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Posted 2 years agoIt's been a while since I posted a journal, hope everyone is doing well!
I've been working a lot on my art and I'm thinking about opening up commissions soon, I was a little hesitant about what to charge but I believe I have figured it out!
Now I just have to make a little ad and post it on all my socials.
Speaking of socials! I've been posting a lot on twitter, but since that boat is sinking as fast as it is I've also started posting on Newgrounds (GaraTheDragon).
I've made a few followers and recently a few of my pictures have gotten enough votes so I can see what people think, so far it has all been positive!
So, I'm pumped to start doing small commissions! Mostly basic poses though because trying to draw anything complex is still out of my reach, I keep trying but everything looks so... wrong.
Other than that, I have a few pieces I want to finish and then color and I hope to post them soon!
I've been working a lot on my art and I'm thinking about opening up commissions soon, I was a little hesitant about what to charge but I believe I have figured it out!
Now I just have to make a little ad and post it on all my socials.
Speaking of socials! I've been posting a lot on twitter, but since that boat is sinking as fast as it is I've also started posting on Newgrounds (GaraTheDragon).
I've made a few followers and recently a few of my pictures have gotten enough votes so I can see what people think, so far it has all been positive!
So, I'm pumped to start doing small commissions! Mostly basic poses though because trying to draw anything complex is still out of my reach, I keep trying but everything looks so... wrong.
Other than that, I have a few pieces I want to finish and then color and I hope to post them soon!
Doing a bit better
Posted 3 years agoHey hey people, me here :P
Just a little update I guess so my page doesn't look so depressing. I've been doing a lot better lately with everything. Drawing, streaming, just in general feeling better.
Met a few nice people who play some games I do so I've been hanging out with them on and off in games so even gaming is turning up better XD It's nice to play with a full stack of people in Apex instead of randos who run around screaming.
I've been trying to keep up with streaming every day to every other day but sometimes it feels boring, like the games I'm playing are just dull and don't have the same level of fun that they use to have. Though Minecraft is still fun, and I play the heck out of all the different mod packs.
I hope I can keep up this good streak with my mood and everything cause I like the way things are right now :P
Just a little update I guess so my page doesn't look so depressing. I've been doing a lot better lately with everything. Drawing, streaming, just in general feeling better.
Met a few nice people who play some games I do so I've been hanging out with them on and off in games so even gaming is turning up better XD It's nice to play with a full stack of people in Apex instead of randos who run around screaming.
I've been trying to keep up with streaming every day to every other day but sometimes it feels boring, like the games I'm playing are just dull and don't have the same level of fun that they use to have. Though Minecraft is still fun, and I play the heck out of all the different mod packs.
I hope I can keep up this good streak with my mood and everything cause I like the way things are right now :P
Been pretty down lately
Posted 4 years agoJust not doing so good lately, not sure what else to say about it. Been feeling unmotivated and even gaming has been bland. Even though this is going on I was able to clean up a bit today around my house, until I started cleaning up my room. I found where I put my old beanie and broke down because it's the same one my late cat Cleo use to sleep on, and I still blame myself for... having to put her to rest. I didn't know what to do at the time and she just sort of withered away within a month. I should have done something, but I didn't realize until it was too late. I ended up crying for a few hours thinking about her and a few other things.
I realized that I don't talk to anyone besides my cats anymore ever since I had a falling out with my sort of last friend back in July. So, I've been feeling really lonely lately but I'm not sure how to go about fixing it. I hang out in VRchat sometimes, but I feel like I never have anything to say, or I freeze up when talking to people. I try to fit in with what's happening, but I never know what's being talking about anymore. I feel so out of place that I've just put it down for a while. I'll probably get back to it sometime later, but I'm just burnt right now. I'm always burnt tbh. All I end up doing it flipping through my list of games or sleeping because I'm so tired every day.
I've been trying to stream more often at least, but I'm running into the problem with not being in the mood to do anything. I just stare at my screen or pace around my house. I try to sit down and draw but I feel so overwhelmed with nothing that it's hard to do.
I don't know what else to put, I'm just so tired.
I realized that I don't talk to anyone besides my cats anymore ever since I had a falling out with my sort of last friend back in July. So, I've been feeling really lonely lately but I'm not sure how to go about fixing it. I hang out in VRchat sometimes, but I feel like I never have anything to say, or I freeze up when talking to people. I try to fit in with what's happening, but I never know what's being talking about anymore. I feel so out of place that I've just put it down for a while. I'll probably get back to it sometime later, but I'm just burnt right now. I'm always burnt tbh. All I end up doing it flipping through my list of games or sleeping because I'm so tired every day.
I've been trying to stream more often at least, but I'm running into the problem with not being in the mood to do anything. I just stare at my screen or pace around my house. I try to sit down and draw but I feel so overwhelmed with nothing that it's hard to do.
I don't know what else to put, I'm just so tired.
Thanksgiving update
Posted 4 years agoI sort of dropped off the face of everything a while back this year because of personal drama stuff but I'm back, still a bit meh over everything but I'm back.
While I was away from most of everything, I took up streaming more often since all I was doing was gaming. It's okay, I have fun and even have a few regulars that hang out and chat with me when they can.
Then I got sick with covid last month. It sucked so much and still continues to suck. I feel so tired, I lost almost all my sense of smell and tastes, and have yet to get pretty much any of it back. I felt pretty awful the first two weeks, not able to get out of bed much or anything else beyond that.
It's hard to believe I got it since I pretty much never leave my house or talk to anyone besides the other person who lives here.
So yeah, that's what happened. I'm back now and I'm thinking of picking up streaming again today before and after Thanksgiving dinner, if I have the energy to do so after all the food.
Have a good day, happy Thanksgiving.
While I was away from most of everything, I took up streaming more often since all I was doing was gaming. It's okay, I have fun and even have a few regulars that hang out and chat with me when they can.
Then I got sick with covid last month. It sucked so much and still continues to suck. I feel so tired, I lost almost all my sense of smell and tastes, and have yet to get pretty much any of it back. I felt pretty awful the first two weeks, not able to get out of bed much or anything else beyond that.
It's hard to believe I got it since I pretty much never leave my house or talk to anyone besides the other person who lives here.
So yeah, that's what happened. I'm back now and I'm thinking of picking up streaming again today before and after Thanksgiving dinner, if I have the energy to do so after all the food.
Have a good day, happy Thanksgiving.
