Making a journal before I stream tonight to say, I hope everyone is doing amazing.

I would like to remind you that you are doing the best you can and that's what makes you amazing. Been seeing a lot of vent stuff and would love to tell you guys, no matter the hard times, you can get through this!


you've made it this far so, keep moving and even in the hard times. Know, I love you and you have a person who doesn't mind you ranting in their dms. If I don't respond right away or have the right answers, sorry, but, I love you so hop in my notes and leave me a rant.


I will never ignore your rant at all. Sometimes I get busy but, I care. Reminder, I don't have all the answers but, I always read.

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Side note, in an hour I'll be streaming so hop in: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCu.....fc0uqMODDk9AXQ keep an eye out for the stream? 8:30 pm today, central time.

So, I would still really love to thank everyone for the love and support. I really appreciate the nice people I've met here and the kindness I've got.


I would also like to bring up something I bring up often and that's, I have a YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCu.....fc0uqMODDk9AXQ

I would really love the support for my channel but, if not that's fine too.


Anyways, good night

Thanks for the support everyone has given me with the stuff I post.


I really may get back into coloring again because of the positive feedback I've received from you guys! I really am happy that everyone likes my coloring skills. I normally do adult color books because I'm strange that way.


Coloring shapes and small spaces for me is much easier than doing a large picture and adult coloring books tend to be easier for me. So, I hope to post more things I've done in the past and recent.

Sadly, I need to brush up on my coloring skills because they are kind of gone. The stuff I posted is from years ago but, I plan to keep coloring and getting back into the groove of things.


Thanks again everyone for supporting me with getting back into things! I now fully feel I have an artist in me even if it's not drawing or painting.

I know how to write and color pretty good and that makes me an artist as well.

Almost time for work now. :D

So, I'm getting back into coloring books and I kind of want to post what I color and hope to not get shit for it. I will only post if I feel it looks good and I worked hard on it.

I still see coloring as art and I hope you guys do too.

I hope that people enjoy what I do!

So, the last journal I made was pretty laughable.


Though I have to thank FA staff for acting so fast. They sure know what they are doing.

So, thank you so much because they acted so quickly and it's very much appreciated. We don't need scum of the Earth coming on sites that people enjoy. Mostly if they can't be a good troll.

So, I have never seen such a failed troll in my whole life. See, being an admin on Secodnlife or being a server mod in Discord and owning my own. Well, I've seen some trolls with a creative side but then, we have a person like what I found out here today.

The name is that of a brain dead monkey and the thing he does is an even more pathetic thing in the world.


Please laugh and point at this person and take it with a grain of salt: https://www.furaffinity.net/user/anti-furfaag/

So, I've not typed a decent well-thought journal in forever so I decided, this will be my thought progress of the day.

First off: Sorry I've not posted anything in my gallery in quite some time. I haven't really had anything to post here. I typically only post when it's worth a post or someone does art for me. Right now though, I'm not rich enough to commission anyone to do art.

I do post other stuff as well on the level of stuff I've done. If you notice I've used Picrew and posted some of my characters with their biographies and their story. I don't know if that counts as post-worthy but, each their own. They are still worked on and hey, I wrote their story and writing and character designing is an art style to me.


Second off: Sorry I've been so busy these last few days. I've just been busy with work and my YouTube channel to really get on other things. I do however see when you have commented, watched, and favourited something of mine. I try to thank you as much as I can but, sometimes it's building up and I can't exactly get to everyone.

I do however appreciate all the love you guys give me and I'm forever grateful for everything. So thank you so much for the love you've given on this account. I know, I've changed accounts a lot and those who I've kept up with or have kept up with me. I love you guys so much!



Third off: This may not be the final thing I saw but this is still third off. I do still write but I'm not posting my stories to this site because I use Google Dox and Grammarly so, those don't have a way to post here. If you'd like to read what I write I will post the not only shared account but my main account on the site I post my stories to. I really have made a large improvement on my writing and hope those who've kept up with me throughout my writing years see it to.

On another side note: I post often as I can to YouTube and I'm forever grateful for the number of subscribers I've collected and hope to keep getting more and more. I don't care to be famous but your support always makes someone feel good.


That goes for anyone on anything that they work hard on. Art, writing, music, video makers, and more. We appreciate the support we get. The numbers may not matter for someone but, the amount of support we get as creators of any type is what counts. It inspires us to keep pushing to get better and better. Thank you to those who support the different things I do as well.

If you wish to keep reading my stories I will pass you both accounts I've made.
This is a shared account with a buddy of mine: https://archiveofourown.org/users/RaptorCherry


This is my main account: https://archiveofourown.org/users/Cherrythepitbull

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Now for those who wish to show me love on YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCu.....fc0uqMODDk9AXQ
Thank you for reading this long-winded journal.


It's still going.



I'm sorry for the journal I made the other day. I was feeling super sad for no reason because BIpolar is a really a kicker. So again, sorry.

For those who read my stories, I have a second blog which I share with a buddy follow us on ao3 https://archiveofourown.org/users/RaptorCherry and Tumblr https://raptorcherry.tumblr.com

So, recently I started dealing with different emotions and I'm just trying to be happy.

My dad keeps ending up in the hospital and it's heartbreaking because of his age and how much it wears my mother down and it's very sad. My dad is eighty-two so, he doesn't have much longer in the world.

I really am trying to stay happy and it's hard. I try to pose a smile when really I'm in mental pain.

I also always have to tell people over and over I'm not interested in dating or sex and it doesn't seem to understand.

I sometimes feel if I fall off the face of the internet not very many people would notice which isn't true.

I feel good at the same time because I'm keeping up with my YouTube channel and that feels good. I'm always learning new things as well. I am trying my best and it's helping me mentally.

Recently I started a project that not only helps me with making new or changing old characters but helping me make a series of videos. I have started an oc catchphrase series if you'd like to check it out! https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g8vqTXh8Zqg&list=PLW2S_SAAWHQPthmOka_e4mq_85ikcIcsc
Thanks for taking a read, sorry this was a super emotional read it's just been hard and I wanted to get emotions out and thought this was the best way.

So, for those who already are following me on YouTube you already know but,
I'll be starting a series of oc catchphrase videos.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=56TfJNj8FyY here is my first one.

Really hoping these get some love.

Guys, it's been a while since I've made an update to you guys. Though,

I am going to my very first gay bar tonight and I'm dressed pretty for it and I love it.

I have only been to one bar in my whole life but I'm super excited.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bj-yc40lO3g some bar safety tips.

Am update to my profile take a read

So, some wild and some not so wild stuff I want to talk about.

I started doing more stuff with my Youtube and I'm very proud of myself for branching out! I've been getting views and subscribers finally. Yes, I still plan to do my positivity vlogs and my gaming videos but, I am trying to get happy with my new hobbies. I really want to start posting to YouTube every day if I can and if not, stream.
I'm at 133 subscribers which are getting there. My goal is 1K by the end of one whole year. I feel the boost of faith in getting there.
This way I'll have money from work and money from Youtube and maybe meet amazing people along the journey! Which I have already.

I plan to get to writing something a day even if it means a small character biography or a journal. I also hope to keep going on one of my stories and have ideas for new ones.

On a side note, I do not draw my art in my gallery but, the ideas I did make. I commissioned people and they let me post the art. Sorry if that confused anymore.

I plan to try to make more characters using picrew, again, didn't draw.

Anyway this is my Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCu.....fc0uqMODDk9AXQ
These are my stories: https://archiveofourown.org/users/Cherrythepitbull
Thanks for reading.

I’m learning how to do video edits and stuff. Doing small stuff for now and would love to share them with you guys. :D or just watch my other videos!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r8khu7Cs12M
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FK2RGRO5sVA
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=caomVOncHKA

So, as I have made this new account I've had so much support and I am very grateful. I should show it by posting before bed.

I am Cherry and my main persona is a pitbull. I'm 30 and my birthday is June 30th 1991.
I am female but my gender preference is they/them. Those are my correct pronouns and I am not the type to freak out if you don't use them.

I am an adult with a learning disability and I am not ashamed of it. I am as stable and functioning as someone without one.

I am a full-time writer and I have been writing since I was 11 if I recall my writing has shown much improvement since then. I enjoy writing for myself and others. Writing is a skill I picked up on my own. https://archiveofourown.org

I am also am a Youtube video maker and try to post as often as I can. I do positivity vlogging, video edits, and gaming. Though, I'm new to it all and still learning. I try to make my videos and it keeps me relaxed. I also stream on Fridays and I enjoy that as well. https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCu.....fc0uqMODDk9AXQ

I'm part of many online communities and I understand the goods and bads in each one and I'm okay with that. I understand every community has toxic people and good people but, it doesn't make me want to be less a part of them.

Thank you for reading.

Commission prices update on Writing.


Updating this because people have been confused. I feel I need to go deeper into my writing commissions and how they work.
I charge through paragraphs and sexual scenes if there is one.

When it comes to the biography stuff on your characters, I only charge per character.

I do not make super fetish stuff, diapers, baby gear, scat, puke, rape, abuse, adult baby, gas, or water sports are out of the question. I also have the right to say no if it's not on the list.

I have closed art trades due to needing money.

I will only do collaborations if I know you and you are as dedicated as I am.

Prices:

Five dollars every 9 to 10 paragraphs.

Biographies are 4 dollars and if you want an introduction post it's the same as with each paragraph you put in.

If added sexual stuff no matter the fetish, 60 cents each part.


I work on writing 12 minutes a day unless I am dedicated to something or in a rush to get it done.

I try to get things done in a month if not less. I can't promise but that's my goal.

I have a right to say no. I like to post what I write as well. https://archiveofourown.org/users/Cherrythepitbull

I am trying to get better at writing and like anything, I have to do it every day to keep getting better. I have a plan to do so and I'm very excited to share with you my plan.

I would officially have put a twelve-minute span in each of my days to write. This could be writing anything and sometimes not even posting. I will only post things I'm proud of from now on.

I will be continuing to keep some of my fanfiction that people tend to look forward to and will keep those going, commissions, gifts, and even trades with people.

I originally told myself to only write once a week but then, I came up with the fact I'll never be able to get better unless I put effort into it.

I want to one day to have perfect grammar and spelling without help with software or what not to help me 24/7. I will one day be able to do it on my own. I just need to work for it!

I've been writing since I was eleven and went through a whole year with writer's block two years ago. I will force myself to get through writer's block and keep doing what I'm good at. I will keep making slight improvements every time I write and will keep getting better and better!

Though, I have shown a great amount of that from when I first started writing. I really have and I'm super proud of myself for how far I've come.

Right now I use my phone to help me spell words correctly and Grammarly to help with grammar and one day my hope is, I won't have to. Though, I suggest it to any writers just getting out there.

I'm proud of how much it helps me and how far I've come because of the help.

There you have it, my commitment is getting better and working hard to become a great writer!
https://archiveofourown.org/users/Cherrythepitbull

Hello and thank you for coming upon my page. I'm sure you'd like to get to know me so let me put myself in words.

I am Cherry and my persona is a pitbull with a pink nose and floppy ears and I love her so much.


I'm known as Cherry and I love the name as well. I hope you guys grow to love her as well.

I am a Youtube video maker and started a year ago but, only recently started to take my channel more seriously and if you'd love to check out what I upload, I will link it after this post.

I am also a writer and I have been writing since I was only 11 and I am not 30 and I have shown much improvement throughout the many years of doing it.


I am a real-life female but I rather go by they/them but it's your choice to respect that or not. I won't get upset if I'm misgendered.


Coming upon my page you will see art people have done for me, you will see screenshots and lots of selfies.

I don't think there is much else to say right now!
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCu.....fc0uqMODDk9AXQ
https://archiveofourown.org/users/Cherrythepitbull