there to illustrate the message.
-the characters involved are not the main or side characters but might make a easter egg appearance.
-the last panel to this comic will give you what the theme to this series will be about.

Whew... that's was allot to take in, and if you read all of this inform I like to say thank you for understanding, and I hope you enjoy what is to come. I like to hear from you though one question down below:

"Knowing about these comic series coming soon, would you rather have it be post here, or posted in a separated account for just my comic series works?"

So for those who care ... lately you might have notice a bit of some art being posted namely request with  neo222 or not alot at all... Its because I'm have been fight with something for awhile now, something I've been a shame to talk on about or even tell anyone.... But I cant take it.... I am currently surrendering form low self esteem and self hatred with myself that is currently causing things to ether not happen or just stop completely. This is causing me to be extreme negative and down as of late, to the point where I have no creativy energy for myself or others... :(. This is honestly my last cry for help here... I honestly dont know what to do with myself anymore... maybe his whole thing is a waste of time... maybe no one cares and would just leave... Im in this hole where i keep getting push down to always fight some negative to justify it. I dotn even think i have anyone who thinks like i do anymore...

For those who care... Please help.... If I see no one care about me, then i will just be done.

Hey all, I will be posting some updates soon revealing some characters , ideas and tf I was working on, though the people who watch me or like my stuff like to sujest and udtf ideas they would like to see?

There has been a lot of stuff going on with my life that keep me from completing request i said i'll do. Though this doesn't mean I have forgotten or don't care to do them.

IF you made a request with me, fell free to check up with your request and i can show you the sketches i have done.

Also I like to point out that even though it can take time I try to make sure the customer is happy with the results

ok so heres the deal, all i need is the following the victim getting transform (at lease head reference)/ person absorbing them ( at full body reference or at lease their body)/ what fTP to become/ Reaction of chaining to it.

First come first served

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If you have a character who hasn't got a home, I would pay reusable to adopt her or him

I'm already working on some on going ideas here but if there are any body part tf you like to see happen (being you like the tf, character or just want to see it), then leave your ideas here and we can see what the "future" may brings .

P.S. The more detail the better

I apologize for not have been doing stuff but you know what the holidays are like. Any way, I doing a project with a fellow friend of mine and I need your help with your ideas.

I am looking for sprits characters to represent the holidays and I'd hope you could help come up with some. Here is what I am looking for:

~Year (the one controlling all other sprits, Clocks, time, gears stuff like that:

`January (must be repersented with the new, Also must also be repesented with the cold of winter)

`Febuary (Valentines day, Could be yonger than the others since of her month being the shortest of the year, could also represent chinesses new year)

`March (PArtricks day, Luck of the irish and of course beer XP)

`April (this one would be the prankster, also repesting fools day, easter and spring.)

`MAy (she could be more atractive that the other spritests, repesenting memorial day, mothers day and Cinco de Mayo)

`June (Should repesents the summers months)

`July ( Celebrations of the other holidays)

`August (Could represent rest, sleep)

`September (a powerful working, representing school, and works)

`October (Sould be scarier than the others, repesents halloween)

`November ( A deal maker, represents thanksgiving and black friday, represents fall)

`December (sould be older and more joyful than the others, Repesents Christmas and the holiday seasons)


IF you do help me with these, I will create a tf for all of you to enjoy with the (belated) christmas and new years spirts.

Hey there I will update this page to show you what's coming up, if you have any idea for christmas or any other FTP or tfs you would like to see from me, then just comment or note me your idea

As the Tittle suggested I am going to try and complete a Halloween piece I got an Idea from one of my characters, However since I can't think of any good process, I figure I ask the art community if they have any weird or the bizarre TF's that could fit with the halloween theme.

The story would be called "The Harvest" and would included Bellz (a green sack bag looking girl of mine). The story would be about a group of teens who venture out in the woods on halloween and come to an abandon farm house where Bellz is there waiting for some one to play with.

Ideas suggested by people:



The game plain is I wish to complete these stories in chapters, each one being release from the beginning of October, all saturdays and finish on the Epilogue on Halloween day.

Thats 5 illustrated chapters and 1 final chapter to make a total of 6 pages. Thats why I wish for some helps to get some ideas going to help me out with this.

People who do help out I will find a way to reward you or make sure you take part of my help. If anyone wants to help make this story with me can leave a message on here also

Thanks for reading

While I'm working on the current art, anyone out there have a good body tf idea?

Just wondering here if anyone is interested in drawing this:

"Alright this is my first attempt to request this on here and I want to let you know it contains m rating situation (nudity, mature scenes, and some my not like the idea of farting and hair depending on what girl to choose) if you are interesting in taking my request, let me know down below or better yet note me.

The request is on of my girls either Shocker ( http://quart-of-meat.deviantart.com.....et=48#/d1r8lb8 ), Lustus ( http://octorber13.deviantart.com/art...%20lustus&qo=0 ), or Blare ( http://www.furaffinity.net/view/2625011/ ) transforms a female character (any is fine) into their butts.

The sequence can be from the victim willing wanting to be apart of them or doesn't want to be but the end result is nothing left (maybe a mark or something small that indicate it could be the victim is fine also) but their stinky horny butt.

If you wish for a story to be done to help give ideas to what character you choose is fine, also any question to this is fine too.

Again I request this because it's a bizarre, rare tf's you don't usually see.

Thanks for reading"

jsut wondering