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fucking fuck it all
Posted 9 years agoI'm done. The American Experiment has failed. Lady Liberty was drug out back and shot in the head. Fear and greed won out over everything else. The only comfort is maybe the world will be so fucked up in the next 4 years we'll all of long since drowned.
Because
Posted 10 years agoBecause you're the unreliable child for delaying moving out on your own to help your parents pay bills when neither of them had a form of income for 6 months.
Because you're the child that doesn't plan ahead when in that time, the apartment you were going to move into is bought by another company who turns it into a high end complex where a months rent is more then the mortgage on your parents house.
Because you're the lazy child when the closest affordable housing is half a days drive away from your job.
Because you're the child with no plans when you give up having a car to be able to pay off your student loans every month.
Because you're the child with no drive for keeping a steady job for years while one sibling went through 3 jobs in 8 months, and the other lasted 6 weeks before getting fired and never looking for another.
Because you're the child with no life when your closest friends live at-least 3 states away and you talk to them every day online.
Because you're the ungrateful child for working through college while your siblings had their out of state rent and tuition payed for.
Because you're the unmotivated child when your college lied about it's accreditation and was sued by the US Government for fraud and your credits are useless.
Because you're the anti-social child for never bringing a date home, yet you've been in a relationship longer than your married sibling, yet if your parents found out they would disown you and the thought of living on the streets here is terrifying.
Because you're the greedy child for buying a snack for yourself and getting mad when someone else eats it without asking.
Because you're the immature child for spending a few hours of a day off playing video-games.
Because you're the frivolous child for setting a $20 monthly spending limit on something for yourself to avoid the temptation to start drinking again.
Because you're the child who drank to get through high school and your family never noticed.
Because you're the child who got hit when things went wrong.
Because you're the child that doesn't plan ahead when in that time, the apartment you were going to move into is bought by another company who turns it into a high end complex where a months rent is more then the mortgage on your parents house.
Because you're the lazy child when the closest affordable housing is half a days drive away from your job.
Because you're the child with no plans when you give up having a car to be able to pay off your student loans every month.
Because you're the child with no drive for keeping a steady job for years while one sibling went through 3 jobs in 8 months, and the other lasted 6 weeks before getting fired and never looking for another.
Because you're the child with no life when your closest friends live at-least 3 states away and you talk to them every day online.
Because you're the ungrateful child for working through college while your siblings had their out of state rent and tuition payed for.
Because you're the unmotivated child when your college lied about it's accreditation and was sued by the US Government for fraud and your credits are useless.
Because you're the anti-social child for never bringing a date home, yet you've been in a relationship longer than your married sibling, yet if your parents found out they would disown you and the thought of living on the streets here is terrifying.
Because you're the greedy child for buying a snack for yourself and getting mad when someone else eats it without asking.
Because you're the immature child for spending a few hours of a day off playing video-games.
Because you're the frivolous child for setting a $20 monthly spending limit on something for yourself to avoid the temptation to start drinking again.
Because you're the child who drank to get through high school and your family never noticed.
Because you're the child who got hit when things went wrong.
Blogs?
Posted 10 years agoSo had a nice little bout of depression at work and while trying to fight through it I had the lovely thought that when I die, everything I've worked on all these years. My characters, my worlds, my ideas both fetishistic and serious that have filled up several 3 ring binders, would all die too. So after crying in the corner for awhile I decided to atleast put some stuff out there so it'll atleast EXIST in some form. So I plan on making a few blogs, one more adult and fetish based and one more....I dunno story based about characters and ideas I've been piecing together.
I'm still gonna try to do them I was just wondering if anyone would care I guess...
I'm still gonna try to do them I was just wondering if anyone would care I guess...
Dragon Hatcher
Posted 10 years agoFull moon's light to wake the egg, full moon's light to hatch it, Midsummer Night will break your heart, All Hallow's Eve may patch it.
Just abit from one of my favorite books to get the old bit down.
Just abit from one of my favorite books to get the old bit down.
PLEASE
Posted 10 years agoif anyone still wants to stay a contact on messenger, let me know. So I'm not sitting here in a room by myself trying to talk to noone...I can't take it anymore
Goddamnit
Posted 10 years agoWho's got two thumbs and is totally fucking fed up of their 360 games just deciding to stop working mid-playthrough? Me. Yay, good thing I beat Xenoverses storymode before it decided to not load anything past the hubworld. Yeah screw friggin microsoft I'm so sick of everything from red rings to faulty controllers to this shit happening constantly. I just don't get nice things, I shouldn't bother trying.
Thank you
Posted 10 years agofor everyone who had kind words to say, it really did help.
sometimes
Posted 10 years agoI just wonder what the point is. When noone cares.
Somethings coming...
Posted 10 years agoSeveral somethings. That I've been meaning to do for a long time....THE TIME HAS COME
I have returned
Posted 10 years agoI LIIIIIIIIVE
IT BEGINS
Posted 10 years agoTHE UK ADVENTURE BEGINS
I'ma declare all the Independence. Seeya in a week and a half!
I'ma declare all the Independence. Seeya in a week and a half!
I'm leaving.
Posted 10 years agoOn a jet plane.
I don''t know when I'll be back again.
I'll be back in like a week and a half.
Going on vacation to the UK to spend time with the BF.
I don''t know when I'll be back again.
I'll be back in like a week and a half.
Going on vacation to the UK to spend time with the BF.
Wii-U
Posted 11 years agoGIMME YOUR FRIEND MAMAJAMMIES!
Sorry
Posted 11 years agoI now
Posted 11 years agohave a WiiU! yaaaaay
Smash 4
Posted 11 years agoSo broke down and got it. Played through it for the whole day. It's not BAD but....I'd rank it at the very bottom of the Smash games. Only a few of the characters seem...well GOOD, and the little screen and 3ds get up aren't very appealing to play this on. Pit(and Dark Pit, waste of space that he is) are as friggin annoying as they were last game, if not more so due to their massive recovery move. I'd give it a 5/10, average score. Not bad, but unless they release some awesome stuff for the Wii-U version(like ANY of the characters I wanted) I don't think I'll be dropping any more money on it.
H'okay so....help?
Posted 11 years agoOk so I'm trying to find a movie that has been driving me crazy for probably two decades now.
This movie had to be made late 80's-early 90's as I saw it when I was a kid, that involves an Alien ship landing on, and I believe trying to take over the earth. I only remember a few key scenes. One was where the aliens unleash their big monster, which if I recall has several eyes in a row and a large tooth filled mouth attacking a theater and eating atleast one patron. The other was at the end where the leader alien is in his ships ruins being yelled at by another alien(I believe the yelling alien was actually scolding the leader on what a mess he had made of his mothers ship). And while he's doing so the monster pops up from the rubble and looks at them, causing the leader alien to burble worriedly, then the screen goes black.
I know it's not Spaced Invaders or the remake of Invaders from Mars as I recently watched those to see if it was those films. I rented it from Blockbuster as a child and have never seen it since but the knowledge that it exists has tormented me for years. Yeah I know it sounds like the ramblings of a mad man but I swear my dad rented it for me.
This movie had to be made late 80's-early 90's as I saw it when I was a kid, that involves an Alien ship landing on, and I believe trying to take over the earth. I only remember a few key scenes. One was where the aliens unleash their big monster, which if I recall has several eyes in a row and a large tooth filled mouth attacking a theater and eating atleast one patron. The other was at the end where the leader alien is in his ships ruins being yelled at by another alien(I believe the yelling alien was actually scolding the leader on what a mess he had made of his mothers ship). And while he's doing so the monster pops up from the rubble and looks at them, causing the leader alien to burble worriedly, then the screen goes black.
I know it's not Spaced Invaders or the remake of Invaders from Mars as I recently watched those to see if it was those films. I rented it from Blockbuster as a child and have never seen it since but the knowledge that it exists has tormented me for years. Yeah I know it sounds like the ramblings of a mad man but I swear my dad rented it for me.
Smash Bros
Posted 11 years agoFuck this roster. Only way It will be getting my money is if this http://mynintendonews.com/2014/09/1.....king-versions/ turns out to be legit. Till then Super Sakurai Bros 4 can go sit in the "fuck off" pile with Capcom.
hmmm
Posted 11 years agoYou know a crossover I could get behind? Parasite Eve and Resident Evil...
story of my life
Posted 11 years ago"I'ma watch some Godzilla"
*Grave of the Fireflies is on*
*Now I'm sad AND no ones stopping Ghidorah from being a colossal bellend to the planet*
*Grave of the Fireflies is on*
*Now I'm sad AND no ones stopping Ghidorah from being a colossal bellend to the planet*
Well FECK
Posted 11 years agoNow my monitor is dying....
Soooooooooo
Posted 11 years agoIf you reply to this journal, I'll....
1) Tell you something I learned about you by looking at your FA page for 10 seconds.
2) Tell you a color you remind me of.
3) Tell you my first memory of you.
4) Ask you a question.
5) Tell you something I like about you.
6) Tell you the object that is in front of me.
7) Dare you to do this yourself in your own journal.
I'll reply when I have the chance so don't hold your breath for toooooo long~!
1) Tell you something I learned about you by looking at your FA page for 10 seconds.
2) Tell you a color you remind me of.
3) Tell you my first memory of you.
4) Ask you a question.
5) Tell you something I like about you.
6) Tell you the object that is in front of me.
7) Dare you to do this yourself in your own journal.
I'll reply when I have the chance so don't hold your breath for toooooo long~!
I need...
Posted 11 years ago...to draw more. I REALLY do. I wish I had asmuch time to draw as i used to, now i can barely find any time alone where I'm not dead tired. Maybe a pic a month, that seems to be a good starting goal...