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Comissions CLOSED
Posted 3 years agoAs people've been asking despite me being a lot less active here,
Im currently not taking comissions. Im employed full time and dont have much free time to spend on art as is!
Thank you to those who showed interest and support!
Im currently not taking comissions. Im employed full time and dont have much free time to spend on art as is!
Thank you to those who showed interest and support!
Comish Praizis Reminder To Self
Posted 11 years agoMostly making this one to remind myself of what I usually charge for comissions on the rare as the blue moon- occasions they actually happen xD
Usually its case specific but
$10 for a single character sketch
$15 for B&W linework of characters up to two
+$5 for each additional char, every second extra char free
$30 for a color piece of characters up to three
+$10 for each additional char(colored), every third extra char free!
$30 for a black&white comic page of around 6 panels
$50 for colored page.
Blah blah blah, limits scat,heavy vore, gore, snuff, kids et cetera!
My other motive is to bury my previous journal so I dont hafta look at it xD
Usually its case specific but
$10 for a single character sketch
$15 for B&W linework of characters up to two
+$5 for each additional char, every second extra char free
$30 for a color piece of characters up to three
+$10 for each additional char(colored), every third extra char free!
$30 for a black&white comic page of around 6 panels
$50 for colored page.
Blah blah blah, limits scat,heavy vore, gore, snuff, kids et cetera!
My other motive is to bury my previous journal so I dont hafta look at it xD
An unimportant pondering about a fetish
Posted 11 years agoWARNING: Writing stuff down just to get it out of my head and stop moping about it, in the same way one just has to stop thinking about that nasty thing they saw dead on the side of the road and not let it ruin one's day.
If youre not a hypno-fetishist, or just like it as a fantasy type thing... Save yourself the rambling pondering xD
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So I was reading 'Xenobiology' by Incase, and i ran into a problem I get from time to time. The main character fell under her own lust, estrus, HEAT. Couldnt control herself. Would oblige any lucky horny bastard that simply told her to spread em. Her eyes going crazy her drooling and acting nice and hot and slutty.
Ergo, most of my fave fodder for hypno fetish, even if there was no actual mind control involved, just going into heat. But then... She literally couldnt control herself. Just by being uncontrollably horny, she went into embarrassing situations, let others control her beyond just the fucking. Getting her to do stuff like let students have a better grade or joining in a gangbang behind public toilets. More and more mindcontrolly without the mind control. And I started to feel ill at ease. The images were still beautiful, erotic, fantastic. But I got an ill feeling to my stomach and closed the (unfinished) comic.
I get this at times when I actively seek out mind-control. Either in straight-on porn form or in cartoons and shows and stuff. It turns me on... But when it gets to the point that the subject does something self-destructive; is turned on their allies, has to betray a loved one, to ruin her goals at the whims of their controller... I get this icky feeling and it turns me off what was supposed to get me going.
I find me asking myself: Am I evil/bad for my fetish?
Which is ridiculous, seeing as I immediatelly get turned OFF when the actual evil stuff happens. And yet...
When I was getting into this kink, I met someone who had been in it much longer than I, had experienced the reality of... well.. the dark , EVIL side of what one can do when one person has control of another in a much more severe way than chains or bindings or spanking could do. They told me I'd managed to pick the most dangerous fetish in the world.
And when I experience that not just playing or pretending or drawing art and looking porn but... actually hypnotizing someone, gaining control of them, programming them. Seeing how you can actually exert control over them. And getting off on it. I think back on these moments when I feel sick to my stomach, when I feel that its... Well. Evil. Thats when I get mopey.
It passes in perhaps a few hours, I distract myself. Im good at not thinking about stuff that bothers me.
I know that I'll still get turned on by blank stares and 'Yes Master/Mistresses' and 'I obey's. And i know I'll run into the stuff that for a bit makes me feel bad about my fetish, and Im never sure if it should or shouldnt.
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And now to bury this <_<
Pay it no nevermind I just wanted it out of my head, I feel better now thanks xD
If youre not a hypno-fetishist, or just like it as a fantasy type thing... Save yourself the rambling pondering xD
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So I was reading 'Xenobiology' by Incase, and i ran into a problem I get from time to time. The main character fell under her own lust, estrus, HEAT. Couldnt control herself. Would oblige any lucky horny bastard that simply told her to spread em. Her eyes going crazy her drooling and acting nice and hot and slutty.
Ergo, most of my fave fodder for hypno fetish, even if there was no actual mind control involved, just going into heat. But then... She literally couldnt control herself. Just by being uncontrollably horny, she went into embarrassing situations, let others control her beyond just the fucking. Getting her to do stuff like let students have a better grade or joining in a gangbang behind public toilets. More and more mindcontrolly without the mind control. And I started to feel ill at ease. The images were still beautiful, erotic, fantastic. But I got an ill feeling to my stomach and closed the (unfinished) comic.
I get this at times when I actively seek out mind-control. Either in straight-on porn form or in cartoons and shows and stuff. It turns me on... But when it gets to the point that the subject does something self-destructive; is turned on their allies, has to betray a loved one, to ruin her goals at the whims of their controller... I get this icky feeling and it turns me off what was supposed to get me going.
I find me asking myself: Am I evil/bad for my fetish?
Which is ridiculous, seeing as I immediatelly get turned OFF when the actual evil stuff happens. And yet...
When I was getting into this kink, I met someone who had been in it much longer than I, had experienced the reality of... well.. the dark , EVIL side of what one can do when one person has control of another in a much more severe way than chains or bindings or spanking could do. They told me I'd managed to pick the most dangerous fetish in the world.
And when I experience that not just playing or pretending or drawing art and looking porn but... actually hypnotizing someone, gaining control of them, programming them. Seeing how you can actually exert control over them. And getting off on it. I think back on these moments when I feel sick to my stomach, when I feel that its... Well. Evil. Thats when I get mopey.
It passes in perhaps a few hours, I distract myself. Im good at not thinking about stuff that bothers me.
I know that I'll still get turned on by blank stares and 'Yes Master/Mistresses' and 'I obey's. And i know I'll run into the stuff that for a bit makes me feel bad about my fetish, and Im never sure if it should or shouldnt.
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And now to bury this <_<
Pay it no nevermind I just wanted it out of my head, I feel better now thanks xD
Some random draws
Posted 12 years agoLast night I did a couple of quick pictures!
Im far too lazy to upload them even into my scraps currently xD
http://imgur.com/HAQq3oR
Feri has a balloon, oh so innocent so he doesnt know what it really is =D
http://imgur.com/wAmJ1uw
Maj suggested this one... and ildac said there should be boobs!
Im far too lazy to upload them even into my scraps currently xD
http://imgur.com/HAQq3oR
Feri has a balloon, oh so innocent so he doesnt know what it really is =D
http://imgur.com/wAmJ1uw
Maj suggested this one... and ildac said there should be boobs!
Anubian WOLVES!
Posted 13 years agoSo! A friend tells me an interesting new tidbit.
Apparently... At the time of ancient Egypt, there were zoologically no jackals there. Or at all. There were only wolves. That meaning that... 'Jackal headed' gods like Anubis...Are in fact 'Wolf headed'.
And thus... Anubian 'Jackals' ... Are in fact Anubian 'Wolves'.
...Suddenly I feel a lot more divine xD
The video where this came from is here, if you want to check it out
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WMB-f2CzZ0U
at around 28:40
Even in the case of this being old news, it means I have something to be all know-it-ally about. And hey, it has Maester Fry. That makes it worth watching!
Shout out to all of you Anubian Wolves =D....
Apparently... At the time of ancient Egypt, there were zoologically no jackals there. Or at all. There were only wolves. That meaning that... 'Jackal headed' gods like Anubis...Are in fact 'Wolf headed'.
And thus... Anubian 'Jackals' ... Are in fact Anubian 'Wolves'.
...Suddenly I feel a lot more divine xD
The video where this came from is here, if you want to check it out
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WMB-f2CzZ0U
at around 28:40
Even in the case of this being old news, it means I have something to be all know-it-ally about. And hey, it has Maester Fry. That makes it worth watching!
Shout out to all of you Anubian Wolves =D....
Stockholm rtrospective
Posted 13 years agoToday our boat was harbored in Norrtelje and we took a bus to Stockholm for the day. The day was fun and worth the walk, and I felt I should share some experiences.
From our bus we took a subway on the Tunnelbanan to Gamla Stan ( Old Town) and from there on a ferry to Skansen zoo. I'd specifically asked to visit the zoo on this trip because I thoroughlyenjoy zoos on my visits. I'd ben to Skansen some years before, and visiting the Zoo in Rome had resparked an interest to see this Northern place again.
The bears are by far the most photogenic of Skansens animals. They gave a show of napping, bathing and running after each other in a mere few minutes of me waslking around their enclosure. As for the other animals... well... The wolverines had a noisy scrap, the otter munched away at a fish right up against the glass and the monkeys queue'd up to be silly on camera.
I think we hit SKansen just as the prime tourist season was ending, we barely had queues and there were a bunch of enclosures quite devoid of animals. And the animals in the biological museum weren't even dusted...!
Even SO it was worth the walk. Skansen is HUGE, and you should reserve half a day at least to see it. For a first-timer, judge for yourself when to go see it, if you're on a vacation in Stockholm, Skansen SHOULD be on your list of things to experience.
After returning to Gamla Stan, we went on a nostalgia trip. Thirty-odd years ago, my dear mother had had the "best pizza of her life" in an open-windowed restaurant on Vänstralångatan ( Western Long Street ). She didnt even remember the name, just the general area and that the widnows were held open. It took no time at all to find it. the resturants name was Michelangelo, the windows were wide open, the interior was fancy, the place was packed when a near-identical place on the same block was devoid of life. Tattle much on the quality?
The pizza WAS good. I admit that its easily in my top three. The other two are an old way-off place in Rome, and the other a way-off place in the city where I live. Certainly the check was well worth its final tally. Fine hot italian pizza with fine strong italian wine? Whats not to love?
All in all, Stockholm is a beautiful old city. And the swedes take good care of it, and make sure its hospitable. I dont think I wanna hit it in the worst tourist season, but even so.
Stockholm, despite it's swedishness, isnt getting out of this journal without a recommendation. Hitting northern Europe? Consider Stockholm for a day or two, but make sure you get a look at the towns outside it. 'Idyllic' doesnt come close.
Peace out!
Might have some photos of my trip on my deviantart soon!
From our bus we took a subway on the Tunnelbanan to Gamla Stan ( Old Town) and from there on a ferry to Skansen zoo. I'd specifically asked to visit the zoo on this trip because I thoroughlyenjoy zoos on my visits. I'd ben to Skansen some years before, and visiting the Zoo in Rome had resparked an interest to see this Northern place again.
The bears are by far the most photogenic of Skansens animals. They gave a show of napping, bathing and running after each other in a mere few minutes of me waslking around their enclosure. As for the other animals... well... The wolverines had a noisy scrap, the otter munched away at a fish right up against the glass and the monkeys queue'd up to be silly on camera.
I think we hit SKansen just as the prime tourist season was ending, we barely had queues and there were a bunch of enclosures quite devoid of animals. And the animals in the biological museum weren't even dusted...!
Even SO it was worth the walk. Skansen is HUGE, and you should reserve half a day at least to see it. For a first-timer, judge for yourself when to go see it, if you're on a vacation in Stockholm, Skansen SHOULD be on your list of things to experience.
After returning to Gamla Stan, we went on a nostalgia trip. Thirty-odd years ago, my dear mother had had the "best pizza of her life" in an open-windowed restaurant on Vänstralångatan ( Western Long Street ). She didnt even remember the name, just the general area and that the widnows were held open. It took no time at all to find it. the resturants name was Michelangelo, the windows were wide open, the interior was fancy, the place was packed when a near-identical place on the same block was devoid of life. Tattle much on the quality?
The pizza WAS good. I admit that its easily in my top three. The other two are an old way-off place in Rome, and the other a way-off place in the city where I live. Certainly the check was well worth its final tally. Fine hot italian pizza with fine strong italian wine? Whats not to love?
All in all, Stockholm is a beautiful old city. And the swedes take good care of it, and make sure its hospitable. I dont think I wanna hit it in the worst tourist season, but even so.
Stockholm, despite it's swedishness, isnt getting out of this journal without a recommendation. Hitting northern Europe? Consider Stockholm for a day or two, but make sure you get a look at the towns outside it. 'Idyllic' doesnt come close.
Peace out!
Might have some photos of my trip on my deviantart soon!
Reached Aw-Land. My drawing hand is sore
Posted 13 years agoAfter my heroic departure onto the Finnish seas heading west, we've reached the Western Harbor of Marienhamn, capital of the autonomous Åland between Finland and Sweden.
Officially theyre a part of Finland, but would much rather be Swedish.
BUT!
I've been drawing.
Thus far my accomplishments are finishing the pencils and half-way inking a two-page hypnosis comic for Majorra!
...And several sketchbook pages of medieval armor ._. ... In distrurbing detail. All those straps.... And studs...
ANYHOO!
Next up Im planning to draw Trembok, since I hear I got his likeness wrong last time. Make up for stuff and stuff...
BUT!
I need more. MORE. MORE INSPIRATION!
To me, my perverted fuzzy muses!
Officially theyre a part of Finland, but would much rather be Swedish.
BUT!
I've been drawing.
Thus far my accomplishments are finishing the pencils and half-way inking a two-page hypnosis comic for Majorra!
...And several sketchbook pages of medieval armor ._. ... In distrurbing detail. All those straps.... And studs...
ANYHOO!
Next up Im planning to draw Trembok, since I hear I got his likeness wrong last time. Make up for stuff and stuff...
BUT!
I need more. MORE. MORE INSPIRATION!
To me, my perverted fuzzy muses!
Ze Boat. On Ze Ocean.
Posted 13 years agoAlright, so, on Monday Im leaving for a few weeks to sail around the Finnish Archipelago with my family. Its a traditional thing with limited access to Internet, which means Ill prolly have quite a few less chances of seeing all the crazy peeps I love around here.
But the thing is Im going to get bored DESPITE the abundance of novels Im going to take along. And I need inspiration. So....
I NEED STUFF TO DRAW, WHAT WILL I DO, FURAFFINITY D=<!!!!??!!!!!!!!!!!!
But the thing is Im going to get bored DESPITE the abundance of novels Im going to take along. And I need inspiration. So....
I NEED STUFF TO DRAW, WHAT WILL I DO, FURAFFINITY D=<!!!!??!!!!!!!!!!!!
