I wish i could say I feel different from before and junk
But I don't
I feel numb

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I always love their work and they never disappoint <3 be sure to follow them!

There's been a schedule change, so a person I saw on a day to day basis won't be around.
They were physical and not online, and now I'm kind of stuck alone. It's going to be the normal now, and I'm really not looking forward to it but I am putting up with it for them. I want what's best for them and this is what they want.

Um
Yeah sept 4th is mine.
I get anxious and angsty about it because I feel too self centred and greedy
It reminds me of years back when I didn't know better and feeling bad about it now.
I think the only thing I want is reassurance that I'm a better person, can do better things, and can make better choices.
Aside from that, these sorts of journal entries I always feel just demand elattention and greed because that's how I view my own/myself???

Basically I have a few people I know I want to commision with, I just wsnt to know if there's others who wouldn't mind being in one with me, and if anybody knows artists that are open ;w;

Since I dont do this often, I figured I'd make it breif.
I haven't been doing well, and I've had a difficult time with medication and my own art. Work, friends, and a crippling sense of self doubt that makes me feel unworthy of the previous two, have been keeping me busy from doing what I've been trying to do. I have a tonne in a sketchbook, however without an adequate computer or scanner, I'm unable to share most of it.

I'll be saving up for all those and some updates I hope.

In any case, new art. Ive been looking g for an artist to commision, if anybody has any ideas, feel free to shout them out.

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I DONT CARE WHAT YOU'RE INTO NERDS HOLY SHIT JAY HERE MOTHER FUCKING JAY HERE IS THE SHIT AND I LOVE THIS, COMMISSION HIM I DARE YOU TO DO IT HE'S AWESOME ;W;