back from NYC!

it was -incredible-.

i miss it now though and i feel sort of glum. :<


feel free to chat me up, i need people to talk to since i'm all sad. XD

Reply to this journal and:

1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you which song or movie you remind me of.
3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle you in. (what the fuck?)
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell you my first memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something I've always wondered about you.
8. I'll tell you my favorite thing about you.
9. I'll tell you something you need to work on.
10. If you play, you MUST post this on yours.



you know who you are.

GET HERE AND REPLY HOKAI

almost my birthday!

this makes me haaappy. <3

I'm currently on a mission to find more music. I feel like I'm sucked dry and just listen to the same shit over and over again, haha.

any music recs would be greatly loved! I love indie, folk, classic rock, oldies, just... anything that doesn't rap, scream, or sing about god. XD

I'm also looking into getting some art supplies when I get back from NYC! I'm gonna need a scanner too, though. ;; anyone know where I can get one cheap?

ANYWAYS to conclude this journal I am doing very well (about to go out to dinner) and I'm still extremely excited for my trip to NYC. <3

i wanna meet hot chicks :C

ALL OF MY LOVE EVERYONE <33

I have been having some good times!

+ went to a show (an horse + cage the elephant + silversun pickups), it was AMAZING.
+ went clothes shopping (bought the cutest stuff, I'm so happy)
+ planning for my trip to NYC (staying there for a week with one of my best e-friends <33 I am so fucking excited)
+ going to another show a few days after my birthday (eisley + say anything)
+ TURNING 18 SOON FUCK YEAH


I have been having some good times, yes I have. c: I'm buying art supplies so I'm probably going to clear out my gallery as per usual, and start submitting stuff again.

THAT'S ALL OKAY

so i lost my grandma on my dad's side.

spent the last three days in Pennsylvania at her funeral and such, meeting my family on my dad's side for the first time ever, etc.

they all hate gay people.

my dad wants MORE FUCKING KIDS especially A SON even though he doesn't even talk to the son he has (my brother).

my ex hasn't spoken to me in 8 months and something about her birthday coming and going just fucking tore me up, i have been feeling like shit about it.

i think the family i live with hates me because i'm so different.

and to top it off i got a text that was SUPER awkward and now i just feel SHITTIER.



also i think someone's ignoring me that i thought cared about me. :/








maybe for once i could be good enough for someone to WANT me in their fucking life. the only people who give a shit about me are across the country.

i want to hurt something. maybe me.

sup bitches

i do art.

things aren't good.

i'm scared of my life, and myself.


human beings weren't meant to be this miserable.

Hey everybody this is !

Oddish's internet has been shot and she asked me kindly to let you all know :3

When she will have it again, I have no idea. I'll update for her again later :D

no srlsly.

I accidentally inbred one of my wajas with her father. :| for some reason I find this both sick and hilarious.

the best part is that I almost named her electra just before it happened. then I decided "eh, I like her name the way it is," (it was alecto), and went ahead and bred her with asger.

turns out asger is her father. lol oops.

needless to say, I changed her name to electra.

come on guys, that is fucking FATE. haha.

well unless anyone is awesome enough to remind me if i owe them art, i'm gonna start doing random trades. :)


if anyone's interested, drop me a note.


by the way, i'm into drawing badges right now because they're so small. also, it'll take me a while before i can scan them (i already have a buttload of art to scan, for  kairithekat,  shadowpelt, and  anjel )

ilu alllllll


i wish i could do art trades more often, beh

hey all!

i know i owe a hell of a lot of trades. if i owe you something, PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE let me know!

i know that i owe:

 anjel
 ipoke

anyone else, please let me know. if all of you could remind me what i promised you, that would be helpful as well. <3

i'm very sorry it's taken so long, and that i'm asking so much of you. ): i promise you guys i'll get all this done soon. i've been through some serious personal crises, so please forgive me.

♥

wow, sorry I've been dead and gone.


I've had some pretty fucked up stuff happen lately.


if anyone is upset that I haven't finished their art or somesuch, please be patient with me.


missed you guys! <3

TALK TO MEEEE

1. Is there anyone on your friends list you would ever consider having sex with?
Depends on the friends list.

2. Sex in the morning, afternoon or night?
Morning or night, plz.

3. What side of the bed do you sleep on?
Right in the middle, the rest is full of blankets and pillows and stuffed animals and crap.

4. Pork, beef, or chicken?
Chiiiicken!

5. Have you ever had to pull over on the side of the road to puke?
I almost never have to puke.

6. Have you ever taken your clothes off for money?
Hell no.

7. Shower or bath?
SHOWER PLZ.

8. Do you pee in the shower?
Haha, no.

9. Mexican or Chinese?
CHINESE CHINESE CHINESE

10. Do you want someone aggressive or passive in bed?
Aggressive. ♥

11. Do you love someone on your friend list?
DEPENDS ON THE FRIEND LIST.

12. Do you know all the people on your friends list?
Not really, but I admire almost all of them.

13. Love or money?
Love.

14. Credit cards or cash?
Cash, probably.

15. Has there ever been anyone in your family you wish wasn't?
Yeah.

16. Would you rather go camping or to a 5 star hotel?
Depends on the purpose, lololololol.

17. What is the weirdest place you have had sex?
I really haven't had any extremely odd sex.

18. Would you shave your entire body (including your head) for money?
Nooooo.

19. Have you ever been to a strip club?
No.

20. Ever been to a bar?
One day!!

21. Ever been kicked out of a bar or a club?
lulz no.

22. Ever been so drunk you had to be carried out of somewhere?
No, but Abby was.

23. Kissed someone of the same sex?
Of course. :D

24. Favorite drink?
Water.

25. Had sex in a movie theater?
Ahaha, no.

26. Had sex in a bathroom?
I don't think so...

27. Have you ever had sex at work?
EW NO.

28. Have you ever been in an "adult" store?
Ahaha, I will probably one day, for the lulz.

29. Bought something from an adult store?
Nope.

30. Have you been caught having sex?
Almost. D:

31. Does anyone have naughty pics of you?
Nope, but I have naughty pics of other people! 8D

32. Who do you think has the guts to repost this?
Well, uh,  blinque BECAUSE SHE ALREADY DID IT. :3

Probably  xxdarkdemonessxx911 too. ♥

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YYk9wrO-Vsg


It's absolutely incredible.

It's simple, but there's a powerful, deeper meaning underneath it about the feeling of being outcasted from society, and that secret wish that we all had somewhere to go where we truly felt at home.


I cried when I first watched it, it really touched me.

I hope you guys are as affected by it as I was.


(by the way - PLEASE don't just take it for face value. =/ Yeah it's a cute lion guy, but there's more there and please LOOK FOR IT. It's really touching)


Sorry about that last journal, and thank you to everyone who replied. :] I'm feeling a lot better now, and I'm glad that I'll always have people that care. I really don't deserve you guys, haha. <333

~Odd

Seriously, my FA is cluttered and full of shiiiiit. :|


I'm clearing it out, if there's any trade halves or anything you'd like to salvage that are old, ya better do it!

SERIOUSLY EVERYTHING IS GOING TO BE GONE BY TOMORROW. SCRAPS, MAIN SHIT, EVERYTHING. ONLY MY NEWEST OR FAVORITE PICTURES WILL REMAIN.


[of course if you miss this, just send me a note and I'll get you the pic haha]


SO YEAH JUMP ON IT

WOAH HEY


Sorry I've been so dead lately (on AIM and the internet in general), I'm so so friggin busy these days. >:

But I've had a lot of inspiration to draw lately, so you should be seeing more art out of me soon. :D

My grades suck shit and I'm lazy as hell, so not everything is going well, but altogether I've been fairly happy. ^^


my birthday is in 10 days and that makes me sad. I don't know WHY. Any thoughts? I should be excited....

ART STATUS~

TRADEZ
 rasasha
 ipoke
 introducingemy
 yaksa
 amiralaesir
 anjel
 dodger
 atecom
 cheese-puff82
 raineing
RadosBadger on DA

SHIT THAT'S A LOT OF PEOPLE D: I'm sorry!! I feel so bad because many of these kind souls have already finished their halves. ;_____; Plus lots of these are hella old...

D:

GIFTS
Darkie
Isil
Kairi
Zoey

KAY GUYS I PROMISE I'LL HAVE IT ALL DONE SOON <33


Thank you all so much for the support!! I really, really appreciate it. c:

And I know I'm not popular and my art's not so great, I'd love to pimp some artists that I don't think get enough love.

 miysis
 the_madbadger


I know it probably won't make any difference, but jeez I'd love nothing better than for these artists to become more popular. All of them are so, soooo talented. <3

And they all use traditional media. :]


anyways yeah

LOVE TO YOU ALL!

~Oddishness

if you make one more Final Fantasy VII sequel


i will KILL YOU.


D:<

(warning: lame fangirl ranting ahead)



Seriously though, they should just remake the friggin game. We all know they want to, and everyone knows that they secretly want it too. At least a little bit. XD


I didn't want a remake before, but I kinda do now because the graphical capabilities are downright SEXY, and because it would mean lots of Aeris and that's always a good thing. 8DD

HOWEVER, I do NOT want to buy a lame PS3, and there's no way in hell I would buy one just for the remake of FFVII. NOT EVEN. Although honestly, I don't like the Xbox 360 any more than I like the PS3, so it's sort of an all around fail for my poor self. D:

There's always that rare possibility that it will be ported to the Wii as well, but I highly doubt it considering Sqaure is probably STILL butthurt over their stupid fight with Nintendo that happened over 9000 years ago.

Plus, I still haven't actually gotten around to GETTING a Wii yet, but give it time. XD

gamecube and ps2 are epic amounts of love anyways <3


The other thing I majorly DO NOT WANT is more effin RETCONNING. ARGHGJIFGJIDFGJKDFGJK

I don't give a crap about any of the new stupid characters, and I don't want to see their ugly mugs in my remake. D:<


OKAY THAT'S ALL

omg i'm such a freaking loser

NERDZ FO LYFE
<3

~oddy

Alrighty, so as everyone knows Shadowpelt's computer died.

=/


Which really really sucks. Forunately, my family has three computers (one's my mom's, one's mine, and one's my brother's). My brother's being really cool and is letting her use his whenever she comes over to my house from now on. :D Buuut, she can't come over every day, so pretty much she's not gonna be on too much for the next few weeks or so. D:

Well apparently SOMEONE thought that it would be cool to accuse her of LYING to get out of doing a request for him. She told him she would do him a huge comic for free because she knew that he had no means of payment, but really wanted a comic. However, since then he has done nothing but harass her about it. This time, I think it went too far. =/

His name is Experiment658, and here is EXACTLY what he said to her-

I think very lowly of people that Make up a story about their PC crashing to avoid finishing a request.
particularly because i despise it when people try to be deceptive about it.

She replied back saying that her computer WAS dead, and that it was just an ART REQUEST, and she has a thousand other things to do that are worrying about since her computer died.

In response he says-

I Know its an art request but that's not the point
my point is that lying is wrong

STFU AND GO DIE BOTH OF YA

Isn't that LOVELY of him? Seriously you guys, I have never been so disgusted by someone's behavior, so I sent him this-

Her computer is DEAD. It's not her goddamn fault. She's on my family's other computer.


I personally think very lowly of people who act like DICKS when someone's nice enough to do them a REQUEST.


Be polite and patient or fuck off.

His reply was-


And i think lowly of people who say their doing an art request when they dont want to and dont have the decency to tell the truth
and waste peoples time.

Go cut yourself and Die

Wow. OH WOW. ugh. So I told him this, in hopes that he would get the picture-


She is telling the truth. Why wouldn't she be? Jeez she does her very best.

Besides, requests are the last things on an artist's list. She has to manage school, commissions, trades, the fact that her scanner is broken and she's borrowing one from my mom, and her lack of a computer. Then, after ALL of that, she has requests. You have no artistic talent and aren't giving her any money. All you did was ask a favor of her and now she's absolutely swamped and all you can do is harass her.

That's HORRIBLE. Knock it the fuck off. You don't ANYTHING from her.

She's using MY family's other computer, and she can't come over to my house every fucking day. She's not going to be online for a while.

Now PLEASE, get over yourself. Her computer is BROKEN and your pitiful whining at her sure isn't making her feel any better.

GROW UP

He hasn't replied yet.

His behavior is disgusting and his selfishness is making me so livid. People like that disgust me.

And for the record, it was his friend that caused all of this drama --> http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/189388/

And after all the grief they've given us, all they want is this comic that they requested from Shadowpelt.

I hope she NEVER finishes it, just to show them how far rudeness goes.



akfdsjkdsfjgiogjkdfgjkdgjd


FURRY DRAMA


anyways


I love you guys!!


<3 Oddishness

Stoled from  404 <3

The first 10 people to post on this entry will get a free sketch. When you post on this entry to get a sketch = you have to post this thing on your own journal. :3

SLOTS!

1.  xxdarkdemonessxx911
2.  StitchPool13
3.  Malkavia
4.  tehweenus
5.  shadowpelt
6.  kairithekat
7.  Xianos
8.  Johnny777nny
9.  shinigami-whistle
10.  shiko-squirrel

End of the school year sucks.


;__;



Sorry I'm so far behind on my trades you guys....


]:


I really am working on them.

It's my last week of school, so after this I will be working ZIPPY QUICK I promise. :]]



<3 Oddishness